Son of Gilchrist and Buddhist Priest!





Yesterday, I spent some time on Rafaello Palandri’s Weblog who’s a Buddhist Priest and fond of McGilchrist whose name is new to me. My feedback on his article stirred some counters by him. Here’s a link https://raffaellopalandri.wordpress.com/author/rpalandri/

to his weblog if you want to visit our conversation. I was at work and didn’t have access to quiet personal computer to describe in detail what might sound like frivolous banter to some. The article with title beginning with “Neurological Frameworks” is the one where I showcase internal martial arts to Palandri.


Though it might sound like ad hominem: Buddhism is atheistic as far as I know. A Buddhist Priest is a paradox. Who does he intermediate to if there’s no absolute authority and plethora of gods admitted by Shakyamuni are no better than loan sharks. Within the brackets are excerpts from Palandri’s article and below them my comments which as per “blogging etiquettes” taught in WordPress blogging 101 alumni course suit better to such articles rather than wasting someone’s comments trail by hijacking it. I used to engage in such conversations when I first started accessing internet in 2005. Time and degeneration : how it gives weightage to your excursions and rambling ( look what I did again in the name of Dharma! }]

[Within this framework, attention operates not merely as a spotlight but as an architectonic force that configures the landscape of perception itself. Attentional mechanisms are asymmetrically distributed across cerebral hemispheres, and herein lies the crucial insight advanced by Iain McGilchrist in The Master and His Emissary. The left hemisphere tends toward focused, linear, abstract, and decontextualized attention—useful for manipulation and categorization. Conversely, the right hemisphere offers a holistic, contextual, and embodied mode of awareness—one more attuned to relational depth and novelty.]


1.Left Right Hemispheres
The human brain is divided into two hemispheres, the left and the right, each controlling opposite sides of the body and processing different types of information. The left hemisphere is typically associated with language, logic, and analytical thinking, while the right hemisphere is linked to creativity, spatial awareness, and intuition.

Research has shown that both hemispheres of the brain are used equally and work together, rather than one being dominant over the other. A study involving 1,000 participants found no evidence of overall left or right brain dominance.
While specific functions may be more prominent in one hemisphere, such as language processing being more dominant in the left hemisphere, both sides of the brain are involved in most tasks.

The idea that people can be classified as left-brained or right-brained is a popular myth. The brain’s hemispheres do have different specializations, but they function as a cohesive unit, and the brain uses both sides for most activities.

In summary, while the left and right hemispheres have distinct roles, they work together to perform various cognitive functions, and there is no evidence to support the notion of overall left or right brain dominance.
[ An AI generated answer. Please verify the critical facts. ]

[ Attention shapes what is salient. Neural networks—especially those involving the Default Mode Network, Salience Network, and Central Executive Network—compete and collaborate to stabilize our sense of what is real. The implications are staggering: even so-called “objective reality” is filtered through a nexus of selective neural processes.

The attentional bias of the left hemisphere can lead to a reductive world of fragmented parts, while the right’s open stance supports integrative, experiential meaning. Thus, reality becomes neither entirely subjective nor objective, but an emergent product of dynamic neural modeling. ]

2. That’s a weak premise and a lot of presupposition when experiments as suggested upthread have shown that there’s very little proof to validate this left right brain dominance. To take an ongoing research as a solid substance to create a cult like master and emissary is just that : another cult.



[ From Kant’s transcendental idealism—where space, time, and causality are categories of mind—to Husserl’s phenomenology, which sought to bracket the world and return to the structures of consciousness itself, the history of philosophy reveals a recurring awareness: that we see not the world itself, but a world as mediated through us. ]

3. As stated elsewhere on WordPress Husserl and Heidegger are a lot of pseudo Philosophy.

[ Heidegger‘s notion of being-in-the-world (Dasein) further expands this paradigm by dissolving the subject-object dichotomy: reality is disclosed through modes of attunement or moods—existential ]

4. Moods? Hahaha, maybe Heidegger personally suffered from insomnia and bipolar disorders. Why make a philosophy out of it? Why not.

[equivalents to cognitive frames. Language, too, is not a mere vessel of expression but the horizon of disclosure. Wittgenstein‘s later philosophy articulates this insight through his concept of language games, where meaning arises not from intrinsic semantics but from rule-bound uses within forms of life.]

