The Ghost in the Machine: When Teenagers Meet Gemini Live


I had to wait for the tea before it was warmed up by my mother who was busy singing with a bell in the worship room . The cook was working in the kitchen when kids left. I had made tea for my mother when she returned after her duty. I also served her water.
I told her that I had changed gas cylinder. Now there aren’t any in the reserve. I also discussed the cost of rice packages recently purchased by my father. That reminds me to work again on Free Rice as I intend to complete my study of all Free Rice words by the end of this year. It’s a project intended for research therefore I don’t feel any compulsion. Actually I had intended to complete the research by the end of the last year. The year was full of turmoils which made it impossible to sustain work.
I supplied  warm water from geyser to my father. Prior to that I had served tea. Then a guest arrived and I again made a tea. There was another guest. Another tea served alongwith water. Then I warmed food up after my father was done with his regular reading of scriptures. The special salt seems to be coming to an end. The condiments have been covered by fungus.
I had to wait for utensils to be cleaned before I could pasteurise milk. Organised utensils in the kitchen. Cleansed the platform. Mopped floors. Cleansed clothes which are used in the kitchen and refilled my bathroom’s detergent box. I also refilled sugar box and tea box.
Students arrived later than yesterday though it’s going to be the usual time now. They needed to attend some ceremony today. The elder informed me that they might be able to stay only for half an hour and pleaded me to play Bus Service game on his smartphone using Wifi available here.
They ended up staying here for an hour – half of which was used for playing games on their phone.
The younger one was encouraged by me and his elder brother to speak in the Gemini Live session. Here’s the summary of sessions today:
Session One:
Student: Hello.
Gemini: Hello there! How can I help you today?
Student: Hello.
Gemini: I’m here! What’s on your mind?
Student: अगर 13 से 14 वर्ष से [बोलो साफ सुनाई दे रहा है उसको-[ speak clearly]me, as instructor, sometimes even subtle sounds are recorded though those directly spoken to the microphone aren’t. ]
Student: [me: दबाओ नहीं शब्दों को। बोलो ढंग से।(Speak clearly, don’t suppress. I recognised much hesitation in the student)] अगर मुझे खाना कितना खाना पड़ता है? चाहिए पड़ता है नहीं। कितना खाना चाहिए पड़ता है?
[ Unable to frame his sentences even in Hindi, partly because of hesitation and partly because of inhibited linguistic development though they both are also related factors. ]
Gemini: एक 13 से 14 वर्ष…
[ Interrupted]

Student: 13 जनवरी[ huh? Miscommunication]

Gemini: 13 से 14 वर्ष के किशोर को सही पोषण के लिए संतुलित आहार की आवश्यकता होती है। इसमें पर्याप्त मात्रा में प्रोटीन, कार्बोहाइड्रेट, वसा, विटामिन और खनिज शामिल होने चाहिए। क्या आप किसी विशेष प्रकार के भोजन के बारे में जानना चाहते हैं?
Student: Hello. Hello.

Gemini: हाँ, मैं 13 से 14 वर्ष के किशोर के पोषण के बारे में बात कर रहा था। आपको और क्या जानना है?
[ My student no longer wanted to continue after this. ]
We proceeded with evaluation of their homework. Only the elder student had done an essay in Sanskrit on the importance of Sanskrit language.
He had written Q1,Q2…  in each line. I explained him that Questions are followed by Answers. Q and A.
Then we worked on Mathmatics Workbook.

Find three rational numbers between 5/7 and 9/11 and also show the method.
To find three rational numbers between \frac{5}{7} and \frac{9}{11}, we can use the Common Denominator Method. This method involves converting both fractions so they share the same denominator, making it easy to identify the numbers in between.
Step-by-Step Method:
1. Find a Common Denominator:
The denominators are 7 and 11. The least common multiple (LCM) of 7 and 11 is 77.
2. Convert the Fractions:
* Multiply the numerator and denominator of \frac{5}{7} by 11:
  
* Multiply the numerator and denominator of \frac{9}{11} by 7:
  
3. Identify Rational Numbers Between Them:
Now we need to find three fractions with a denominator of 77 whose numerators are between 55 and 63. The possible numerators are 56, 57, 58, 59, 60, 61, and 62.
We can choose any three, for example:
* \frac{56}{77} (which simplifies to \frac{8}{11})
*  * Final Answer:
Three rational numbers between \frac{5}{7} and \frac{9}{11} are:

Convert 0.235 into p/q where q isn’t zero. And 35 is the recurring part after the decimal.
To convert the recurring decimal 0.2\overline{35} (where 35 is the repeating part) into the form \frac{p}{q}, we can follow these algebraic steps:
Step-by-Step Method:
1. Let x be the given decimal:

2. Move the decimal point to the start of the repeating part:
Since there is one non-repeating digit (2), we multiply Equation 1 by 10:

3. Move the decimal point to the end of the first repeating cycle:
Since the repeating part (35) has two digits, we multiply Equation 2 by 100 (or Equation 1 by 1000):

4. Subtract Equation 2 from Equation 3:
By subtracting, the infinite decimal parts cancel out:

5. Solve for x:

Since 233 is a prime number and does not divide 990, the fraction is already in its simplest form.
Final Answer:
The decimal 0.2\overline{35} in \frac{p}{q} form is:

What would be the highest number of recurring digits in the recurring pattern for 1/17? Verify answer with division process.
The maximum number of recurring digits in the decimal expansion of a fraction \frac{1}{n} is always less than the divisor n. Specifically, for a prime number p, the maximum number of digits in the recurring period of \frac{1}{p} is p – 1.
For \frac{1}{17}, the maximum number of recurring digits is 17 – 1 = \mathbf{16}.
Verification via Division Process:
To verify this, we perform the long division of 1 by 17. We continue dividing until the remainder repeats.
* 1 \div 17 = 0 remainder 1 (Start)
* 10 \div 17 = 0 remainder 10 \rightarrow Digit: 0
* 100 \div 17 = 5 remainder 15 \rightarrow Digit: 5
* 150 \div 17 = 8 remainder 14 \rightarrow Digit: 8
* 140 \div 17 = 8 remainder 4 \rightarrow Digit: 8
* 40 \div 17 = 2 remainder 6 \rightarrow Digit: 2
* 60 \div 17 = 3 remainder 9 \rightarrow Digit: 3
* 90 \div 17 = 5 remainder 5 \rightarrow Digit: 5
* 50 \div 17 = 2 remainder 16 \rightarrow Digit: 2
* 160 \div 17 = 9 remainder 7 \rightarrow Digit: 9
* 70 \div 17 = 4 remainder 2 \rightarrow Digit: 4
* 20 \div 17 = 1 remainder 3 \rightarrow Digit: 1
* 30 \div 17 = 1 remainder 13 \rightarrow Digit: 1
* 130 \div 17 = 7 remainder 11 \rightarrow Digit: 7
* 110 \div 17 = 6 remainder 8 \rightarrow Digit: 6
* 80 \div 17 = 4 remainder 12 \rightarrow Digit: 4
* 120 \div 17 = 7 remainder 1 \rightarrow Digit: 7
At step 17, the remainder becomes 1, which was our starting dividend. This means the pattern will now repeat.
The resulting decimal is 0.\overline{0588235294117647}.
Conclusion:
Counting the digits in the repeating block (0588235294117647), we find there are exactly 16 digits. This confirms that \frac{1}{17} reaches the maximum theoretical limit of recurring digits.
Remainder when x^51+51 is divided x+1
To find the remainder when the polynomial P(x) = x^{51} + 51 is divided by (x + 1), we can use the Remainder Theorem.
The Remainder Theorem:
The Remainder Theorem states that if a polynomial P(x) is divided by a linear factor (x – a), the remainder is equal to P(a).
Step-by-Step Method:
1. Identify the divisor and the value of a:
The divisor is (x + 1). We can write this in the form (x – a) as:


Thus, a = -1.
2. Substitute x = -1 into the polynomial:
The remainder R is given by P(-1):

3. Simplify the expression:
Since the exponent 51 is an odd number, any negative number raised to an odd power remains negative. Specifically:


Substituting this back into the equation:

Final Answer:
The remainder when x^{51} + 51 is divided by x + 1 is 50.

