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Unmani Revisited! This is New Normal!

1. I had a nice lunch in which I took bread, milk, one paratha, some vegetable curry and rice. Before that I had one veg sandwich near Kargil Vijay Chauraha. It was crisp and spicy. I felt like eating pulaav but let it go as there were many people on that shop and I would have needed to cross the road. In morning I had two rotis and a glass of milk. I had a plate of poha worth ten rupees outside stadium. I drink lukewarm water in this season and use some sugar in it if I feel low on energy.

2. Soon those kids might be here to study. Karan and Priyanka. Karan has a mole mark on his left cheek. Big eyes and an attractive countenance. Priyanka has lost some of her first teeth. She laughs a lot.

3. I enjoyed my walk back from library, studying patterns, creating some new associations.

4. Kshetragya or knower of the field is appreciated in creation myths of Hinduism. Viraat can’t wake up without the knower of the field or guide. For example: if you want to visit Khajuraho: you should go with a guide or hire one even if you have studied about it.

5. Authority opens the divine or white space of Veebhatsa Rasa as per some accounts. Today as I was bowling towards the South West pillar: the direction of Nritti or Alaxmi: I was not able to strike the pillar until a strange group of people was observed together.

6. One of them: wearing a mask was carrying a piece of white paper in his hand. Then appeared some officers with policemen. I could strike 4 balls. I was surprised with three. I recalled previous such gesture by Satya Prakash as I was returning from library. He was coming from my left side and looked towards North. Then he covered his face with mask. Which might mean: to not speak. I am being myself. I had examined his horoscope. I saw 4 awakened planets. His Atmakaraka was sleeping. My Atmakaraka was awake and three planets were awake. Who knows what full details are as Jyotisha is an infinite field of study. Shatabhisha constellation was active when it happened. Mars is his Atmakaraka like Gurdjieff’s.

7. Pisces ascendant is active right now.

8. The great mystery in Rohan’s class. And in library. A black fish. Rohit hair cutting saloon gave change of ten rupees when I purchased milk worth ten rupees and a bread packet worth ten rupees. Breads were extra soft today. I enjoyed listening to Mozart and some songs from various albums.

9. Rohan said: we need to work together: East and West: so that we don’t forget what we need to remember. He’s seven years old. Rohan is devoted to his parents like Ganesha and Krishna of mythology. Krishna liberated his parents from prison in Mathura whereas Ganesha went round his parents once to do parikrama of world. How powerful are those myths. Indeed!

Suryaansh means one who emanated from Sun. Only perfect is born from perfection as per one dictum of Upanishads. I asked him if Vaibhav was coming to academy.

They needed 27 runs on 12 balls in field. Constellations versus Adityas. Star City.

10. I bowled 40 times. I might have been successful in striking the target iron pillar about 10 times. I learnt what works in achieving target: unmani: first order’s presence is self confidence which comes with merits. Thread is: doing as s(he) wants. Not forgetting your goal and being earnest. Being humble as you let others use space you also want to use: sharing space with others.

11. I counted the distance between two dustbins: it was 162 while returning and 152 steps while going. I lost some life force as a result of working in library: which results in reduced height. I enjoyed working on Free Rice website. I donated 510 grains. I registered some books on third rack of eighth almirah. There were some books needing to be organized. I put them as normally as possible. Left is introversion, right is extraversion and normal is right angle. What’s new normal is anybody’s guess.

12. Here I reveal the greatest mystery for free: an ex class fellow of mine spit towards his right on my way, just outside Jai Narasimha mobile shop. I saluted him as I had seen him after a long time. He said something which was heard partially. He again met me just outside the Hargovind Hemal Park. He’s a friend of Vaibhav’s father Naresh. He was driving a new passion vehicle with blue color. His face had some scratches as he had fallen some days ago. I asked him about the mystery which occurred just before the Maria Mata school, the street where he was taken by police as his brother was unhappy with his behaviour.

