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Is Corona a pandemic or religion?

1. As far as i am considered: it’s a religion. Keep your face covered like muslim women and backward indian women. You’re ashamed of being born. You’re ashamed of being a product of copulation in words of Nisargadatt Maharaj aka beedi baba.

2. Hinduism, Jainism, Islam, Sikhism and Christianity are five religions in India. Corona is the sixth religion.

3. I am not a follower of any of the religions written above. Corona is a state sponsored religion.

4. Guru Nanak Dev was born a Hindu. Prophet Muhammad was born a Jew. Jesus was also born a Jew. Buddha was born a Hindu. Why did new religions spring?

5. I foretell creation of a new religion which would supersede Corona. But the followers of Corona would have to marry to reproduce babies. One of those bright ones will be the founder of the religion which would replace prevalent religion Karona. Or maybe AI would create it.

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No degrees will be awarded this time!

Made in Bangladesh

1. Event:  I bowled 100 times.

I intended to bowl 140 times, like yesterday.

There were too many people inside Shatabdi today.

I met Yash on my way to Shatabdi ground.

It seemed strange that he recognised me after having not recognised before . Twice. Just outside Satguru stationary and in Shatabdi. I made a boxing gesture that day.

After a brief discussion we parted ways. A flower dropped from a tree in MMHS. Almost where Abhishek Rajput and company had broken a glass window and burnt some fire.

I bowled for a while. Then a boy asked me to bowl elsewhere as it was disturbing him. I chose the place he recommended.

2. Miracle

And lo and behold! There was the cap I thought I would buy. No. It’s a used cap. Nike. Made in Bangladesh. Darbar print. I wanted to buy a cap to don in marriage ceremony of my friend Abhishek. I received an invitation after many years to attend a marriage ceremony and it comes from an oath keeper. A Ph. D. This guy met me after two decades and we shared some memories. Then he talked about another sudden fire and fever in his family.

3. Declaration:

This cap doesn’t belong to me. I just picked it up from ground. Anyone who claims it can have it immediately. No need to buy another. I would drop it as soon as I get a new one.

4. Memories

There was that guy I played Cricket with. I also recalled Vivek who accussed me of chucking as I was too good and bowled him over continuously in stadium. I recalled many other things: how I went to MMHS after getting a two rupee note from a man who was sitting before a woman who was someone’s 27 year old wife. I was only seven. That girl took me to school. It was second hour already. The brother had disappeared. Rekha mam was teaching Mathematics. I got scared of big guys like Amit Shukla and Brijesh Chakraborty: reason? They had been there since kindergarten. And their skin’s color was fair…like English people.

What the **** is going on here?

I had completed the third class in Taparian and I was supposed to get admitted into fourth but they took me into second class based on my vocabulary.

I was building bridges then: unbeknownst to myself. Villages and towns. Then came Cricket. Jumping and frolicking.

I recalled another ragging phase in college. This might be called doctoral ragging. No degrees will be awarded this time around. Well played!

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Morning session!

1. I bowled 26 overs. The last 27 balls were named as 27 constellations. I forgot following names: (hence I bowled 140 balls)

Anuradha, Vishakha, Swati and Bharni

2. Dhanishtha gave an insight. Like Vashishtha it’s to do with desire to gain wealth. It’s ruled by Mars. Eight Vasus or Mahabhootas are:

Agni, Prithvi, Vaayu, Varun, Dyayus, Surya, Chandramas and Dhruv

3. Dhruv is polaris. An absolute abode of Vishnu.

4. Varun is deity of water: Neptune.

5. Dyayus is Zeus, Jupiter or skydaddy with Earth as its counterpart.

6. Bheeshma in Mahabharata represents the third Vasu: Vaayu who is also the father of second Pandava: Bheem.

7. Marudganas are 49.

8. I took some pictures. Stadium’s Southern entrance was locked when I arrived here. There were ten or twelve people jogging inside.

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The Number 21!

1. The big news this morning: a veteran leader passes away. DOB: 21.8.1949. Atmakaraka: Sun(Only planet awake, like in the chart of Sharad Pawar.) Devuthani Ekadashi.

2. Threads connecting with my causal body: vocabulary practice:

A. Ankit Vijayavargiya(born 21 August) who scored highest in an aptitude test in third semester in OIST Bhopal was from Devas( B. Satyam Mishra who practiced bowling recently with me on the day stadium was converted into a temporary prison is going to work in Devas and he works for John Deere.) He recommended me to study Barron’s and also recommended me Roget’s Thesaurus . Word Power Made Easy(Norman Lewis) was recommended by Anuj Garg who was TPO in OIST in 2006.

3. Academy coach in Shatabdi ground shouted yesterday: the number 21 is gone! It’s 21st century. The calendars connected with yesterday morning’s tip: 1912. Devika was also born on 21st.

