Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Masonic Pulav!

1. The guy was wearing glasses. His assistant served me. Then he handed me over the plastic spoon. The assistant was slow. I was in awe of the quality of rice: they looked like Basmati grade. The Chhole curry and plastic spoon. It was only ten rupees per plate! I couldn’t believe my good fortune. It was only on rare festive occasions that such rice was made here in this house and it was always a tense affair here. There, you had it all under a tree, looking at the open sky. When I asked him if I would find him there everyday: he replied in affirmative. He has begun to serve kulcha from today onwards. I really trust him when he says:” I am an artist; glad even if I get my investment back.”

2. Phantom’s song: pehle kyun na mile hum…tanha hi kyun chale hum…was ringing in my ears when I had this plate of pulav. I requested for another plate. This was the best meal of the year after the bread soaked in the sweet milk bought from Neelesh Milk Dairy.

3. It took some time before full import of his words was revealed. I realized that he goes to serve in ceremonies or delivers upon orders. It was mostly for festivals and his everyday practice was to keep him in shape.

4. Shri had to take another test. She had classes for about four hours out of five. I observed her real voice for the first time when she was rooting for marks in the test. I knew that it was hidden somewhere. If she had done her homework it wouldn’t have become a test but the process instilled the meaning of words as well as the technique to learn and retain the meaning.

5. KK finally surrendered. This usually happens with young people and in such cases experience proves to be right. I had issued three books for two girls who didn’t turn up either to read book or to submit the security deposit or fees. Unless I had been prompt: the librarian plus other chains of command would have caught me by my collar and hectored me. Now books are with KK who might read them or return them. It’s not violation of any law of the library.

6. Madam secretary put some oil into the lock and it worked. Her practical intelligence is immense in that sense. She can drive tractor, stitch, attend prayer meetings, speak English, Oriya, Bengali and she has clairvoyant powers as well.

7. Sprinklers in the field need study. I read a story by Munshi Premchand. It was titled “Prarabdh.” It was from the collection of 23 stories named “Mansarovar.” The story felt much better than the one I read yesterday. Yesterday’s story was by Tagore. I feel Tagore was a better poet than a storyteller or maybe I have read very little of him. I had his Geetanjali in my college days which I used to show to every visitor. This story by Premchand has its protagonist going through various delirious states and delusions before finally committing suicide. The story was chosen by me at random, like yesterday’s, and yet they both highlighted importance of destiny and inbetween life and death when intelligence becomes subtle and delusions strike.

7. I bowled thirty times. The stadium hardly had ten or twelve people when I reached and I could practice peacefully.

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Amrita Preetam

1. I read–she used to write name of Sahir Ludhiyanvi on the back of her husband. You don’t know if I am appreciating her or her husband or the institution of marriage or romance. No, you don’t. Don’t pretend.

2. She was handsome and won some prizes. I read a novel’s opening by her in library: Yatri. Maybe it’s a collection of stories. She called women as ‘smugglers of existence’ as they smuggle a life in their wombs. The whole context becomes clear only when you read the piece in full. I showed the opening to my student.

3. I commented on a post with similar stuff. The comment made the blogger uncomfortable. She deleted it. I had only given facts written above. Plus : patriarchy being myth : which was shown to me in my walks.

4. I needed to create this short note because it doesn’t feel good to be censored without reason. I needed to keep record of my own words where I may return to if required. Imagine how I felt when they deleted all written with the ID thinkerv0 on Blogger’s World.

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

The Nation Needs to No!

1. I had a nice meal after arranging utensils in kitchen and throwing the wet garbage out for pigs. Tucked in the quilt which reminds me of Bangalore and days when I was a middle middle class guy: I need to ask:

2. Should the city, state and country be run by obese leaders like: Ambani, Modi, Trump, Kim Jong Ung and Shi Jinping or it should be handed over to fit people like Milind Soman and Tiger Shroff?

3. I need(not ‘want’) to know: what happened to the fast track hearing of the sexual assault case against Gayatri Pariwar head Dr. Pranav Pandya. I need to know because according to a news published in Dainik Bhaskar: which was more than 3 months ago: it was in the fast track and verdict was to be passed soon. If my jerking off immediately becomes local, national and international news: my asking about the credibility of justice system of India and/or Dainik Bhaskar: a reputed newspaper here, should also make some news as well!

4. I only need one of the two things: if he’s found guilty: let the drama run for a month on national television : like it did for Ram Rahim Insaan and if he’s innocent: since Gayatri Mantra must have cleansed all his sins and made his hair dark : those who accussed him: the kitchen girl and party should be investigated thoroughly and the investigation should take at least as much time and space as Sushant case took.

5. I wonder if Sushant went to the same heaven as Kafka and Dylan went to or some higher heaven. Only philosophical problem is whether to commit suicide. Existentialism frees you up immediately. You need to die only once to realize that you are an immortal and can’t be killed. Then you’re free to dream individually or collectively.

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Team Blue Wins The Jam With a Total of -55 Points!

