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Decipher!
1. I read a story from Arabian nights in my childhood. It had many crosses.
2. The mystery of Swastika or Nazism is being resolved here. It’s my version. It’s for my reference.
3. Shishumara is the Absolute abode of Vishnu. It has been compared to baby dolphin. Fish.
4. Gora Kumhar(Chakraborty) kills his baby in ecstatic devotion to Vishnu.
5. Balaram is bright brother. Shishumara. Baal is fertile producer of babies whose progenies survive.
6. Yama or Mot has South as his direction. The galactic core has a supermassive black hole. Krishna. It’s the Shishumara. Rama and Krishna are Shishumara. Look at Rama’s attitude towards his children Luv and Kush.
7. Shishupala is a cousin of Vaasudev. A cousin of Shishumara. Can we say it’s another galaxy: Andromeda? Narmada or Shiva who is neither male nor female? It’s a shepherd who leads Ramses to goodness or light or El. ILU.
8. Thus Shishupala even when speaks bad: nurtures young children. Nurtures galaxies. It’s not violent towards babies. Shishumara kills babies. It’s a codeword in leftist tantra. They sacrifice babies. The tantriki in Tikamgarh revealed that it didn’t need “Baal.” They started addressing me like baby: Gender-benders. They wanted shaivites and arcturians who are householders and say one thing while meaning other.
9. Brightness or right wing: do what they mean. They thwarted Aryans in the world war two. They’re Jews. They’re kabbalists. They’re masons. Aryans are number three. Second are adepts and the first are Arhats or Narayana or Shiva or Buddha.
10. Bright ones told me: there was darkness and they created some light. Rest is mystery. That places Kaali or dark matter on top: materialism. Engineers, doctors and masons.
11. Dark ones told me: there was light in the beginning: the darkness is merely shadow. A divine play in spiritual world. Spiritual people are poets, mystics and leftists.
12. In the myth of Christ as well as Moses and Krishna: babies were killed by first Reich. Saviours like Moses, Christ, Muhammad or Krishna were right wing teachers who taught Dhamma. Prophets. Shishumara versus Shishupala.
13. Narayana reveals his Matrix to Narada. As he gets deluded by his wife and babies: he tells him to wake up. Shishumara. Attachment to wives and babies is killed by Jyotisha Chakra of Shishumara. Krishna. Mahadev. Vaamdev are verily Death. Yama has been painted in all schemes of Hinduism. Sikhism. Jainism and Buddhism.
14. Who is Shishupala if not Baal? It loves its innocence. It loves itself as a baby. It’s pure. Hindu myths are full of wars. North and East are second and first here. West and South : NEWS.
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Are you!
Am I dreaming or are you?
Screaming in my ears…are you?
“stop”
Half of a song…
Was it really too long…
As long as throngs were wrongs…
Pangs and bangs hang on doors in form of canopies.
Am I dreaming or are you…
The Thirteenth Hour!
1. Where do I begin?
2. Here: listening to music and working on this article. You need details.
3. I observed a kingfisher as I was walking inside the stadium this morning.

4. This view is new as it didn’t exist couple of days ago! Height is the aspect.

5. I counted the cellphone towers: 27 of them.
6. I met three kids: two girls and boy. None of them had footwears in their feet. They were going to meet their father. The eldest daughter spoke to me as I stopped them near a tree. Let it be noted that Japanese Sun and Japanese guava were observed at the same place. The barber was coming just behind them. I had taught them in their school.
The girl asked: “Our mom was asking if you would come to teach us at home? “
How much will I be paid? I didn’t hesitate because I knew that the eldest girl was intelligent enough to answer that.
300 rupees was the answer.
No ringed in my mind immediately.
I know it for sure that I was not going to get any further work in that region. Slaving in that school only brought “My name is Vyas Chappal number Seven.”
And competition from people who knew that I wasn’t looking for a government job.
And jabs from neighbors. Bharat Hotel: 20 rupees.
One day: Inayat sir is supreme. Second day: A CAC comes.
I know how best to develop creativity and vocabulary: by telling stories. By reading them aloud. But the midday meal. Records. Handpump. None of it isolated. The filthy smell of piss I kept consuming is still a bad memory. The sister-in-law plus brother were dark. As dark as it gets. Though they looked fair. Younger sibling doubted if they were planning to kill the father.
None of them were killed. I was. Repeatedly.
I was one. Total and whole. I still am. I was dangerous to fake groups and fake people.
7. Those girls studying in seventh and sixth classes might or might not come to attend coaching classes. They didn’t pay my fees in last such instance and disappeared without notice.
8. I regularly eat poha as a breakfast at little girl’s father’s shop. A roadside stall. He’s barely managing his family with what he gets. His wife sells vegetables. Whether they’re happier or I am: can’t be quantified. I asked them recently about the fees because I needed to know how much was the norm these days. It’s 150 rupees for small children. While 150 per hour isn’t bad if you have 5 or 6 students : working only to teach one student means : not getting even your pocket money.
9. I kept selling myself short until I had freedom. Now I am too popular and I counted: this is a normal day: at least 7 people tried to show me something or the other.
10. I asked the Gandhi Smarak Nidhi trustee about its previous trust members as I got a book in my hands yesterday. Dr. Rajendra Prasad was the first president of this institution. The current head has been elected for two terms consecutively.
11. I found a book by Deborah Frieze. It’s about walking. I intend to read it. I also intend to read a book on Khajuraho. So far I haven’t read any.
12. We played the game of verbal responsiveness. Shri and I. She lost by a margin of 160 points today. The last time she had lost by 100. She asked me to grow hair and I asked her to trim her nails down a bit.
