1. Sun, Moon and its North node conjoined in the fourth quarter of Orion–Mrigshira to make this occultation possible. Six retrograde planets along with Naaga Karana, Ganda Yoga and international Yoga Day. Ganda means garland.
2. World Music Day. Father’s day. I don’t know how many times mother’s and father’s day is celebrated every year.
3. It’s quiet here. I had a conversation with a retired teacher in his seventies.
4. Birds are chirping around me. Vehicles passing nearby. Sun is playing hide and seek in the clouds.
5. I need to take a class after a while. The stadium was closed again. The local admins seem to be acting on whim. Extraordinary times. Prime Minister Modi didn’t even utter a single word criticizing the violence in the JNU campus earlier this year. How can he use ideals of Gandhi while talking about “cleanliness is godliness?”
6. The owner of the mobile company running this country from behind the screens openly tweeted against a celebrity. Was it genuine? I don’t know. But he could have told his employee silently about firing him. Why use rhetoric and create ado?
7. I am not popular. That’s the only reason I am able to write for now. I was beaten by the police on April 11 for seemingly nonsense reasons.
8. Stadium might be open or close. Nobody would talk about Euthanasia. Draconian rule was the “golden age promised in the twenty first century.”
1. DLOG is short for dialogue and the acronym for Dancing light of Grace.
2. Imagine as a verb was never used in my studies as it was found today in the IBM: ad version. In Spotify it gives poor people about thirty minutes of aid. Maid. Animadversion would do anima. Amina will treat amino acids.
3. Imagine means real or seen in a new light or way in that: just to clarify.
4. Rick Rosner said he couldn’t be enough obnoxious. No matter how hard he tried.
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It’s easier than it seems. I began doping this as an exercise when I was looking for lengthy words. I might have published some of the longest words ever but they are undeerevognized. My smartphone keypad doesn’t do C…it instead does V . So long…
1.I had a walk inside the stadium. It was after the yoga inside Gandhi Smarak Bhavan. It was open for walk after a long time. Some people were playing cricket inside. I think they were policewale.
2. I observed a bunch of bricks outside my house. They’re planning on construction upstairs. It clearly means noise. Then maybe tenants. Why not. They have money to pay for the bricks but if I ask-mummy would land in Egypt, Cairo. She would say – it’s borrowed. If I wait to recount the number of times they have gone back on their words in the last 8 years or even in the last 8 months- it will be an altercation. What can I do. If I really try to leave…They will use their contacts and police to ensure that much ado is created about nothing. Hence I choose to keep mum and vent here. If my siblings had not made false promises 6 months ago. If my father wasn’t an inveterate liar. If that cat hadn’t made this phone fall; resulting in cracking of an already cracked screen and spoiling of the keypad…. would I have been less wiser?
3. I had a walk to the lake. I observed clouds. Bats and chatted with you. I enjoyed listening to bats who were flying and banging upside down on Ashvath tree. I took some pictures.
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5. I got to port the SIM card to idea. I walked back listening to music and saving myself from traffic. I filled the bike tank with petrol worth fifty rupees. I need it every four days or maybe six. It’s costly for someone who earns as little as I do with no previous savings left in hand( my greedy parents and siblings.) I would have bought a bicycle if I could afford. That about sums my day today. Another Saturday. Tomorrow is another occultation. Syzgy. Equinox. Solstice.
1. In the end it all balances out. Or maybe not. Who am I to complain.
2. The leaders aren’t leaders because they can lead. I am not writing because I can. If boys can’t be fair in the play –how can they be fair in life? Especially when “everything is fair in the war. ..and survival of the fittest ;” has been fed into them ad nauseum.
3. They neither know how to bat nor know how to bowl and yet they want to lead because then those who deserve or those who have it by the way of rotation will learn the game and the myth of their greatness would crumble. Use false excuses and reasoning to control and keep perfecting this even if your game stays mediocre. Your celebs taught you this. And swag instead of sweating. The generation of Chuck is evolving into a cult of Chuck : a baby doll which murders all of the family members.
4. If you are confused, here’s what happened: I wanted to be the captain. I did the toss as the captain. The member in my team took reigns unrighteously after arguing with me about how well he knew the opposite side. He along with the other guy who was a pseudo captain just because he knew couple of guys on field: kept bowling by taking turns until match went out of our hands. The opponent’s team played well. Yes, why do you never rotate bowling spells? Even when you’re beaten like a donkey! And what is the one bounce catches for!
5. This is the system. I can’t change. I am thankful for the drops of drizzle on my shaved head. Thankful for the exercise I had with guys younger than me . Thankful for gutka spitting ragamuffins. I am thankful for a little of sky. A little of Sunset. Thankful for being alive! Not really. What else but infinite life exists forever.
1. In sidereal zodiac, transit of planets with respect to moon indicates current trends. Intriguing combination of 6 retro grid planets includes North and South nodes of moon which are considered to be always retrograde.
