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Remarkable Renaissance!

There’s not much going on in the town and the streets are deserted.

Ted Talk has no topics left to be covered by them. I was told there will be blood and it would come out of the p. I was not ready for that gruesome site anyhow but I told retail it. No actually I tolerated it. I was not told that there will be blood. Floods have rabies these days and Rubber is our busy buddy busybody in a Boat is embodying Yang Yang Yang angular larkspur spurt per this Pur that Pur ruptured redneck necktie either or neither nor tight read addlepated pedler Adler madla.

I had already fulfilled my destiny to get a picture of a redneck necktie.

And kite was feeling too high in the sky. Let’s try it again: a kite was flying very high in the sky. I said hi then I said chai then I said by bye and bye bye bye. Hindi chini e no more bye bye cholesterol. Roll your sleeves up where your waist star vestibule Nebula bulwark bullet let raad addlepated seated bated breath wreath seat sheet Kidhar HAR HAR HAR.

The girl begins with the topic which was Taboo. Without realising that it might take in the century or half to declare it free from being a terrible Taboo she e goes on to declare it as non Taboo by the end of Har artical it seems to be presumptuous on her behalf doesn’t it ask the smart. Full period.

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133 + 540

What is the only thing? the last few days…
They can’t tell me anything new
A girl I once knew
I have been to Switzerland…
I’ve been to the south of France…
I’ve been to the north of France…
My interest in our lives count…
So beautiful, make me cry
We’ve got to get together…

Occlusion ionic actors snoring Rinku girls raven Venus Sunny nja barsa
Oh, I don’t wanna hear my fortune told
I don’t wanna see my future told
Old is Gold I have heard standard very vary array
Behold, it’s the time of the year when I’m there
The time of the year when my love is the best
Rest of Alchemy myalgia iambic pentameter does Omniverse listen question mark
Oh, I’m the one
I’m the one
The one and only only very lonely Karma ji only Karma jio only lyrical calculus 10 Omniverse busted Street treat great free train rains invent ventricle dorsal salubrious salute
Do not be afraid
Singing
In Singapore puris chorus chorus chorus rustic tic-tac-toe nailed Delaware beware of monkeys
Now that I’ve found you
I can see through all these games
Images just rate 8 at the Buffet fetters drop rupes Opera Raspberry Rai
Singing’ don’t worry (don’t worry) ’bout a thing
‘Cause every little thing gonna be alright

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To Be the Bee Be the Beetroot root for the Canal|||

The sun is shining brightly. There are no rainbows. The temperature is bearable and equanimity has been restored.

I keep returning to this point only to forget it in pursuit of something greater: something which is sure to provide freedom from death and aging.

Euthanasia has been on my mind for a long time but it does not cover the mainstream media and it remains the source of pain that I cannot do anything to bring it for the discussion. That is why I am writing this. And I hope you read this thread.

And stichting of another pastime pastiche with chestnuts, nutcases, casseroles, les trade, tradecraft, chas te chess on dining table ballroom parking lot.

Happens a long shot. If I am to continue my life here, I have to write a book and submit it to my publisher. I thought so last night wireless trolling or while strolling. What is the matter with the world. The publisher died all of a sudden. Those who are running for their lives can they really provide me with anything other than frustration of never being enough. Sweet side of suicide is that it is never on the rise. Good luck deciphering firing that. Sadness of life sadness of death, sadness of anything.

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Workmanship!

1. Dogs are barking, birds are chirping the morning song, mosquitoes are romancing with my skin, stars are about to set soon as I sit to write this after a long walk.

2. I counted the milestone steps yesterday. They were 1000. I did 8 rounds, walking about 8000 steps in my imagination. Some batlings horsefly hover over samovar varsity in the eastern horizon with the golden Hiranyagarbh.

3. The dawn doesn’t let me care genuinely about current economical trends. In fact, I have found most people happier than they were before.

4. Nisarga said in his talks that humanity as a whole would be happier when some truly great leaders would take charge of guiding the humanity towards enlightened golden era. It seems to be the case right now. If everything is happening as it should, what qualms could you have and for how long?

5. In 2006, I started purusing Michael Quinions website–World Wide Words. I was a Hindi medium student until higher secondary and though it was a convent my communication skills were not healthy. Since I needed to prepare for campus recruitment drive, though I had become a renunciate by 2003, I set a goal of learning at least 50 words everyday.

6. Norman Vincent Peale Word Power Made easy, Barron’s as well as AV, my classmate who had cleared GRE made me motivated to improve my English vocabulary. I thought, it would indeed be a good idea to set a higher goal and to learn as well as retain– even one fifth of what I read would have been an accomplishment.

7. Quinions selection had a magical effect. Etymology was addictive. I once forgot my moped bike outside the cyber cafe and it remained there the whole night as I had a nice sleep dreaming about the words. The next morning landlord asked where my moped was and dumbfounded I ran towards the shop happy to find it intact where I had left. Bhopal was a place of honest people. I left the vehicle once again outside the mess and found it without any trouble in the morning. These were the only adventures I had in my college life, more or less.

8. If it was the earnest vocabulary augmentation or the good fortune I got the job offer on February 14, 2006, in the sixth semester. Then I waited and waited and akin to lockdown extensions they kept extending joining dates. Multinationals work in similar fashion. After doing tonnes of courses online sent by that organisation who were watching our speed and performance, I got a joining on October 31, 2009. It was 3 years 8 months since getting the offer letter and almost 1 year 5 months since getting a bachelor’s degree. I worked in a hardware electronics factory in Govindpura where I learned nothing but realised I was truly immortal as an epiphany hit me while reading Origin of Species by Darwin. I told the good news to co-workers who scoffed at me for they had read such news on every other day since their childhood.