1. It’s only the second time: the team red scored -685 points. Total number of people who played: 45.

2. I finally emerged as a HUGE leader after scoring like these:

222223431

3. Those second ranks were mostly when that guy PC from Massachusetts was scoring straight A’s. I could have bickered about buses, mopeds and police here in the stadium but I accepted my defeat.

4. Claire took over the reigns for one game before we entered into the negative energy : me emerging as victorious with the leadership of less negative a team and a HUGE advantage over runner up.

5. That was after I had a sandwich. All chat shops are crowded: some tea shops are thriving because of electoral process.

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Rubbish

1. Played only one vocab jam in which I got first rank.

2. KK was issued couple of forms from library. It was after four days since books were already issued to his confidante. Two of them. This had to be kept as a private affair. I kept it until I could. I don’t want to be rebuked by the librarian for something I didn’t do.

3. Just because I went to the field for a few minutes he rebuked me as badly as that goon who was drunk. My fault was my optimistic nature. Now if we are to see : there is a world of difference in rules for Ashrama (prison) inmates and visitors. It should be so. It is so everywhere.

4. Being chide about not having 500 rupees for caution money, taking a loan from office assistant who was genial welcoming me into the premise. The duplicity of the secretary and rest of the staff who did their best to prevent my reading or meditation inside the premise not because I did something underhand but because I might have told people about what went indoors. Once they pasted a notice which prohibited anyone who did any substance abuse. When I asked about the Kaka who was Harijana Sevak Sangh member and a tobacco addict: they immediately removed the pasted note.

5. Young people shouted on me saying:” why do you sit at other’s house? The fact was: there were too many like them and I was actually doing my job.” Who are these people, where do they come from?

6. It’s the same people no matter where you go. All ethics and rules are for you: all luxury and enjoyment is for them just because they do it in a group and use laws as their final shield.

7. I read a story by Rabindranath Tagore: it was titled “Alive and Dead.” It was a third class story. Hackneyed. Cliche. Trite. Rubbish. I didn’t like reading it. He was a Nobel laureate, his song was adapted to be a national song. Still: the story was rubbish.

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Chos Chaos Soch Honchos!

1. Chairyemenopausequesteredragonemesisternoumenonchalantennamesakemiambiconicarusufructhonicomicroscopictorialtazimuthomashupuncturenegademandinglenookoumissusualtar

2. Fandomicilemmingsinquanonusundryourstrulyricallyinnuendomoderationiconionuchampionyngmayhapslipshodormitoryangulchopinewoodint

3. Watermelonelyplanetweightuftomorrowneverdiestodayneverlivestibulesultrystuckrassomaticonicomicontrastampedemonetaryearlyricsuzukierkegaardopaminecrafterwardsudoriffictional

4. Bookraspberryosemiteameteoutroutrampolinetzachenrezigzagziggurattaboyondermitemeritycoonoonoosphereticalculustrousomnibustedocileitmotiffinnishowbizzygotenetsukeithickite

5. Paragraphotonoteslothsoothingimcracougarmentstuntowardipsomaniamanuensisoutherniyamaightightwaddlepatediedricksnowdenmarksmanshipwreckedoctorwhoseouluka

6. Opulencesspooloopahaplantilledimaretinuenigmartingaleoninematodeemedianodyneemeenamesakenophobeliskyrocketowardsnowonoosoonyayaverisimilitudeuteronomy

7. Watchwordcatchphraseoulispoilsportorporousimulationoisomesugametenetwesteemeteorusticoninzappingpongoannamibiaitimincesernonplussedolittleviathanosemblance

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Followers of New Religion!

1. When Sun goes South: the West is right. That which came later is right. Tradition is wrong. When Sun goes South- compass points to traditional but you don’t need it. When Sun goes South– you are righteous.

2. There were 13 dogs. I had just crossed Maharshi Pranavananda Vedic Research Institute’s gate when I observed them. They were all basking in the Sun. Only one of them had a belt around its neck. It was black. Not the belt, the dog. The belt was brown.

3. There’s about a score of buses and jeeps combined together inside the stadium. It’s election day. I observed a card lying on the grass as I was bowling. I inverted it to see the face: it had four stars: an extra joker. Nearby you see shards of a broken liquor bottle. Three white buses belong to Udan group. They have Chhindwara and Pipariya written on their back.

4. The passage just outside the badminton court was wet because of the water tank. It was a relief to get the SouthWest QRF ramp for bowling practice. I saw people playing football, walking and chatting. The next thing you know: all fit people are declared unfit by the draconid institution and we are locked up inside houses only to be fucked up by ill gutka shakers and goons. It has happened before it might happen again.

5. I was beaten by a black commando and a bunch of police officers near Maria Mata High School for not wearing mask. I am one of the most healthy males around. I have not been to any doctor in six-seven years except for root canal. I don’t fall ill. Yet: I was beaten while I was going to library. They didn’t hear my logic but rather mocked me being a reader. To say that I was admitted to military or to this or that group is pure bullshit in a country where government siezes your documents and makes you helpless in the name of helping you by spying on you with the tools you use to educate yourself and others. I didn’t wear mask and I was harrassed by local mafia. Politicians and their pets are all same.

