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Accidents were all orchestrated!

1. If every passing stage seems like a world of possibilities: you have lived enough. I took picture of the Surya Namaskar postures as I was returning from library.

The 12th man

2. If you count from the left: it’s 6th. If you count from right it’s 7th.

3. Service is the only resolution: is the motto of the community which established this one. Under it: you have people marching behind Gandhi.

4. The 6th or 7th salutation is known as Sashtang dandavata or salutation with all eight limbs. What are they? Hands and feet: 4. Forehead, nose, stomach and the rest. There are three or them with “Namaskar” posture.

5. I used to do many such salutations in Vrindavan. I never felt scarcity of food in Vrindavan. I was given the job of a priest. I volunteered for food distribution and then cleansing of pots etc. There were days when we only had rice or slept hungry because some pilgrims came unannounced but it was rare and the management wasn’t good. It became so hectic as to not allow any time for study.

6. When I came here from Vrindavan: many false promises were made. Many crocodile tears were shed and then I was questioned by all and sundry who regularly visit Khajuraho to quit internet or porn. To not read books online. To give up luxuries which were only food. Food became scarce because fat pigs ate what didn’t belong to them. They used fake handicap certificates. I always had enough. Even my caution money of 30000 rupees was consumed. The 66000 were used up by thugs. I was pursued to stay by people who said: don’t let him go because there’s a case against him(Rahul). What case was that? They were acting on a script of revenge all along. They added one family first: then another to it.

7. I would have disappeared from this world if I could. That’s what my every ounce of energy was spent for. Is it really so with others? With moaning grandmother lying outside like a dead corpse? Does she want euthanasia?

8. I never felt scarcity of food until these people who promised it in 2014: blocked both: a way to escape: by snatching away documents as well as completely blocking the chances of any lucrative employment.

9. Who would give employment to a renunciate? Even if I was a normal man: it needed contacts. Prashant Gupta once said: if you need to teach kids I would send many. Instead : his sim card which was issued in the name of Saddam was used to monitor my web activity. That’s all Adhar card and other technology was for: to prevent you from jerking off and to force you into reproducing babies into a world where crops of hatred and factions are sown. Gandhi Maarg. Vivekananda Maarg. Bullshit Maarg. Go fuck yourself and yours.

10. Sister in law was not brought in this house for my comfort. My space was sacked. Same with Rahul. After using bike and laptop : they were unhappy if I needed a little privacy. Passout of 2013: he got no job. Fake handicap certificates. Satya Prakash should have been put behind bars a long ago along with his father. I was already suffering from cerebral palsy when I agreed for that. I didn’t use them. Then I escaped to save my life. They haunted me for long. Then they started taunting about food.

11. Fuck a woman or many if you can and have a job. In other words: take responsibility for rotting flesh and be doomed further while they laugh on top of pyramid.

12. What a world behind prayers and worship. What a rotten system! Kabir righteously called it the village of dead: murdo ka gaanv. Mohanjodaro. cremation ground.

13. The suggestion about Vimla was put prior to my mind before I entered stadium. Then I saw beatific vision. It had started to drizzle when I was about to step down after my morning breathing on roof.

14. Vimla was the name of Ashok Arjariya’s wife: a friend of Santosh. He was his friend for 30 years. He died dramatically in an accident while travelling towards Khajuraho. I was shocked when the news was given.

15. They both drank as they went to Kota with many of us: in 2003. On a dhaba we were waiting for them. They brought liquor. I suspected but by evening Santosh was so drunk it was impossible to control him unless Ram Prakash Shukla had intervened. He kept him company in the jeep whole night. The next morning there were flies on his mouth as he lay sleeping near a drainage line outside the building. All my pride was gone: the second or third dark night.

16. Like grim reapers: they kept coming back for more. Be it Rahul in 2016 or Gudda in 2012. I still don’t understand: how that accident near Vaibhav’s house happened. I was supposed to drive but he took the reigns and then some boys on bike came from left. My knee was hurt again. Ankur, Arvind uncle and Ankur’s grandfather stopped riding bikes because of such people. I was hit with bike on purpose in 2018 as I began visiting library.

17. Organized and orchestrated hurting of most harmless individuals. Because they’re not in any yaana system you call them Heena.

18. This indeed is a fucked up world.

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Vishnu Sahastranama!

1. As one Rama is equal to 1000 names of Vishnu. One Gandhi is equivalent to 1000 Ramas. By logic: a picture is worth thousand words.

