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United Nations World Food Program: Free Rice!

I just raised 24000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps

1. I went to stadium without an umbrella. It started to rain after I watched three boys play basketball.

2. At the pavilion: I observed some guys getting trained at various athletic exercises. I also observed a calm guy practicing meditation. I kept listening to divine melodies. My friends were playing cricket in the academy. They have cancelled the trip to Lavakushanagar. Vaibhav seems to have developed good bonding with the coach and the new entry from the Chetgiri Colony is an enthusiastic learner. The MVM boys who practiced catching the ball with me were disciplined in their approach.

3. I saw a student who took couple of English lessons from me when I used to go for long walks to Brijpura. I asked him why they stopped attending my classes and he replied: “girls in our batch had some problem.” The contract with the owner of the coaching didn’t mention any such problems. I tried my best to deliver and teach but he kind of disappeared from the scene : keeping the kids on the forefront. As on all previous occasions : whatever came through my mother, brothers or father or grandmother: always had duplicity or underhand tactics. Never stating clearly what was going on there. I was not there to take lessons but to teach and to earn a living. They made a joke of the contract and a joke of themselves as I had already written well in advance on this very blog. Good riddance.

4. I had a nice time in library reading some Vaishnava bhakti literature as I catalogued the books. Ankit: the oldest acquaintance in the Gandhi Bhavan greeted me from the “peeping tom” hole. I hastened to catalogue books and took no more than thirty minutes to get out. Two minutes extra.

5. It was rare to meet Dhaniraam outside the Poha shop near stadium. Prashant Khare and Vaibhav were present. They told that he never eats what is given to him and puts it on trees for birds. I didn’t know that about him. I gave him the samosa I was going to have and he also asked for a bit of Poha from the shop owner.

6. It was slightly difficult to walk as it was drizzling and slippers were slipping. I was also concerned about the safety of the smartphone.

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The Costliest Toy I Ever Had is a smartphone worth 13000. How many years would it take to repay the loans?

1. I clearly remember that night: on roof, I was wondering about the nature of reality in between: she was in a petticoat. The lady sent chills down my spine. Later I went to do the last rites with their family members. Today, as I was disposing off the garbage, I burnt an Aadhar number document along with an electricity bill. My brother was present when I was on roof. I had asked him to complete in between when he professed to be a Hindu. I also recalled couple of dreams and an identity card.

2. My father or the man who was exercising stern authority in this house : he was carrying a Jio 4G phone when my previous phone was dysfunctional. The dream had a strange connotation: an eye shown by the cook in this house. She was a dark magician. The phone had a strange but small effect. Three scorpions and then there was a strange sequence of events.

3. Third time around the hope came with the sibling luring me into believing that the parents who were harshest critics in the affairs of eating and sleeping and living were somehow willing to buy cellphones. I declared it to all neighborhood boys who were playing cricket. I seldom realize that they were playing with me all along. The dreams were in sequence given to purturb me. I was never let sleep properly by my brother and grandmother. The phone was merely a trigger to ensure that they not only refuse it to me repeatedly on pretext of salary reasons but also keep making me feel look down because another second hand device was given to me. I invested time and money into a bugged second hand phone which had a cracked screen.

4. After an year: when my brother has revealed that he’s indeed the slave of my parents and grandmother is a devil as well: my mother anandvalli of Vallalar’s most popular decad from Thiruvarutpa appears with a new phone worth 13000 rupees. Who paid for that? She said it was her husband. I knew it was fake. It means slavery. The court case of theirs had a strange argument: the lady said that these people keep their vegetables, store room, and kitchen always locked. When it was revealed to me that it was not merely my neighbours who were practicing kabbalah: it was the whole neighborhood for the whole time. It was a little too much to digest. They still keep the kitchen and Pooja rooms locked during night. The brother was scared of the dark and he’s still scared of the dark. If David Lynch’s Inland Empire and Christopher Nolan’s Inception hadn’t taught me that lucid dreaming had so many locks I would have continued to believe that I was fully enlightened sage like Buddha.

5. Who was it I was living with for so many eons? The movie Dark City gives a hint. Memories. But I really don’t understand when I got trapped into the memories of Sharda Prasad and my aunt on that takht. Sister and me, then other memories. How did I get forced to choose these identities as family.

6. They say that afterlife shows you all events. That you are given a good understanding of all events of previous life: I feel it is false. A lie. Rather group of many lies together. I died many deaths to be here. The experience has been astounding but I didn’t really feel any free will or choice. Only the same memes playing at the different levels .

7. Archons. Devotees. Atheists. Yogis. Materialists were at war with each other. Simulation hypothesis and politics of controlling mind. Take covid 19 for example: I think it is a religion which is advertised by people. Like Hinduism, Christianity, Islam, Judaism, Sikhism, Zoroastrian and Sufism. Why separate them from advertisement for material goods? I understand clearly why Christ might have shown rage against Jewish shops in those temples. I kind of re-lived that with an understanding that the ancient wild force can’t be subdued without awareness and surrender. Whatever was shown to me in terms of Science was too meager. Fulfilment of desire by the same agency which created it after a long time is not the fulfillment. Unless desire is fulfilled immediately: you are a powerless puppet in the hands of powerful people. What is the use of desire if it’s fulfilled after an Eon or two? It’s to build pyramids and tombs and towers by being cruel to animals and slaves. Emir Khusro says: kheer, charkha, dog and tabla. The verse he created in response to water being given by a lady on a well. Akin to Christ’s sermon. And a star is broken again. Tara. Lock is open now.