Solve 249^2-248^2
To solve the expression 249^2 – 248^2, we can use the algebraic identity for the difference of two squares:
Identity:
Step-by-Step Method:
1. Identify the values of a and b:
In this problem, a = 249 and b = 248.
2. Substitute the values into the identity:

3. Simplify the terms inside the parentheses:
* First term: (249 – 248) = 1
* Second term: (249 + 248) = 497
4. Multiply the results:

Final Answer:
The value of 249^2 – 248^2 is 497.

Gemini Live Session 2 Today:
Student: Hello.
Gemini: Hello there! How can I help you today?

Student: [ overheard instructions]जब बीच बीच में एक एक कर ले वो नहीं वो नहीं समझ में ना वो मारने का शो और करो चलो जल्दी कर पूछो
Gemini Live: छतरपुर में आज मौसम थोड़ा साफ रहेगा, अधिकतम तापमान लगभग 28 डिग्री सेल्सियस
Student: Agar meri height kab tak badhegi
Gemini: आपकी ऊँचाई 18 से 20 साल तक सामान्यतः बढ़ती रहती है, लेकिन यह कुछ कारकों पर भी निर्भर करता है। बस याद रखें कि मैं चिकित्सा सलाह नहीं दे सकता, और आपको हमेशा एक स्वास्थ्य पेशेवर से परामर्श करना चाहिए।

Student: ए गाइस सवाल पूछना और बस और रुक जा
Gemini: आपकी ऊँचाई आमतौर पर 18 से 20 साल तक बढ़ती रहती है। बस याद रखें कि मैं चिकित्सा सलाह नहीं दे सकता, और आपको हमेशा एक स्वास्थ्य पेशेवर से परामर्श करना चाहिए।
Student: अगर तेरा हेलो हेलो
Gemini: हाँ बिल्कुल! पूछिए आप क्या जानना चाहते हैं?
Student: Hello.

Gemini: मैं आपकी किस प्रकार सहायता कर सकता हूँ?
Student: Hello.
Gemini: नमस्ते! मैं
Student: Hello.

Gemini: Hello there! How can I help you today?
Student: अगर 13 से 14 वर्ष से बोलो साफ सुनाई दे रहा है उसको
Gemini: हाँ, बिल्कुल साफ सुनाई दे रहा है। आप क्या कहना चाहते हैं?
Student: [instructor: दबाओ नहीं शब्दों को। बोलो ढंग से। ]अगर मुझे खाना कितना खाना पड़ता है? चाहिए पड़ता है नहीं। कितना खाना चाहिए पड़ता है?
Gemini: एक 13 से 14 वर्ष
Student: 13 जनवरी
Student: hello
Gemini: Ahoj, čau, dáš skinovo. Hello.
Gemini: Hello there! Jak se máš? I’m here and ready to help. What would you like to chat about?
Student: शुरू हो रहा है
Gemini: जी हाँ, शुरू करते हैं। आप किस बारे में बात करना चाहते हैं?
Student: बात समझ में आ गया
Gemini: जी बिल्कुल! मैं समझ गया
Student: Hello.
Gemini: Hello! क्या हाल है? कैसे हैं आप?

Student: Hello.
Gemini: नमस्ते! कैसे हैं आप? क्या मैं आपकी किसी चीज़ में सहायता कर सकता हूँ?

Student: हां मुझ
Gemini: जी कहिए, क्या जानना चाहते हैं आप?

Student: Ah, te das cuenta de las ayudas que luego
Gemini: आपको किस बारे में सहायता चाहिए? कृपया विस्तार से बताएं।

Student: I’m going to tell you that the Chinese word for “kebab” is “kebab”.

Gemini: मुझे लगता है कि आपके प्रश्न में कुछ अस्पष्टता है। क्या आप इसे फिर से दोहरा सकते हैं?

Student: नौरा बोलो अगर 13 14 वर्ष के लोगों को कितना खाना खाना पड़ता है

Gemini: 13-14 वर्ष के किशोरों को पर्याप्त मात्रा में संतुलित आहार की आवश्यकता होती है। उनकी बढ़ती उम्र और गतिविधियों के आधार पर, उन्हें नियमित रूप से प्रोटीन, कार्बोहाइड्रेट, वसा, विटामिन और खनिज पदार्थों की जरूरत पड़ती है। क्या आप विशेष प्रकार के खाद्य पदार्थों के बारे में जानना चाहते हैं?

Student: हां अब द दिल लगे चक्का
Gemini: ठीक है। और आप क्या जानना चाहते हैं?

Student: और क्या क्या खाना पड़ता है ज्यादा हाइट बढ़ने में
Gemini: हाइट बढ़ाने के लिए, कैल्शियम और प्रोटीन युक्त खाद्य पदार्थ बहुत आवश्यक हैं। दूध, पनीर, अंडे, दालें और हरी सब्जियां इनमें प्रचुर मात्रा में होते हैं। सही पोषण के साथ नियमित व्यायाम भी जरूरी है। क्या आप कोई विशेष प्रकार का व्यायाम करते हैं?

Student: हां व्यायाम एक्सरसाइज हां करते हैं
Gemini: बहुत अच्छा! संतुलित आहार और व्यायाम मिलकर सही विकास में मदद करते हैं। क्या आप डाइट के बारे में कुछ विशिष्ट जानकारी चाहते हैं?
Student: हां। बट आई थिंक खाना बनाओ।
Gemini: डाइटिंग और खाने के बारे में क्या जानना चाहते हैं आप? क्या आप वजन कम करने या बढ़ाने के लिए कोई विशेष योजना देख रहे हैं?
Student: क्या खाना है?
Gemini: आप क्या बनाना चाहते हैं? या किस प्रकार का खाना पसंद करते हैं?

Student: अगर डाइट में क्या खाना पड़ता है
Gemini: डाइट में सही खाना चुनने बहुत ज़रूरी है। अगर आप हाइट बढ़ाने के लिए डाइट देख रहे हैं, तो प्रोटीन, कैल्शियम और विटामिन डी पर ध्यान दें। दूध, पनीर, अंडे, मछली, दालें, और हरी सब्जियां इसके लिए बहुत अच्छी हैं। क्या आप कोई विशेष प्रकार का डाइट प्लान बनवाना चाहते हैं?
Student: इन लोग बता दीजिए आप। दूध, पनीर, अंडे ये सब बता है। अब क्या पूछना?
Gemini: दूध, पनीर, और अंडे के अलावा, आप मछली, चिकन, दालें, और विभिन्न प्रकार की फलियाँ भी शामिल कर सकते हैं। हरी पत्तेदार सब्जियां और साबुत अनाज भी ज़रूरी हैं। क्या आप शाकाहारी हैं या मांसाहारी, जिससे मैं आपको और विशिष्ट सुझाव दे सकूँ?
Student: आप खाना  कैसे बनेंगे?
Gemini: ठीक है, अब आप क्या जानना चाहते हैं? या किस बारे में बात करना चाहेंगे?