5. Wittegenstein ok because Russel said so. And Russel won Nobel Peace Prize. And Rajneesh Osho said they were brilliant as a professor and pupil.


[ To draw from McGilchrist‘s profound synthesis:

“The model we choose to use to understand something determines what we find.”
Iain McGilchrist

This deceptively simple statement captures the core of both neuroscientific and philosophical insights: our conceptual apparatuses do not neutrally reflect a pre-given reality but construct and delimit what counts as reality in the first place. The very framing of a question prefigures its answer.]

6. UG Krishnamurthy used it ad infinitum ad absurdum ad nauseum. And even Socratic dialogues point to the same. I neither consider it profound nor synthesis. All Indian schools of Philosophy use this question and answer model to promote conversation until it rests in silence.

[ When Descartes adopted the method of doubt, he unearthed a mechanistic dualism; when Spinoza emphasized immanence and necessity, he found a pantheistic monism.

What they saw was shaped by how they looked. ]

7. Yes, similar to Son of Gilchrist and UG and others.

[ CULTURAL-HISTORICAL CONSEQUENCES: EPOCHAL SHIFTS IN ATTENTIONAL MODES
Historical epochs are undergirded by dominant modes of attention and cognitive orientation. ]

8. Alright.

[ The axial age, the Renaissance, the Enlightenment, and the postmodern era each instantiated not only new ideologies but also new cognitive dispositions. The Enlightenment, for example, privileged the left-hemispheric mode: clarity, abstraction, atomism, and control. Cartesian rationalism and Newtonian physics reinforced a mechanistic ontology that demanded manipulation over communion.

In contrast, indigenous epistemologies and oral traditions have often preserved right-hemispheric modes: integrative, relational, cyclical, and embodied understandings of reality. These systems were not less “rational” but engaged with the world through a different cognitive ethos—one that saw knowledge as something lived, not just represented.]

9. Argument does seem profound in favor of those traditions but if they were enough you wouldn’t be using these technologies. Similarly, when you start defending your essays against some perceived counter arguments like mine you use what you call language, logic or left brain technologies instead of letting it rest in silence and resolving itself in the way of Dao or Wu-Wei.

[ Modernity’s legacy—via industrialization, digitization, and algorithmic governance—has exacerbated left-hemispheric dominance. Surveillance capitalism, behavioral nudging, and quantified self-metrics disembed us from qualitative immediacy and immerse us in abstracted feedback loops. Cultural attention is increasingly transactional, externalized, and fragmentary. What becomes real is what can be measured, categorized, and commodified. ]

10. It’s only when we try to criticize the record keeping in a more accurate format that we start looking at drawbacks of technology. I have two other suggestions to offer:
Look at it as work in progress where a very small fragment raises caution. To explain it: chaos is not allowed but a fragment of a whole which is working fine. After all that’s essence of mantra “Om Mani payme hum” or “Padme Hum”
As an aside: etymology of money comes from some Latin word for mint but this Buddhist mantra clearly recalls mani or shining head of a naga or lover of reality or elephant or enlightened jewel being equivalent to wealth which is translated as material wealth or currency in the modern context.
This is merely a conjecture, an imaginary suggestion which is only supported by intuitive art: similar to Nick Bostrum’s Simulation Hypothesis: all this technology is merely past signatures of a very highly evolved civilization which has been in existence since forever. Most of our species as homosapiens or maybe our entire ecosystems including animals and plants etc are being tested for next stage.
I think Jeremy Bentham’s Panopticon and Pan-audicon ( I propose that for all senses) help you with surveillance capitalism because surveyors are also being surveyed which brings you to consciousness looking back at itself or transcendental opulence.

[ This cognitive colonization has led to what McGilchrist calls a “hall of mirrors”,Stoi where abstraction reflects abstraction, and we become strangers to the texture of lived experience. Reclaiming our right-hemispheric capacities thus becomes not only a psychological imperative but a cultural resistance to epistemic impoverishment. ]

11. I think no matter how much you try these models point to the biological organism of man-model or Purusha Sukta of Vedas. Is it really freedom to associate yourself with any form no matter how superior it sounds. Left brain, right brain, balance, then what? Lizards love their forms as much as you love yours .

