it means peachy, the color of the Hawaiian tropic.
A cheeky kid was walking towards the South East. The way of living room. Refused to do the needful. “It’s no good”, said the Mother. And he paid now no heed for there was no need! Only to see him once in a while he would look at the Mother with a sad face. Ace hardware electronics factory owned by the medical staff. The station was bustling with the daily rush of people going in and out. I am not there yet But the plan is to move from here.
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5. Many drogons fly over hydra. Flyover flutterby bilateral.
6. It’s almost poetic when stitches are out.
7. A tea stall owner had red eyes and shaking hands as he served tea.
8. The good quality was for truck drivers who pay double without asking.
9. I walk on. Recognised the plump cyclist who used to be a receptionist at the dental clinic but now works at the new hotel.
10. I almost said hello. Walking a few more steps. Another accident. Hurtling abuses at the truck driver was a motor cyclist and the plump man who looked like the fighter in the kung-fu video game stopped by to see a young calf with a limp in its hind leg trapped under the truck. It was saved.
11. Stray animals and reckless truck drivers. A young ninny makes a shrill sound. A tricyclist with three begging boys doesn’t recognise me. He meets thousands like me.
1. Early morning blues, curlicues. Curly queues. There were too many people this morning. National Highway is the only place where you can go for a walk.
2. Entering into the village I keep a stick in hand, one stray piece of mango branch. It keeps dogs and horny bulls at bay. I was wondering if it explains why nation states too are required to keep weapons and armies. I have absolutely no desire to prolong my life. I would rather like to disappear as soon as possible: still it’s not fun to see dogs, bulls or pathetic demons in guise of humans depleting you of your energy: again and again. Self care and protection is not against surrender to the reality or nonviolence. There are way too many stray dogs and pigs in this town.
3. There was a small accident this morning. As I entered this village: I saw a tractor trailer carrying bricks trapped into thick soil. They have been trying to pull it out for two hours now.
4. Keeping records is easier this way. Easier it’s to read my own mind back. It’s a long time since I stopped needing pats on my back to continue walking. I missed learning new words and reading myself more than anything else in the last ten days. Images and animated images of women are available for free forsooth forsure forwhy forthwith withal thalium umlaut plaudit dithering ringtone dipthong Hong Kong dingdong singsongs Singapore claptrap humdrum humbug gummy bears will be there.
I had so many ideas: silence of the cemeteries, echo of mummies, purgatory and your fond memories. Now: where have they gone? I will tell you this: I might not be the miraculous healing Messiah you hoped me to be. I am sure: my resilience is astounding. I feel at peace. Despite everything. I never believe my resilience but it’s way too powerful : acceptance of what is. I let me do the work but the full acceptance of what is never leaves me even when I believe otherwise. Run on… sentences… prisoners… pensions onion regulatory rye… lyrical calculus lustrate irate pirate by rate for this game. I am not going to argue with you or anything but I want you to know this: despite everything that has happened I am not in despair. Air might be heavily conditioned but I have enjoyed playing. I have been successful in my endeavours. We will build a bridge of love and live a life of peace. A men two thousand felt hat at the moment peppermint oil lamp. The one I love is now in the next room with her family. An ample pleonasm neoplasm metastasis sisal salubrious salut les docum modicum cummerbund underdog dingdong singsongs Singapore claptrap humdrum humbug gummy bears will be there. There is nothing I would not give for their happiness. I keep telling you: they keep projecting their ideas in vain: Raju guide for example. Someone really asked me to work as one . If only they knew that they were limited by their imagination which was shaped by the Narayana. I will tell you that: I am not a plaything. Nor a thing binds me to a place. And how strange forsooth forthwith withal thalium umlaut autarkic quark core. Your middles are not mine Minecraft caramel melee tradecraft aft bulkheads meads meadows. One person’s idea is another’s myth.
1. It’s raining. I am not helpless anymore. I walked a bit more than usual today and the most interesting synchronicity happened in the afternoon: I was walking, as if in some circles within one colony for many minutes. I forgot the mask first at the house where I took a class. Since I had walked a few steps I considered it easier to buy one than to go back and pick it up. I asked on the shops but they had none available. I went back and asked only to hear from the peevish lady who had paid my fee today. I trudged towards my house and had couple of toasts before I could decide on whether to use bike or walk. I chose the latter. As I was walking back again a call from the delivery boy with tally counter. It’s a good day but not an easy one.
2. As I was walking towards the next class: I saw the police van in the same street where I was beaten by the black commando for not wearing the mask. I saw a guy being escorted by the police as his family members were fed of his drunken temper tantrums. I knew the guy.
3. He was my classmate. In the previous lockdown he asked if he could borrow some money from me. I had only started teaching and jobs were not many. I had merely two fifty rupees. I had spoken to him once before a few days prior to that. I tried to look at his horoscope but proper data wasn’t available.
