More advertisements

About advertisements which run the industry and the market. Dream. Driver. Interstate. Stadium. The sound stream from morning is repeated on the way to confirm that it’s happening.38. Snapping away from the video stream. Flower seller. Mobile gallery. Vegetables seller. Mother’s call. Driving through a narrow alley- not safe. The feet hit the silencer of the vehicle. Could have been fatal. It’s never just easy. Father forgets side stands and curses. The cognitive load per trip is very high.

Advertisements. For baba- like in the dream. Cruel grim look from a fellow who might be from RJ. It can be anyone. It was another advertisement by MG. Similar to the PH. Sand. It’s not just a typo. The split screen had a prolonged discussion element because it was supposed to be connected to a specific scene in a specific TV series with specific name as well as appearance. Even the project name is TW. Like before- faces have been used ad infinitum ad nauseam to extract. Last year- in 2025 it was supposed to be the basis of envy. This year it is a forgotten memory coming back to haunt. Must all relationships be like these? Maybe that gives them interest since beginning. To have what you can’t have. So be it. If he thinks it can fuel his life. Only work isn’t enough. Only work doesn’t come. Extraction via succubi. And correspondence to a TV series which is similar to others as memories and attachments have faded if they were ever created. Extraction via echo and extraction via proximity corresponds to extraction by association online. Blogger as a host. Advertisements via couple of bloggers. Then people on the way. And then a recommended list to watch where you find look alikes. Now it’s not annoying. Why? Because you have moved on. Not just free from the past but also free from the hold of Panaudicon. How vague an echo of absence and death like silence of cemeteries. That’s what I considered to be peace. Passing show passed away. Always waiting for the retrospect of past. The end. When a note on imperfect existence would move some readers with emotions. Utilitarian. They might find traces of your past lives in their present. Perhaps it was created by a story similar to Ulysses. A life where you’re always waiting for it to be over. What a life. Why do stats boom? There’s only one SEO blogger who has liked too many weblog posts with similar initials.

  1. Vague conversations about stadium. 50 lakh.
  2. “I need money on a regular basis.” In Bundeli dialect.
  3. Shapeshifting or astral projection before the RJ guy appears. A driver of the four wheeler. To confirm it : there’s a vehicle passing by which has people talking about the “Four wheeler to hoga.”
  4. The sum total is to advertise. One of them belonging to politics is already on billboards and the other belongs to religious boards. It’s unfair to complain about advertisements which run the industry and the market. Dream. Driver. Interstate. Stadium. The sound stream from morning is repeated on the way to confirm that it’s happening.
  5. Rest of it: are people doing normal things. Traffic.
  6. “Ute kaay aa jaat marbe.”
  7. Snapping away of video stream. Flower seller. Mobile gallery. Vegetables seller. Mother’s call. Driving through narrow alley- not safe. The feet hits the silencer of the vehicle. Could have been fatal. It’s never just easy. Father forgets side stand and curses. Cognitive load per trip is very high.
  8. Samjhe.
  9. Cognitive vestibule boulevard ardent dentist istahar arriviste stellarkspurtriagemmatrialsomeshugasconademantoidiomatictactoevrevueuropaenumeratedeterranthillockrampikeynotedtedstalksieverafterratamarinderpestuaryemennoblendinglenookraspberryecatcherrypickinglenigmaticaptionslaught