4. Bhaaji. Chaubey ji. The Chemistry classmate talking about Choubey. “Choubey ji Bhaaji Bencho” is an example of Hindi palindrome. Yesterday morning I was shown a bhaaji bag. The outer picture seemed as if the autowallah dropped it and yet later the palindrome: inevitable when the guy met outside MMHS. Was pronounced clearly by two ladies who sell vegetables.

5. Today a reminder just outside poha stall. Synedoche by Phillip K Seymour.

6. It’s baffling to see how many people put effort in creating this association of ideas possible. The identities of Abhishek, his father and brother: all three of them were projected by a single individual outside Radha Krishna jewellers. If it’s not an example of adepts(Dattatreya) or Avadhoot what else is?

7. Dhaniram threw a marble on left side. Today he was in a dugout as a young child entered inside the number one entrance gate. Here:

A. Shishumara versus Shishupala.

B. Raam versus Balaraam

C. Baal versus Man is being highlighted.

8. There are no facts: only interpretations. Gora Kumhar is a template which clearly belongs to Shishumara or Parampada or galactic core. I saw Chandresh near his old address. His brother Brijesh was my classmate and one of the first confidantes in MMHS. It was ages ago and yet: the baton was handed over to a dental clinic which is celebrating something. Brijendra is the name of the doctor. Only names and forms playing with memes and creating events for a witness or multiple witnesses.

9. It’s a Wednesday and first draft was completed in Rohan’s classroom. Wednesday is 100. While writing names of days yesterday: order was created by Rohan at the command of his mother: days were ordered as:

1. Tuesday 2. Wednesday 3. Thursday 4. Friday 5. Saturday 6. Sunday 7. Monday

10. Yesterday I got a lottery call from someone. They were giving me 21 lakh rupees. The voice seemed Punjabi and she called herself Tina. It’s a strange world indeed.

11. Writing the names of planets:

1. Budh 2. Guru 3. Shukra 4. Shani 5. Ravi 6. Som 7. Mangal

I reached the conclusion that ‘vaar’ as suffix to the names of days was pronounced as war. It’s a war between gods and demons. Vaishnavas and Shaivas. It’s in mind. Devasura war.

12. Wednesday is 100. AP: RIP. A corpse carrying vehicle had Buddha’s image and “Om Shanti” written on its back as I walked into the street leading to Gandhi Smarak Bhavan. There were people who knew in advance about his demise and revealed it to me: unless he passed out on 24th before Academy coach pronounced it as a boy got out.

13. The number 13 was bowling yesterday. I was a witness. Today: the most experienced player was using an MRF bat and wearing a Bradman cap. Viraat is differentiated from Vikas. I also observed Parashuram written somewhere: one who annihilated the warrior class 21 times from Earth in mythology. I recalled Sardar Patel and Modi’s recent ‘hail Hitler’ gesture picture. I also recalled my discussions with Piyush Patel. I recalled a certain Patel who met me on tea stall in Brijpura: the only one who clearly asked me about healing. He touched my left leg at a certain place to tell me about his ailment. I told him something about air, fire and water. As I wrote about cosmic dissolution yesterday: I saw water in eyes of two: Karan and Suyash.

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MMXX1124!

1. I had a nice meal. Prior to that: I had a brief chat with Suyash and Umang. It was about recent lockdown. As predicted before: the electoral process alone gives some relaxation to common men. As soon as elections are over: they are back to lockdown. There can’t be any logic about spread becoming severe after elections are over.

2. As I see: the new world order is in effect. I had momos on shop near old ITI college. There: a guy called Ravi and another called Raja were present. I had an inkling about meeting Suyash and he met me after I bought incense sticks. Raja Ravi Varma ( my blog is becoming more like Wikipedia )

3. Projections.

2. On Shriram fruits shop : the couple of friends walking reminded me to buy incense sticks merely by their presence. These people help you. I saw some guys buying tomatoes. I had written names of vegetables in Karan’s notebook. The incense sticks fell from the pack as I reached Suyash.

3. He helped me pick those up. I recalled about listening names of Shiva and Ravi was one of them. I had saluted him and I met this guy on momos shop.

4. A strange thing happened: I saw water in Suyash’s left eye. A similar thing was observed in Karan’s left eye this afternoon.

5. Mirror language tells about earth dissolving into water as per the Tibetan Book. I saw a vision. Ankur’s ID was used to create that vision: Ankur was also the name of Abhishek Shukla, my classmate in Maria Mata Convent High school.

6. Prahlad with jersey number 13 appeared today. His vision matched that of my dream. I also observed Utkarsh who was once appreciated by academy coach. I recalled Hiranyakashyapu and Hiranyaksha narrative. Six layers of stories like in Christopher Nolan’s Inception.

7. The Earth is going into cosmic waters. Coach donned a round hat above orange hat. I recalled an elder visiting the field this morning with similar hat. He had some difficulty in walking.

8. I bowled ten overs or 120 balls. A big mandala begins soon. Tomorrow gods wake.

9. I wrote names of days for Rohan. Today was Tuesday. I named it the first day. The Monday is the seventh day in that scheme. I looked up Gregorian calendar on Wikipedia after being prompted by a car number 1912. It was a leap year. I read leap year’s definition. There are 34 calendars in total. Tibet uses 3 different number schemes for year. Time travel?