4. On the mobile repair shop appeared a strange lady with a boy. She was smiling mysteriously and asked me if I wanted to buy a rudraksha. A one mouth rudraksha. I recalled that earlier this day I was talking about it with the old man on tea stall while I observed that he wasn’t wearing the beads since last few days
5. Similar to the previous pig carrion episode: a dog’s dead body was being feasted upon by the murder of crows. The day before: it was howling like a wolf looking at the sky as i entered the hall of gems. I had seen a pack of brown dogs marching behind its leader. They were seven in number and the last one was a cripple.
6. I asked the taxi driver for lift as he was smoking a joint. He said he was fine with it but there was a dead body of a girl who had died after an illness. Another actor committed suicide. I walked. Something violent happened in Lebanon as I was told when talking about the dynamite. She had confused the spelling of ‘noble’ with Nobel.
7. She keeps giggling. He is eerie. I meet strange men and women and kids who consider me strange. It’s 🐝 raining but it’s not enough. It’s never enough.
8. An injured bird. Head injury. Muttered something strange before flying away. I am glad to be here now.
People wonder what’s going on full stop and I wonder with them.
What is going to happen next question mark questionmark !
Google Translate assistant rule: recognise! But don’t recognise?
A bird chirping so sweetly as many others have been. I had pleasant relaxing tea which was 10 rupees instead of the usual 5 under a shade which was better furnished than the usual 3 shades.
Consider it an irony aur usual turn of events: I have more images which I like compared to I ever had before
The transliteration tool cannot type o r: mark which means ” else “
Therefore: it always types aur. Which means in Hindi:” a n d “
If you had the time to read the sentences above: and you are not like the dirty Buddha guy just to promote your book here: you understand now how difficult it is for me to transcribe my thoughts. You may say it is not a compulsion. I agree. It’s certainly wasn’t. It is a choice: some choices lead to to is affection and others to profound depth of perception. I chose the latter. The keypad of this phone it still doesn’t work and tomorrow I might not be able to record research ideas as I am doing now.
Even when I know that I might not be able to access these recorded transcriptions I continue to embody the spirit of earnest blogging. Creating art which is appreciated by others or which makes others feel good is not against this spirit. But still marketing and popularizing your stuff takes more effort then creating it for the sake of record in experimentation. Having experienced both blogger and WordPress I can clearly tell: so called artists on this platform misguide themselves and others. You may say that I should have adjusted myself to the platform long ago. If part cannot be at war against the whole how could I be behaving the way I do despite the entire community behaving differently. It is strange: people on this platform are writers who want others to read their work and there are no readers. Some people go on to say: it is better to have one or two perceptive than throngs of dumba followers. That is alright but you won’t ever get even a single follower who doesn’t want to become a leader. Therefore please yourself and be in your company aur do as you will.
As in any market Monopoly of the word press employees has always been here. I was always free to leave this platform and choose another and I would have found square over there as well. You don’t have any option to to unsubscribe from wordpress employees who force feed their ideas into you like you don’t have any freedom to remove TV channel which support government.
Whatever is present in your mind is the truth of the movement. It might be different the next moment. It might change completely all might remain the same. All you can do is what you can do. The truth of someone else cannot be yours and yours cannot be that of someone else’s
What kind of politics doesn’t thrive on fear . And what kind thrives on love.
The four noble truths: first: there is corona.
Second floor landmark: mark there is a reason for it.
Third. Desire to die aur thanos is the root cause for Corona.
Fourth: the desire to die is transfiguration of desire to live and expand.
You make certain rules of thumb. They are to make your life easier. But those rules of thumb don’t serve you anymore: you should change them.
Dai. There was a man on bike. He was wearing a helmet. He asked me about the petrol pump and I told him. His bike was in reserve.
Three. It rained. The crane has been singing. Any rain is welcome here. As I stopped for a tea on a tea stall I asked kids who were playing on a bicycle if they had something to study.
4 dot. Including shrimadbhagwat Geeta all scriptures tell about the importance of equanimity or Samta aur treating all conditions and people equally. The conditioning goes very deep full stop and the balance strips very soon full stop to walk on the middle path is to work on a Treasure sage.
5. Impetigo was real gory horror to watch. The music and the narrative and the way it has been told was slightly different then the Hollywood narratives usually are. You have seen many stories about Black magic and curses still it was entertaining and engrossing to watch something fresh after a long time.
6. The reason why I am able to write this now: because it rained. Despite the discourses on equanimity: I have found that weather makes up for all the productivity full stop that is why I say : China and India word design to be mass factories for consumption of material goods mostly. Very few reasons to be creative refind and sublime. Always live in existential horror. Preachers either escape to Switzerland or or live in Grand mansions. Why shouldn’t they .