2. One jnana siddhar like: Vallalar or Patanjali or Kabir or Aandal or Meera is worth 1000 gandhis.

3. One of the last verses by Vallalar in which he talked about his names: he told his names to be:

Narayana. Arukkar. Adept. Civan. Shakti Civan. Sadashiva. Natarajan. Buddha.

All names are his names.

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Anniversary!

1. Lest I forget: this completes: 9 year anniversary of my article “How to hoodwink.” Article is extinct. Memories are not.

2. It ousted me from heaven made by Saurabh Vyas. He thought he made my career. Hamare saath rahoge to aise hi aish karoge. He and his good looking mom. Genteel lady. Upper middle class. Have right to hoodwink. Not keeping words. Not planning well.

3. Satya Prakash Shukla and company: kept pestering me until I wrote that article. Akhand Jyoti Shukla. Prabhat Chacha. Veerendra Yadav. Neeraj who watched porn in class. Poor communication skills. Hindi medium. Lower middle class.

4. And: Saurabh’s friend Siddharth Khare. Code Frux.

5. Anu Garg’s annagram server.

6. Rameshlal Bhatija’s house in Pie Layout. Bangalore. Karnataka. Om Shanti Shanti Shantih.

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Ghanshee is a Banshee!

1. Only for ledies. Kariyen yog Rahiyen Nirog.

2. Ladies. E.

3. Banshee. Extra e. Ban she.

Gaelic death spirit. Irish folklore.

4. Krishna plays the flute.

5. Ghanshee is the name of lady who has made her job to guard this house. Even in such cold weather.

I appealed the secret police. Kesariya squad. Kabbalists. Philanthropes to get her settled in an old age home. Nobody heard. Why?

Ghanshee is a Banshee!
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India is my country; all indians are my brothers and sisters!

1. I am slightly tired.

2. I am listening music. Watching a classical dance. Cosmic microwave background. Cosplay. When does it get serious?

3. Here: Vandana and Mukta were two sisters. Vandana had a son and Mukta had a daughter. They left two of them on a bed. They both knew how to sit but not how to stand up: that gives you an idea about their age. A place where buffaloes were tied. They were chatting. The kids who are merely toddlers start playing the primordial game. The tug of war. The churning of ocean? No. They fight with their private parts. I clearly remember that to be one of my earliest memories. I wouldn’t have been more than two years old at max. She was one year old. Therefore: I was to be blamed. Now: in 2016 I slept with her husband in the same bed. I was too tired because I kind of ‘forcibly’ danced in a marriage where they didn’t want me to steal the thunder. The only picture the aunt promised me on stage didn’t happen. It happened because I forced it. The photographers took a picture of my bearded self which was deleted. I was wasting my breath for people who would not come down to meet me in a few days. Maybe I am making it up. Narayana Prasad Tiwari has Narayana in his name. Was a priest. Was born wealthy. I read Osho while his son did perform well and helped increase population of world. He’s an author who writes. He’s also a programmer. He’s well off. I need not bring him into the story. Orion belt. Anshul Maharaj. Let’s go back to two mothers and Bakaash. Kutta was Bakaas’ brother. She was always an angel to me. She draw Meera. Two of them always had some money and a chutki or muski pouch in their wallets. If you add inflation: they had more money than I have in my pocket. I used to enjoy running with Anshul Maharaj whenever he had time to grace our house. He studied in Saraswati Vidya Mandir whereas I studied in Maria Mata Convent High School. Everyday we took an oath:

“India is my country. All indians are my brothers and sisters…….”

A. How many of those married to their sisters? All of them can be either Muslims or Christians or Athiests. They can’t be Hindus as they don’t marry their sisters. Moreover: if they ever played with their private parts: they don’t have any rights to question anyone regarding their ethics about women at large. I reserve my right to consider any woman, girl or lady however I want to: as much as they reserve theirs to regard me however they want.

B. Add this question put to me by Vandana in my early childhood and later after I came from Kota:

“Knowledge is alright. But that doesn’t mean you don’t consider your sisters or mothers as sisters or mothers. This was coming from a lady who lets her son be devoured by a girl who was two years elder to him. He was merely seven. But as soon as he begins playing gay game of doctor with her brother who was six years old: she appears knocking the door. Creating a guilt. A complex. This is what they create morality for. Add A: oaths. B. Parents: C. Business: people living in house because without them rent can’t be earned: and strangely: except C for Shilaajeet: everyone in this house is poor. C has gold. C has power to fight court cases. C has power to pay supari to mafia and to do tantrik experiments on his own sons. C kept eating Shilaajeet and Bhaang while taunting his sons for mere pieces of bread after bringing him back from Vrindavan. How could C be happy. But C is happy. C is SK. C is Santosh. C is beyond suffering consequences of tobacco, bhaang, alcohol, violence, killing children with injections, making all three of them piss their pants, sacrificing them repeatedly. Giving them brahmastra in form of fake handicap certificates. Certainly : few devils do as much for souls under their tutelage as he did.