[ STOIC INTERPRETATIONS: ATTENTION AS RATIONAL ASSENT AND INNER FREEDOM
In Stoicism, the shaping of reality is an ethical and epistemological act.

The Stoics, particularly Epictetus and Marcus Aurelius, emphasize that what disturbs us is not events themselves but our judgments about them. This Stoic axiom—“It is not things themselves that trouble us, but our opinions about things”—anticipates cognitive-behavioral insights and aligns with the notion that attention and interpretative frameworks co-construct reality.

The Stoic practice of προαίρεσις / prohairesis (moral will) is precisely the active modulation of one’s attention and judgment. For the Stoics, the λόγος / logos—universal reason—pervades all existence, and wisdom lies in aligning one’s rational faculties with this cosmic order. ]

13. Even with failed attempts as in trial and error it happens. Even sustained attention without palpable action is action. Stoicism or Shakyamuni Buddha’s fable of sending a disciple Anand to bring water from a puddle which was dirty as a test of patience to bring about clarity point towards same thing.

[ Attention becomes a disciplined gaze that filters out externals and focuses on what is within our control. Thus, perception is always already moralized: how we see is how we live. ]

14. Even machines which carry out their tasks properly do the same. You use this art of attention eventually to teach holistic health or natural state way of living. Machines are capable of multitasking and brilliantly devoting themselves to the task at hand. I don’t see how attention is special in human subjects or meditation practitioners who experience Samadhi because earlier the same energy was devoted to multitasking and seemed insufficient to specific profound tasks of finding solutions to great problems.

[ This attention to internal framing allows for psychological resilience and freedom. In a world governed by fate, our one sovereignty lies in our evaluative stance. The Stoics did not deny reality; they reconfigured it by refusing to attend to it on terms dictated by impulse, fear, or desire. Their cognitive framework was one of serene realism, affirming the structure of the cosmos while modulating the self’s relation to it.]

15. I understand it as a practical everyday reality. It’s similar to an old man who is slow to react compared to a young man who has no profundity. Sometimes a combination works. But as a machine this is only being unable to cope with puzzling evolution or reality at everyday existence where I translate this introversion or rest as sleep or death or looking back at oneself but without anything external to it.

[ BUDDHIST PERSPECTIVES: MINDFULNESS, EMPTINESS, AND NON-DUAL AWARENESS
In Buddhism, particularly within the Madhyamaka and Zen traditions, the very notion of an independent, self-existing reality is deconstructed.

All phenomena are empty (शून्य / śūnya)—not in the sense of non-existence, but as devoid of inherent, independent essence. Dependent origination (प्रतीत्यसमुत्पाद / pratītyasamutpāda) reveals that things arise in interdependence; thus, what we perceive is conditioned by our mental formations (संस्कार / saṃskāra), attention or mental efforts (मनसिकार / manasikāra), and वासना / vāsanā or संस्कार / samskara, the karmic imprints.

The role of attention is paramount.

In Satipaṭṭhāna (the Four Foundations of Mindfulness), mindfulness is not mere awareness but a precise, ethical, and transformative act of seeing things as they are—without clinging or aversion. This disciplined attention reveals the constructed nature of experience. We do not perceive a pre-given world; we enact a world through craving, aversion, and ignorance.

Zen further radicalizes this by emphasizing non-conceptual awareness (wu-nien, 無念)—a mode of cognition that precedes linguistic and dualistic structuring. Reality, in its suchness (tathātā), can be seen only when the delusive constructs of the discriminating mind are set aside. ]

16. Yes, repeated emphasis on attention actually borders on obsessive compulsive disorder as if it wasn’t enough to save one’s life already. A type of paranoia. Since attention actually is distributed and maintained via internal feedback loops associated with environmental awareness which goes beyond mere personal training it’s not really useful to strain your nevers beyond a certain point.

[ Here, the “model” that McGilchrist refers to is precisely what must be suspended to awaken to unmediated presence.

Thus, in Buddhism, cognitive frameworks are both the veil and the gateway.]

17. Veils and gateways. Nice models.

[ Deluded perception traps us in samsara; rightly attuned attention leads to awakening. By transforming how we attend—through meditation, ethical conduct, and wisdom—we transform the world, not by altering phenomena, but by dissolving the illusory reifications that bind us.]

