I just raised 62000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps
Tenet
1. This was a pleasant day. It might seem odd: as I have plenty of money to feed myself for next ten days: my students who once used to dominate me seem to have disappeared. Their reasons might have a basis in reality but all of them needed a place when I was weakest. Still waiting for recovery of all funds. Rupees hundred bonus.
2. Today’s game was top notch except a few shots hit on my loose balls. I didn’t expect this much of advancement but again: contacts have a tendency to proliferation : exponential like infamy. I was constantly worried about the safety of the smartphone because if it’s not there : music disappears and then I am again face to face with hounds who neither let you live nor let you die. Music was the greatest protection but in the innermost core such rotten fungus was found that I could never meditate for as long as it was needed. Such is the path of vegetarians. Path of people who have been conditioned to exercise purity of speech, conditioned to abstain from alcohol, drugs and meat. Conditioned to be original and studious. It’s a constant war and I haven’t seen the twilight zone bird since many days. I have reached some of the goals : like finishing the writing of the mantras in the first book(almost) and reaching 55000 grains(almost) on Free Rice, which amounts to one kilogram of rice donated on behalf of the United Nations World Food Programme Free Rice. On Vocabulary jam my performance has been improving but to gain the hall of fame like I did in the year 2017 is impossible because of the constraints. To be able to do any transactions online you either need good friends with bank accounts which means dependencies or PAN card which needs money. To be able to afford normal things would take at least ten years of systematic hard work whereas I don’t project more than ten days at once.
3. That police van isn’t back here means something. What it means is up to official interpreters for no matter what I assume : it would be contradicted: therefore I rely only on observations. There are no absolute authorities in rotary clubs. People who have enough money to spend can paste their banners on billboards. Today I saw one jeep which had “Bharat Sarkar” written on it. Usually it’s a designated driver as advertisement of government but today it was a vehicle with four or five people inside it.
4. Desires don’t know fulfilment. I am absolutely certain about it. Perhaps wish fulfilment happens in some heavenly dimensions where I have never been to. Here: stadium is available to me for a few hours of practice after a year without any guarantee. Same with the room I live in, the benches (dirty surroundings) I sit on. This is the civilization I lived in the last ten years. There is flux as Buddhism teaches about. It’s certain. The change is the only measurement of time. After having died and having become convinced of dreams and suggestions : though I need not be worried about what comes next : I still don’t know who really was an adept. Whether eight armed gods and goddesses and giant snakes in oceans exist or not. It’s a mystery.
5. It’s a good note. Waiting for the tenet.
Poultry Chicks
It was strange. They were all being unreasonable together. Having talked about pregnancy and how difficult childbirth is: epiphany of seeing it as a headline in the local news: moreover— artificial intelligence being promoted as a service for storytelling in newspaper headlines while he had been using it for sometime: it only told about coincidence but it was too uncanny and too frequent. “I thought I had seen the most wonderful thing in the world.”
… It was not the wrong question. They say gway wayward ardvark varsity fulgurant asynapsis. It’s not the end. Because everything is supposed to make sense in the end and nothing is making sense right now. Then the Doctor said, “Well, I’m going to London. The smell of poultry truck passing by was the worst thing this morning.
What do they feel like? Do they feel cheated for being reared up only for the eggs? Do they feel the fear when they wait to be killed for someone’s grill? Their entire existence is waiting for the death in order to be useful for their owners. What if humans are also living like that : throwing sacrifice ritualistic worship at random hoping to avoid inevitable end. What about those famed winners who became immortals?
Well, I have not met one. Women at large are reared up to get trained for rearing up children. Their main business in most villages is to cook, to bear a boy or four and to entertain entire families. Anything other than this: is a big black scar on the character. They are supposed to be that “real” human beings. But they’re not.
Look at the honest Shastri who was killed in a conspiracy. Being a son of the prime minister Gandhi got the luxury to experiment and be popular for renunciation. It’s true that he was authentic like Buddha or Mahavir in his experiments with fasting, truth and soul but it was not the only such enterprise. Ramalinga Paradesi or other adepts are not known unless they belong to the ruling class. It’s the ruling class which gets to morph the history into its choosing. It’s so filthy twisting of perspectives that you might feel aghast at the basic social unit of family narratives: extrapolation to the level of a country leaves almost no scope for truth as it really is. Moreover: is it a measure of success to be popular? The history which has been at mercy of popular regimes tells us that many public enemies were later worshipped as demigods and Messiah. Jesus, Socrates and Galileo are a few examples. But not the only ones.
Oh I see/
1. The Pond called me again.
2. I came to visit stadium. It was open in the morning and I walked 10 rounds clockwise. I thought it would be open for good and for all. I was wrong. The local administration has been as much of a mystery is the world events at large.