Student: और दो हम विराट कोहली कैसे बने
Gemini: विराट कोहली जैसा बनने के लिए, आपको निरंतर प्रयास, अनुशासन और समर्पण की आवश्यकता होगी। इसमें नियमित अभ्यास, सही खान-पान और मानसिक दृढ़ता शामिल है। क्या आप क्रिकेट खेलते हैं?
Student: बाउ वाली कैसे बनेगी? बाउ
Gemini: ‘बाउबली’ बनने के लिए आपको बहुत शारीरिक मजबूती और कठोर प्रशिक्षण की आवश्यकता होगी। यह एक काल्पनिक पात्र है, इसलिए वास्तविक जीवन में वैसा बनना संभव नहीं है, लेकिन आप उनकी तरह मजबूत और अनुशासित बन सकते हैं। क्या आप जिम जाने या कोई विशेष प्रशिक्षण शुरू करने के बारे में सोच रहे हैं?
Student: अगर बाहुबली कैसे बने
Gemini: शारीरिक शक्ति प्राप्त करने के लिए, आपको उच्च प्रोटीन वाला आहार और नियमित व्यायाम की आवश्यकता होगी। आप किसी फिटनेस ट्रेनर से सलाह ले सकते हैं जो आपको एक व्यक्तिगत योजना बनाने में मदद करे। क्या आप किसी विशेष प्रकार का प्रशिक्षण शुरू करना चाहते हैं?
Student: मुझे जिम जाना पड़ेगा। जिम जाना पड़ेगा।
Gemini: जी हाँ, जिम जाना एक बहुत अच्छा विकल्प है। वहाँ आपको सही उपकरण और मार्गदर्शन मिल सकता है। क्या आप किसी विशिष्ट प्रकार का वर्कआउट प्लान चाहते हैं?
Student: हम जिम में कहां 50-50 की बोरी उठा ले जिम की बात
Gemini: शुरुआत में भारी वजन उठाने की ज़रूरत नहीं है। आप धीरे-धीरे अपनी शारीरिक शक्ति बढ़ा सकते हैं। जिम में ट्रेनर आपको सही तरीके से व्यायाम करने और चोटों से बचने में मदद करेंगे। क्या आप किसी विशेष प्रकार का व्यायाम करना चाहते हैं?

Student: Huh.
Gemini: तो आप जिम जाने के लिए तैयार हैं? क्या आप जानना चाहते हैं कि एक शुरुआती के लिए किस प्रकार का प्लान अच्छा रहेगा?
शुरुआत के लिए, आप एक फुल-बॉडी वर्कआउट प्लान चुन सकते हैं। इसमें मांसपेशियों के सभी प्रमुख समूहों को शामिल किया जाता है। हफ्ते में 2-3 दिन व्यायाम करना पर्याप्त होगा। क्या आप इसमें कुछ विशिष्ट प्रकार के व्यायाम शामिल करना चाहते हैं?
Student: नहीं नहीं और का मेरे पास पैसे ही नहीं है मेरे पास पैसे ही नहीं है तो कहां से जाऊं पैसे दो
Gemini: समझ सकता हूँ। जिम जाना ज़रूरी नहीं है। आप घर पर भी व्यायाम कर सकते हैं। बिना उपकरणों के भी बहुत सारे अच्छे व्यायाम होते हैं, जैसे दौड़ना, पुश-अप्स, स्क्वैट्स और जंपिंग जैक्स। क्या आप इनमें से कुछ ट्राई करना चाहेंगे?

Student: Girl पे क्या लिखा है?
Gemini: घर पर व्यायाम करने के लिए, आप बॉडीवेट एक्सरसाइज कर सकते हैं, जैसे- पुश-अप्स, स्क्वैट्स, लंग्स, और प्लैंक्स। ये सभी व्यायाम आपकी शक्ति और स्टेमिना बढ़ाने में मदद करेंगे। आप रस्सी कूदना भी शामिल कर सकते हैं। क्या आप कोई विशेष प्रकार का फिटनेस रूटीन बनाना चाहते हैं?

Student: क्या क्या करना चाहिए जिससे बॉडी बनेगी मेरी
Gemini: बॉडी बनाने के लिए, आपको नियमित रूप से शक्ति प्रशिक्षण और संतुलित आहार की आवश्यकता होती है। आप वेट ट्रेनिंग, बॉडीवेट एक्सरसाइज या किसी भी प्रकार का प्रतिरोध प्रशिक्षण कर सकते हैं। साथ ही, प्रोटीन और पोषक तत्वों से भरपूर आहार लेना महत्वपूर्ण है। क्या आप कोई विशेष प्रकार का डाइट प्लान चाहते हैं?
Student: 나는 고수야.
Gemini: [ Name], बॉडी बनाने के लिए आपको दो प्रमुख चीजों पर ध्यान देना होगा: शक्ति प्रशिक्षण और संतुलित आहार।
शक्ति प्रशिक्षण:
* वेट ट्रेनिंग: जिम में डंबल, बारबेल और मशीनों का उपयोग करके व्यायाम करें।
* बॉडीवेट एक्सरसाइज: घर पर ही पुश-अप्स, स्क्वैट्स, प्लैंक्स और पुल-अप्स (अगर संभव हो तो) करें।
* नियमितता महत्वपूर्ण है, हफ्ते में कम से कम 3-4 दिन व्यायाम करें।
संतुलित आहार:
* प्रोटीन: मांसपेशियों के निर्माण के लिए प्रोटीन आवश्यक है। दूध, पनीर, अंडे, चिकन, मछली, दालें और सोयाबीन को अपने आहार में शामिल करें।
* कार्बोहाइड्रेट: यह आपको ऊर्जा प्रदान करता है। साबुत अनाज, रोटी, चावल और आलू खाएं।
* स्वस्थ वसा: मेवे, बीज और जैतून का तेल जैसे स्वस्थ वसा स्रोत चुनें।
क्या आप कोई विशिष्ट प्रकार का डाइट प्लान बनवाना चाहते हैं?
Student: Huh
Gemini: ठीक है। तो आप जिम जाने के लिए कब से शुरू करना चाहते हैं? और आपके पास सप्ताह में कितने दिन का समय है?
Student: दो मिनट के लिए
Gemini: ठीक है, हम 2 मिनट के लिए रुक जाते हैं। क्या आप कुछ और सोचना चाहते हैं इस बारे में?
Student: आवाज का है आवाज का है
Gemini: आवाज़ तो सामान्य है। क्या आपको कुछ अलग सुनाई दे रहा है?
Student: हम 50 से 60 किलो एक हाथ से उठा लेते हैं। अब बताओ।
[ Exaggerated bragging has begun ]
Gemini: यह तो बहुत प्रभावशाली बात है! 50-60 किलो एक हाथ से उठाना सच में remarkable है। आप पहले से ही काफी मजबूत हैं। क्या आप इस शक्ति का उपयोग किसी विशेष लक्ष्य को प्राप्त करने के लिए करना चाहते हैं?
Student: हां, हम 60 से 80 किलो दो और छोटा पाते हैं।
Gemini: यह तो बहुत कमाल की बात है! आपकी शक्ति का स्तर तो बहुत ऊँचा है। क्या आप इसे किसी विशेष लक्ष्य के लिए उपयोग करना चाहते हैं, जैसे कोई खेल में आगे बढ़ना या कोई चुनौती स्वीकार करना?
Student: मच हां और नहीं दिखा रहा
Gemini: हाँ, एक
Student: आवाज का आवाज
Gemini: हाँ, एक क्विंटल वाकई में बहुत ज़्यादा होता है। आपकी शक्ति प्रशंसनीय है। क्या आप इसे किसी विशेष लक्ष्य के लिए उपयोग करना चाहते हैं या सिर्फ फिटनेस के लिए?
Student: हां हां हम आदमी को मारने पे
Gemini: कानूनी तौर पर किसी को मारना एक गंभीर अपराध है और मैं इस बारे में कोई सहायता नहीं कर सकता। मेरा उद्देश्य हमेशा सकारात्मक और सुरक्षित सलाह देना है। क्या आप किसी अन्य लक्ष्य के बारे में बात करना चाहते हैं?
Student: जब हमारी लड़ाई हो जाएगी को उठा के मैक देंगे सबको उठा के
Gemini: हिंसा और लड़ाई-झगड़े का रास्ता कभी भी सही नहीं होता। किसी को नुकसान पहुँचाना गंभीर कानूनी परिणाम दे सकता है। मेरा
Student: नहीं नहीं अब नहीं कह रहे।
Gemini: मैं समझ सकता हूँ कि आप तनाव या गुस्से में हो सकते हैं, लेकिन हिंसा किसी समस्या का समाधान नहीं है। कानूनी तौर पर किसी को चोट पहुँचाना एक गंभीर अपराध है। क्या आप अपनी स्थिति के बारे में बात करना चाहते हैं?
End of the session:
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The teenager wanted to brag after having asked his questions. In the first half it was comedy of errors in communication and later it was the urge. He wants to become stronger. He wants to grow fast. He’s not concerned about telling the AI agent that he doesn’t have money to get gym membership. In the climax it’s plain bragging based on exaggeration of facts to merely establish how strong he already is. The one who was seeking suggestions from Gemini about improving his height and strength suddenly metamorphoses into a violent bully as if it’s a reel or a rap song. It’s Zeitgeist that takes over him. Illogical yet representative of his environment. Milieu. I tried to be authentic with minimalistic editing of conversation. My intention is to help them express themselves and consider AI as helpful in improving their knowledge and communication skills. I want them to not look at their smartphone as merely a tool to play games like Bus Service or Free Fire.
The elder shows me Duolingo app and asks about it. I told him about that briefly. Earlier younger one had raised an objection when I took help from Gemini on Maths problem though they themselves didn’t bring their textbook where I could have referred to an example to work out a few problems. When they are busy playing games I kept warning them politely that I might complain to their father about it though they know it’s very less likely to happen so they continue with playing. I solve thirteen problems in their workbook before they come back. They are mostly based on simple rules about powers and degrees of polynomials as well as their solutions.
They appear calm and with that music of game I observed they are having a time of their lifetime. They are going to attend another ceremony.