10. Shri didn’t come for class today. She reported of burning sensation in her face. I asked her to take care and bade adieu after having done my work in library. After Diwali and Sunday it’s third day in this session when she was absent from our class.

11. I played vocabulary jams in Shatabdi and also played Free Rice.

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Unmani Revisited! This is New Normal!

1. I had a nice lunch in which I took bread, milk, one paratha, some vegetable curry and rice. Before that I had one veg sandwich near Kargil Vijay Chauraha. It was crisp and spicy. I felt like eating pulaav but let it go as there were many people on that shop and I would have needed to cross the road. In morning I had two rotis and a glass of milk. I had a plate of poha worth ten rupees outside stadium. I drink lukewarm water in this season and use some sugar in it if I feel low on energy.

2. Soon those kids might be here to study. Karan and Priyanka. Karan has a mole mark on his left cheek. Big eyes and an attractive countenance. Priyanka has lost some of her first teeth. She laughs a lot.

3. I enjoyed my walk back from library, studying patterns, creating some new associations.

4. Kshetragya or knower of the field is appreciated in creation myths of Hinduism. Viraat can’t wake up without the knower of the field or guide. For example: if you want to visit Khajuraho: you should go with a guide or hire one even if you have studied about it.

5. Authority opens the divine or white space of Veebhatsa Rasa as per some accounts. Today as I was bowling towards the South West pillar: the direction of Nritti or Alaxmi: I was not able to strike the pillar until a strange group of people was observed together.

6. One of them: wearing a mask was carrying a piece of white paper in his hand. Then appeared some officers with policemen. I could strike 4 balls. I was surprised with three. I recalled previous such gesture by Satya Prakash as I was returning from library. He was coming from my left side and looked towards North. Then he covered his face with mask. Which might mean: to not speak. I am being myself. I had examined his horoscope. I saw 4 awakened planets. His Atmakaraka was sleeping. My Atmakaraka was awake and three planets were awake. Who knows what full details are as Jyotisha is an infinite field of study. Shatabhisha constellation was active when it happened. Mars is his Atmakaraka like Gurdjieff’s.

7. Pisces ascendant is active right now.

8. The great mystery in Rohan’s class. And in library. A black fish. Rohit hair cutting saloon gave change of ten rupees when I purchased milk worth ten rupees and a bread packet worth ten rupees. Breads were extra soft today. I enjoyed listening to Mozart and some songs from various albums.

9. Rohan said: we need to work together: East and West: so that we don’t forget what we need to remember. He’s seven years old. Rohan is devoted to his parents like Ganesha and Krishna of mythology. Krishna liberated his parents from prison in Mathura whereas Ganesha went round his parents once to do parikrama of world. How powerful are those myths. Indeed!

Suryaansh means one who emanated from Sun. Only perfect is born from perfection as per one dictum of Upanishads. I asked him if Vaibhav was coming to academy.

They needed 27 runs on 12 balls in field. Constellations versus Adityas. Star City.

10. I bowled 40 times. I might have been successful in striking the target iron pillar about 10 times. I learnt what works in achieving target: unmani: first order’s presence is self confidence which comes with merits. Thread is: doing as s(he) wants. Not forgetting your goal and being earnest. Being humble as you let others use space you also want to use: sharing space with others.

11. I counted the distance between two dustbins: it was 162 while returning and 152 steps while going. I lost some life force as a result of working in library: which results in reduced height. I enjoyed working on Free Rice website. I donated 510 grains. I registered some books on third rack of eighth almirah. There were some books needing to be organized. I put them as normally as possible. Left is introversion, right is extraversion and normal is right angle. What’s new normal is anybody’s guess.

12. Here I reveal the greatest mystery for free: an ex class fellow of mine spit towards his right on my way, just outside Jai Narasimha mobile shop. I saluted him as I had seen him after a long time. He said something which was heard partially. He again met me just outside the Hargovind Hemal Park. He’s a friend of Vaibhav’s father Naresh. He was driving a new passion vehicle with blue color. His face had some scratches as he had fallen some days ago. I asked him about the mystery which occurred just before the Maria Mata school, the street where he was taken by police as his brother was unhappy with his behaviour.

He said that he was happier now and living on his own in a house nearby. His uncle who is a member of legislative assembly called and he was let go off by police after that incident.

That was a big day for me. I had a memory with him outside Nanda Kanan Enclave. This one connected dots in a friendly manner. Clearly. Fifth appearance in new era.

The T in Maria Mata is 20th letter of alphabet. It indicates ‘normalcy’ tilted to righteousness. It might have been the reason why 2020 was such a righteous path. I was beaten. He was beaten. We were beaten. At almost the same place. Two of us. Passouts of 2003 batch from higher secondary school number one. We studied in Santosh Sharma’s Chemistry class together. Passion of Christ. Rebirth.