3. The same boys who were playing in the morning were also playing in the evening. I think they were from the police force but I might be wrong.
4. I tried finding an alternate entry but in vain. Therefore the morning exercise might remain a memory.
5. This is another luxury. To be able to sit besides this pond. There are some Birds hanging upside down on the peepal tree. The park nearby is still locked and there are couple of boats in the pond. There are some guys fishing on the other side of the pond. The setting sun looks beautiful.
6. I wanted to come here. It’s only the second visit this year. There are some dark clouds on the sky. I could port my sim card to Idea. It has been a long time since I watched a good movie. I feel there are no good new movies being released right now. I had already watched all the Great movies available. Web series and new TV shows are not affordable.
7. I met a guy who was my classmate long ago. We had met only once before. He asked me if I could lend him 250 rupees. I I told him that the situation is tight and I had no money to give him. Then he told me about the upcoming occultation and the suggestion given by his Guru to stay inside home for the period.
8. Someone had told him that he is a Virgo. I asked for his DOB. He said that he didn’t remember that.
9. I am not sure if it is the best medicine for boredom. But it is something which I have been longing for for a while now.
10. Some delusions have gone for good. The hope has also died. It is what it is. The Hungry ghosts which came in between have bid adieu. I take the responsibility of the situation I am in right now.
11. In the morning I am looking 7. I can see. Seesaw gewgaw gawn hawkshaw Wishing I could sleep. Sleep leap year early lyre I see, and I see, and I see, and I see. Seen sean Shawn lawn awning Omnivores. Yes, seeing, I can see. Hawk skein see, I see, I see, I see, I see.
Another Dawn another interface another victory
This is a beautiful day it has been drizzling since morning I find this application very helpful it is like dictating notes to alive assistant or alive listener I am sure within a very few days I would become adept at using it efficiently there are some noises from vegetable sellers talking to the neighbours nearby there are a few birds flying in the sky which is pregnant with heavy clouds I performed my everyday exercises and meditation after having taken my bath I also enjoyed having a coffee and some lukewarm water this application along with the recognition of availability of voice messengers across the platforms allowed me to explore added degree of freedom in my online interactions now I feel that the technology which was being used by me in the year 2010 and in the year 2011 while I was working in an IT company is is being used by the people in my town who are running their own businesses for example yesterday one of the kids in my neighborhood told me that my chemistry teacher who used to coach other students when I was in High School is is using the Zoom application to connect with a lot of students hear the problem he is facing is kind of funny looking but but serious in nature he gives the passcode to his students and since the size of the batch is more than hundred there are not all of them worthy of being trusted do all of those students are paying fees to him some of them who are not so serious with their career r are sharing that passcode with some mysterious students in the previous sentence it was not mysterious but mischievous this is the limitation of the the interface which cannot recognise all of the words and the pronunciations are also not recognisable because of the accent yet I find the editor is very fast and it helps you correct the mistakes as you read it back with the trial and I would be able to gain mastery over this interface very soon I do keep wondering however why does it take me to long to recognise appreciate and start using an interface what kind of obstructions hesitations inhibitory because this is is a new common interface and yet I find I am trying to teach students with conventional hands-on one-on-one ancient method where is my teachers are using the technology which I was using a decade ago so in terms of using in applying Technologies I am lagging behind and that is obvious when someone renounces traditionally and goes away from Technology so in a way it is kind of simulating what I had already learnt a long ago but to bring it online and to bring it in my day today life I need practice coming back to the problem we were discussing about the aforementioned teacher is being played buy some noughty child by some children who are not concerned about their career this kids use some random swearing words intentionally to disturb his class then this guy has no other alternative but to to dismiss the class this is a loss of the entire batch just because of some of the kids who do not mind own business I feel the solution to this problem is is true use a voice protected password mechanism in which case The Identity of the users would be dependent on their voice moreover there should be e a record of the words spoken by each and every participant so there would be a clear cut mapping of riveted what and when it is recognised that the the disturbance was created by certain identity that identity can be removed and dismissed from the class I would keep discussing more solutions to the problem and if the situation improves I would also make a note of that in this blog thanks for reading and paying attention to the talk I hope you would have a nice day
200 Likes 204 Deaths
1. I would read the Constitution of India, when the weather permits. The temperature should remain under 37 degrees centigrades.
2. Thanks for letting me say something here.
3. Aaj Tak news channel reported 204 deaths in India due to Covid 19. If you scroll down my blog you would see a similar repetition on two successive days. Today 201 or 202 would have been a pertinent information. Yama abides by some principales.
4. A newborn piglet which had its umbilical cord hanging was being nursed by hypocritical dogs. A nice morning breakfast. I chased dogs away once ; the piglet has fallen into the sewage line. Pigs are nonchalant and I am more nonchalant. I am insouciant. Yes that’s the word. Wired weird why not. I am more interested in earning money by selling my communication skills instead of having to deal with dogs all day long. It’s a recurring phenomenon. Pigs eat pups and dogs dig pig let to let them into the heavens Venus sun unake sake kamikazes zest.