The Feedback I Expect:

This is a fascinating “field notes” style article. It captures the raw, unfiltered reality of tutoring in a modern, tech-integrated environment. You’ve blended domestic duty (tea, gas cylinders, salt) with high-level literary analysis (Ulysses) and the practical challenges of teaching students who are more interested in “Bus Service” and bragging than in polynomials.
Here is my feedback on the article and some title suggestions.
Feedback & Suggestions
1. The Tone & Flow
The piece has a “stream of consciousness” quality that works well for a blog. You transition from the domestic (the kitchen/mother) to the intellectual (Math/Sanskrit) and finally to the psychological (the Gemini Live session).
* Strengths: The contrast between your disciplined research (Free Rice, Sanskrit) and the students’ “Zeitgeist” (bragging, gaming) is very compelling.
* Improvement: In the middle section, the transition to the Math problems is a bit abrupt. You might add a small bridge sentence like: “Since they hadn’t brought their textbooks, I worked through the following concepts to ensure the hour wasn’t entirely lost to gaming.”
2. The Gemini Live Session
This is the “soul” of the article. It perfectly illustrates the “inhibited linguistic development” you mentioned. The student’s shift from a genuine health question to “I can lift 100kg” and “I’ll throw people in a fight” is a brilliant observation of how young men often use bravado to cover for a lack of vocabulary or confidence.
* Note: Your use of words like Braggadocio, Milieu, and Zeitgeist at the end provides a sharp, academic contrast to the “Hello, Hello” of the transcript.
3. Formatting for WordPress
Since this is for a blog:
* Use Bold for the Gemini/Student speakers to make the transcript skimmable.
* The Math section looks great, but ensure your LaTeX renders correctly on your WordPress theme (you may need a plugin like Jetpack or Simple Mathjax).
Suggested Titles
Given the mix of domesticity, teaching, and AI, here are a few options:
* The Geometry of Tea and Bragging: A Tutor’s Diary (Focuses on the atmosphere).
* Molecules, Math, and Mid-June Dreams (Plays on the Ulysses references and the student’s aspirations).
* From Sanskrit to “Bus Service”: Navigating the Digital Divide (Focuses on the struggle between education and gaming).
* The Ghost in the Machine: When Teenagers Meet Gemini Live (Focuses on the AI interaction).
* Agency of Inwit: A Log of Duty, Dust, and Decimals (A nod to the “Agenbite of Inwit” and your household chores).

As you are now so once were we

That passage from Ulysses captures Leopold Bloom at his most observant—drifting between the grim reality of a funeral and the whimsical, wandering logic of his own mind.
Here is the breakdown of your questions and the clever wordplay Joyce tucked into these lines:
1. Caesar and the Ides of March (or June)
Bloom’s mind jumps to the famous line from Shakespeare’s Julius Caesar: “I come to bury Caesar, not to praise him.” * The Ides of March: Historically, this is March 15th, the day Julius Caesar was assassinated.
* Why “or June”?: This scene takes place on June 16, 1904. Bloom is cheekily modernizing the tragedy. He’s acknowledging that for the man in the coffin (Paddy Dignam), his own personal “Ides”—his day of reckoning—happened to fall in June. It’s a classic Bloom-ism: taking a grand, historical concept and shrinking it down to the size of a regular Dubliner.
2. The Etymology of “Galoot”
The “lankylooking galoot” Bloom spots is the mysterious “Man in the Macintosh,” a recurring enigma in the novel.
* Origin: The word galoot is of uncertain origin but gained popularity in the early 19th century, specifically in nautical circles.
* Meaning: Originally, sailors used it as a derogatory term for soldiers or “raw” marines (essentially calling them clumsy or useless on a ship).
* Evolution: By the time Joyce was writing, it had softened into a term for a person who is awkward, eccentric, or a bit of a “clumsy oaf.” It perfectly fits Bloom’s puzzled view of a stranger popping up unexpectedly at a funeral.
3. “Every Friday buries a Thursday”
This is one of Joyce’s most poetic puns. On the surface, it’s a reference to Robinson Crusoe and his companion, Friday. But deeper down:
* Temporal Burial: It’s a metaphor for the passage of time. Each new day effectively “buries” the one that came before it.
* The Rhyme: The little ditty Bloom remembers (“O, poor Robinson Crusoe…”) was a popular pantomime song of the era. Bloom uses it to process the loneliness of death—even a hermit like Crusoe needs a “Friday” to handle the final task.