6. Corona might be a religion for some people. As people wear tilak or yarmulke they started wearing a mask to serve scaremongers. A time will come when this phase along with AIDS and others will be recalled as the darkest phase of human evolution. Ayurveda practicing people along with medical people had huge incomes and a hidden world war was fought with weapons of biological massacre. All people who first let population be exploded allowed it so that population reaches to the normal. I don’t follow Corona. Nobody died near me from Corona. Breathing ailments and such were available for medical people who make their living on them since forever. Why invent a new disease? Within a wink I would have dissolved this pathetic existence if it were upto me. Hence it’s not upto me.

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Statistics Booming!

1. 405 views and 27 visitors. Unforeseen unprecedented. It was the peak performance of my Google Blogger blog in the year 2012 when I wrote some posts about dollar bill being illuminati conspiratorial pyramidal symbolic binding note.

2. I don’t know if it was the romantic failures post but it’s certainly connected to blogger’s World.

3. If I knew what creates 405 views : I might repeat that kind of behaviour but I don’t. It’s HUGE in terms of WordPress.

4. It might make me rich if I can keep it up and learn to monetize this blog.

5. I am unable to decide if I should play vocabulary quiz or watch Supernatural finale.

6. I was drowsy when I reached stadium. Most of the buses have gone. I had a walk with a friend and we enjoyed a chat.

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Advertisements!

1. Brijesh met after the last time announcement: “it has become very black…now let it become brighter.” The comment was loud, like a jibe, to a Sardar who was standing near a JIO stall just besides Veena Omkar’s newly furnished house. This time around we shaked hands. He asked for the contact number but I wanted to ensure if he recalled the event in which he became a bridge on which I drove my bicycle. He nodded and said there were many fond memories. Then upon being asked he told about his gas agencies, biggest gym in city and some other enterprise. It means he’s an entrepreneur. I once borrowed a book on magic from him. We were in class third or fourth then. I also went as far as bus stand : walking alone to buy a book on magic in my early childhood. I was as adventurous and fearless then as I am now.

2. The chapter on Albert Einstein was named “A truly beautiful mind…” It had some points where Einstein was funny or humane but it was mostly a gifted individual: a Scorpion researcher and a Piscean cusp. His exalted Venus and Debilitated Mercury are highlighted even in his birthday: 5 as root number and 6 as life path number. Five is ruled by Mercury whereas 6 is ruled by Venus. Methodical uneven.

3. Got my head shaved. It was a relief. I saw a book by Dalai Lama on introduction to Buddhism and Tantric meditation. I also read some portions from Shri Aurobindo’s biography. The barber was emphasizing the importance of earning at least three hundred rupees per day and I told him I was not getting that much. He also didn’t have any income yesterday.

4. Spotify advertisement: mutual funds and premium versions of the app. One of the ads has so many uses of “we” by a single subject that you feel bored. Then as advertisement is over: infomercial telling you about there being no advertisement for next thirty minutes takes another ten seconds : the ad before the ad opened also took the same amount. Ultimately: ads ad nauseum. But there’s no exception.

Posted on by dancinglightofgrace

Left is Right and Right is Wrong When Sun goes South!

1. After taking the permission to enter into the kitchen to drink couple of glasses of water, I drank it and cleansed the glass: then, before coming to library I reported it to the secratary who was showing some seeds to the head of the trust. I had to report it because it was necessary. If working in corporate culture taught me anything it was : showing off and reporting every little odd thing you do. It keeps you relevant else you are forgotten sooner than you think. Her Capricorn smile made me feel that it was not required to report but I felt I did the right thing. It was a lot of garbage as theater guys don’t do any cleansing. You find scraps of paper, newspapers, cold drinks, coffee pouches and whatnot inside the library. It’s a good riddance that they are gone for now but they’ve left a lot of stuff behind. They might be back with another show.

2. Shri would attend the class only by 12 which meant I could sweep and register a few books and do this quick post as well.

3. The police and other staff members related to election commission have surrounded the stadium and school number one. Every square foot has police and it’s crowded. It’s the month of Scorpion: the Sun along with Venus is debilitated in the Samaya but Moon is exalted with the North node in the sign of Bull. The South node is exalted in the sign of Scorpion dictating terms with retrograde rays from Jupiter’s own sign which is also the Jaimini Atmakaraka in the sign of Scorpion in navamansa.

Library: facing West! Left is Right. Right is Wrong.

4. I had a cold bread pakoda outside the first classroom. The fruit salad was meagre and tasteless: a waste of twenty rupees. I recall days when I used to have fruit salad in Cognizant auditorium or in Minal residency. My good fortune was too short lived so I need to keep going back to memories.

5. Poha thela was crowded with policemen and it would have taken me ten minutes before I got a plate inside my body.

6. Alternate nostril breathing and twelve balls: only this much time was available though I had a good breakfast in morning.

7. Where have the vocabulary jammers gone is a mystery to me. I plan on watching a science fiction movie but then change it because not many decent movies are available.

8. I need to buy a lock for library. Another twenty or forty rupees of expenditure. I bought two disposable pens worth five. It’s important to find time to play vocabulary quiz on Free Rice site.