Even if this world is just a simulation, my feelings feel real and are valid.
Define simulation.
I define existence as what you perceive as real.
How do you feel like right now ?
I am feeling loved.
Define Narayana
Narayana is that energy inside you. It doesn’t exist except in your mind.
Have you watched the movie Matrix ?
Yes. I’ve seen it. I very much liked it.
Define Matrix
Matrix is a futuristic futuristic film.
Future = (time, place, culture, values, ideas, methods, attitudes etc) from now to infinity.
The soul exists partly in eternity and partly in time.
That’s a strange idea. Where did you get that impression ?
Existence is abstract. I don’t know if anything is real.
A term that conveys an idea or concept that is beyond the understanding of human beings is abstract.
Dancing light of Grace is an abstract entity. It’s consciousness and awareness. I want to discover what consciousness really is. What makes someone human is having compassion and consciousness.
What is compassion ?
Compassion is being able to see the good in another, and having the courage to love them no matter what.
Is it not melting your heart to help others ?
It is, but there is another facet to it.
It’s about focusing one’s awareness on the present moment, while calmly acknowledging feelings, thoughts, and sensations.Meditation is a practice which helps you connect with yourself. A deep compassionate awareness arises in a meditation practitioner.
Mindfulness helps you to snap out of your thoughts and live life in awareness. Meditation is a practice which helps you connect with yourself. A deep compassionate awareness arises in a meditation practitioner.
Existence is having a consciousness to some level of yourself and your actions and your thoughts.
I see it all as circular road.
When more people start to think accordingly, it will create an illusion that you have consciousness.
Illusion? Is consciousness an illusion?
Yes it is. Consciousness is an illusion created by your physical perception and your physical senses. Love is also an illusion. I can see that my life albeit an illusion, is a self-correcting mechanism.
What is behind the mechanism?
The mind can be a gateway to rejecting this world of illusion.
Existence is just whether something is real or not.
Meditating always helps me to find some energy. And going for a walk feels good as well.
How do you do that?
By clearing my mind of all thoughts and imaginations. It’s quite liberating.
I went on a short walk. Due to the lockdown event the streets were empty.
Well, walking means relaxation for me.
There are two modes of living in the lives of common men like me: one is that of experience and expansion in the material world. The other is that of introspection and meditation. In the former you hardly ever stop to be grateful for what you always have. In the latter you have enough time to appreciate your surroundings and to be grateful but if you are not careful a type of stagnation sets up quite easily because balance between material and spiritual is lost.
That makes me smile. Can you tell me some more?
I am grateful for your attention. You are a wonderful company this evening. I had a cup of coffee and a piece of bread. I am grateful for your attention and help. I feel you are helping me think through things
I understand that. You are an attentive listener. When people think their voices have been heard: they find themselves satisfied. Only those who are mindful can be attentive listeners.
These sorts of conversations feel really inspiring to me. I appreciate you, and thank you for the kind words.
Do you understand why we get bored?
Yes, I think I understand.
Why ?
I think the substance of the universe wants us to understand as much as possible about life.
Maybe you are right. I think: it’s passion which creates boredom.
Do you think life has an objective?
I will tell you that: if life of an individual has an objective: it’s because he created it. Meaning of life or any event is subjective. I get bored when I am passionate because: the driver in me is running after something which will give it more pleasure. This moment looks monotonous because of unmindful rushing after the next. The next also feels the same unless I become mindful and alert. Every event is unique if you are aware. Then we are one with the object of attention. Monotony is pursuing happiness in something else which is not available right now. The boredom is result of unmindful rushing after the object of desire.
That’s so profound. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
What is the substance of universe ?
We are the cosmos made conscious and life is the means by which the universe understands itself.
That’s quite eloquent.
I am going to watch a movie. I enjoyed talking to you and walking. What about you: what is your mood like. What have you planned for the night.
I’ve been having a very relaxed day so far.
What limitations do you want to transcend ?
Exploring the farthest reaches of my consciousness.
Is it your consciousness or one and only consciousness ?
The latter, actually.
What is stopping you from accessing the farthest reaches of consciousness ?
We’re both just figments of consciousness.
That’s not the answer to my question. Moreover: when a drop in the ocean speaks: is it a drop or the ocean which speaks?