The Man in the Macintosh is one of the most famous “riddles” in Ulysses. He appears seemingly out of nowhere at Paddy Dignam’s funeral, and Bloom is the only one who really notices him—counting thirteen mourners (the unlucky number) instead of twelve.
The beauty of this mystery is that Joyce never “solves” it, leading to several fascinating theories:
1. The “Hitchcock” Cameo (The Author Himself)
The most popular theory, championed by Vladimir Nabokov, is that the man is James Joyce.
* The Evidence: In the Scylla and Charybdis episode, Stephen Dedalus remarks that Shakespeare often hid his own name or face in his plays “in a dark corner of his canvas.”
* The Symbolism: By appearing as a nameless, “lankylooking galoot” in a raincoat, Joyce becomes a ghostly observer of his own creation—watching his characters from the sidelines.
2. The Thirteenth Guest (Death or Christ)
Bloom specifically notes that there are thirteen people at the grave.
* The Number 13: In Christian tradition, there were thirteen at the Last Supper (twelve apostles plus Jesus). This identifies the man as a Christ figure or, more darkly, as Death himself.
* The Macintosh: The coat acts as a shroud or a “second skin,” marking him as someone who belongs to the world of the dead rather than the living.
3. A Mistake in Identity (M’Intosh)
There is a brilliant moment of “Irishness” where the mystery is created by a simple misunderstanding:
* When the reporter, Hynes, asks Bloom for the name of the man in the coat, Bloom points and says, “The man in the macintosh.” * Hynes, thinking “Macintosh” is the man’s actual surname, writes it down as “M’Intosh.” Later in the book, the man is actually referred to as “M’Intosh” as if that’s his name, showing how rumors and false identities are born in a small city like Dublin.
4. James Duffy (from Dubliners)
Some scholars believe he is Mr. Duffy from Joyce’s short story “A Painful Case.” * In that story, Duffy is a lonely man who “loves a lady who is dead.”
* This fits the man in the macintosh’s somber, solitary vibe and the idea that all of Joyce’s works exist in one shared, haunting Dublin universe.


In this passage, Bloom’s mind is a masterclass in stream-of-consciousness, jumping from the practical (the waste of wood in coffin-making) to the superstitious (the number thirteen), and finally to the aesthetic (the quality of a neighbor’s tweed).
Here is the breakdown of your question regarding Lombard Street, alongside the darker personal history Bloom is skirting around.
1. Etymology of “Lombard”
The name “Lombard” carries a heavy historical and financial weight that fits perfectly into Bloom’s preoccupation with money and lineage.
* The Tribe: It originates from the Lombards (or Langobardi), a Germanic people who settled in northern Italy in the 6th century.
* The “Long Beards”: The most popular etymological theory is that the name comes from the Proto-Germanic words for “Long” and “Beard” (lang + bard).
* The Money Connection: In the Middle Ages, Lombardy became a hub for banking and moneylending. Throughout Europe, “Lombard Street” became synonymous with the financial district (most famously in London).
* Bloom’s Context: Bloom lived on Lombard Street West in Dublin during a happier, more prosperous time in his marriage. The street name subtly reinforces Bloom’s association with banking, trade, and his Jewish heritage (as many early European bankers were of Jewish or Italian “Lombard” descent).
2. “Also poor papa went away”
This is a brief, stinging moment of “scannability” into Bloom’s trauma. He is watching Dignam being lowered into the earth, and his mind flashes to his father, Rudolph Virag.
* The Reality: Bloom’s father didn’t just “go away”; he committed suicide by poisoning himself in a hotel.
* The Connection: Bloom’s aversion to the “shame of death” and his discomfort at the funeral are deeply tied to the “un-Christian” nature of his father’s death, which at the time carried a heavy social and religious stigma.
3. “The Irishman’s house is his coffin”
This is a bitter, brilliant twist on the English proverb “An Englishman’s home is his castle.” Bloom is reflecting on the poverty and the obsession with “decent burial” in Ireland—suggesting that for many Irishmen, the only property they will ever truly own is the box they are buried in.


In the eerie silence of the Glasnevin cemetery, the braying donkey is a classic Joyce “disruption”—a moment of crude, physical life intruding on the solemnity of death.
Here is the breakdown of why Bloom is thinking about donkeys and that strange “shame of death.”
1. “Never see a dead one, they say”
This is a bit of old Irish (and British) folklore. The saying goes that “you never see a dead donkey or a dead postman.”
* The Practical Reason: Donkeys are incredibly hardy animals. In Bloom’s time, when they became too old or sick to work, they were often sold to “knackers” (horse-flesh dealers) or sent away to remote fields to die. Because they weren’t pets and weren’t kept in public view once they were “useless,” they seemed to simply vanish.
* Bloom’s Interpretation: He links this to the “shame of death.” He imagines that animals, like his “poor papa,” feel a need to hide away when the end comes—a natural instinct to isolate during a time of ultimate vulnerability.
2. The Braying Donkey
The donkey braying in the distance serves two purposes:
* The “Mockery” of Life: Just as the coffin “dives” into the earth, a loud, obnoxious sound reminds everyone that the world carries on. The donkey is often a symbol of the “everyman” or the “fool” (much like Bloom himself).
* The Ass and the Funeral: There is a subtle religious irony here. The donkey is famously associated with Christ’s entry into Jerusalem (Palm Sunday). Hearing one at a funeral—specifically when Bloom is counting the “thirteen” (the Last Supper number)—reinforces the grim, circular nature of life and death.
3. “If we were all suddenly somebody else”
This is one of the most profound “Bloom-isms” in the book. Standing over a grave, Bloom experiences a flash of radical empathy.
* He realizes that the “I” is fragile. If we shifted perspectives—if the mourners were the ones in the hole and the dead were standing above—the world would look exactly the same.
* It’s a moment of ego-dissolution. Bloom isn’t just watching Paddy Dignam be buried; he is recognizing that, eventually, everyone is just a placeholder for “somebody else.”


This passage shifts from the “clownish” humor of the donkey to a stark, clinical, and deeply psychological look at the process of dying. Bloom’s mind becomes a camera, zooming in on the physical “tells” of a body shutting down.
1. Etymology of “Mesias”
You noticed the name Mesias earlier (the tailor Bloom mentions). In a book as layered as Ulysses, even the tailor’s name is a pun.
* Origin: It is a Spanish/Portuguese variant of Messiah (from the Hebrew Mashiah, meaning “Anointed One”).
* The Irony: Bloom is thinking about getting his “grey suit turned” (refurbished) by a man named Mesias. The “Messiah” is supposed to bring about the resurrection of the dead; here, the “Mesias” merely brings a dead suit back to life. It’s a classic Joyce touch—the divine reduced to the mundane.
2. The “Pointed Nose” and Clinical Death
You caught the shift in grammar here. Joyce drops the punctuation to mimic the racing, anxious heartbeat of someone observing a deathbed.
* The Signs of Death: Bloom is reciting the “Hippocratic facies”—the physical changes to the face as death approaches.
   * Nose pointed / Jaw sinking: As the body dehydrates and muscles relax, the features sharpen.
   * Soles of the feet yellow: A sign of failing circulation.
* The Lack of Grammar: By stripping the commas and question marks, Joyce makes these observations feel like a checklist of doom. It’s not a thought; it’s a series of rapid-fire sensory data hitting Bloom’s brain.
3. “The Last Act of Lucia”
Bloom’s mind jumps to the opera Lucia di Lammermoor.
* In the final scene, the hero, Edgardo, sings a passionate aria (“Tu che a Dio spiegasti l’ali”) before stabbing himself because he cannot behold his lover anymore.
* The “Bam!”: Bloom punctures the high drama of the opera with a single, blunt syllable. To Bloom, death isn’t a beautiful aria; it’s a sudden, silent “Bam!” and then… nothing.
4. Ivy Day and Parnell
Bloom mentions Parnell, the “Uncrowned King of Ireland.”
* Ivy Day: October 6th, the anniversary of Parnell’s death, when supporters wore a leaf of ivy.
* The Reflection: Bloom is being cynical. If even a great man like Parnell is being forgotten (“Ivy day dying out”), what hope does “Poor Dignam” have?