He said that he was happier now and living on his own in a house nearby. His uncle who is a member of legislative assembly called and he was let go off by police after that incident.

That was a big day for me. I had a memory with him outside Nanda Kanan Enclave. This one connected dots in a friendly manner. Clearly. Fifth appearance in new era.

The T in Maria Mata is 20th letter of alphabet. It indicates ‘normalcy’ tilted to righteousness. It might have been the reason why 2020 was such a righteous path. I was beaten. He was beaten. We were beaten. At almost the same place. Two of us. Passouts of 2003 batch from higher secondary school number one. We studied in Santosh Sharma’s Chemistry class together. Passion of Christ. Rebirth.

13. I had a dream. My uncle Ashok visited me on a bright blue bike. He had gained a new vehicle. He went towards East. Away from me. The dream was after his dispute with Satya Prakash as our aunt Saroj came one day. I only heard bits but they rattled me that day. Then I heard the news of his falling. That created a shivering in me. I felt responsible for his condition. I prayed for his recovery. I told about the dream to my family members. To Rukmani Devi, Ved Prakash and Vandana. I also told them about another dream.

14. Satyam Mishra played with me in stadium. He has done his engineering in mechanical branch from NRI college Bhopal which is located near Oriental Institute of Science and Technology. He had done polytechnic from a college and he got an offer letter from John Deere. He’s waiting for his joining in Devas like I was waiting for mine in Tamilnadu after 2008. An exercise in humility. Corona, like 2008 recession is a mystery for the world. Y2K, 2008, 2015: 7 years gap. We are all creators of our scripts in that sense. Wouldn’t Vallalar have been proud to witness us practice. 12 balls and 27 runs. Did I need more to learn Deuteronomy this morning? If Amit Shah is visiting Tamilnadu: I am the show stopper or anchor depending on which view you subscribe to. Shah has total freedom at present. I have some freedom. Satyam. Shivam. Sundaram. A revelation. Someone was holding the office in 2008. Something stopped jobs. Someone had the power to make things happen. Satyam Mishra is Truth body, Amit Shah is beatific body, Anand Prakash Shukla is bliss body on Sunday, 21112020.

15. Buddha. Dharma. Sangha. Understanding. Learning. The script may change anytime. If I can write name of one of the most powerful leaders of country : there must be a reason to it. Anand. Tonnage.

16. I rest my case here.

1. If I can control it.

2. Salute knowers of field. And Kapil Dev Ji…

3. Keep working on Tohu verses.

4. Keep paying attention to saints. For example: Vallalar wrote the last 100 verses exalting dancinglightofgrace.

5. Keep respecting authorities: local and global. Keep giving respect to young ones. They know the best but don’t trust their quick promises.

6. Keep working on my understanding of left and right.

7. Keep reading newspapers and donating rice. Keep listening to inner music. Meditation and Pranayama.

8. Keep saluting Jhansi ki Rani with Tohu verses time to time.

9. Keep learning Sanskrit. English. Hindi. (Bengali and Oriya… Bundelkhandi…)

10. I might begin getting 5000 rupees as pocket money per month.

17. There appeared a young man with glasses and his hands in pockets. He was dashing and his presence created a hit. I tried and tried but nothing happened. Just like Japuji says: Nirankar…grace…merits…all of them are connected in the kingdom of God.

Kabir and Nanak were my objects of study in library today. I read some poems by Tagore. They were excellent.

I called Shri. She politely refused to study today. On Sunday and holidays like Diwali: she likes to spend time with her family and friends. She was missing samosa the last time we talked. I had a plan for her today but Godhead had another for me today. This is unmani. This is fountain of bliss.

Those who read it might enjoy it or become free from fear of death. But to get free from lust towards Korean models they will need grace from Aakriti Kuntal and Bob Dylan. This is new normal.

19. By this calculation: Zed category might give me a helicopter ride in two years. Then some young women might file complaints of sexual harrassme By then my cult will have one member: I, me, myself. Thus: it’s fantasy.

How many deaths does it take to dream?