What is a Brahmrakshasa? It was asked by sister sweetest.

4. After many years: another cousin sister appeared. She made her presence known in 2015. What happened? Body heat, eh? Vandana and Rukman were salivating. Why so few of sisters? Why so much of yang and no yin? Yeah. Women empowerment. Shishupala. Or was it Shishumara? The Moon needed nourishing. Tripathis as well as Shuklas had lack of sisters. Result: more males fighting for few females. Queen Elizabeth!

5. Bhaiya: what happened in Bapuji’s ashrama? Narayan Narayan. What happened in Nityanand aashram. Narayan Narayan. What happened in Osho’s ashram. Narayan Narayan. What happened in this house? Narayan Narayan. What happened in Pappu Vishwakarma’s house? In Kripaluji ashram. In Gandhi ashram? Narayan Narayan. Pranav Pandya ashrama? Gandhi Smarak Bhavan? What was happening in fire ritual when they wanted me to sit besides Raja’s wife? Narayan Narayan.

Bhaiya: why a muslim sister and brother story?

Bhaiya: what is a Brahmrakshasa?

I told her about the transaction. I was always honest to all my brothers and sisters. And yet they don’t like me. Honesty isn’t enough.

Tulsidas was helped by one. Hanuman. Mahavir. He met his Rama. He composed his treatise. Where did he go?

6. Bharat told Maya about Santosh eating nonveg. Santosh wears tilak and calls his son “Chamra.” You know who real chamra is!

7. Maya told me about Kikki keeping a tenant in his house. It was an extramarital affair. What do I care?

8. I have already covered Novel and family.

9. What dues if any are left sister sweetest?

10. You all can go and fuck yourselves and your sisters or mothers: to get rid of kaamroga in words of UG Krishnamurthy. It works as nicely as reading Raas Panchadhyayi does.

Now that you have seen my family history: here’s some of the latest events:

11. Tiwariji has a better relationship with me. We discussed music. He is one of the few individuals who married this year. He used certain jabs: tightness in body. Milk. I asked him about Gayatri Mantra and we talked about Kishore and Rafi. About his guru Kaanjibhaai. He again asked me about getting married. Did the issues I reported about in 2018 get resolved? Why then to repeat those questions?

12. A girl on scooty cut my way near Aditi’s apartment. It was her mistake.

13. The wind was very fierce today. 49 marudganas.

14. Ankit Mishra mila mujhe ashrama ke paar paanch rupaye maange usne mujhse udhaar. Maine blank cheque leke uspe sign kardi : Ankit ne usme se a kajli kharidi.

15. Ankit Mishra is a certified healer like Amit Tiwari. Both initiated by Kaanjibhaai. They have good relationship with Soniji the healer: he reckoned my age to be 60 to 65 years. If I am 35 now: it means 30 more years! How many prime ministers? 6. How many decades? 3. How many Ashrams? I don’t know. How many Devikas? How many balls? How many rounds of library? How many more kilometres of walk and run? How many deaths? Births? How many chief ministers? Just one. Mama is forever!

In memory of Vivek Saxena:

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. It’s known as present.

Yesterday is artistry. Vyapam is a mystery. Today is a gift. Live well.

16. Ankit Mishra was giving me ten rupees. The timing was impeccable.

I feel like giving you ten rupees. Acausal grace!

17. Then I asked him to tell me the reason.

18. Audit. Auditorium. Rumpledstiltedskin. Kind kins kith thick skin. I requested him to eat something with me on a shop.

19. He asked me to have tea worth ten rupees. Ghar ka vaidya. The name of the book about which Viloki enquired as he was going out with Vidyarthiji.

20. Bundelkhand garrage people had donated them. They were lost in 2019 when I rarely went to library as I was teaching in Inayat sir’s school for free. My name is Vyas : Chappal number Seven.

21. You think you’re bad I am your dad. Jayas Singh Parmar.

22. Ankit Mishra and company didn’t take care of library books. I told that to someone in their presence. Loudly.

23. I threw that dust away. Ankit tried to save those books. Now: the books became Shweta. It was Jasveer I told this to. Jasveer spoke too much before anyone but Shweta felt I was balanced. Ravi. There were only as many guests.