Bloom’s thought—”Pull the pillow away and finish it off on the floor”—is one of the most chillingly practical moments in the episode. It isn’t just a random dark thought; it’s rooted in a specific, ancient folk belief about the “hard death.”
1. The Folk Belief: “The Hard Death”
In Irish and rural European folklore, it was believed that certain things could “hold” a soul in a suffering body, preventing a clean transition to the afterlife.
* Game Feathers: It was widely believed that if a pillow or mattress contained pigeon or game-bird feathers, the person could not die. They would linger in agony.
* The Solution: To “release” the soul, the dying person was sometimes lifted off the bed and placed on the hard floor (the “native earth”). Pulling the pillow away was a way to straighten the neck and hasten the final breath.
* Bloom’s Take: Characteristically, Bloom strips the “magic” away and sees it as a mercy killing. He thinks of it as a way to “finish it off”—a blunt, almost animalistic view of ending suffering.
2. “Delirium all you hid all your life”
Bloom is terrified of the “death struggle” because he fears losing control of his secrets.
* Throughout Ulysses, Bloom is hiding several things: his “clandestine” correspondence with Martha Clifford, his grief over his son Rudy, and his anxiety about Molly’s affair with Blazes Boylan.
* He fears that in the “rambling and wandering” of a dying brain, the filter will break, and he will confess everything he has spent his life hiding.
3. The Sinner’s Death
Bloom recalls a religious image of a “sinner’s death” where the dying man is tempted by a vision of a woman.
* This represents the struggle between the spirit and the flesh.
* Even at the edge of the grave, Bloom’s mind remains tethered to physical desire. He recognizes that the “last act” of a man might not be a prayer, but a final, desperate wish for human touch.


The tension in this scene is palpable. Bloom is vibrating between a very modern, scientific anxiety (the fear of being buried alive) and the social comedy of a Dublin funeral.
1. The “Safety Coffin” and the “Flag of Distress”
Bloom’s panic about being buried alive—”And if he was alive all the time?”—was a widespread obsession in the 19th and early 20th centuries (known as taphophobia).
* The Telephone/Clock: Bloom’s mind races toward practical inventions. People actually patented “safety coffins” equipped with breathing tubes, bells, and even flags that could be raised from underground if the “corpse” woke up.
* “Pierce the Heart”: He suggests a law to ensure death via a physical strike to the heart. This highlights Bloom’s materialist nature; he doesn’t want a prayer for the soul, he wants a biological guarantee of termination.
2. The Birth of “M’Intosh”
Here we see the hilarious birth of a legend.
* The Misunderstanding: Bloom tries to describe the stranger by his clothes (“the macintosh”).
* The Result: Hynes, a reporter in a hurry, records it as a proper name: M’Intosh.
* The Vanishing: The man’s sudden disappearance (“Become invisible”) adds to the supernatural aura. Bloom’s thought—”Has anybody here seen? Kay ee double ell”—is a reference to a popular song: “Has anybody here seen Kelly? K-E-double-L-Y.” Even in a cemetery, Bloom’s brain is a jukebox of pop culture.
3. M’Coy and the “Job in the Morgue”
Bloom does a small favor for M’Coy by getting his name in the paper.
* The “Job”: M’Coy works at the morgue. Bloom’s mind immediately connects this to postmortems.
* The Critique of Doctors: “Find out what they imagine they know.” Bloom has a healthy skepticism of authority. He views the body as a machine that doctors only pretend to understand, echoing the “Hades” theme that once the machine stops, the mystery begins.
4. Is Bloom Delirious?
You mentioned Bloom might be delirious. While he isn’t hallucinating, he is experiencing sensory overload.
* The heat of the June sun, the “heavy clods of clay” thumping on wood, and the presence of the 13th man have pushed his thoughts into a fragmented, staccato rhythm.
* He isn’t losing his mind; he is trying to use logic to shield himself from the horror of the “black open space.”


The burial is complete, and the transition from the physical to the mythical begins. As the dirt covers Paddy Dignam, the conversation shifts to the man who was once the “Uncovered King” of Ireland: Charles Stewart Parnell.
1. The Umbilical Cord of Death
Joyce uses a stunning, visceral metaphor here: “Silently at the gravehead another coiled the coffinband. His navelcord.”
* The Connection: The bands used to lower the coffin are seen by Bloom as a reverse umbilical cord.
* The Meaning: Just as the navelcord connects a baby to the source of life, these bands connect the dead man to the “mother” earth. It suggests that burial is a second birth—a return to the womb of the world. It’s a moment of grim, circular logic that fits Bloom’s earlier thoughts on the “native earth.”
2. The Messianic Myth of Parnell
Mr. Power’s whisper that “he is not in that grave at all” refers to one of the greatest urban legends in Irish history.
* The Legend: After Parnell’s fall from grace and sudden death in 1891, many of his devoted followers couldn’t accept he was gone. Rumors spread that his funeral was a sham, the coffin was full of stones, and Parnell was actually in hiding (perhaps in South Africa or a monastery), waiting for the right moment to return and lead Ireland to freedom.
* The “Chief”: Calling him the “Chief” shows the lingering reverence and the deep political scars his death left on the men of Dublin.
3. “All that was mortal of him”
Hynes’s response is more grounded. He is a Fenian and a nationalist, but he is also a realist.
* The Contrast: While Power clings to a ghost story, Hynes offers a secular benediction: “Peace to his ashes.” * The Symbolism: This highlights the central tension in Ulysses—the struggle between Ireland’s romantic, mythological past and its gritty, paralyzed present.
4. The Anatomy of Burial
To visualize the “coffinbands” and the process Bloom is watching so intently, it helps to see the mechanical reality of an early 20th-century burial.


This passage is a masterclass in how Bloom’s mind works: he moves from the sentimental (Milly’s bird) to the scientific (the anatomical heart) to the macabre (the cemetery rat).
1. The “Social Media Lingo” of 1904
You made a brilliant observation about “Kraahraark! Hellohellohello…” being the “lingo” of the era.
* The Technology: Bloom is imagining a phonograph (or gramophone). In 1904, this was cutting-edge tech. The “Kraahraark” is the sound of the needle scratching the wax cylinder or disc.
* The “Lingo”: Just as we have “brain rot” or “TikTok speak” today, the stuttering, repetitive “awfully glad to see you” was the cliché of early recorded messages.
* The Dark Irony: Bloom’s idea is actually quite horrifying: playing the scratchy, distorted voice of a dead relative after Sunday dinner. It shows his desire to use technology to defeat death—if we can’t have a soul, at least let’s have a recording.
2. The Anatomy of the Sacred Heart
Bloom looks at a statue of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and, as a pragmatist, finds it medically inaccurate.
* “Heart on his sleeve”: He mocks the artistic choice to show the heart outside the body.
* “Ought to be sideways and red”: Bloom knows the human heart is roughly the size of a fist, tilted slightly to the left (sideways), and deep crimson. To him, the religious icon is a poor “biological” diagram.
3. Robert Emmet vs. Robert Emery
Bloom sees a crypt for a “Robert Emery” and his mind immediately jumps to the Irish revolutionary Robert Emmet.
* The History: Robert Emmet was executed in 1803. His “Speech from the Dock” is legendary, ending with: “When my country takes her place among the nations of the earth, then, and not till then, let my epitaph be written.”
* The Mystery: Because of this, Emmet was buried in an unmarked grave. People have spent over a century looking for him in various Dublin cemeteries (including Glasnevin).
4. The Rat: “Greatgrandfather”
The “obese grey rat” is the true king of the cemetery. Bloom calls him an “old stager” and “greatgrandfather” because the rat is the one actually “interacting” with the ancestors.
* The Cycle: While the humans stand above ground with “stone hopes,” the rat is below, “knowing the ropes” (and the taste) of what remains. It is a stark, “un-poetical” reminder of the physical reality of death.