Just one…

21. The grandfather was changing clothes. Today he was washing clothes as I was teaching Rohan. The fen reminded me of Chaitanya mahaprabhu and talk in my journeys to Vrijpura. They said:

” he has only reached till fen.”

They didn’t let me have pouches. What can I say! In a way they were criticizing Hare Krishnas.

22. One rocket on roof and another in stadium. I made a video which was deleted by IT cell. As soon as I thought about legality of porn two bikes appeared: one with a driver without helmet and another with a driver with helmet. Satya Prakash was born on 22nd. This might be the cause along with my post this morning to make my balls hit target. BSNL truck was coming towards me as I was entering the Gaya Prasad Singh entrance.

23. I recalled libertygirl. I recalled her movie where she was entering into waters: cosmic waters. With an umbrella. Am I living on rent or in my own room? How much do I owe and to whom? Her forum The Couch let me express myself. She wanted me to contact her when I had mastered telepathy. Her boyfriend, meanwhile got jealous of me or so she thought. I only wanted to keep my post count to number two on her forum. She was an expert in Physics and Super massive black holes and I missed Eli Kyoko as I am going to listen Coffee and Cigarettes soon. Jayant Narlikar from Bhopal. Chhotu, Pintoo, Jaisiyaraam. Aid aa gai. Deepika Padukone aa gai. Now we are saif!

24. Dharmoo nagar nagar naa jaaye to kamaaye kya…ghoda ghaas se kare yaari to khaaye kyaa? Waah guru waah. A dog was dancing around Vishnugupta and then it was friendly to me : I had heard Lalita Sahastranama.

PS: if Amit Shah, Jhansi Ki Raani, Shri, Vaibhav, Satya Prakash or anyone else finds any part to be offensive: please let me know via gutka shakers and spitters united or kesariya union. Pathak ji came to take his revenge on behalf of another Pathak ji and then appeared the great revealer: Chemistry classmate. He’s the show stealer if I am the show stopper. Jai Jagat Veeru Sowat. Sowat paanv pasaar! Off to the playground!

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Cosmic central Sun…alignment to Shishumara begins!

1. Julian day: 2459176. 7. Venus. Seth.

2. 22.11.2020: symmetry. Beauty of numbers.

3. Uranus rules the day. Quirk. South node of Moon which is placed in Aquarius is placed in the sign of Scorpion. The root comes out to be 2053 or 28 or 10: Sefer Yetzirah. Binary. The first order triggers a time travel event in the year 2053 to reach me in this day. It means I am likely to meet a future version of mine today. It’s a bit far fetched fiction: yet, I am sure about already having done time travel experiments in 2018 and then again. Today: people try to thwart that effect of time travel by the emperor in 2053. Sadly: all technology is in hands of the first order only.

4. Look at the series of build-up on helicopter event. It also means dragonfly. This point is merely an acknowledgement. I took dimensions. Police guarded the stadium. No politician came. The PWD department did the job during elections. Today: I see home minister visiting Tamilnadu. Yesterday evening: the guy on momos shop was ultra glad talking about someone buying a helicopter. Now: it might be a helicopter I saw yesterday morning on roof. I can’t be sure. It’s second such route after Prime Minister’s visit. Who else connects the dots but the most high.

5. Simha. Sunday. Cosmic central Sun.

PS: for all practical purposes: this post is a masterpiece of fiction.

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Kodaikanal!

1. Ankit Mishra’s interest has been paid in full: he’s president of Sarvodaya Mandal now. Edit: secretary, not president.

2. I had a nice meal and 200 rupees were paid by one of the students.

3. A man appeared before our session today. He was in on it with one Minakshi. Some doctor. Address asking. The usual spectators.

4. I burnt the garbage after sweeping the library room. Read some verses from Japuji. Shri came late to class. We played maps and flags instead of the usual vocabulary quiz on Free Rice. She appeared happy with the exercise. I especially enjoyed working on flags because maps were difficult to work upon. We also played Grammar quiz. Then we did some catching practice. I look forward to test her tomorrow on Grammar.