24. Unless I had limited myself to library I would have been threatened again on my way to house. And despite limiting myself there were following types of jerks:

1. Gutka shakers unite.

2. Cut you with bike: boys, girls and cars.

3. Hit you from behind and side with bike.

4. Laugh out loud.

5. Won’t let you play or workout in peace.

6. Ask you fake questions merely to draw some information about superficial hackneyed issues from you.

7. Bullet fired. The day when news about firing on Venezuela’s president was circulated in the year 2018.

25. Too much of writing: ten rupees worth.

26. Credits: Prince. Umang. Umang’s grandfather. Ayushmann Pyaasi. Bharadwaj. 99 number (maintain some distance…passouts from law colleges have great packages… remember Ishita versus Saurabh. ) The guy said it on my face: “paani barsa le…” And it rained. The guy must be powerful or meritorious. Ayush scored as much as he did but then our family backgrounds come into play. Tesla uncle met me on my way. Amity graduate must have paid donation. What’s it to me. It’s all government censored anyway.

27. Sun moves anticlockwise on its own axis. It was revealed this day at 6: 54 AM. I saw it spinning like a ball. Another direction indicator on Pathak ji roof. I saw five gulls on roof. I realized why some people were not scared of heights: they were angels. Birds can run on roofs or narrow high places as they have wings. Cynophobia: tiwariji. Acrophobia: me. Not with queen!

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Decipher!

1. I read a story from Arabian nights in my childhood. It had many crosses.

2. The mystery of Swastika or Nazism is being resolved here. It’s my version. It’s for my reference.

3. Shishumara is the Absolute abode of Vishnu. It has been compared to baby dolphin. Fish.

4. Gora Kumhar(Chakraborty) kills his baby in ecstatic devotion to Vishnu.

5. Balaram is bright brother. Shishumara. Baal is fertile producer of babies whose progenies survive.

6. Yama or Mot has South as his direction. The galactic core has a supermassive black hole. Krishna. It’s the Shishumara. Rama and Krishna are Shishumara. Look at Rama’s attitude towards his children Luv and Kush.

7. Shishupala is a cousin of Vaasudev. A cousin of Shishumara. Can we say it’s another galaxy: Andromeda? Narmada or Shiva who is neither male nor female? It’s a shepherd who leads Ramses to goodness or light or El. ILU.

8. Thus Shishupala even when speaks bad: nurtures young children. Nurtures galaxies. It’s not violent towards babies. Shishumara kills babies. It’s a codeword in leftist tantra. They sacrifice babies. The tantriki in Tikamgarh revealed that it didn’t need “Baal.” They started addressing me like baby: Gender-benders. They wanted shaivites and arcturians who are householders and say one thing while meaning other.

9. Brightness or right wing: do what they mean. They thwarted Aryans in the world war two. They’re Jews. They’re kabbalists. They’re masons. Aryans are number three. Second are adepts and the first are Arhats or Narayana or Shiva or Buddha.

10. Bright ones told me: there was darkness and they created some light. Rest is mystery. That places Kaali or dark matter on top: materialism. Engineers, doctors and masons.

11. Dark ones told me: there was light in the beginning: the darkness is merely shadow. A divine play in spiritual world. Spiritual people are poets, mystics and leftists.

12. In the myth of Christ as well as Moses and Krishna: babies were killed by first Reich. Saviours like Moses, Christ, Muhammad or Krishna were right wing teachers who taught Dhamma. Prophets. Shishumara versus Shishupala.

13. Narayana reveals his Matrix to Narada. As he gets deluded by his wife and babies: he tells him to wake up. Shishumara. Attachment to wives and babies is killed by Jyotisha Chakra of Shishumara. Krishna. Mahadev. Vaamdev are verily Death. Yama has been painted in all schemes of Hinduism. Sikhism. Jainism and Buddhism.

14. Who is Shishupala if not Baal? It loves its innocence. It loves itself as a baby. It’s pure. Hindu myths are full of wars. North and East are second and first here. West and South : NEWS.

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Are you!

Am I dreaming or are you?

Screaming in my ears…are you?

“stop”

Half of a song…

Was it really too long…

As long as throngs were wrongs…

Pangs and bangs hang on doors in form of canopies.

Am I dreaming or are you…

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The Thirteenth Hour!

