Rubbish

1. Played only one vocab jam in which I got first rank.

2. KK was issued couple of forms from library. It was after four days since books were already issued to his confidante. Two of them. This had to be kept as a private affair. I kept it until I could. I don’t want to be rebuked by the librarian for something I didn’t do.

3. Just because I went to the field for a few minutes he rebuked me as badly as that goon who was drunk. My fault was my optimistic nature. Now if we are to see : there is a world of difference in rules for Ashrama (prison) inmates and visitors. It should be so. It is so everywhere.

4. Being chide about not having 500 rupees for caution money, taking a loan from office assistant who was genial welcoming me into the premise. The duplicity of the secretary and rest of the staff who did their best to prevent my reading or meditation inside the premise not because I did something underhand but because I might have told people about what went indoors. Once they pasted a notice which prohibited anyone who did any substance abuse. When I asked about the Kaka who was Harijana Sevak Sangh member and a tobacco addict: they immediately removed the pasted note.

5. Young people shouted on me saying:” why do you sit at other’s house? The fact was: there were too many like them and I was actually doing my job.” Who are these people, where do they come from?

6. It’s the same people no matter where you go. All ethics and rules are for you: all luxury and enjoyment is for them just because they do it in a group and use laws as their final shield.

7. I read a story by Rabindranath Tagore: it was titled “Alive and Dead.” It was a third class story. Hackneyed. Cliche. Trite. Rubbish. I didn’t like reading it. He was a Nobel laureate, his song was adapted to be a national song. Still: the story was rubbish.

Story

There was a boy. The boy was found of Open Spaces for this seemed magical. He lived in a crowded area where no Open Spaces were available at all. Therefore he used to walk to distant destinations just to watch Open Spaces and nature around him. But every time he tried exploring a direction he had to answer a few questions. The bears monkey dog and Hippopotamus they were all around him therefore he had to be cautious while crossing the borders. One day the boy left early in the morning to find film solace in the Woods. He was feeling wonderful because of the work man had done on the goods but he kept thinking what if it had been the nature the role nature played in his life was tremendous. But to recognise the change and to recognise the effect it had on him he needed human society. Had it Bin eaters and like existence he wouldn’t have known the importance of anything good or bad and the Open Spaces were beautiful only because of cloistered spaces. He appreciated everything he had available for free in his early childhood but now there was no way to go back and he had to live with the present situation in which it was getting exceedingly costly to spend a very little time In Open Spaces. He walked on and reached a place where he noticed the trees were getting thin. And flop of cattles and goats are grazing in the open field while equals soothing Bridge was blowing. His legs were tired because of walking for many hours. He said on a hi place watching the sky when a truck passed by him. He was not sure of it till he reached that he was to catch a glimpse of that image. He to karne app engine drink some water from a nearby stream. When he came to his senses realised that he had entered into a different realm and all the houses were gone. Now he was in an open country with no footpaths or buildings. He did not feel that he was missing anything as he was able to live on the tree leaves and sunlight and open fresh air was enough to sustain him. The lives of people and many setbacks with backbiting lying people had set him on this course which was to be his final destination. He was to be taken away by the same people who had brought him here. Nobody had brought him here it was very own self which had been guiding him all through his life to this Final Destination where he felt at peace and at easy. He was free to do as he wanted and live the life he wanted.