Rama is Bhagavan whereas Narada is merely a journalist. In the fiction there are big egos and smaller ones. Rama is one of the biggest. Narada was also an incarnation of Vishnu like Rama but Ramayana glorified Rama. Narada had initiated Valmiki the creator of Ramayana. Narada asked his lord Narayana to confer an appearance like that of Hari. It was to win the swayamvara contest and get married to the most dazzling princess of Mayanagri. Sadly the lady marries the lord Narayana who reveals that Narada was deluded by his Matrix and the girl as well as city were to examine his devotion. But it’s late as Narada had already cursed Narayana to suffer in separation from his wife ( the sorrow by seeing his monkey like face in the mirror became the cause of the curse which made lord Narayana suffer when Seeta his wife was kidnapped by the Raw One of Shri Lanka.)
I tell this story to my mother. I also tell her about the past incarnation story of Narada where he was not a muni but a five year old Bodhisattva who serves some teachers and gains merits to be born as the Manasa Putra of Bramha. His initiation makes all 10000 sons of Aasak ti and Daksha renunciates. This is repeated once again before Daksha curses him to remain a lifelong bachelor. This became the precursor to the story of Swayamvara recounted up thread.
I told stories. Vyasa said briefly about Rama: he enacted the role of a sensual man suffering by being separated from his wife and he calls her name Hey See te! He asks :” Oh birds, oh deers, oh Betels , have thou seen my Seeta who has eyes like a fawn?” And he swoons by recalling her lovely ways.
When I told about Vyasa version of Rama as told in Bhagvat Puran: the Mahanta of Gyaan Gudri Jagannath Ashrama, Gyaan Prakash ji became palpably agitated and started rebuking me severely.
My mother says: Rama is lord himself. Narada is mere servant. They are both incarnation of Narayana the sage. Or Vishnu the Hara, the Natarajan the dancing light of Grace.
Why Krishna is the supreme personality of Godhead? And Rama? Why not Narada? Because it’s about householders and world. If Rama was a social reformer and transcended death after 11000 years of rule as per Ramachari Manasa of Tulsidas: Ramananda and Kabir also qualify for same worship because they left the earth with their bodies intact and they kicked death in the butt. Krishna had 16108 wives and helped wipe out a sizeable portion of population within 18 days of Mahabharata war. He was super detached and aloof force of nature when his own kins killed each other off in Prabhas Kshetra. This makes him grand.
In my humble opinion. Only the authors Vyasa, Valmiki, Tulsi and Shankaracharya are grand. Dancing light of Grace: logos and visual aspects of nameless fill the stories romantic and otherwise with Colors as per the need. Narada is superior to Rama. Narada is superior to Krishna. Narada is looked down upon by the masses because of being an honest journalist and guru of all and sundry. Why worship a Rama or a Krishna when you yourself are Rama, Krishna, Narada, Shiva and much more? Isn’t it all a play of consciousness: the Vaasudeva?
2. People choose to believe what suits their causes. For example: people around me choose to believe that Ramayana and Mahabharata being telecast by Doordarshan are statements of Truth not mere myth. Similarly some people choose to believe in the constitution of a nation state or a book called Bible or Quaran. Look how Quaran is similar to Quarantine. Linguistics like James may find that link by research. Kabbalah and Science uses some tools to. Authorship and meritocracy emphasizes the importance of an agreed upon rulebook. The Hindu Rashtra advocates want all the wealth to be with very few chosen ones. Corporate houses who govern by proxy.
3. As I was taking breakfast: I saw a program in which the DD Bharati was showing spectacular India. A few churches in Shillong, Chera poonzi and elsewhere emphasize devotion to holy spirit. The kids clapping in the chorus look devoid of life. They look like robots. No critical thinking left in them. They might be happy and the place does look clean with greenery but they look like Stepford Wives. They appear to be too good to be true.
1. I use a flipkart Smart Buy trimming instrument made in China purchased by my younger sibling. It has a reverse table of 2 printed on its back side-
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2. It takes me about 10 minutes to trim my beard and shave my head.
3. It gives a smooth massage to scalp as well as mandibular area.
4. In Summers regular shaving and frequently bathing with cold water is soothing for all especially those who have mystic fire.
5. I keep trimmer charging whenever smartphone isn’t using it, this makes me careless about having to face a situation in which it’s drained of battery.