13. I had a dream. My uncle Ashok visited me on a bright blue bike. He had gained a new vehicle. He went towards East. Away from me. The dream was after his dispute with Satya Prakash as our aunt Saroj came one day. I only heard bits but they rattled me that day. Then I heard the news of his falling. That created a shivering in me. I felt responsible for his condition. I prayed for his recovery. I told about the dream to my family members. To Rukmani Devi, Ved Prakash and Vandana. I also told them about another dream.

14. Satyam Mishra played with me in stadium. He has done his engineering in mechanical branch from NRI college Bhopal which is located near Oriental Institute of Science and Technology. He had done polytechnic from a college and he got an offer letter from John Deere. He’s waiting for his joining in Devas like I was waiting for mine in Tamilnadu after 2008. An exercise in humility. Corona, like 2008 recession is a mystery for the world. Y2K, 2008, 2015: 7 years gap. We are all creators of our scripts in that sense. Wouldn’t Vallalar have been proud to witness us practice. 12 balls and 27 runs. Did I need more to learn Deuteronomy this morning? If Amit Shah is visiting Tamilnadu: I am the show stopper or anchor depending on which view you subscribe to. Shah has total freedom at present. I have some freedom. Satyam. Shivam. Sundaram. A revelation. Someone was holding the office in 2008. Something stopped jobs. Someone had the power to make things happen. Satyam Mishra is Truth body, Amit Shah is beatific body, Anand Prakash Shukla is bliss body on Sunday, 21112020.

15. Buddha. Dharma. Sangha. Understanding. Learning. The script may change anytime. If I can write name of one of the most powerful leaders of country : there must be a reason to it. Anand. Tonnage.

16. I rest my case here.

1. If I can control it.

2. Salute knowers of field. And Kapil Dev Ji…

3. Keep working on Tohu verses.

4. Keep paying attention to saints. For example: Vallalar wrote the last 100 verses exalting dancinglightofgrace.

5. Keep respecting authorities: local and global. Keep giving respect to young ones. They know the best but don’t trust their quick promises.

6. Keep working on my understanding of left and right.

7. Keep reading newspapers and donating rice. Keep listening to inner music. Meditation and Pranayama.

8. Keep saluting Jhansi ki Rani with Tohu verses time to time.

9. Keep learning Sanskrit. English. Hindi. (Bengali and Oriya… Bundelkhandi…)

10. I might begin getting 5000 rupees as pocket money per month.

17. There appeared a young man with glasses and his hands in pockets. He was dashing and his presence created a hit. I tried and tried but nothing happened. Just like Japuji says: Nirankar…grace…merits…all of them are connected in the kingdom of God.

Kabir and Nanak were my objects of study in library today. I read some poems by Tagore. They were excellent.

I called Shri. She politely refused to study today. On Sunday and holidays like Diwali: she likes to spend time with her family and friends. She was missing samosa the last time we talked. I had a plan for her today but Godhead had another for me today. This is unmani. This is fountain of bliss.

Those who read it might enjoy it or become free from fear of death. But to get free from lust towards Korean models they will need grace from Aakriti Kuntal and Bob Dylan. This is new normal.

19. By this calculation: Zed category might give me a helicopter ride in two years. Then some young women might file complaints of sexual harrassme By then my cult will have one member: I, me, myself. Thus: it’s fantasy.

How many deaths does it take to dream?

Just one…

21. The grandfather was changing clothes. Today he was washing clothes as I was teaching Rohan. The fen reminded me of Chaitanya mahaprabhu and talk in my journeys to Vrijpura. They said:

” he has only reached till fen.”

They didn’t let me have pouches. What can I say! In a way they were criticizing Hare Krishnas.

22. One rocket on roof and another in stadium. I made a video which was deleted by IT cell. As soon as I thought about legality of porn two bikes appeared: one with a driver without helmet and another with a driver with helmet. Satya Prakash was born on 22nd. This might be the cause along with my post this morning to make my balls hit target. BSNL truck was coming towards me as I was entering the Gaya Prasad Singh entrance.

23. I recalled libertygirl. I recalled her movie where she was entering into waters: cosmic waters. With an umbrella. Am I living on rent or in my own room? How much do I owe and to whom? Her forum The Couch let me express myself. She wanted me to contact her when I had mastered telepathy. Her boyfriend, meanwhile got jealous of me or so she thought. I only wanted to keep my post count to number two on her forum. She was an expert in Physics and Super massive black holes and I missed Eli Kyoko as I am going to listen Coffee and Cigarettes soon. Jayant Narlikar from Bhopal. Chhotu, Pintoo, Jaisiyaraam. Aid aa gai. Deepika Padukone aa gai. Now we are saif!

24. Dharmoo nagar nagar naa jaaye to kamaaye kya…ghoda ghaas se kare yaari to khaaye kyaa? Waah guru waah. A dog was dancing around Vishnugupta and then it was friendly to me : I had heard Lalita Sahastranama.