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Twilight zone bird!

1. The tower of light where I used to roam around in my early childhood is visible.

2. A puzzle was solved after 15 years. A Cisco Certified Network Associates teacher whose mother was a psychiatrist beated a classmate because they hid a duster. Now maybe I understand .

3. Azaan is heard from a nearby mosque and a few kids are frolicking.

4. The Moon is sleeping.

5. Kids in academy were enjoying the good weather.

6. I gave my phone number to another acquaintance.

7. Batlings horsefly flyover flutterby overture undertone noted ones instead of outstead battue Tuesday daylight light years earmarked marksmanship hip-hop gossamer mercurial shipwrecked rialta altazimuth .

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United Nations World Food Program Free Rice!

I just raised 22000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps

1. Here we have three players in the academy. It rained, therefore I brought an umbrella. I planned on collecting the garbage for disposal but I have to postpone it.

2. I played vocabulary quiz listening to music after waking up from a dream, only fragments of which I recalled.

3. I met very few familiar faces on my way to here. Morning session was excellent as I had a lot to watch and learn. I had an active participation in the match with players who were practicing off the nets.

4. In library I enlisted a few titles and walked back. The breakfast today was special in way that it reminded me of two separate identities or lifetimes. Twenty years ago, this man used to bring samose to our school which is located nearby. Then I met him in the stadium and he gave three pieces for ten rupees. They were one for one rupee twenty years ago. I felt they were tastier today.

5. That guy who is my favourite player couldn’t bat for long as his team was all out before they could score enough runs. I also watched him bowl : he is learning at a rapid rate.

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United Nations World Food Program: Free Rice !

I just raised 21000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps

Help alleviate the hunger in the world.

1. I had a good night’s sleep.

2. In the cricket academy: the coach asked my whereabouts. I told him the bare facts. What would have been the use of telling him about the journey. I asked him if it was a trouble to be around. He said that it was quite the contrary. That he liked my presence.

3. The Twilight was one of the most beautiful songs and paintings wrapped in mysterious songs of birds returning to their nests. I saw bats dancing. Perhaps it was closest to what I might have called home. Comfortable playing ground. Playing the ball. Eons and eons. Homage to vallalar and the ethereal shrine in Thillai.

4. I have been training for more work than I had done before. My forte turns out to be vocabulary and it’s wise to coach students only for basic grammar and vocabulary instead of teaching them all the subjects. This is the conclusion I have reached after many months of experience.

5. Walking. Counting. Vocabulary. Advertisements. Interrelationships. These are the most highlighted domains I have been working on. Though the scientific method is there it mostly eludes.

6. The game with the balls. Dancing light of Grace. Rests in peace.

7. Parish Church. Pariah puranam. Pariah means outcastes. Civan welcomed all into his team irrespective of class, caste or creed. Ramananda, Kabir, Raidas and Valmiki are shining examples of middle age saints who gained fruition after living like outcastes. They opened their doors for all and helped them gain eternal life like Christ

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Updates and thanks!

I just raised 18000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps

1. This blog now has 100 followers. For some mysterious reasons: 91 to 100 followers took a long time. This time around I didn’t follow the followers. I just kept the records and narrated the events in the best way I could. I didn’t steal copyright images or ideas from others. My WordPress blogs taught me a lot about keeping records.

2. Thanks everyone. Thanks for everything.

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United Nations World Food Programme. Help Alleviate Hunger in the world.

I just raised 17000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps

1. I had a nice meal after a long time.

2. I also had a glass of milk.

3. I went to the library of Gandhi Smarak Bhavan. There I helped cleanse the rack and enlist some more books in the new catalogue.

4. I got an opportunity to play cricket with my friend after I asked if I can join them in catching practice. The battery of the phone had drained pretty fast as I was listening to music early morning.

5. I calculated and I had only 70 rupees left for the next three days, which means only 20 rupees per day. One plate of Poha in breakfast needs 10 rupees everyday. I don’t have any scope for buying incense sticks to create fragrance in my room. I recognised that dysentery was because of taking cold milk and cold water for enema. I prepared my food by heating it and I saw a lizard wallowing in its own past.

6. As I was taking milk from the milkman who came from Chhaapar, he asked: what the tally counter that I was wearing was used for and I told him : “you can count on it.” I saw some goats coming from the left. They were all wearing Tilak and were coloured like people after the festival of Colors. The tone of the milkman indicated the insinuation for sacrifice. Inland Empire. David Lynch.

7. I saw a very young boy, carefree, roaming around the players. A kid was looking at the scab on his knee.

8. Puritans created Nazism. Aryans. To forgive helps to forget. It helps you absolve guilt. Let everyone live the way they feel peaceful. A man asked where Arya Ji was the moment I started cleansing the dirt on Kasturba Gandhi’s portrait. I showed them the way.

9. Couple of hours before the students arrive. I need to take some rest.

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UN WFP Alleviate hunger!

I just raised 16000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps

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