6. I hope you enjoyed reading it. I burnt some garbage in scorching Sun. The old vegetable seller was coming back from stadium market and senile old beggar had swollen feet. He’s delirious. I put some water for cow as it was thirsty and gave it couple of roti to eat. Only a piglet came out to have wet peels of vegetables drenched in the water drained out of utensils which I washed after cooking and brunching and rest of them were taking bath in drainage canals and small puddles as it had rained a bit in yesterday evening’s thunderstorm like in that of the day before’s.
1. I am trying to memorize the names of 12 jyotirlingas: Shri:
1. Vaidyanath
2. Omkareshwar
3. Mallikarjun
4. trayambakeshwar
5. Mahakaleshwar
6. Naageshwara
7. Bheemashankar
8. Ghrishneshwara
9. Somnath
10. Hatakeshwara
11. Vishwanath
12. Rameshwar.
I know the creation myth behind the number 12. I read the story behind the 8. It says: there was a good lady and her name was Sujata. Her husband’s name was Sudharm. They had no progeny and the lady wanted to see the young children to nurture them and make herself feel fulfilled. She made her husband marry her sister Ghushma or Ghrishna. The sister bore her children but out of jealousy Sujata used to throw them in a well full of Shiva lingas. Ghushma prayed for lord Shivas mercy who returned all her dead children along with forgiveness for Sujata. And they lived happily ever after.
The story is taken from Shiva Maha Puran. Ghrishneshwara means lord of compassion. It’s located in the Aurangabad district of Maharashtra. Unesco world Heritage site Ellora caves are also located nearby. Queen Ahallya Bai Holkar and grandfather of lord Shivaji helped reconstruct the temple. It’s the smallest among jyotirlingas and it has lord Vishnu’s images engraved on it.
Giri Bapu says that recalling these 12 names or reading them early in the morning after waking up gives you merits.
2. About 26K labourers were brought to this town from big cities. They went to work out because they didn’t have any capital here. Now they don’t have work or savings to feed their children. Let’s help such people by thinking about them, by praying for them, by talking about them and by raising awareness.
3. My mother, grandmother, the old man outside who is both senile and delirious and had an accident in which he got injuries on his legs which are swollen: they are all ill have difficulty in breathing and they need euhanasia. Let’s raise awareness to pass the bill for the same.
Irrfan Khan was born January 7, 1967. Left this world today: April 29, 2020, according to Wikipedia.
2. I remember his chart having Jaiminee Atmakaraka in the sign Pisces, in Navamsa before. Now the data has been altered. The same thing happened with the chart of Ramana Maharshi when I was studying in college. Atmakaraka in Pisces suggests a soul who does meritorious deeds and attains final liberation according to Parashar: Jaiminee. Mars being the chara Atmakaraka suggests someone who fought a war or struggled in life. He also had an exalted Jupiter, a baritone voice, like Amitabh Bachchan and his oceanic eyes were like Osho aka Acharya Rajneesh. I thought he, and not Aamir Khan was the most suitable actor to play the role.
3. In 2012, he added an extra r in his name. Irfan became Irrfan.
Irfan: 9+ 18+ 6+ 1+5=39=12=3.
Irrfan: 9+18+18+6+1+5=57=3.
Though root number remained the same, he became a number 57, from 39. He said he liked the sound of an extra r.
{ N.B. – I wrote this draft immediately after the news of his departure arrived. As I searched for a sentimental song, which I would be sharing in the next post, I lost this draft. My apologies for the delayed publishing and condolences to his family, friends and admirers. }
4. His surname Khan= 16=7.
5. IK= 3+ 7=10=1.
6. The root number as per the birthday: 7.
7. Life path number: 31=4.
8. Today’s root: 29=2.
Today’s life path: 1.
9. His life path now matches to his name path. He has reached the Allah. May he ever rest in peace.
10. I watched his Paan Singh Tomar in a cinema hall. I liked his profundity and dialogue delivery. Along with Anil Kapoor he shared screen for India as Gulzar and A. R. Rehman won the academy award for the song Jai Ho for Danny Boyle’s Slumdog Millionaire.
1. MaheshwariKala: the third ray. Uses diction to fix and fiction to dicks. An example: The Hollywood movie: Happy Death Day’s big reveal [Spoiler Alert!] The great environmental problems are pinpointed to be your family’s problems. Government and society can reach only upto this limit. The psychology reaches a bit deeper by suggesting problems in psyche which need healing, counseling and the like. The Parapsychology reaches even further by indicating roles of unconscious, subconscious and cosmic minds in creating all your life situations.