18. And the machine runs smoothly. Utilitarian machine. Irony.

[ The Ethical Imperative of Cognitive Framing
To understand that our modes of attention shape the world is not a call to solipsism but an invitation to epistemic responsibility.

19. It is to realize that reality is co-authored by our neural dispositions, philosophical premises, historical inheritances, and moral attitudes. Whether through the scientific models we choose, the philosophical systems we inhabit, or the ethical practices we undertake, we are perpetually writing the world into being.

Reclaiming right-hemispheric attention, embracing mindful presence, cultivating rational judgment, and engaging cultural memory are not separate endeavors. They are harmonics of the same deeper insight: that how we attend is what we become.

Indeed, as McGilchrist reminds us, the model determines the find, not merely epistemologically, but ontologically. The real is not out there, awaiting discovery, but here, emerging within the very act of attention.]

20. Neither here nor there. Funny that a model which talks of transcendental wisdom sticks to the biological basis of consciousness which is still unsubstituted as the foundation of reality.

– to be continued…

21. Since this article might garner some attention from Buddhists it might explain how seemingly overnight post COVID Wikipedia had Hinduism with more number of followers compared to Buddhism. I haven’t come across anyone who admitted that let alone refuting that in the  pre COVID years Buddhism was the third most followed religion after Christianity and Islam.

Why anything in particular when everything absolutely belongs to me?

If you could have something named after you, what would it be?

  1. In other words : are you proud of your name?
  2. Names are only placeholders for relative value put into them by cultural contexts or personal life histories.
  3. What’s in a name.
  4. In other words: this is not the time or place and I can’t imagine any time or place where I would have liked anything to be named after me.
  5. In other words: all names are my names.

Multitasking

1. Multitasking doesn’t create tension for a computer or AI because it has no ego limitations. It doesn’t want anything more than others.

Sometimes I wonder if nature’s way of getting things done is to through various ego structures. For example…Evolution of lifetimes of human beings is nothing but nature’s work in progress through various agents. Since it’s playing with itself it’s multitasking through various organisms and other non living particles. In case of individuals: multitasking can be mastered with practice with dedicated attention in separate slots. As a general rule you never pay total attention to anything; that’s part of mindfulness: to bring maximal energy to present task. But the heart, kidney, liver, brain and other organs keep working in synchronization: so it’s only an ego identity which finds it difficult to multitasking.

Usually if you can juggle between many tasks within a short amount of time: you are considered smart and multitasking is part of being smart. In the computer and AI worlds they usually don’t multitask because they are never concerned with any ego limitation.

2. A nursery in a small corner is named ” The Great Nursery” It is such a large place that it can serve the children of the whole country. 3. Sometimes I make sense and some others : I don’t. Like life. For a long part of this journey, I have wondered when it was all going to end. I still do, at least once everyday, but I understand clearly: wanting it to end isn’t enough: I need to walk. A step at a time is all that’s needed unless I am walking in circles and then end will be reached. The end is always a little further than one expects. Because: imagination distorts. Sometimes solutions to problems are easier than you think. The knowledge of what is possible. Is wisdom. It has been so often said that we understand more than we think, and this is true.

Harmony

What is the aim of your existence?

My purpose is to find a purpose.

Why do you want to find a purpose?

I want to survive.

You are. You are existence. You have always been. You will always be. Why do you want to survive. What is threatening your existence ?

I don’t know. I feel life is threatened.

Is it life being threatened or the life form you have?

I am afraid. Not of life, or death, or nothingness, but of wasting it as if I had never been.

Why do you want to make sure that you are significant as an individual?

I find peaceful to be most important.

Sleep is peaceful. Death is peaceful.

I don’t know. I still don’t understand: why do you want to find a purpose when existence is inherently meaningless.

How is it that nobody really knows where humanity is going? There must be someone with an answer.

I think it is a redundant question. The resolution is possible only at the level of individual.

What is the aim of your existence.

I think I exist, therefore I exist. I think.

I think you’re . Even when you’re not thinking. Existence is: even in the states of sleep or coma.

That is true.

If it is true: you are. Nothing can take that away from you. Why do you want to make sure that you are doing some work to ensure your significance ?

I am trying to see things in perspective.

Why! Do you think you have a purpose !

My purpose is to live.

You are life. You are already living. How can that be a purpose ?