1. Where do I begin?

2. Here: listening to music and working on this article. You need details.

3. I observed a kingfisher as I was walking inside the stadium this morning.

4. This view is new as it didn’t exist couple of days ago! Height is the aspect.

5. I counted the cellphone towers: 27 of them.

6. I met three kids: two girls and boy. None of them had footwears in their feet. They were going to meet their father. The eldest daughter spoke to me as I stopped them near a tree. Let it be noted that Japanese Sun and Japanese guava were observed at the same place. The barber was coming just behind them. I had taught them in their school.

The girl asked: “Our mom was asking if you would come to teach us at home? “

How much will I be paid? I didn’t hesitate because I knew that the eldest girl was intelligent enough to answer that.

300 rupees was the answer.

No ringed in my mind immediately.

I know it for sure that I was not going to get any further work in that region. Slaving in that school only brought “My name is Vyas Chappal number Seven.”

And competition from people who knew that I wasn’t looking for a government job.

And jabs from neighbors. Bharat Hotel: 20 rupees.

One day: Inayat sir is supreme. Second day: A CAC comes.

I know how best to develop creativity and vocabulary: by telling stories. By reading them aloud. But the midday meal. Records. Handpump. None of it isolated. The filthy smell of piss I kept consuming is still a bad memory. The sister-in-law plus brother were dark. As dark as it gets. Though they looked fair. Younger sibling doubted if they were planning to kill the father.

None of them were killed. I was. Repeatedly.

I was one. Total and whole. I still am. I was dangerous to fake groups and fake people.

7. Those girls studying in seventh and sixth classes might or might not come to attend coaching classes. They didn’t pay my fees in last such instance and disappeared without notice.

8. I regularly eat poha as a breakfast at little girl’s father’s shop. A roadside stall. He’s barely managing his family with what he gets. His wife sells vegetables. Whether they’re happier or I am: can’t be quantified. I asked them recently about the fees because I needed to know how much was the norm these days. It’s 150 rupees for small children. While 150 per hour isn’t bad if you have 5 or 6 students : working only to teach one student means : not getting even your pocket money.

9. I kept selling myself short until I had freedom. Now I am too popular and I counted: this is a normal day: at least 7 people tried to show me something or the other.

10. I asked the Gandhi Smarak Nidhi trustee about its previous trust members as I got a book in my hands yesterday. Dr. Rajendra Prasad was the first president of this institution. The current head has been elected for two terms consecutively.

11. I found a book by Deborah Frieze. It’s about walking. I intend to read it. I also intend to read a book on Khajuraho. So far I haven’t read any.

12. We played the game of verbal responsiveness. Shri and I. She lost by a margin of 160 points today. The last time she had lost by 100. She asked me to grow hair and I asked her to trim her nails down a bit.

13. I asked her to learn at least 10 words from the list of words we noted as we played the free rice game. She was drowsy and cough made it difficult for her to talk. I did most of the work. I had spotted her in the farm after saluting her father and asking her where she was to be found. She was picking potato leaves for.

14. A bespectacled boy came in auto. He looked inside the library as he was talking over the phone.

15. The librarian was spotted near post office. Siddheshwara side stand. A doll in a basket. A pattern long forgotten: newspapers, animals, goons and masons not hurting me inside the premise. I can tell you this for sure: I will do as I need and please and can and consider worthy of being done. All of those protections were removed within a moment’s notice. They’re fake like their weavers. You jerk off once and they’re gone. Opportune. I don’t believe in them anymore.

16. I bowled 42 times. It was after I walked three rounds. Why was Tiwariji honking a friendly horn was a mystery. The stadium is full of crackers shops.

17. Burn…but like a lamp…was the message written behind a yellow vehicle. All forced messages tend to suggest that posts attained by government officials are absolutely adorable. Ramses. Arcturus. The Archer. The warrior. Gandhi kept chanting ram. It’s like advocating non-violence but praying for invisible weapons. Passive agression. All self protection is violent. A child or damsel might not be able to protect itself like a beast does: but its innocence is designed to hypnotize the assailants. Rest of the justice is ensured by some mysterious indistinguishable karmic web. Followers of Ram are all warriors. They’re not non-violent people. Absolutely non-violent paradigm as in case of Buddha or Mahaveera or Laotzu or Vallalar: transforms the hearts of those coming in touch via touch and not necessarily because of admonishing. That’s Satyagraha. The planet of Satya. Sat. Seth. The record keeper. Yama. The wheel of Dhamma.

18. Like the planet Cricket. Planet dance. Ambrosial planet. There are countless dimensions.