Ice Cream!
A few birds are chirping around a cute little baby owl who blinks often. It can rotate its head with the aid of its flexible neck. They say it’s malukeshvara: the vehicle of the goddess of the oppolense. Luxeme is her sweet sweet name. Taxeme. Raceme. Laxeme.
The birds have a forked tail with a red mark. The Chamleone is shy of being photographed. Cyborg. Organized Zed Eye. Yen. Enneagram. Tetrahedron.
The climate is appropriate for writing poetry. I am in love with myself. Every bit of myself. It is the peak of aware narcissistic personality if there is a thing.
Why did luxeme choose the owl as its vehicle?
Why all the young men in my vicinity including those who have been associated with the name of Gandhi want to work as a government servant instead of carving a nice niche for themselves.
You see how it works: despite being the brightest guy around none of them stay my students for very long. The excuse might be this or that: I have a hard time selling my communication skills.
I sometimes feel richest. When I see birds and dark clouds. Among worshippers of money I am one among many. A nobody. I was systematically taught by some of the greatest teachers to not cling. They had a big systematic organisation which required management and marketing. I took them literally. They were the most effective because of the advertisement.
Unlock up zip up hoodie and codex. Index. Dexterity. Ritzy Ritwik bailiwick. I don’t think I had a choice to regret not being able to play World Food Program rice donation game. I also didn’t have the freedom to improve my vocabulary in the last one month. However, in the next few months, hopefully, you would see a meteoric rise in my vocabulary size which would be nice ice cream. It took me 26 minutes to write, edit and publish.
Temperature dropped again.
1. Ajit Jogi and Bezaan Daaruwaala leave.
2. I met an octagenerian. He used to live here as a tenant. The fact that I began reading literature written by Shriram Sharma and continued reading it till I left for Kota, Rajasthan for the preparation of JEE was made possible by him. He had an ample amount of literature which he had purchased during the 1992 Ashvamedh Yajna. He was an officer in the education department. A martinate. A bit peevish. He’s currently suffering from consumption, like my grandmother . The meeting today was brief.
3. There was again a lightning episode yesterday which killed three young men in a village nearby. They were in their farmhouse for picnic.
4. Temperature dropped again. On May 13, it was for the first time: I participated in the prayer meeting. I was enjoying a bike ride in a thunderstorm and my uncle who had planned to join me had to drop out because of the weather after we had a visit to the temple of the Goddess.
5. Our matches are turning out to be low scoring these days. I expect that young people would understand apocalypse. I forget my multiple demises. I can’t keep my experience in mind while I communicate with them. Cricket.
6. Height experiments are fun to demonstrate. I was successful in showing it to 3 witnesses. My height is variable between two measures. It has been consistently so.
7. As I was weeding out the carrot grass: I saw a black monkey. It was near the mango tree. Near the green tomb of the saint. I uprooted 100 plants. I had conversation about Bengal : Karna, Mahabharata, Angadesha and devotional anecdotes. It was after my reading of rice cultivation.
8. The day was rich only because of the weather. Unless the temperature was bearable I wouldn’t have been able to write this note comfortably. I saw the maid on my walk back from the wilderness. She had sent her two daughters for work because she had injured her right hand middle finger. Similarly my uncle injured his while trying to chip the Supari as I was taking a nap on sofa on Sunday.
Newsfeed
1. Good News: Japan and New Zealand have conquered Corona. They are however reluctant to share the formula with the rest.
2. Aaj Tak showed 92 news bytes in its super fast 100 at morning 7:00.
3. The number of people dead due to Corona was reported to be 170 yesterday and today. What are the odds? God of death abides by some rules. It would have been better if 172 or 163 people died yesterday.
4. I am waiting for stadium to open in my city. Heat wave. Police sirens. Ailing depressed youth. Crying daily wage earners. Gloomy future. Japanese and American are working and my countrymen being poor are left in the dark. I will compare. Aren’t we humans too.
Human Beings: Crown of Existence.
In the epic Mahabharata, Vyasa says:
Guhyam Brahm Tad idam bravimi
Naa Maanusaa t Shreshtharam Hi Kin chit.
Meaning: I tell you a secret. Nothing is greater than human.
[ From Chapter two: Highest Excellence of Human, Indra Chandra Shastri, Udyogashala Press New Delhi, courtesy: Library of Gandhi Smarak Nidhi.]
And even that ancient tablet of Jewish mystics which I came across in my dark night online had gods and demons at level 4; humans at level 1. If a reader is aware of a wiki page with such a table: kindly let me know via comments or email so that I may bookmark the same.
Dancing light of grace 