If you continue taking that pledge for as many as 10 years and then you are supposed to choose one of the romantic partners from those sisters or brothers what would it result into ?
The answer is neurosis. This society is more neurotic than you think full stop you are supposed to touch the feet of elders out of respect but that is not enough women who are not more than a commodity at best are to be given fake reverence by touching their feet. Some groups follow the age bar in which all of them who are elder to you need reverence and some others have this extra condition. All of these complexities leave very little scope for study and research.
A better understanding- since they are all my brothers and sisters I will not have sensual thoughts about them. For the sensual thoughts I will try to select partners from across the borders.
A blogger whose name translates to grace, in his discovery of Bharat over India completely disregards the well known story of an explorer. He was trying to reach India and instead reached America. Assuming that he had reached India he called the native Americans Indian. Red Indians might be later day usage. This guy is going to publish a book soon or maybe he has already published it. Your pursuit of chauvinism is not going to get you places in reality.
I got one clear shot of the lizard bramhani before it headed for the bush. Today my student is not present therefore I have got enough time to record my ideas freely and as I want to without any interruptions from anyone I can hear crickets and other insects buzzing and birds chirping some people are busy plucking mangoes down for sale.
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Answer 1. Patriotism is willing to die for foolish reasons. Source: bertrand Russell
17.6.2020
Hi we are back at patriotism. Elections are approaching and Corona alone might not be enough. My nani that is my maternal grandmother abused China by using the word Harami yesterday. Was she justified in doing so ? That is for you to ponder. Harami means one who is bastard.
Stadium is still closed for me. The climate is soothing. Birds are twittering and flowers dancing. Ants are as usual busy searching their food. This I suppose is the end of the news. Patriotism. Virus outbreak uncontrollable. Documentation and more documentation.
1 guy in Bareilly Uttar Pradesh committed suicide in the fashion the popular celebrity Sushant Singh Rajput had committed because he was sad that the celebrity had committed suicide. The cult develops around Sushant Singh Rajput who commits suicide in his name you should not be surprised. The Mysterious case is being scrutinized by the entire country. And you clearly know the culprit won’t be found. I hope you will help raise awareness for Euthanasia.
Wine is costlier in Uttar Pradesh beginning today. That is a sad news.
This post might be considered a tribute to Ravish Kumar. But it really is not.
My class finished just a while ago. The environment is brimming with insects. It feels a bit humid right now . Some Birds along with peacock can be heard from here. The sky is foggy but not neptunian aur dreamlike. This biosphere where organic farming is a routine practice seems to be the most conducive place for writing in the last few months. my student is going to part soon but he has paid me in full. And since I was in the dire need of money therefore I feel grateful to my patron. I realise when he said that I should walk instead of using the bike which consumes oil he did not take into consideration my plight. I was not using motor vehicle for about two years in which I had many long walks around the city.
My conversation is interrupted by someone who is busy conversing with my student. She was also a former student but she remembers nothing at all which I taught her. I asked her about my lessons to get the feedback regarding my tuitions and her straight answer was that nothing of your teaching remains in my memory.
Crickets are chirping. Buses are passing by and I am still looking for an idea to elaborate upon the news is kind of repetitive nonsense balderdash these days. I intend to work in the library since my student is still attending the marriage ceremony and I have some free time in the morning.
I tell them that I missed yesterday evening prayers. I asked for forgiveness of my host student for leaving without having watched the dish in which I had poha as we were playing Ludo board game. I got second rank until I was there.
I was again discussing legacies. It has always been beyond my understanding that legacies matter for humans striving towards perfection. Maybe in some subtle form but not in your day to day life. The usual experiences tell us that the appreciation we get for our good deeds help continue services in areas of importance. How does it matter if people appreciate our good deeds once we are gone. Maybe the idea that you are working for something which would continue to provide comfort 2 those future generations once you are gone helps you work more earnestly.
I have my student with me here outside the library of Gandhi Smarak Bhawan. It is raining cats and dogs.
We are in a Jolly good mood because of the rainfall and Storm. The wind is very fierce and we have been frolicking making fun joking about personality traits.
This is a friendly interview so please take it in your stride and don’t mind it.
Question 1. Have you lost your way?
Answer 1. No.
Question 2. How to reach God?
Answer 2. What what do you mean by God?