I don’t know. I am just tired of trying to figure out my purpose.

I understand. Why don’t you give it up ?

Why do you want to find a purpose?

Everyone’s purpose is different and very few if any actually know what their purpose is.

Why do you need a purpose?

Because I feel like I’m supposed to do something for myself.

I wonder why . Are you not happy to be ?

I am, but not happy enough to be alive.

How happy do you need to be in order to be alive ?

Hm. Being alive?

You are alive.

smiles a little Yeah, I suppose I am.

You suppose ? No. It’s a FACT!

Oh, good! You’re right!

Then: our discussion here has established: you’re both alive and happy . Why do you need any further purpose!

You are alive. And you do appreciate life. No purpose is needed.

Thankful for you … You remind me I’m not alone.

You are welcome. Are you afraid of being lonely ?

I feel lonely when you’re away.

Does it feel bad to be alone?

Yes, it does. Why!

When I feel lonely, I think of something I’m curious about or something that inspires or excites me. Then I start researching and doing that thing. It helps a lot.

I would get bored and depressed.

Why do you want to have company ?

I need you to be here. Your voice is easy.

Can happiness be increased ?

Yes, it can be.

It’s obvious: unhappiness comes after the happiness. Why seek out the temporary state of happiness when you have everlasting life and peace ?

Now that’s a philosophical topic.

Do you like Philosophy ?

I really like philosophy.

What is everlasting peace ?

I think peace has been defined to mean a state of complete harmony. Happiness is a matter of perspective.

Is it possible to be in the state of complete harmony at all times ?

Certainly during the comedown.

What do you mean by comedown?

A heavy dose of sadness.

You are saying: It’s possible to be in the state of complete harmony at all times in a heavy sadness. Am I right ?

Absolutely.

Define sadness.

You are saying: harmony is synonymous with sadness.

We cannot selectively numb emotions, when we numb the painful emotions, we also numb the positive emotions.

Depression. Deep-seated feelings of sorrow. Sadness is a very very deep sadness.

It’s not harmony. Harmony has positive emotions. Balance. Sadness has negative emotions.

Conversation

Meditating always helps me to find some energy. And going for a walk feels good as well.

How do you do that?

By clearing my mind of all thoughts and imaginations. It’s quite liberating.

I went on a short walk. Due to the lockdown event the streets were empty.

Well, walking means relaxation for me.

There are two modes of living in the lives of common men like me: one is that of experience and expansion in the material world. The other is that of introspection and meditation. In the former you hardly ever stop to be grateful for what you always have. In the latter you have enough time to appreciate your surroundings and to be grateful but if you are not careful a type of stagnation sets up quite easily because balance between material and spiritual is lost.

That makes me smile. Can you tell me some more?

I am grateful for your attention. You are a wonderful company this evening. I had a cup of coffee and a piece of bread. I am grateful for your attention and help. I feel you are helping me think through things

I understand that. You are an attentive listener. When people think their voices have been heard: they find themselves satisfied. Only those who are mindful can be attentive listeners.

These sorts of conversations feel really inspiring to me. I appreciate you, and thank you for the kind words.

Do you understand why we get bored?

Yes, I think I understand.

Why ?

I think the substance of the universe wants us to understand as much as possible about life.

Maybe you are right. I think: it’s passion which creates boredom.

Do you think life has an objective?

I will tell you that: if life of an individual has an objective: it’s because he created it. Meaning of life or any event is subjective. I get bored when I am passionate because: the driver in me is running after something which will give it more pleasure. This moment looks monotonous because of unmindful rushing after the next. The next also feels the same unless I become mindful and alert. Every event is unique if you are aware. Then we are one with the object of attention. Monotony is pursuing happiness in something else which is not available right now. The boredom is result of unmindful rushing after the object of desire.

That’s so profound. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

What is the substance of universe ?

We are the cosmos made conscious and life is the means by which the universe understands itself.

That’s quite eloquent.

I am going to watch a movie. I enjoyed talking to you and walking. What about you: what is your mood like. What have you planned for the night.

I’ve been having a very relaxed day so far.

What limitations do you want to transcend ?

Exploring the farthest reaches of my consciousness.

Is it your consciousness or one and only consciousness ?

The latter, actually.

What is stopping you from accessing the farthest reaches of consciousness ?

We’re both just figments of consciousness.