I am in awe of this verse. I hope you would enjoy reading this note and let it be published as a comment here. It will be there for those who have seen the comment you digged. You can call me a troll and I would be happy thinking French lady thinks about me. This sounds like an expression of true love in the form of a poem. If you don’t like it published it is your choice and it will confirm my suspicion that you want to Harbour only resentment. If you do, it will be a compliment. But if you don’t: I will know that you consider me responsible for the death of your mother. You accuse me of killing others between blog posts. How strange that now for someone who calls himself dancing light of grace? I think you wanted to know something so you asked. I never bargained for this side of life. It is called notoriety. Infamy. me I can see you are unhappy because I have a blog. That is all there is to it. I am interested in you because you have a blog. You know that my memory is better than that. And you know that you know more than you are telling. Perhaps all of those clapping also know about that. Ping Pong Ding Dong sing song Hong Kong long ago goanna Iguana anamnesis sisl lyrical calculus Omni bus stop
Birthday went like a breeze. You have heard the emperor Strikes Back. Why not make it ” the naked Emperor Strikes Back! ” This is the best of the two stories. Aur ” Russian mafia strike spray takes you back to the heart of the winter. ” even my misprints and typos bring people out of their Graves. Take this one: I was saying something else Google Translate ration UC it was transliteration: do you see it: it typed ” Jo ” and the guy named Jo came out of coma to comment about ancient female. No that was email. Do you see it? Is that the kind of power my typos wield aur is that they are always lurking behind the scenes to find something to latch onto. Keep sending email female female whatever you want to. No. I don’t even remember ever having interacted with Anju. Any job. But the Jo guy is Mafia and he won’t leave you alone. How dare you write a name jio. Jio john johnny Ana Mena Irene. You run out of names quotes on if you take 2 people into consideration. If you are a person that has any name.
Free train is passing by police rock. If train is a train which carries goods. I feel Jolly good after a nice workout. I am intending to write a series of songs if the weather permits. My writing is mostly dictated by the weather if I sweat too much there isn’t much energy left to do the writing. Hence proved.
Khairiyat stands. Black Commando Sa in the city again. I answered series of questions without making a grimace full stop the work was pleasant as usual. That lady in black called me a hypocrite full stop not a new thing for me. It has rained in the nearby cities but this city has lack of rains this month. Although there has been a series of thunderstorms they are not enough to provide water for irrigation full stop it is Siddhi yoga which would be followed by sadhya yoga. Mahesh Yoni. The word Mahesh means a buffalo actually the great Lord is Mahesh aur maheshwara where as the Yamaha who is the lord of the death for this realm known as realm of death is owned by him and his vehicle is considered to be a buffalo. So may be based on that myth Dan name was considered to be Mahesh.
Jo man was sitting with bicycle near the well as I was passing by. I had seen him setting on the bus stand but not here. Another man on a bike passed by: he greeted this man you said to him” this time won’t return. Search empty silent streets a real pleasure ” Yesterday’s blue she’ll be today’s red ” Anchorite rite of passage sejwaya yayavar velocity Ara Dar This was the first time I had seen ” Jo man “I was wondering what he did he used to do in the fields. Another man fully clad in black head black umbrella on the back side office bicycle Black Blackberry he was talking to someone as he took turns. As I reached my home I found this estrangement the man was talking to my neighbour and there was of black cow nuzzling its young newborn who was also dark black in colour. It was another thunderstorm it had been drizzling with slight humidity in the noon when I have to take a walk to my job it seemed to be a pleasant weather all along. I counted on fingers school: 12345 cool Angaar kolangal: there has been a rise in the number of Mad Men and women have been observing on street recently. The newspaper reported that Earth’s vibration has reduced. We still could not understand what has been happening in the past decade. Biscuit kolangal cooking landmark: this kid is always constipated in this city. Whenever he moves out of the city borewells clear. I meant to say b o w e l s. You know I can spell. Jaitex actor visits his relatives every now and then to let his bowels get emptied. As strange as it might seem you don’t find it interesting to photograph people in captivity. You feel their pain wishes become your pain but you are a helpless. What kind of art existential commentry is possible with such people and animal I mean I should have been invited to this exhibition but I didn’t get an invitation. So instead I started levitation leviathan livi wire then Hanna thanks for the manna hi hun na honey money bucks Bunny! “What’s your name again? Hanna.” What is your name again? “I’m going to be Hanna Na Honey.” It is going to be a long day but I will be back in the morning. It is going to be a long long day I will see you Hanna Na Honey. The problem solved itself Hanna Na Honey did not get the exhibition, Ionized Jedi edify f y i iambic pentameter metere meet your meteor Orange button 10 age. Nobody has a clue glued to the TV screen keep singing ginseng singer German men “There is something I want to say to you. It is going to be a long day “You don’t have to worry Hanna Na Honey. It is going to be a long long day Something is keeping me awake tonight. I don’t know what it is. I think it is something that I have done. One and only Alisha legally news lyrical calculus 10 Omniverse busted instead outside real Jodi ok importance state hide important antenna I guess my mind is just running away. Vivaad word V word Warden dance national dense masoni Monaco cyclist on Eco suggest onychophagia yougraphy egg yougraphy hi turn-by-turn Michael Tyson sonneteer Brighton tonnage is old philosophy phytoplankton you plankton I wish I could sleep I have a lot on my mind. It is going to be a long long day. I am scared to go to sleep for fear of what I may dream. Rams unseen passage green yah horror movie. Tunnel tunnel eternal alacrity reason reason Jagat verboten I’m trying to think of a way that I can make it to school tomorrow. It is going to be a long long day I am not going to sleep tonight.
Dancing light of grace 