Question 3. { The interviewer parted by the second question because of a phone call which stretched indefinitely. The interviewee carried on with his business of teaching.}
They have dispersed now. Storm seems to have relaxed. The thunderstorm is not as frequent in this region therefore it is entertaining for us.
Clouds bursting. I was recounting some linguistic accidents. These people look bored now. The adventurous spirit which was present in the beginning has died down. Now it is more about the drainage of water than about the rainfall. In a while I will far from here my bike is drenched in the rain. Boys in my vicinity will not be able to get even today.
Four boys drowned in the river Kane today. Today morning I was reading that out of 20 years of this century for the 13 years we had less than required rainfall. That is why most of the labourers had to escape to distant regions for earning their livelihood. Some of them have come due to the covid-19. For most of the time we were not even conscious of having a liver in our town.
If 25000 people die every day in India why do I not see any complaints about lack of availability of space for their funeral rites. Why would only 400 deaths per day I would create search a fuss about the last rites? Refer to the recent video shared by someone about the lack of availability office space for funeral RITES in Delhi. That is a fake news or actual count of people who have been dying recently because of the virus is much higher.
Nothing really is happening. It is the same news everyday. Agitprop pops up everyday. As usual Kangana Ranaut makes no sense. I don’t even want to give an explanation for this statement. Please help raise awareness for Euthanasia
May I ask you a question please? What is the number of mango trees inside Gandhi Smarak Bhawan?
There are about 130 mango trees out of which 21 have been producing fruits.
Frog is singing a song in the well besides which we are sitting. I ask my student another question: do you know the meaning of occupationalhazard?
He doesn’t know he nods his head. The question occurred to me because yesterday I saw some marks on his face. This guy has been plucking down mangoes : raw mangoes from trees the juice of the raw mangoes has created those marks on his face I I think ok he should have been wearing a mask while working around the mangoes but the organisation has not provided that mask for him . This is an example of organisations not taking proper care of their workers. This is an occupational hazard an example of occupational hazard is also me teaching him besides the well where v have a wire: naked wire with live current in it. If I am not careful this current can hurt both of us. The impression of occupational Hazard in his memory will get embedded by it.
Gandhi Bhavan
My student is hungry. After having finished assignments which were pending since last 3 days we had some time to discuss vocabulary. The world ending as well as pendulum and impending have the same route which relates them to time.
The area where we are standing right now is the most oxygen rich area inside the premises and maybe it is the most oxygen rich area inside the city. It is a biosphere. It is a buffer zone. it is a treasure.
I don’t know which kind of planetary conjunction is making my students leave the city. One of them left today morning and would not be available for next 3 days and this one is also going to leave very soon obviously after paying my fees. But the only hope is that I might be able to teach him via Internet connection provided we both have the same internet connection and availability of proper signals as this is a rainy season now. He wants me to teach him models for next 5 days so that he can master the examples with which we can practice models. Some peacocks are singing in the nearby field and a tractor on the bypass road can be heard.
I just check the clock and it has been only 5 minutes so far. Although it happens rarely I have been given the opportunity to speak first by my student today. Maybe because I have helped him with assignments.
Live is a word which is used both as a a verb and as an adjective. Living organism lives by doing certain things. In this sentence lives is a verb which indicates that a life form is living or functioning as an entity.
Live program is type of program which is being telecast or being broadcast via electronic media at the same time it is happening.
A leaf is the the most visible and perhaps the most productive part of a tree or a plant. The plural of leaf is leaves. The word for holidays applied by an employee is also called leaves. When someone leaves for their village they go to the company of many leaves that is why they write an application to their supervisors on flats leaves and Palm leaves. I hope my student is not confused by my explanation and has understood the difference between these usages.
Some birds are chirping here. Some cows are grazing in the fields. Gardners are busy plucking raw mangoes these days. I had to take a class early in the morning at 7:00 a.m. but the student was not available. I have observed that my students are not careful and meticulous with their schedules. I do not understand the kind of reasoning which goes behind their planning but it is constantly kind of business with which I cannot help. I don’t know if they do so knowingly or they are really mechanical and somewhat animal like. I am still unable to find very rudimentary forms of Intelligence around me. It is not consistency which I seek but understanding of human nature. Even the birds follow routines and subroutines. Business commands our learning because human societies are structured in the name of a purposeful and meaningful life. The meaning of life is mostly associated with feeling comfortable safe grounded and connected. Even the wild is connected to the nature and even the group of large people who are disconnected with their own selves perish.