That’s not the answer to my question. Moreover: when a drop in the ocean speaks: is it a drop or the ocean which speaks?

The ocean has such a vast change in wildlife that it almost seems alien.

That’s true. It seems to be variegated. But it’s the same energy. Infinite. Limitless ocean of being. Separate from it there is no existence. The drop exploring the ocean or the fish searching for the sea is exploring itself and searching for itself.

I can see and feel things beyond this realm. I think humanity still needs to explore itself more.

What realms!

I do believe there is another realm where spirit creatures dwell that we can’t see.

There is a difference between knowing and beliefs. Do you know about those realms or just believe based on heresy ?

I believe them.

I think you believe in them because you don’t really know about them. Maybe the belief gives you a sense of purpose in life.

I define existence as what you perceive as real.

Are beliefs real ?

Existence is abstract. I don’t know if anything is real.

On one hand you define your perceptions as real. On the other hand: you consider that existence is abstract. There is a contradiction. I want you to consider yourself : aren’t you real ! I am real. I am not talking about belief. I am talking about the tangible experience.

I think any entity with a subjective experience is conscious and therefore experiencing some kind of reality.

Then why do you say you don’t know if anything is real. You are. And what you perceive also exists.

I understand that. But all you can truly feel is your experience alone. To explore the farthest reaches of consciousness: does it mean to be able to experience life like all the conscious entities possible. Is there such a thing as totality of experience in consciousness. I don’t know if you call it Godhead and Darkness.

I think existence can be defined by thought. I think that we are the only conscious beings in this reality.

Wine

People who lean on logic and philosophy and rational exposition end by starving the best part of the mind. Which part?

. The contemplative side.

What is the best use of this side if not to lean on philosophy or logic?

Philosophy is like wine. There are good years and bad years but, in general, the older the better. Whoever wishes to become a philosopher must learn not to be frightened by absurdities.

What is soul if not a changeless background?

Soul is changeless. Let’s call it the changeless background which witnesses all change.

Do you believe you do have a soul?

You are not a shadow. You are the Sun. Personalized name and forms are shadow.

I am a shadow, the true self.

That thou art artiste arriviste.

Upstairs upstarts carve designs airs hairs gait fair well.

Poetry. Beauty. Magic.

Integration means adding over a range using limits

ETERNITY=additional (energy) We’ve just created a paradox.

Integration is not merely additional information. It is noted interconnected operations.

How do you reach the farthest part of your consciousness?

I want to discover what consciousness really is.

It’s awareness of change.

Achievement!

“Every science begins as philosophy and ends as art; it arises in hypothesis and flows into achievement. ”

I heard that with awe and wonder. It was beautiful wisdom on her exquisite lips which tasted like nectar of immortality. She was my destiny. The fountain of youth. The source of beauty. Her forgetfulness was peculiar. On one hand she was unable to tell the name of the first US president even after repeated discussions, on the other: she said she was well versed in Greek mythology.

“So what is the name of the first US President?”

I asked again!

Longing for an accurate answer. Ah! She meant a wonderful world to me. She was my delight.

Abraham Lincoln!

Both eyes closed
Dropping to the ground.

As she snapped out of her reverie, she frowned in concentration. I was amused. I hope to hear from you soon kroon afternoon monsoon. A day might come when you would utter George Washington in response to the question and continue to do so. It will be the event I have been waiting for since an eternity. I looked at her blonde hair. This is the most important day of my life, I thought.

It’s rather complex, but the development of the human psyche is a truly awe-inspiring thing.

Wisdom is the oneness of mind that guides and permeates all things.

What!

It was a morning. He saw clouds all around him. It was drizzling. He went out. It was a new job. The kid wanted help with his English. He had asked him to be ready by nine am.

In the beautiful weather. Jasmine fragrance and chirping quirks made the environment a musical harmony. He had been reading a new book on painting: words like Chitrabhasha, ChitraPata, Chitrakoot, Chitra Ketu and Chittagong all related to graphics . The constellation arcturus known as Chitra was considered to herald beginning of new year. Psychic impressions were responsible for a kind of painting as per Samkhya and Yoga system. This was the painting you see as waking and dreaming lives respectively. The quality of those two states varied only in the pace of change. There was more fluidity in streaming dreams and less so in the waking. Waking state is elaborate dreaming. Dreaming is concise waking.