5. The walk back from library seemed dreary. I had not slept much the last night. The number of steps between the dustbins: on my way: 152. Back: 162. I saw the Cricket academy coach outside Shatabdi. The masonic pulaav guy had shifted his shop to the other side.

6. Kodaikanal. UG said he began to choke over there. My friends didn’t take me there. The DLOG wanted me to share the experience. It was hot!

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Recreational Bowling!

1. 46 balls. 45th hit the target. 9 hits in total. Big boys were doing kulla. Kulla is mouthwash: usually done after waking up at home.

2. The kingfisher did the trick : it went down from the left poll and reached for the orange bulb. It left the white bulb.

3. Is this it? This is it. It’s it.

4. I took couple of pictures. Warmth of Sun feels good. The juice was nice. I saw an airplane on the left. Seven sages. Orion.

5. I came, I saw, I conquered. Not me, not me. Yes you! Hey you! Yes, yes, you!

6. Nothing.

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Kingfisher and Japuji!

1. I have received 1337 likes on Blogger’s World site. It was found in 2015, August. I thank everyone including Pam, Rashmi and Kristina.

2. I gave the coin worth ten rupees at poha stall. It was released in 2015.

3. A pack of fire sticks with khurkhand written on it was lying outside entrance to Rohan’s classroom. Khur means the hoof of a cow. Yesterday: Rohan was asking me to teach him how to make bull from cow and horse from donk! Khurkhand also reminds me of Vandana’s village.

4. Yesterday evening I counted Chepla birds. Today I saw some of them. Kids playing football were dapper and dashing. I mind my business. I counted the number of balls I threw. And now I recall why I had seen Hrithik Roshan smiling in an advertisement on Spotify this morning. A boy spoke like Krish as I was measuring the steps between goalposts on football ground. Who connects the dots but creator.

5. If I talk about evils and don’t talk about positives : it leaves me very sour and negative. I felt good to see my Chemistry teacher this morning.

6. I tried targeting the iron poll. A boy with a jacket number 1, Sagar Division, saluted couple of people exactly when a kingfisher did a trick in air and sat on top of iron pillar. I recalled all those days when I was researching Vedic scriptures online for traditional iron pillar worship. That ball hit the target. There were five of them sitting : Panch Parameshthi. I can’t make heads or tales of it. How that one I tried talking to had appeared yesterday on roof and now this one. I don’t know how it happens. Perhaps, some people have a knack to train kingfishers. I took a picture of pillar which was removed from my phone.

7. It was kingfisher who did a trick in Gathewara on wire. It was alarmed as I reached whereas it was happier today and yesterday. I read comics with super commando Dhruv in Raj Comics. Naagraj was the most popular but I always loved Dhruv. Dhruv was human whereas Naagraj was a king of Nagas. Mayank Shukla liked Tausi and Naagraj along with Amitabh Bachchan. My favorites were Dhruv, Bankelal, Govinda and Akshay Kumar. Dhruv could talk to birds like Raman Maharshi.

8. I bowled 34 times. 12 balls hit the iron pillar. I can improve with practice. This is the new normal. Walking to running to bowling in this city took 6 years! 8 years since apocalypse in 2012. I am wearing blue and yellow like Super commando Dhruv. God keeps record of all our childhood dreams. In Japuji: we read that he gives only equivalent of return for evil but ten times for good deeds.

9. There’s a certain satisfaction in the fact that limits are set by nature on our work. It appears like art because of it. Is a quote by Albert Einstein. I read it in The Einstein Factor by Win Wenger and Richard Poe in 2002. Rohan has been asking questions every ten second in the last 20 minutes. He can’t paint by himself. I might have written more. The publishing date of this book Japuji was Kartik Purnima 2020 or 18.11.1963. I am reading it in 2020 AD, hopefully on full Moon day as well.

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Rekha Madam!