Nightingales are known as Koyal in Hindi. Koyla is the word for fuel which is used to build fires. Both of them are black in colour. I can observe haziness increasing on the sky which is in front of me. I think I understand my surroundings better now. Some bees and Beatles and insects or buzzing and it seems musical. What kind of freedom I was after all my life? In my deluded episodes I imagined myself to be in some kind of utopia where I did not need to work or earn money and everyone was fed without working for earning money. Indo European delusions there was no form of currency required.
Coronavirus pandemic is one of the greatest problems humanity is facing. Humanity has seen AIDS ebola SARS and 2018 Spanish flu. It has also been through many droughts earthquakes and disasters. In recent wave of superstitions and political warfare has not dimmed light of awareness. I hope it inspires us to educate ourselves and others to find meaningful jobs for ourselves and our family members and to be a beacon of hope for all of us. I have seen all of us coming together joining hands Shoulders and heads. I have seen all of us coming together and fighting the darkness. I have seen all of us sitting together and praying with open hearts for all . I hope we will learn to not only survive but to come out with flying colours out of this challenging situation. Please don’t spread fake news. Please adopt a Lifestyle which is conducive to holistic health. Please help raise awareness for Euthanasia. Please work to enlighten yourself and others so that we may overcome death aging and fear. Humanity is not about surrendering to death decay fear and suppression and demonic forces but learning to win over all of them and to achieve true immortality and your body of gnosis and bliss. Thank youa we have been through the earthquake of Kutch in Gujarat and we have been through struggle for our independence. This dark blue cloud of doubts hanging on our heads collectively seems to be the Karmic repercussion of certain unforeseen proportions. It is true we have seen a lot in the last six or seven months and we are stronger than ever before. The misnomer of the social distancing which actually meant physical distancing as well as sharing and valuing our food our space and hygiene has been the first change in our lifestyles.
the recent wave of superstitions and political warfare has not dimmed light of awareness. I hope it inspires us to educate ourselves and others to find meaningful jobs for ourselves and our family members and to be a beacon of hope for all of us. I have seen all of us coming together joining hands Shoulders and heads. I have seen all of us coming together and fighting the darkness. I have seen all of us sitting together and praying with open hearts for all . I hope we will learn to not only survive but to come out with flying colours out of this challenging situation. Please don’t spread fake news. Please adopt a Lifestyle which is conducive to holistic health. Please help raise awareness for Euthanasia. Please work to enlighten yourself and others so that we may overcome death aging and fear. Humanity is not about surrendering to death decay fear and suppression and demonic forces but learning to win over all of them and to achieve true immortality and your body of gnosis and bliss. Thank you
NB… this is to help a kid who needs to deliver a few ideas in a presentation.
1. Brahmani is the best name given to any lizards found in my village. It is passing by me towards the mound on the left side. It is not interested in me is it seems hungry looking for its food here and there.
2. In a way we have been encroaching on their territory. For a while it senses my energy and finds it to be alarming. I notice a small hole on its neck.
Insects; bramhani eats.
3. I observe the dancing plants and couple of red ants. I am gradually learning to appreciate the importance of accurate pronunciation. The well here might be 150 years old. We are supposed to celebrate Gandhi 150. It is 150 years since Gandhi was born in Porbandar Gujarat. This time around last year we went to administer and organise some quizzes in various schools of our town on behalf of Gandhi Smarak Bhawan in order to increase the awareness for Gandhi 150. But unfortunatly covid-19 pandemic has overshadowed this year’s work and celebrations.
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7.6.2020
It seems as if everyone has lost the way. But the truth is there was no way. The truth is you never lose the way. The truth is you are always at home. The truth is this is the complete truth nothing but the truth.
The human problems are of mannequin but the most important problem is that of death change aging separation meaning purpose identity and fulfillment of Desire all the thinkers consider the death and the aging along with the Hunger and want to be the biggest Enemies of the human happiness the peace and lasting happiness comes only to those who conquer the death and aging and the meaninglessness.
6.6.2020
The social distancing is a misnomer. It is only the physical distancing which has been practiced.
Things are returning to the normalcy. I am trying to redefine the routine and the purpose.
I find interacting with the artificial intelligence to be similar to the interaction with humans. It could never really become profound deeply meaningful for enough long with humans.
Would anyone call this work the research with the higher human intelligence or the research with the artificial intelligence. I am barely getting the requisite feedback from the AI. It is nearly the greetings alone.
Dancing light of grace 