PS: if Amit Shah, Jhansi Ki Raani, Shri, Vaibhav, Satya Prakash or anyone else finds any part to be offensive: please let me know via gutka shakers and spitters united or kesariya union. Pathak ji came to take his revenge on behalf of another Pathak ji and then appeared the great revealer: Chemistry classmate. He’s the show stealer if I am the show stopper. Jai Jagat Veeru Sowat. Sowat paanv pasaar! Off to the playground!

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Cosmic central Sun…alignment to Shishumara begins!

1. Julian day: 2459176. 7. Venus. Seth.

2. 22.11.2020: symmetry. Beauty of numbers.

3. Uranus rules the day. Quirk. South node of Moon which is placed in Aquarius is placed in the sign of Scorpion. The root comes out to be 2053 or 28 or 10: Sefer Yetzirah. Binary. The first order triggers a time travel event in the year 2053 to reach me in this day. It means I am likely to meet a future version of mine today. It’s a bit far fetched fiction: yet, I am sure about already having done time travel experiments in 2018 and then again. Today: people try to thwart that effect of time travel by the emperor in 2053. Sadly: all technology is in hands of the first order only.

4. Look at the series of build-up on helicopter event. It also means dragonfly. This point is merely an acknowledgement. I took dimensions. Police guarded the stadium. No politician came. The PWD department did the job during elections. Today: I see home minister visiting Tamilnadu. Yesterday evening: the guy on momos shop was ultra glad talking about someone buying a helicopter. Now: it might be a helicopter I saw yesterday morning on roof. I can’t be sure. It’s second such route after Prime Minister’s visit. Who else connects the dots but the most high.

5. Simha. Sunday. Cosmic central Sun.

PS: for all practical purposes: this post is a masterpiece of fiction.

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Recreational Bowling!

1. 46 balls. 45th hit the target. 9 hits in total. Big boys were doing kulla. Kulla is mouthwash: usually done after waking up at home.

2. The kingfisher did the trick : it went down from the left poll and reached for the orange bulb. It left the white bulb.

3. Is this it? This is it. It’s it.

4. I took couple of pictures. Warmth of Sun feels good. The juice was nice. I saw an airplane on the left. Seven sages. Orion.

5. I came, I saw, I conquered. Not me, not me. Yes you! Hey you! Yes, yes, you!

6. Nothing.

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Kingfisher and Japuji!

1. I have received 1337 likes on Blogger’s World site. It was found in 2015, August. I thank everyone including Pam, Rashmi and Kristina.

2. I gave the coin worth ten rupees at poha stall. It was released in 2015.

3. A pack of fire sticks with khurkhand written on it was lying outside entrance to Rohan’s classroom. Khur means the hoof of a cow. Yesterday: Rohan was asking me to teach him how to make bull from cow and horse from donk! Khurkhand also reminds me of Vandana’s village.

4. Yesterday evening I counted Chepla birds. Today I saw some of them. Kids playing football were dapper and dashing. I mind my business. I counted the number of balls I threw. And now I recall why I had seen Hrithik Roshan smiling in an advertisement on Spotify this morning. A boy spoke like Krish as I was measuring the steps between goalposts on football ground. Who connects the dots but creator.

5. If I talk about evils and don’t talk about positives : it leaves me very sour and negative. I felt good to see my Chemistry teacher this morning.

6. I tried targeting the iron poll. A boy with a jacket number 1, Sagar Division, saluted couple of people exactly when a kingfisher did a trick in air and sat on top of iron pillar. I recalled all those days when I was researching Vedic scriptures online for traditional iron pillar worship. That ball hit the target. There were five of them sitting : Panch Parameshthi. I can’t make heads or tales of it. How that one I tried talking to had appeared yesterday on roof and now this one. I don’t know how it happens. Perhaps, some people have a knack to train kingfishers. I took a picture of pillar which was removed from my phone.

7. It was kingfisher who did a trick in Gathewara on wire. It was alarmed as I reached whereas it was happier today and yesterday. I read comics with super commando Dhruv in Raj Comics. Naagraj was the most popular but I always loved Dhruv. Dhruv was human whereas Naagraj was a king of Nagas. Mayank Shukla liked Tausi and Naagraj along with Amitabh Bachchan. My favorites were Dhruv, Bankelal, Govinda and Akshay Kumar. Dhruv could talk to birds like Raman Maharshi.

8. I bowled 34 times. 12 balls hit the iron pillar. I can improve with practice. This is the new normal. Walking to running to bowling in this city took 6 years! 8 years since apocalypse in 2012. I am wearing blue and yellow like Super commando Dhruv. God keeps record of all our childhood dreams. In Japuji: we read that he gives only equivalent of return for evil but ten times for good deeds.