1. She alighted from an e-rickshaw. I was walking with my gaze into ethereal shrine. I had a hunch: it might be her. She was waiting for someone.

2. I could have done it some other day. Why not now? To be genuine in my salutation for once.

3. She was wearing a white saari and she had grey hair with freckles on her cheeks. What I paid attention to, in particular, was the dot. The red bindi on her forehead.

4. She asked me how I was doing and i mirrored that with words. She asked me about my current job and my educational qualifications. I told her. Then she asked me about why I quit the job. Before I could complete: she said I would get more tuitions. You have started : you would get work in time.

5. I had heard her conversation with a student of hers. It was a long ago. I went to take her permission for something. The student was telling her : “I feel as if you don’t love me.”

But I love you and all others. Don’t ever think like this.

The student felt good.

She explicitly asked him to touch her feet.

6. I was baffled. Her love was wierd to say the least.

7. Satya Prakash was fond of mocking the sounds of her slaps. She used to beat naughty ones.

8. Myopia and hypermetropia ever remained the highlight of my study under her supervision. Kuldeep Shukla.

9. She ever remained a mystery.

10. Her hobby was Mathematics. On Sunday she used to practice Mathematics. She became a librarian like Laotzu. I thought I saw a look alike of Laotse outside JK cyber cafe. Previous one was in Vrijpura.

11. The student who touched her feet took Saurabh Singh to our section of MMHS and asked him to show one flying kick as he was learning karate.

I was wondering why it was such a big thing for I could do that. Gyanesh Chaturvedi had taught me kingry kick.

12. I used her dots till the end of the infinity. If someone implanted suggestions in me: it was her. Grammar. She was a grammarian and mathematician. She knew Hindi and English. If someone could be called hypatia of Maria Mata it was her. Her name is Rekha and there’s no parallel to her. Do parrallel lines meet at infinity? Her name was Rekha and she played with dots.

13. She triggered the avalanche of tears on our farewell day. I saw a tear in corner of her eyes as Ruchi was giving the parting speech. Ah, how could I have seen that. I would have cried in private but she made it a vidaai samaroh. When it comes to crying Rudra Academy always gets the first prize. Natarajan Pencils : champions once again!

15. A Sanskrit dictum says: good people appear harsh but they’re soft inside: like coconut. Others are like plums : soft only on outside. She could teach Sanskrit as well.

16. I saw Neelima and Maya mam in a dream recently and it resulted in meeting her.

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1. A black fish is swimming in aquarium. A lone fish.

2. A girl comes to watch us study. I call her by name and she goes upstairs.

3. A man called Hari on a red TVS bike. Outside Narasimha temple.

4. A man who was searching for something. A torch with another.

5. Krishna. Hari.

6. Monkeys. I bowl an over and a ball. Seven balls. After that I practice catching and the ball enters the pavilion. The place where they practice laughing.

7. That place is locked. The ball once went to its roof. I had a lesson that day. Another today. I saluted East as well as West.

8. A kingfisher perches on a white pipe on neighbor’s roof. As I try talking to it: another perches for a moment near me. Then it goes South West to an electric poll. Its wings were beautiful.

9. It was the most beautiful fog. Dhundh.

10. Two people saluted each other.

11. Rohan asks me to teach him: donk means horse. Scorpion means Saggitarius.

12. 11 are Rudras in Hindu pantheon.

13. Twin peaks. Twin flames. Gemini. Fire. Mouth of dragon. Priest. Speech. Air which purifies.

14. Fire is the carrier of merits. Prometheus.

15. Fire is current. The life force.

16. Fire is Sun. The Mars. Fire is Ganapati. Fire is Kethu. The liberation. The flag.

17. Fire is Shiva.

18. Fire is Rudras. The healers. Ashvini Kumaras. Dhanvantari.

19. Fire is rebellion. Fire is independence. Fire is Vallalar. Dancing light of grace. Fire is Manikavacchagar. Vaishwanara. Knowledge. Knowember. I bowled 5 overs. I enjoyed the view.