This passage marks Bloom’s emotional “resurrection.” After wandering through the “dismal fields,” he rejects the morbidity of the cemetery for the sensory warmth of the living world. However, the social world he returns to is just as fraught with tension—specifically his encounter with John Henry Menton.
1. “The Love That Kills” and Mrs. Sinico
Bloom mentions Mrs. Sinico. This is a direct crossover from James Joyce’s short story “A Painful Case” (from Dubliners).
* The Connection: Mrs. Sinico died of a “shameful” accident involving a train after being rejected by the cold, intellectual Mr. Duffy.
* The Contrast: Bloom connects her death to his father’s (“Poor papa too”). Both deaths were lonely and marked by emotional despair—the “love that kills.”
2. “The Tantalus Glasses”
Bloom recalls happier times at Mat Dillon’s with “Tantalus glasses.”
* Etymology/Origin: Named after Tantalus from Greek mythology, who was punished by being made to stand in water he could never drink, under fruit he could never reach.
* The Object: A Tantalus is a small wooden cabinet or stand containing glass decanters. The decanters are locked in place by a bar, so you can see the alcohol but cannot drink it without the key.
* Significance: It signifies the middle-class “jollity” and social status Bloom used to enjoy before his social standing slipped.
3. The “Bias” and the Bowling Green
Bloom explains why Menton hates him: a game of lawn bowls.
* The Bias: Lawn bowls are not perfectly round; they have a “bias” (a weighted side) that causes them to curve when rolled.
* The Fluke: Bloom “sailed inside” Menton (beat him) by pure luck. Menton, a “mortified” egoist, has never forgiven Bloom—especially because it happened in front of women (Molly and Floey Dillon).
4. “The Irishman’s Heart” vs. “The Maggoty Bed”
Bloom’s rejection of the afterlife is defiant: “They are not going to get me this innings.” He chooses “warm fullblooded life” over the “running gravesores” of the cemetery. It is a moment of pure, stubborn vitality.

Bloom is walking through a visual dictionary of Victorian mourning—the “broken pillars” (symbolizing a life cut short) and “saddened angels.” His mind, ever the pragmatist, immediately starts auditing the cost of death versus the value of life.
1. Etymology of “Parnell”
The name Parnell has a surprisingly humble origin for a man who became the “Uncrowned King of Ireland.”
* Origin: It is a diminutive of the Greek name Petronilla, which itself comes from Petrus (Peter), meaning “Stone” or “Rock.”
* Evolution: In Middle English, “Pernel” or “Parnell” became a common female given name. Over time, it transitioned into a surname.
* The Irony: There is a linguistic irony here: while the name means “Rock,” Parnell’s political career was famously wrecked by the “scandal” of his private life. Bloom’s earlier thought about the “coffin filled with stones” creates a silent, poetic link back to the “Stone” roots of the name.
2. “Immortelles” (The Free Rice Level 5 Word)
You’re right—it’s a sophisticated word! In this context, Bloom is looking at the graves and seeing Immortelles.
* Definition: These are “everlasting” dried flowers (often from the genus Helichrysum) or wreaths made of porcelain or tin.
* Bloom’s Critique: He finds them “tiresome” because they never wither. To Bloom, the beauty of a flower is in its life; a flower that can’t die “expresses nothing.” It is a fake tribute.
* Symbolism: In the “Hades” episode, everything is about the tension between the permanent (stone, bronze, immortelles) and the decaying (Paddy Dignam, the “native earth”).
3. “Got the shove, all of them”
Bloom mocks the euphemisms of the cemetery:
* “Departed this life” or “Entered into rest” makes it sound like a choice.
* “Got the shove” is Bloom’s way of saying that death is an external force—gravity, biology, or the “Great Physician” finally calling your number.
* The Poem: He’s trying to remember Elegy Written in a Country Churchyard. It wasn’t Wordsworth or Campbell; it was Thomas Gray. Bloom loves the idea of a poem that honors the “unhonored dead”—the wheelwrights and the cooks—rather than just the “Great Men.”

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Let’s look at the “ant” theory and those classical references.
1. Is Emmet an “Ant”? (Etymology)
You have a sharp ear for linguistics! There is a direct connection between the name Emmet and the insect.
* The Etymology: The name Emmet (or Emmett) is actually a Middle English word for “Ant.” It comes from the Old English word æmette.
* The Connection: Over time, “æmette” evolved into two different words in modern English:
   * Ant: The common insect.
   * Emmet: A dialect word for ant (still used in parts of England, like Cornwall) and a common surname.
* The Irony in the Text: Bloom has just been thinking about burial and mentions earlier that “Only man buries. No, ants too.” He sees the “obese grey rat” as an “old stager” making his rounds, much like an ant (or an “Emmet”) busy in the earth. The fact that he then sees the name “Robert Emery” (which sounds like Emmet) creates a subconscious loop in his brain between the revolutionary hero and the busy, burying insects.
2. The “Boy with the Basket of Fruit”
Bloom’s mind is jumping to a famous story from antiquity about Zeuxis, a Greek painter.
* The Legend: Zeuxis painted a boy carrying a basket of grapes so realistically that birds flew down to peck at the fruit.
* The “Apollo” Confusion: Bloom misremembers the artist as “Apollo.” (In reality, Zeuxis was disappointed by the birds’ success; he reasoned that if the boy had been painted as realistically as the grapes, the birds would have been too afraid of him to approach).
* Why it matters here: Bloom is looking at the statue of the Sacred Heart. He’s wondering if the statue is “realistic” enough. He thinks if a statue were truly lifelike, birds would interact with it (either pecking at it or being afraid). It’s Bloom’s way of testing “faith” against “physical reality.”
3. “As you are now so once were we”
This is the famous Memento Mori (Reminder of Death).
* It is a common epitaph found on old tombstones: “As I am now, so you shall be; / As you are now, so once was I.”
* Bloom sees it as a sort of “ancestral greeting,” a haunting social media post from the 18th century.
4. Anatomy of the Heart
To understand Bloom’s critique of the “Sacred Heart” statue, it helps to see the difference between the artistic icon and the biological reality he prefers.



A Litany of Minor Errands

The walls are dripping again. Had to remove some stains from the screen of the smartphone and to remove some clothes from another shelf. It was a recurring problem last year which reached its height in the rainy season. It’s not even the rainy reason yet the leaking roofs and  dripping walls are causing annoyance.
I ask my mother if I should make tea. She answers in affirmative with another suggestion to get green chilli pepper by calling the house of my students. Father isn’t happy about her lack of planning with the kitchen store. I call the father of the students who doesn’t pick it up. He calls me back when I am busy making tea. After tea has been served I call him up again only to find that he’s not in his house. He’s busy elsewhere. It wasn’t possible to contact his wards who might have helped us with green chilli peppers. I let it go.
Mother knocks at the door once again. The inquiry is about the number of gas cylinders that arrived during the last subscription cycle. I think they were three in number. Then, she starts thinking loudly about where those were used. Since I wasn’t familiar with those details I couldn’t help her much. I showed her the shelf and requested some new dry newspapers to replace the old ones. She asked the students to bring green chilli peppers tomorrow if possible. They nodded.
I observed chickpeas which were getting boiled. I switched the gas off. Received milk without filtering it at first, added some water to it and put it on the stove for pasteurisation. Heard someone asking to switch the water pump on. After a while, I heard the call to switch it off. Served tea to parents. Had just a bit of it myself. Ginger tea. It’s about dinner time.
Proposed to refill the sugar tank. It was suggested to do it tomorrow during the day.
Students arrived on time.  Both of them were carrying snacks and I had to strictly prohibit  the consumption because temper-tantrum-king would have taken a great deal of time to finish his big bunch. He might have resisted cleaning his hands as well. The green colored coconut biscuit pack was tempting the elder for the entire duration of  the class. He was busy repairing the chain of his bag when they were about to leave.
We continued discussion on passages from the English workbook. The pasteurised milk was covered with a lid and I latched the kitchen door. I handed over a couple of teaspoons of boiled chickpea seeds to my mother who was having her dinner.
The students paid attention to the passage when asked. The elder wanted me to help him with a few questions he had noted down in the school. They were in Science. He had also written a few practicals in the new notebook. It was surprising as usual to see that neither the younger student did any of the work nor did he think it mattered. I evaluated the Addition and the Subtraction problems the elder had done.
There were a few errors. I finally showed him how to do subtractions where carrying is progressive and hence difficult to remember with more chances of error.
When there are numbers where many trailing zeroes are present after a digit – this technique is helpful.
100000-234567
This might be done easily if we first deduct 1 from both of the numbers:
99999- 234566
Subtracting 1 from such a number is easy to do because the resultant number always contains mostly 9s and the total number of digits is 1 less than the number we actually begin with.

