I was asked this question by a chatbot:

What would your ideal day be like?

Without any hesitation or pausing to think, I replied:

It would be the day when I am absolutely sure it’s the last day of life.

The simple reason is: I had absolutely no desires for a long time. There’s no desire to experience. Feeding the body and taking care of it has been a burden for as long as I can remember it.

There’s no motivation for me to get up everyday and continue to work to keep this body alive.

It might look like a gloomy thought process. It has been so for a long time. The day when I leave would be the happiest and ideal day not because I am any less happier today but because this process comes to a permanent end.