9. People at linkage telecom soon realised that I went there only to have tea and as I saw boss going for lunch breaks, I too started going for it. Results were harsh. I was recommended to eat in the factory during the lunch and also to not indulge in the newspaper reading and also to arriviste on time to attend funeral processions. It was akin to my higher secondary school where someone or the other used to die every other day.

10. But the real problem wasn’t those things. I was indulgent with 3600 rupees extra per month as salary as I already recieved 2500 from home. Me and my brother used to have plenty of bread and butter until I resigned in December 2008. Peer pressure plus bronchitis. I was not waiting for joining dates, like I am not waiting for upliftment of lockdown. Landlord, like a good caring father figure used to exhort me politely oxymoronixally and I devoted myself to taking long walks as well as reading Sherlock Holmes cannon. Fodder for der juror Teutonic. I had developed a penchant for writing on mad philosopher guild. The site soon went defunct and I landed on the couch where I kept writing keeping my post count just below that of forum owners. She on the one hand said it wasn’t about numbers on the other did everything to ensure that she was the top contributor. Moreover she was the only person who was convinced that it was a material universe and not spiritual as I was given to seek and search until I started contributing on that site. It was attacked by hackers unethically and finally the message said to master the telepathy which I couldn’t so here I am raving about ranting on and on onions.

11. The conclusion was supposed to be that current socioeconomic scenario is similar to what happened in 2008 in my universe but difference is that there were people working at that time and it was partial because it was the Lehmann Brothers and bankers not a fake virus outbreak propaganda.

12. My joining the group and working was short-lived. My tenure lasted a little more than 3 years including training period of three and half years in which I was mostly distributing chocolates and pursuing mirages for romance. I could not learn programming. The assertion in the recruitment interview that I was researching higher human intelligence and not the Artificial Intelligence was true to the best of my knowledge and potentially I was supposed to master the programming as well as keep growing by taking departmental tests. I was fed up of tests and wanted final rest and rest I got in full by quitting the job and becoming a renunciate priest as I used to say often to my coworkers.

13. I have enrolled for free audit course on Harvard’s eDX online program website for learning Python basics. The kid in vicinity said it was the buzz. I don’t know how much I would be able to learn for my logic is not upto the mark and I have still not mastered See and See Plus plush . It would teach me what essential ingredients in my make up were missing in the college years which let me not muster the courage to master the programming languages which might have made me a real geek. Actually I read nothing about technology and programming languages. I merely needed to get enlightened. The glamour made around a mythical Utopia where unicorns danced and you had no pain in body and no suffering. All lies.

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XYZ

1. Maheshwari Kala: the third ray. Uses diction to fix and fiction to dicks. An example: The Hollywood movie: Happy Death Day’s big reveal [Spoiler Alert!] The great environmental problems are pinpointed to be your family’s problems. Government and society can reach only upto this limit. The psychology reaches a bit deeper by suggesting problems in psyche which need healing, counseling and the like. The Parapsychology reaches even further by indicating roles of unconscious, subconscious and cosmic minds in creating all your life situations.

2. Workmanship

Unless I wash dishes the old lady has to do it. The maid comes only once and even then on some conditions. It shouldn’t be cloudy and so on. I started washing dishes for old ladies and also for keeping my feet on ground. It continued until Corona Outbreak, when old lady suddenly got spasmodic and on two successive days insisted upon cleaning them. I obliged upon the risk of being called useless here with a hint that she could let me continue once she feels weary of it.

The two big boys have only two works: ration and vegetables. Vegetable sellers keep whining all day long here and they are also semijobless. I asked them to assign me to bring vegetables and or ration whenever they insinuated that I was useless. They never wanted to lose control of that. The young one is dreaming that mommy would keep him safe while she herself goes to a doctor to take injections for Malaria and she pants heavily as she walks. I asked her to reduce weight but it’s next to impossible for her to follow my instructions for I am considered deranged. I have healthy BMI and I keep strict control on my diet. They are all gone cases. They keep watching soaps all day long programming themselves with third class acting of so called classical religious soaps of eightees which make the spiritual mind of most idiot box addicts.

3. Identification and Mystic Fire

Mystery schools and Zen monasteries existed and they are myths for me. Here I found one acute problem. Kundalini filters constantly play with one’s presumed gender identities but poison being too much in the environment it merely becomes churning of an inherently unavoidable identity. Body is also a result of constant sensory feedback loops and environment creates body as body creates environment. But the fundamental ability to dissolve it at will and shift your shape is not attained unless the whole environment is swept away of poisons.

4. Agneesara

Since I consumed plenty of sugar boiled in water as a glucose supplement in fasting detoxification: I had some stomach ache. The lukewarm water is needed for taking enema and they subtly prohibited that. I have been using cold water and it takes more time. I had such problems in early boyhood. I used to consume too much sugar then. It was a habit. Now it’s a necessity. In those days I used to have trouble with constipation as well as cough. Now they both are under control.

5. Listening to Osho talks seemed relaxing. In his talk on Gandhi he accused him of being a politician who let common people believe he was a saint. They wanted money not peace and instead he gave them poverty, according to him.

6. It’s birthday of Adi Shankaracharya and Soordasa. I am fond of both poets. Especially Shankaracharyas Char…Ranjika Sutra. Here is a link:

Bhajan Govindam

41.24.99/28.4.2020.Marsday.