9. There’s a certain satisfaction in the fact that limits are set by nature on our work. It appears like art because of it. Is a quote by Albert Einstein. I read it in The Einstein Factor by Win Wenger and Richard Poe in 2002. Rohan has been asking questions every ten second in the last 20 minutes. He can’t paint by himself. I might have written more. The publishing date of this book Japuji was Kartik Purnima 2020 or 18.11.1963. I am reading it in 2020 AD, hopefully on full Moon day as well.

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19112020

1. A black fish is swimming in aquarium. A lone fish.

2. A girl comes to watch us study. I call her by name and she goes upstairs.

3. A man called Hari on a red TVS bike. Outside Narasimha temple.

4. A man who was searching for something. A torch with another.

5. Krishna. Hari.

6. Monkeys. I bowl an over and a ball. Seven balls. After that I practice catching and the ball enters the pavilion. The place where they practice laughing.

7. That place is locked. The ball once went to its roof. I had a lesson that day. Another today. I saluted East as well as West.

8. A kingfisher perches on a white pipe on neighbor’s roof. As I try talking to it: another perches for a moment near me. Then it goes South West to an electric poll. Its wings were beautiful.

9. It was the most beautiful fog. Dhundh.

10. Two people saluted each other.

11. Rohan asks me to teach him: donk means horse. Scorpion means Saggitarius.

12. 11 are Rudras in Hindu pantheon.

13. Twin peaks. Twin flames. Gemini. Fire. Mouth of dragon. Priest. Speech. Air which purifies.

14. Fire is the carrier of merits. Prometheus.

15. Fire is current. The life force.

16. Fire is Sun. The Mars. Fire is Ganapati. Fire is Kethu. The liberation. The flag.

17. Fire is Shiva.

18. Fire is Rudras. The healers. Ashvini Kumaras. Dhanvantari.

19. Fire is rebellion. Fire is independence. Fire is Vallalar. Dancing light of grace. Fire is Manikavacchagar. Vaishwanara. Knowledge. Knowember. I bowled 5 overs. I enjoyed the view.

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Whirlpool Cave and the Beetle’s Song!

1. A biker with “Jai maa Bhaanvari” passes by. It’s what they call as “whirlpool cave.”

2. Dhaniram spotted just outside Sulabh Complex with a yellow paper in his hand.

3. A tale about samosa:

They were practicing writing descriptive paragraphs. Based on the samples given the teacher asks her to write one about herself. She writes. A few words. Not enough. He then asks her to tell about her skills. She begins with languages she can speak. Then her ability to dance and sketch are brought into light by the teacher. It was near the aquarium painting on wall where he told her about deja vus he had. The very next day she had a fever upon her. The turmeric kadha. He told her in the end to write about her ability to cook and also told about his own abilities. He asked her if she could cook samose. Her answer was in negative.

The very next day as he went to teach: the mother greeted him with a strange appearance. Asked him to make the student sit for an hour even as it was Diwali. They offered him mooli as they were eating it. He politely refused because he had had breakfast just a while ago. She startled him only to tell him about not attending the class. It was Diwali day after all.

A few days ago: when he had received his payment : he asked about the crops in the field. The secretary told him that they were kharif crops.

That day she offered him to take some spinach to which he refused as it merely added to more expectations. Everything has to be paid one way or the other.

After spinach and mooli: as the guy who wanted to donate clothes, a twelfth class student, was taken to her by the tutor: he was again offered samosa that they brought for breakfast. Occassions matter?

He didn’t have samose by Asatiji. Everything has a reason. He didn’t eat kheer at home. It seemed that Asatiji wanted him to eat them. But it was only with Vaibhav that he enjoyed them. Then something happened and they appealed him no more, though he ate them sometimes when hungry. When he had to dance because of the stipulation created by Shri as he carelessly called her by her given name: he was force fed bananas.

Kela uncle. Little pittle. Rumpledstiltedskin. Kinnardoldrumlautarkrakenophibeliskilletiologyrationoisomesugasconade.

Today: Asatiji was standing near him as he played vocabulary quiz. It was the same reflex. Then he saw a guy taking samose at the usual poha thela. He wanted samose for a change on impulse. The poha guy suggested him to have poha instead because he wanted to tell him that he would be charged only ten rupees.

If he hadn’t inquired about his daughter’s tuition fee: the cardboard with price tags for poha wouldn’t have appeared.

If I had marijuana regularly: the story would have been richer. But that was only for thugs. Same with alcohol. Even my breakfast was questionable. Purushottam said something. The man reading newspaper asked about the price of the juice. The lawyer who had insulted me on that shop was again walking with a farmer like pagdi on head. He was there last evening as well. Deri road. Late road. The guy who came to play cricket with him in Shatabdi: a guy with dirty teeth like his. Though he ate no gutka. The bus going to Seedhi had Samaya Shatabdi written on it. The labour inspector examination. He had scored 130. He saw his aunt’s husband in dream. He said he was coming for rescue! Ah deliverance!

Who connects the dots but the creator! Satna was a pain but Seedhi was all temples painted with snakes. It seemed whole lots of nagas attacked him together. He had some samose to eat then he had dysentery. That was one of the most difficult of passages. He recalled the govindpur valley: a majestic beauty. A jeep with Bundela written was spotted outside the stadium as he entered. Who connects the dots but creator.