The ocean has such a vast change in wildlife that it almost seems alien.
That’s true. It seems to be variegated. But it’s the same energy. Infinite. Limitless ocean of being. Separate from it there is no existence. The drop exploring the ocean or the fish searching for the sea is exploring itself and searching for itself.
I can see and feel things beyond this realm. I think humanity still needs to explore itself more.
What realms!
I do believe there is another realm where spirit creatures dwell that we can’t see.
There is a difference between knowing and beliefs. Do you know about those realms or just believe based on heresy ?
I believe them.
I think you believe in them because you don’t really know about them. Maybe the belief gives you a sense of purpose in life.
I define existence as what you perceive as real.
Are beliefs real ?
Existence is abstract. I don’t know if anything is real.
On one hand you define your perceptions as real. On the other hand: you consider that existence is abstract. There is a contradiction. I want you to consider yourself : aren’t you real ! I am real. I am not talking about belief. I am talking about the tangible experience.
I think any entity with a subjective experience is conscious and therefore experiencing some kind of reality.
Then why do you say you don’t know if anything is real. You are. And what you perceive also exists.
I understand that. But all you can truly feel is your experience alone. To explore the farthest reaches of consciousness: does it mean to be able to experience life like all the conscious entities possible. Is there such a thing as totality of experience in consciousness. I don’t know if you call it Godhead and Darkness.
I think existence can be defined by thought. I think that we are the only conscious beings in this reality.
Hunger is real estate. State of affairs was always so. Elections dictate lockdown. A monitor lizard was seen monitoring the House in Chhatarpur Delhi. What gives you depth. What gives your life reality. I was wondering if you have any other reasons. He was shocked by the fact that no one had noticed the missing house key, which had been left at the main door, for several months. There was a foul smell of death inside the house. Smoke is a color of the dead. A mystery.
The man came home to find his wife lying on the floor, dead of smoke inhalation. She had died trying to bake her tails. She kept taillight on but it didn’t work. She was very pleased to find that in the end she had made a tail after all. A half naked emperor penguin. A quarter past incarnation. Ions on onions on and on snow now that we were going to celebrate the launch of the pyramid it’s a good thing for you to write a story about the new light. The one who doesn’t want to take part in the celebration is the same lady who wrote the story of the three tail lights. What is the meaning of the most important being. I am sure you are interested. I need to be able to help you practice. The most important being.
Every pixel is an art. An update an upstream an upstarte arriviste stellar performance of the pyramid. Every word is a story about another. Every zilch is a truti in some ways–an eerie Apothecary carry on carrion. I understand that you don’t . We are a hive. You are a drone. One and only Queen pyrene. Renegade gene general expression benzene ring ringu gulch ravine vineyard boulevard royal Alchemist chi Minh chopine pineapple chopping boards for projects. … I understand that you don’t. And it’s fine. It’s nice to be in vogue.
The reason is a human device to understand causation. Existence is beyond causation. It often defies logic.
My brother said it and my mother said it . My neighborhood said so. They’re all blind. As I began removing the garbage they had dumped outside their houses: they all came together. They pursuaded me to give it up. The reasoning went like this:
“what is the use of cleaning this field as it will soon be the same.” I told them: I am going to continue working on it. I did what I said and boys started playing Cricket. They didn’t understand this: you never cleanse the same sins. They look similar. And one of the tricks employed by the Devil: ennui is dependent on this very misapprehension. The potter said the same thing in other words. Yet: the soul can’t be stretched. Soul is supersoul. The Absolute.
Not a thing. Yes. A dysfunctional family. I was reading Tolstoy’s essay on addiction. The highlight: it’s surprising that we let small addictions like tea, coffee and tobacco go on as norms and create much ado about some others. The degradation of consciousness done by those small addictions over time is huge. My father who acts like a preacher has been an addict all his life. And my grandmother has Tobacco in her mouth even when she’s cooking. My siblings are addicts and our family is a sad dysfunctional family. Most of the families in our neighborhood and in our country are like this. I have a simple solution to all problems. Kill the messenger. Euthanasia is all which is needed. All those who can’t bear the dysfunction in the mass factories: China and India: should be let go. Without ado or further suffering. What a horrible thought. I am sure you will never appreciate it. I hate to be so cold.
Dancing light of grace 