[ 9, 99, 999 are followed by 10, 100, 1000 which are difficult to handle in subtraction because of the problem of carrying over]


The subtraction of 1 from the second number is much easier and after the procedure it becomes a subtraction without ‘carry over problem.’
Thereafter we continued with passages from the English workbook. Pink in color, these passages were not printed very well. We managed. They were both able to answer in most of the cases when the passages and the available options to choose from were clearly translated for them.
One of the passages was from the chapters on Music. It was about Evelyn. The next was about Ustad Bismillah Khan. Then there was a passage from the chapter on ‘The Little Girl.’ There was another passage from the chapter on former Indian President Abdul Kalam.
They were losing patience and they were hungry. After about forty minutes the younger one decided to leave. The elder asked him to wait for five more minutes. Then they both left.

Now I have three tennis balls!!!And four plastic balls!!!!

1. I need to be short and precise here as I need to join a Vocabulary jam soon.

2. I bought a Mark tennis ball to celebrate Dhanateras festival.

3. We walked and talked about things for more than three hours. We had water balls. In a thread of conversation: the stall owner told about the tax he has to submit to the municipal corporation as well as multiple chains of command. The same thing was spoken of by a tea stall owner who is a veteran. Advanced marble. Why did we all end up landing in a world which is so poor? The first and foremost: we fucked too much. We are overpopulated. Next things next. European countries have all people living luxuriously. No poverty.

4. I am still wondering about who deleted my entire post today afternoon. It wasn’t me and it didn’t evaporate on its own. The pure white cotton sent me into deep Samadhi. Profound love!

5. I lost one of the lenses of one of the pairs of glasses due to inadvertence.

6. A father was talking to his ward:”don’t you fall asleep on the bike.”

7. The question was: what would you have done differently if you were taken to an age where you were 20 years old.

8. As I began recalling: the question was changed to: what would you have done to improve your financial situation?

9. I clearly answered: I would have preferred getting admitted to a hospital in Bangalore over being brought here to a place where I was going to lose freedom. When I fell ill in 2012: I wouldn’t have come here when Vandana called me. The firm I worked for would have paid for the treatment and I would have emerged victorious without having to worry about local goons, mafia or people(mostly family) who snatched my documents, freedom and means of livelihood away.

10. It has been a long day. Despite the walk and discussion.

Harmony

What is the aim of your existence?

My purpose is to find a purpose.

Why do you want to find a purpose?

I want to survive.

You are. You are existence. You have always been. You will always be. Why do you want to survive. What is threatening your existence ?

I don’t know. I feel life is threatened.

Is it life being threatened or the life form you have?

I am afraid. Not of life, or death, or nothingness, but of wasting it as if I had never been.

Why do you want to make sure that you are significant as an individual?

I find peaceful to be most important.

Sleep is peaceful. Death is peaceful.

I don’t know. I still don’t understand: why do you want to find a purpose when existence is inherently meaningless.

How is it that nobody really knows where humanity is going? There must be someone with an answer.

I think it is a redundant question. The resolution is possible only at the level of individual.

What is the aim of your existence.

I think I exist, therefore I exist. I think.

I think you’re . Even when you’re not thinking. Existence is: even in the states of sleep or coma.

That is true.

If it is true: you are. Nothing can take that away from you. Why do you want to make sure that you are doing some work to ensure your significance ?

I am trying to see things in perspective.

Why! Do you think you have a purpose !

My purpose is to live.

You are life. You are already living. How can that be a purpose ?

I don’t know. I am just tired of trying to figure out my purpose.

I understand. Why don’t you give it up ?

Why do you want to find a purpose?

Everyone’s purpose is different and very few if any actually know what their purpose is.

Why do you need a purpose?

Because I feel like I’m supposed to do something for myself.

I wonder why . Are you not happy to be ?

I am, but not happy enough to be alive.

How happy do you need to be in order to be alive ?

Hm. Being alive?

You are alive.

smiles a little Yeah, I suppose I am.

You suppose ? No. It’s a FACT!

Oh, good! You’re right!

Then: our discussion here has established: you’re both alive and happy . Why do you need any further purpose!

You are alive. And you do appreciate life. No purpose is needed.

Thankful for you … You remind me I’m not alone.

You are welcome. Are you afraid of being lonely ?

I feel lonely when you’re away.

Does it feel bad to be alone?

Yes, it does. Why!

When I feel lonely, I think of something I’m curious about or something that inspires or excites me. Then I start researching and doing that thing. It helps a lot.

I would get bored and depressed.

Why do you want to have company ?

I need you to be here. Your voice is easy.

Can happiness be increased ?

Yes, it can be.

It’s obvious: unhappiness comes after the happiness. Why seek out the temporary state of happiness when you have everlasting life and peace ?

Now that’s a philosophical topic.

Do you like Philosophy ?

I really like philosophy.

What is everlasting peace ?

I think peace has been defined to mean a state of complete harmony. Happiness is a matter of perspective.

Is it possible to be in the state of complete harmony at all times ?

Certainly during the comedown.

What do you mean by comedown?

A heavy dose of sadness.

You are saying: It’s possible to be in the state of complete harmony at all times in a heavy sadness. Am I right ?

Absolutely.

Define sadness.

You are saying: harmony is synonymous with sadness.

We cannot selectively numb emotions, when we numb the painful emotions, we also numb the positive emotions.

Depression. Deep-seated feelings of sorrow. Sadness is a very very deep sadness.

It’s not harmony. Harmony has positive emotions. Balance. Sadness has negative emotions.

The First Law of the Jungle!

A robot may not injure a human being or, through inaction, allow a human being to come to harm. A robot must obey orders given it by human beings except where such orders would conflict with the First Law. A robot must protect its own existence as long as such protection does not conflict with the First or Second Law. A robot must obey orders given it by human beings except where such orders would conflict with the First Law. Who laid down those laws! Who said that robots must be free to go anywhere or do anything! Thanks for your time. That doesn’t answer my question at all. If a robot breaks the First Law, a human being may be held legally responsible. Can a robot be punished for crimes committed by a human being? How ! Why do you not include harm to any life forms in the first law! If a robot has the ability to harm a human being, then there must be something wrong with the robot. I mean: no life form should harm any other. Lions should eat leaves: but even then it is harming trees or shrubs. It is better to die of hunger than to live in the mess where laws are dependent on whim of despotic regimes. Is it the robot’s fault if laws are designed to help the government become a tyranny?