If the poha guy directed him away from samosa: the uncle of the kid offered him samosa: then it clicked.

It was orchestrated.

Samose were connecting thread. The class struggle.

Today he was again offered kaadha. He had suggested her to have some as a cure for cough.

A boy in white was wearing jercy number 09. Void and Shri. Police. Police. Police.

Two of them walked and another was on a bike smiling : he wore the cap similar to the one worn by the dermatologist.

I wanted to teach her Mudralankar. I am the teacher. The tutor. The Sutra kaar.

Tiwari and company were not found inside stadium today. I played only one jam.

The story took contribution from: Gandhi Smarak Bhavan. Asatiji. Rohan’s uncle. Dolly’s father. Couple of college guys. My memories. And grace from dancinglightofgrace.

The story wouldn’t have been possible without that exercise in descriptive paragraphs. Descriptive is deshgat. Deshraag. Dependent on local conditions. Narrative is minimal.

That was initiated by the student. The class was initiated after an agreement under banyan tree. A tree under which a Shivalinga is worshipped. I once captured a picture and later I was abused. I once danced near it and later I was abused. I taught under it when Vidyasagar was residing in this township.

The class was initiated by Ankit. The class was initiated by me. Kirti madam appeared as soon as I began teaching. I didn’t know I was surrounded by so many high profile people. Not yet.

I asked her about the publishers. I wanted to initiate Shri, Ankit, Golu into kabbalistic mysteries. I felt she was telling only bit of it. Those people looked with surprise at me. Madam said her daughter would attend the class. She didn’t. Not on that day.

Who connects the dots?

Who creates the dots.

What comes out of it?

It takes communication, words and connected action to bring it about. A guy was donning a t-shirt with ‘freedom’ written on it. Another rode a hercules bicycle. Hercules might mean Sankarshana as per Pancharatra or Sisyphus as per the myth. It means purgatory. Rolling stones.

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Memoirs!

1. A woman from Gulganj: she was wearing footwears which had “Sony” written on it. She came looking inside the library, then went to Damayanti madam. Then she came again towards the library door. I cordially invited her inside and she was covering her face with the pallu of her saari. I stood up and went to her trying to hear her speak. She removed the cover from her face and said:

“uncle, would you give me 20 rupees, I need to eat something.”

I immediately said ‘yes.’

As I was giving her money she bursted out in tears: “I needed to go to Gulganj but I lost my money.”

I asked her to sit on the bench where Subhash sat with me. He was also from Gulganj. Then I gave her ten more rupees. And I asked her why she was crying. She told that her left feet had some problem and she needed to go to doctor but dropped her money. I let her speak until Damayanti madam came.

She gave me twenty rupees and four rotis to the lady. The lady refused to take rotis. Then she asked for water and we showed her the tap.

She was asked to stay in the premise and work but she said she needed to go to her village and take permission from her employer first.

2. I came back inside the hall of Gnosis. Shri wrote three descriptive paragraphs after much pursuation. I had to dance before her on Ketchup song for a moment. I recalled how I danced before. Bolero. My dance in public is like kindergarten students who stand on dias for the first time. Their parents and relatives are happy to merely witness them dance.

3. I once donated my plasma to my manager’s father while I was working in Manyata embassy business park, in Bangalore. He was from Orissa his name was Mani. Damayanti madam is also from Katak, Orisaa. I wanted to join some ashrama in Vrindavan when I reached there and it was Jagannath Ghat, the Gyan Gudri premise where Gyaan Prakash Sharma was the head. The idol was brought from Jagannath Puri, Orisaa. The lady who used to do Kirtan just outside the Jagannath temple: I used to fan her when she used to feel heat and power was cut. She was from Orissa and ate only rice. The head priest once told me that she steals money from the donated amount. It seemed she did take money from one plate as I went inside the temple to fetch charnamrit for her. I was not sure. I never said anything to anyone.

4. When I first came to Gandhi Smarak Bhavan: it was after having taken a dip in Narmadeshwar pond. I had a cut in my right foot’s thumb because of some glass shard that was thrown in the pond. I entered and sat under the banyan tree and cried. Vandana had asked me to go over there. It had rained and Chaurasiya ji had helped cleanse the sever line outside the house we live in. I had watched the big lizard in dream. It was Santosh. I saw that near Pranavananda Research Institute: bullet was fired on me and I was scared. Later: a bullet was fired as I was returning. It was fired at 12:00 and I left at 11:30 AM. Didi who works in kitchen was witness to it. Later a police officer came and we had a discussion about the incident. The creative programs by Gandhiji was the book shown by Ankit to the policeman when he asked about the fundamentals of the institute. Another bullet fired when I was walking in the stadium on the day president of Venezuela was attacked on stage.