13. I asked her to learn at least 10 words from the list of words we noted as we played the free rice game. She was drowsy and cough made it difficult for her to talk. I did most of the work. I had spotted her in the farm after saluting her father and asking her where she was to be found. She was picking potato leaves for.
14. A bespectacled boy came in auto. He looked inside the library as he was talking over the phone.
15. The librarian was spotted near post office. Siddheshwara side stand. A doll in a basket. A pattern long forgotten: newspapers, animals, goons and masons not hurting me inside the premise. I can tell you this for sure: I will do as I need and please and can and consider worthy of being done. All of those protections were removed within a moment’s notice. They’re fake like their weavers. You jerk off once and they’re gone. Opportune. I don’t believe in them anymore.
16. I bowled 42 times. It was after I walked three rounds. Why was Tiwariji honking a friendly horn was a mystery. The stadium is full of crackers shops.
17. Burn…but like a lamp…was the message written behind a yellow vehicle. All forced messages tend to suggest that posts attained by government officials are absolutely adorable. Ramses. Arcturus. The Archer. The warrior. Gandhi kept chanting ram. It’s like advocating non-violence but praying for invisible weapons. Passive agression. All self protection is violent. A child or damsel might not be able to protect itself like a beast does: but its innocence is designed to hypnotize the assailants. Rest of the justice is ensured by some mysterious indistinguishable karmic web. Followers of Ram are all warriors. They’re not non-violent people. Absolutely non-violent paradigm as in case of Buddha or Mahaveera or Laotzu or Vallalar: transforms the hearts of those coming in touch via touch and not necessarily because of admonishing. That’s Satyagraha. The planet of Satya. Sat. Seth. The record keeper. Yama. The wheel of Dhamma.
18. Like the planet Cricket. Planet dance. Ambrosial planet. There are countless dimensions.
Now I have three tennis balls!!!And four plastic balls!!!!
1. I need to be short and precise here as I need to join a Vocabulary jam soon.
2. I bought a Mark tennis ball to celebrate Dhanateras festival.
3. We walked and talked about things for more than three hours. We had water balls. In a thread of conversation: the stall owner told about the tax he has to submit to the municipal corporation as well as multiple chains of command. The same thing was spoken of by a tea stall owner who is a veteran. Advanced marble. Why did we all end up landing in a world which is so poor? The first and foremost: we fucked too much. We are overpopulated. Next things next. European countries have all people living luxuriously. No poverty.
4. I am still wondering about who deleted my entire post today afternoon. It wasn’t me and it didn’t evaporate on its own. The pure white cotton sent me into deep Samadhi. Profound love!
5. I lost one of the lenses of one of the pairs of glasses due to inadvertence.
6. A father was talking to his ward:”don’t you fall asleep on the bike.”
7. The question was: what would you have done differently if you were taken to an age where you were 20 years old.
8. As I began recalling: the question was changed to: what would you have done to improve your financial situation?
9. I clearly answered: I would have preferred getting admitted to a hospital in Bangalore over being brought here to a place where I was going to lose freedom. When I fell ill in 2012: I wouldn’t have come here when Vandana called me. The firm I worked for would have paid for the treatment and I would have emerged victorious without having to worry about local goons, mafia or people(mostly family) who snatched my documents, freedom and means of livelihood away.
10. It has been a long day. Despite the walk and discussion.
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The Tennis Racket!
1. Outside the badminton court: an old bespectacled calm looking guy was playing tennis. I went to the hand pump to wash my feet and then I took a piss nearby. That’s the usual place most people piss in stadium.
2. I felt like asking that man: how much did you pay for that racket ? I asked him that.
Then he said: 3.
I asked again: 3 what?
He said it was 3000. I asked if it was available nearby. As if: I would have made that my next goal.
The thing is: he himself told me:” no one plays tennis here.” I brought it from Bhopal. His demeanor was disarming. I thanked him and parted. It was the first time I saw someone playing tennis inside this stadium.
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Shabbath
1. I need some rest. It has been a long and eventful day.
2. Shabbath: in the name of homework she had only copied a verse in good handwriting. Since she was bored we played a game of verbal intelligence which became interesting after I understood the rules. I scored 100 more points overall. Maybe I cheated a bit: by not writing all names fully: but so did she. She omitted some letters and wrote wrong spellings for most words.
3. I had the masonic Pulav thrice today: result: I ate only a bit of vegetables and milk worth ten rupees was enough to eat soaked bread with it. I bowled 30 more times before going to library. Since stadium was locked I bowled in the Shatabdi ground. The music wasn’t hacked in there. I need some rest. It has been a long and eventful day. The kid had a new notebook today. The count of balls reached to 130 in the morning session alone. I need to talk to DLOG and play some jams.
As it happened!
1. Suyash was standing outside the stadium door when I was making exit. I scored 1234124 ranks. I also had momos and sandwich. The only ball I threw in the South East went to the pavilion. I thought I needed to buy another but then jumped through the railing inside and got the ball as well as a picture.
2. I bowled a whopping 100 times! It made the total count to 150 balls. Which is 25 hours. I am content with my performance in bowling and jams.
3. The word “epaulettes” is the only one which had all incorrect responses today. It’s only such question this season.
4. It was November 17, 2011 when I wrote a factual fiction which expelled me from Saurabh Vyas’ heaven. Now I wrote another without using fiction: clearly stating that Pateria and company has been pressing too much for address and so on without any reason. I have no history whatsoever with any of them. Yet: I codemn the ceremony of forcing people to get married if they spend some time together. It has been reported in media about Valentine’s day and honor killing is not something new.
5. Another roof. Another sacrifice. I observed some more Chelpa birds today. I need to play a bit more before I go to sleep.
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