2. Workmanship
Unless I wash dishes the old lady has to do it. The maid comes only once and even then on some conditions. It shouldn’t be cloudy and so on. I started washing dishes for old ladies and also for keeping my feet on ground. It continued until Corona Outbreak, when old lady suddenly got spasmodic and on two successive days insisted upon cleaning them. I obliged upon the risk of being called useless here with a hint that she could let me continue once she feels weary of it.
The two big boys have only two works: ration and vegetables. Vegetable sellers keep whining all day long here and they are also semijobless. I asked them to assign me to bring vegetables and or ration whenever they insinuated that I was useless. They never wanted to lose control of that. The young one is dreaming that mommy would keep him safe while she herself goes to a doctor to take injections for Malaria and she pants heavily as she walks. I asked her to reduce weight but it’s next to impossible for her to follow my instructions for I am considered deranged. I have healthy BMI and I keep strict control on my diet. They are all gone cases. They keep watching soaps all day long programming themselves with third class acting of so called classical religious soaps of eightees which make the spiritual mind of most idiot box addicts.
3. IdentificationandMysticFire
Mystery schools and Zen monasteries existed and they are myths for me. Here I found one acute problem. Kundalini filters constantly play with one’s presumed gender identities but poison being too much in the environment it merely becomes churning of an inherently unavoidable identity. Body is also a result of constant sensory feedback loops and environment creates body as body creates environment. But the fundamental ability to dissolve it at will and shift your shape is not attained unless the whole environment is swept away of poisons.
4. Agneesara
Since I consumed plenty of sugar boiled in water as a glucose supplement in fasting detoxification: I had some stomach ache. The lukewarm water is needed for taking enema and they subtly prohibited that. I have been using cold water and it takes more time. I had such problems in early boyhood. I used to consume too much sugar then. It was a habit. Now it’s a necessity. In those days I used to have trouble with constipation as well as cough. Now they both are under control.
5. Listening to Osho talks seemed relaxing. In his talk on Gandhi he accused him of being a politician who let common people believe he was a saint. They wanted money not peace and instead he gave them poverty, according to him.
6. It’s birthday of Adi Shankaracharya and Soordasa. I am fond of both poets. Especially Shankaracharyas Char…Ranjika Sutra. Here is a link:
1. I compose this in the thirteenth hour of the day. Parshuram the fierce Brahmin Avatar of Vishnu was born in the Tertiary age.
2. Dharma was compared to a bull in Indian myths. I see a white cloud and its friends. My only companions who demand nothing. Birds need a few rice grains to sing. Dogs quarrel with each other. The birds fought with the squirrel who was walking on a thick wire.
3. The lord of the dragonflies is clinging to the wire on which clothes are spread instead of clips.
4. Management gurus are selling scientific gadgets and architecture. They were doing so even in my childhood. Remember: the flying cars available for all? Instead you have a novel virus. They named their son novel. Why? Not Nobel. And they pronounced it nowill. The husband was a tenant in my mother’s house and yet taunted me: “Men are sleeping in other people’s houses these days.”
5. It gets murkier here. My grandmother took me for shopping and I was shown some oranges. The horoscopes. It wasn’t the motive to take me to that colony. It was this grandmother along with youngest sibling who had scarcely slept in nights in last two years. Tobacco addicts as well as Puritans. Dirty womanizers. Lustful dummies. I was talking to one uncle about Kundalini the mystic fire. And this guy had been searching about it on my laptop. I asked him to clean his act up–he kept doing as he wilt until he became captive in his own house.
6. I was on toilet seat as I travelled in time. They all use drugs but were prohibiting me only because they couldn’t make me conform except by using fake laws and lawmakers who did as they wilt. I heard that lady: she had a fine singing voice. A devotee of Krishnaa. I heard her caged heart. He called his brother up as he beat her up. I didn’t go over there for milk. No I didn’t. But the owner of the lady was a fool and they created such a ruckus downstairs you couldn’t stay silent for even an hour.
7. I thought I attained awakening on full Moon under Shiva lingam which is known as Siddheshwara. Tantrics started coming after me one after another until my father who had kept my mother and brothers as a slave confronted with me. It was Hanuman and company. And I saw their misinterpretation ad infinitum. They sometimes misrepresented my gender at others generated suggestions to marry and at others to work. Their network was a failure. Their schools failed miserably. They failed miserably. It all dropped down to spitting and using harsh voice as well as physical abuse. Poor wretched people who could never leave the jungle for peace.
8. If your wives love me: I love them as well. If your daughters smile at me: I smile at them. If they spit at me I won’t return it immediately. I would forgive them and make them another Monalisa.
Dancing light of grace 