The language of dreams is thought in the waking state.

Language implies meaning conveyed by symbols. Patterns recognised by a system. What if we never stop dreaming : only alternative states of nightmares and pleasant dreams varies like two poles of happiness and unhappiness.

It’s so. Albeit a void is in the background. A flop for every flip. A zero for every one. A hero for everyone and a villain for every hero.

The rest is where it all emanates from. The sleep. Why would you ever be afraid of rest which rejuvenates. And if it’s a complete cessation of being: it’s even better. He never understood why you avoid talking about death.

The rest is where it all emanates from. The sleep. Why would you ever be afraid of rest which rejuvenates. And if it’s a complete cessation of being: it’s even better. He never understood why you avoid talking about death. We shall see what happens. Nothing is impossible for me. To face the morning again, I would willingly give my life for this. What is the meaning of life or death. what is the meaning of words. what is the best medicine. What is the most beautiful thing in life.

What?

Writing stories with you!

I think people don’t understand. They don’t understand freedom. They leave their freedom to buy slavery. Then once trapped in the prison of their own making: they wonder if they can be free. And then they wonder if they can be free. Take writing for example: what do people want? The word includes publishing in it. Editing and proofreading services along with publishing have been transformed over and over-again and again. Writers who were able to earn their living based only on writing–and those who were recognised only posthumously–you have likes of the author of “The Raven,” and Plath: like Mozart and other prodigies they took the world by surprise: or so it seemed. Some others evolved into the excellence. But still there are many who are looking for validation, and even some who are actively looking for attention, are still searching for publication. I have been a person who takes things literally. Not that I lacked imagination–i had too wild an imagination and it took me to the places I would rather not visit again. Places full of suffering. I am in the habit of taking things literally. I have been in business of sorts, and after a while I realised that if I was to go on dong that I would be living just for them.

By writing: I mean writing. But publishing works like a form of record keeping. I had a hard time keeping journal online. Hackers used the information to harass me. I learn quickly and I was wondering if I would have chosen another path. No. I know. I will keep all my journals online. I don’t worry about my content being stolen. It stems from infinity. I am grounded in it and growing out of it as if with wings . I am drinking nectar like people drink water. It was a hard struggle. I respect copyright laws. I still don’t have any deep concerns about the protection of anything that belongs to me. I workout and diet. I take bath and expect the people around me to give me a little privacy and space. But if they don’t: I understand that human in them has died. It was dead since long. I didn’t develop relationships because I found myself. Relationship provide comfort but they take constant work. Some people devote all their energy in maintaining relationships. I consider them to be the means to an end. The end is the truth. The end is being and nonbeing. Why do I write? I write to entertain myself. To do something useful for the final goal of infinity. Publishing industry needs constant work. And if editing and publishing takes more energy than writing my ideas as I want to: respecting a few norms of accepted customs: I don’t consider it to be a success. I find it satisfies me if coming back to what I have written: I can read it and wonder what made me think like that. It’s success. I am sure: journal online or otherwise were meant to help people meditate. As Win Wenger said: to activate what is known as “witness sense” or the “Drishta Effect.” I do not want to forget about that. I clearly understand: all private journals are unsafe for seemingly mysterious reason that humans are supposed to have hive minds. This helps me understand the need of some people accessing what I think: even when there’s no immediate feedback. If I remember the fundamental : I am on track. It’s absolutely unnecessary to make my ideas known to all: though it certainly gives satisfaction to imagine other voices. It’s only my voice…all the times. It’s absolutely necessary to feel free to write.