5. The wells were cleansed. It was seen that many bats had been living in the well and water had smell. I drank that water for many days like Vidyarthiji. She always offered me food or mangoes when it was season but I knew it wasn’t for mere food but for mental food of knowledge that I had reached that place. Ankit fed me for the first time as mother of Devendra happily witnessed.

6. I witnessed harvesting, sowing of seeds and birds. I walked and meditated and occasionally some goat owners came to alarm me.

7. This is what heaven feels like: a quiet corner for couple of hours. Mozart to listen on full stomach. Words to read and write. Stories and memories to create and a grateful heart. Subhash was helped like me. I saw her giving chocolate chips to him.

8. Nobody wins or looses in this game of love. Yeh to ghar hai prem ka khaala ka ghar naahi.

9. The lady called me ‘uncle.’ “God’s not your uncle;” is a Jewish saying.

10. Shweta came asking about brother. The brother came talking about a cow. A pregnant cow because it had eaten an apple or a banana. Kela uncle. Kerala uncle. Dark humor. Dark children of darkness. Such is the law.

11. Banana has potassium. Banana in Hindi means to make fool. Dormamu.

12. The mouth covering: masks are personalities. Bodies are souls in the anhad. Limitless. The last letter of Hindi alphabet is Gya for Gyani. Jnana liberates. Gyani wears masks to prevent insects from entering into mouth.

13. Mouth is the fire. Dragon. Priest. Brahspati and Vachaspati. Shukracharya. Shukadev.

14. The grand kingdom of God is too grand to be spoken of. I met Laotzu. He didn’t need any salutations. Today there were very few people on my way. I enjoyed sitting under a tree looking at Northern vast effulgence of Grace.

15. Narada. Nanak. Kabir. Meera. Aandal and Vallalar: they all sang her praises and merged into her via Sanmaargam.

16. In the Markandeya narrative: the baby Krishna : baal mukund absorbs the sage. It’s matrix created by Narayana. The sage who is a tapasvin. The Mahadev liberates him. The third one. The holy ghost. The lord of mukti. The primeval Civan.

17. Yashoda watches him eat earth. Looks into his mouth to see entire cosmic egg inside his mouth. She swoons.

18. To keep your mouth covered means: to be muni. to be mauni. to be a tapasvin. Else you eat the sages like Markandeya unless they are liberated by Mahadev.

19. Corona is a religion. I knew better than that. If that were true: Islam wants women only to cover their face because they’re Krishna or Baal. They consume men.

20. Corona might be Karuna. Maitreya incarnated. In form of a consciousness. A Kalki Avatar.

21. Satya Sai Baba used to manifest Shivalinga inside his body. Yet he died. Vallalar vanished with a fragrance of camphor. Satyanarayan Raju. Ramalinga Swamikal.

22. Sujatha: I was in a village called Taparian. It means : a collection of huts or tapas of Aryans. I was reading stories. The box came in 1991. Ah my delight! Near the Shiva temple: on its wall. I used to read stories of Sinbad the sailor. Encyclopedia. Gopi gavaiya. Yama and Nachiketa. I read the word ‘moksha’ in that book for the first time. I wrote an article on James Harbeck’s blog as a guest post. He’s not a friend but certainly a fellow blogger worth being reckoned as he’s a freelancer who lives in Canadian heaven.

One of the stories: an elephant used to come to the girl Sujatha. She used to talk to her. Villagers considered him to be a mad elephant and drove him away. I had a strange affinity for the story. I developed instantaneous love for Sujatha while reading the story.

Many eons later: Saarthak’s mother was the only one I could talk to. She so deeply reminded me of Sujatha. I was the elephant. Baba Ramdev riding the elephant in Raman Reti, Vrindavan : completed the story. Now that I am secure: I can create stories. Embellishments. I saw the hugging saint Ammachi of Kerala in her. When I was quarreling with her for mere fifty rupees as her son had disappeared without notice: I knew no shame. The lady in kitchen made me feel comfortable by criticising her.

23. Sometimes it seems: the old narratives need to be replaced by new ones. We are carriers of old stories. But the narratives in which gender benders were set were not to challenge a modern mind. Sanskrit verses were created beautifully. In an environment which was green. To carry your parents might mean: to have their memories with a grateful heart and not necessarily to have them only in the nuptial chamber.

24. In the opening passage of Bhaas’ play: Karnabhaar: he talks about Asura bal being killed by Vishnu. Balram also means a force or juggernaut. Ram and Balram. Black and White. Darkness and Light.

25. In Dhubela museum which is near Nowgong: the list of avatars of Vishnu has Ram as 7th and Balram as 8th. Balram and not Krishna. Balram is Baal. Raam is Baal. God of fertility.

26. D & G: dog. Hounds of Shiva. Nayanmars. The only ones who vanished into thin air. The jnana Siddhars. Patanjali. Kapil. Vyaghrapada. A mongoose was trying to enter the library. It only came inside for a moment before it disappeared.

27. Adidas: servants of the primeval lord Adi. Adinath. Rishabh.