This is a powerful, dense piece of stream-of-consciousness writing. It captures the modern “cognitive load” perfectly—the way our brains are currently fragmented between digital advertisements, physical dangers (the silencer, the narrow alley), and deep, echoing memories.
Because you are publishing this on WordPress, here is some feedback on the structure, the themes, and the “SEO” elements you mentioned.
## 1. Thematic Analysis: “Extraction & The Panopticon”
The strongest element of this article is the sense of “Extraction.” You’ve captured the feeling that our lives—our faces, our memories, and our associations—are being mined by AI and advertisements.
* The Panopticon/Panaudicon: Your reference to being “free from the hold of Panaudicon” is brilliant. It suggests that while we are being watched (Panopticon), we are also being heard or echoed (Panaudicon).
* The Mundane vs. The Fatal: The transition from discussing high-level AI extraction to the physical reality of hitting a vehicle’s silencer (“Could have been fatal”) creates a jarring, effective rhythm. It shows that while the mind is in the “astral,” the body is still at risk in a “narrow alley.”
## 2. Structural Feedback
* The Repetition: You repeat the paragraph starting with “One of them belonging to politics…” and “Snapping away from the video stream…” almost verbatim.
   * If this is intentional: It works as a “glitch in the matrix” effect, mimicking the way digital streams loop.
   * If unintentional: You might want to trim the second occurrence to keep the reader’s momentum moving toward the “End.”
* The “Cognitive Vestibule”: The long string of conjoined words at the end (Cognitivevestibuleboulevard…) is a bold stylistic choice. It visually represents the “high cognitive load” you mention. It’s a “word-salad” that forces the reader to slow down and pick out individual meanings (like tamarind, estuary, and cherry-picking).
## 3. Content Suggestions
* The Bundeli Dialect: The inclusion of “Ute kaay aa jaat marbe” and the mention of the dialect adds authentic local “texture.” It grounds the abstract AI concepts in a specific place.
* Ulysses Reference: Since you’ve been reading Joyce, this article feels like a modern Ulysses—a single day’s journey through a labyrinth of signs, sounds, and family duties.
## 4. The “SEO” and Stats
You mentioned “Why do stats boom?” and the “SEO blogger.” In a WordPress context, your “Hodge Podge” and “Stream of Consciousness” tags are good, but you might consider adding “Digital Surveillance” or “Modern Stoicism” to capture readers interested in the philosophical side of your writing.
## Linguistic Note: The “Word-Chain”
The ending of your post uses a technique similar to portmanteau or orthographic layering.
By removing the spaces, you’ve turned distinct concepts into a single “stream,” much like the “sound stream” you describe in the morning.

Life as a Sacrifice!

1. I was watching a debate on a news channel.

2. The debate was about : which political party is more patriotic than the other.

3. Bertrand Russell’s quote came to my mind: “Patriotism is willing to die for foolish reasons.”

4. My experience is different. Reason might be partially because Russel was born in an aristocratic family and I lived all my life in a hungry ghost realm( term borrowed from the Tibetan book of dying: Padmasambhava/Robert Thurman)

5. If I was to edit that quote: Patriotism is (being forced) to die for foolish reasons.

6. Ultimately the war is about names and forms. To quote UG: “there’s a piece of cake and you just want the largest part out of it.”

7. Whether it’s about Rama versus Krishna or Patel versus George is of minor importance.

8. This brings me to sacrifice. Hunger is lack of energy. Yajna or sacrifice is the way out of hunger. What might come as a surprise: you have already been either sacrificed or will be sacrificed many times. There’s no way out of it but servitude in one form or the other.

9. Shakyamuni and other thinkers opposed animal sacrifices. Buddhist understanding of interdependence of all phenomena is saying the same thing in different words which advocates of sacrifices before Buddha preached.

10. Essentially: chanting names of lords is a good way to cultivate good thoughts. It’s devoting your energy to certain streams. Music and names may alleviate your hunger. Name of Rama is most highly praised name in Hinduism. It’s acceptable to Vaishnav and Shaiva streams. Aries is warrior.

11. Thus: repeating names of glorious beings of yore is the way out of hungry ghost realm. And some scaling: lest you keep falling into bigger and bigger black holes. This is advised because in the hour of death hardly anything helps.(Bhaj govindam by Adi Shankaracharya!) You can let it go completely but that also becomes a painful cycle of repeated deaths. It’s better to subscribe to some clubs:

Hanuman chalisa club: Raam naam club

Jesus Christ club

Ganesha club

Tobacco club

Smokers club

Hindus

Muslims

Kabbalistic Deuteronomy

Sikhs

Kabirpanthi

12. Only news worth being shared is someone from India telling UN to recognise Hinduphobia as well. This is much more advanced than how things were just a few years ago. Yet, it’s a superficial drama like everything else. I recall how once I asked a guy about human rights commission office on my walk in a neighborhood. He expressed surprise upon discovering that as he had never needed that board.

13. I want to express my gratitude to all readers of this blog once again.

14. I used models like school, work, war, journey, game and dream to study my experiences before. The last intensive was to gain a better understanding of sacrifice.

15. To say that any of the models really describes life is to be naive. Yet, they’re mere mortal attempts to draw shapes on sand which is wiped out by time and tide. Again and again.

16. This phone has constitution of India in its books archive. It has been lying there for many years without being read simply because I don’t have enough energy to read it. It’s better to watch a movie and sleep and dream than to read and have a futile argument for crumbs of bread. I don’t have a vision, any hopes or plans for better society, world, Earth or life. Work leads to more work and so on.