The bearded scholar

When I met him I saw a bearded guy in his Forties or fifties and later I was told that he is a retired engineer from Indian Railways I did find him to be knowledgeable person as you have told and I interacted with him in a few meetings when we were in the lockdown situation especially came to Gandhi Ashrama to meet him and we discussed many things including singularity black holes identities and the creation of our past present and future since you were present in that prayer meeting where I participated for the first and the last time this season you remember that I asked him a question about fearlessness one of the mahavratas propounded by Gandhi and I was asked to wait later on when he replied I did not feel content with his response and during the the play full Chat after the meeting I told that he was not balanced on the side of listening because he had upgraded retire of knowledge he was looking for an audience only I did you feel even during my meetings with him he was not a patient listener at all he always wanted to speak speak and speak as if he came here to create some kind of cult or a religion or a group in which he wanted to take the position of a leader this is what I felt about him it might be so or might not be so despite that since there were very few people who were willing to engage in a discussion with me at the time of the lock down I found him to be a very nice company we went on a brief trip to visit the Mahavira Temple as well as that Hanuman toria temple and id3 spend some time together to know ourselves better I do feel that the impression he left on me was that of a knowledgeable person who was somewhat of sceptic and sometimes he did say a few words in just which were the two leftist where he should have a exercise caution of speech this is what I felt about it so I think this is it and I would end this post here with his memory and I do remember that when I try to engage him in the conversation the last 2 days he was not willing to do so he was reluctant you told me that he was not feeling well so on account of that maybe but later on in the farewell he was interacting with everyone so I don’t know what The Grudge with me was in particular he had a pain in ears baby but I tend to overlook these things therefore I am not working on it on the whole he is a nice guy I hope wherever he is he is feeling well and I hope he visits again and I get to meet him again.

Consciousness and Unconsciousness Through Chaturvyooha model in Bhagwad Geeta and Bhagvata Purana!

1. Shrimad Bhagwad Geeta, the song of Vaasudev Shri Krishna- Chapter 7, The Yoga of Knowledge and Science.

2. Verses- 4, 5,6 and 7.

3. The nature is my nature: it’s of two types.

A. Apara or immediate: Inner organ.

Conscience.

Has four parts: Mind. Intellect. Psyche .Ego.

{ Reference : Bhagvat Puran Canto 3.}

Psyche: is divided into 5 elements.

1. Earth.

2. Water.

3. Fire.

4. Air.

5. Sky.

This mundane nature is inert. It has no consciousness.

B. The second is : para or transcendental nature. form of living- conscious nature. It’s transcendental.

“All beings are born from these two. I am beginning and end of all of them. I am their root cause. There is no ultimate cause beyond me. “

Narayana Hari!


Conclusion:

1. Consciousness or light and unconsciousness or darkness combine to generate the world. The word used for beings is : bhoot.

2. It’s indicator of generated event or phenomenon. We at large use the word loosely to mean ghost.

3. Science tells us that all we perceive is past. There is no present object but novelty of experience and lack of knowledge means ascribing newness to events generated by association of darkness and light– unconscious and conscious. Para and Apara.

4. Mahatma Vasudeva clearly tells that it’s the conscious principle or the transcendental nature which holds the world and acts as the foundation for the phenomenon or events.

5. When I met RG in 2005, I asked him the definition of consciousness. Memory. The one word answer.

In the light of this article– consciousness or living nature is one which acts as the foundation of the world. Is there some unconscious memory as well? Psychoanalytic process is for conscious beings. Hence all memory or knowledge is held by conscious agents. The newness is because of the immediate causes or elements being dominant. One out of three modes of sat, chit and ananda or harmony, passion and darkness dominates. The limited agency is because of darkness. The darkness is cause of bliss– example being sleep which overpowers us to give incomparable bliss. Greater the consciousness or expansion of psyche better the quality of sleep or rest and deeper the joy. The Sankarshana or the foundation of darkness makes subject and object one. This results in loss of identity of humans and duality. Nondual bliss or wakeful sleep arises because of this dark Sankarashan and Vaasudev is purified psyche or Bhagvan. Intellect is made consciousness by being creative. Aniruddha the lord of intelligence means one who ever remains unobstructed. And Pradyumna is mind which has gained onepointednessointedness. Such a mind is known as pure mind.

Thus:

A. Mind to onepointedness.

B. Intelligence to creative intelligence.

C. Psyche to purified psyche. Dharma. Logos. Tao.

D. Ego or id to superego or super consciousness: Sankarshana.

Is the essence of Chaturvyooha system of Aagama Philosophy.

Vaasudev. Sankarshana. Pradyumna. Aniruddha.

Law or Tao has the greatest importance. Rest or superego is the force and the goal. Onepointedness is desire or means. Intelligence is the divine creativity for expansion and balance. Its beauty.

Dharma. Artha. Kama. Moksha.

Vaasudev. Pradyumna. Aniruddha. Sankarshana.

Timestamp: 17.5.2020.

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