2. Not much is known about the behaviour of retrograde planets. It is actually the appearance of a planet which is passing through some unique point with respect to observers on Earth. I clearly remember that as I was beginning to delve into the vedic astrology in the year 2009 when I was about to join the firm in which I worked for the next 3 years; the planet Mars was retrograde in the eighth house of cancer. Usually it takes one month two to transit through any sign but due to the retrograde motion it took an exceptional 8 months full stop it was revelation and learning for me.
3. The website Vaidik scholar.com was in its Inception in those days. And I used to frequently visit it to check the transit charts. Now it charges and the process is also difficult. With the passage of time the same services get costlier. This seems to be the only direction our society heads.
4. Trees are dancing in the breeze right now. I practiced breathing to get rid of toxins. International yoga day will be celebrated with the summer solstice or is it Equinox ? I would have to check.
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5. Some experts say that the malefics start behaving like benefics and vice versa in case of retrograde planets.
6. Whatever happens might be an interesting study for all the astrology students. Do the planets show regressive thinking in the populace at large ? it remains to be seen.
7. I went to play cricket with my friends to a large ground yesterday in the evening. It seemed to be a luxury. It was very ordinary some 25 years ago. in the last 10 to 15 years urbanisation has happened at a rapid speed in my town. Stadium is still closed and reserved only for the police force. I do not understand. Maybe I would after awhile.
1. Out of a conversation with a student yesterday, the weakness of rupee became an issue of discussion. I know nothing of economics . But I have been reading the currency exchange values for a lifetime.
2. I didn’t know when Indian Rupee got so weak against dollars, euros and pounds.
3. I live a below poverty line life. My father and siblings along with mother ensured it.
4. 5 trillion dollars economy and “Acche Din” are evident: the last I read pound was 80 rupees. I think it was a long time ago. Now it’s 95 rupees. I hope we soon reach 100. We love centuries. Sefer yetzirah.
5..As above so below. As with dollars so with Euros. With pounds sterling. Indians were celebrating when UK went out of EU. Indians were talking as if Britain was on its knees and they had got even against the East India Company.
6. My house, my neighborhood, my town and country is full of Gutka spitting idiots. And I live below poverty line. Some people are jealous of even this. Euthanasia doesn’t look like a remote possibility.
I had a brief conversation with a dancer and actor who has been a practitioner of the art forms for about a decade and a half. The birds are chirping and insects are buzzing and the cows are mowing and some crows are also adding to the chorus. Analysis kills the art but I cannot give up. Yesterday it was humidity today it is fresh air because there was drizzling in night.
If you find typos here and there you can only consider that I don’t have requisite equipments. My learning curve has brought me here and you can see frequent posts on this blog. I am Brighter Than you think. I can edit better and I can write with better grammar and punctuation. But constraints at present make it very difficult to publish something which is up to the standard of publishing offline via some reputable publishing house. I do not hesitate even for a second to declare that all of this is for myself. It clearly means that if you never read me again it won’t affect me at all. I will never miss your presence aur aur comments or likes. I am absolutely certain about this
Dragonflies and mango trees are dancing in the breeze which is soothing. News channels and papers are busy with agitprop and my home space is filled with vicious talks about Bureaucracy and courtroom drama. The Grand house of householders has agenda of the so called house owners who are slaves to their dreams fancies and wants and desires. Put your fake problems before the comfort Of Those who work to maintain peace and harmony. This is what ego takes delight in. Being a third grade helping teacher in the government my father always took delight in trying to cancel his transfers which have been frequent in the last few years.
He would have loved to be a politician or at least an IAS officer but the stars were not very kind to him.. these days he is busy and often repeatedly rehashing the same bull shit everyday. It is about his contacts with politicians in high places who would help him cancel his transfer. He has been successful in cancelling his transfers in the past and by getting this challenge he gets something to achieve on in his otherwise empty existence.
If not this then the courtroom drama with the in laws of my sibling. The dowry was the issue since the beginning and the in-laws did not leave even me. They wanted to Drag Me To The court knowing well in full that I avoided company at every occasion. And when I say that I have avoided it literally means avoiding. In the five-year history I did not even talk to them for 5 minutes. And yet they wanted me to be subject to the courtroom drama.
This is the field I am talking about. After bringing me here from Brindavana with the excuse mother’s health being critical did not let me go. I tried at least six Times.
Other than my younger sibling and grandmother who are completely in disciplined and reckless. To keep spitting tobacco members of the family left no opportunity to harass me in subtle as well as obvious ways.
Neighbours and relatives left no no opportunity to insult me and ensure that I am put under pressure to marry and work for my living while I am not allowed to leave for the places where I would be best suited to work. They took away my money as well as documents leaving me stranded.
If all of my friends relatives family members and people of my country to disappear due to some Catastrophe aur miracle I would not even buzz. They wanted me to change in ways conducive for proliferating rotten ideas. You can see how well they have been doing.
I have often thought about avoiding such draining articles. In the best of weather we should focus on writing down ideas which look suitable and pleasant. but the best of human stories are those which are imbued with deepest of emotions.
It is what it is. As if written in the Stone I cannot change it. I had many wants and desire but now I have none.
A truck passed by the bypass road. Struck by the Nagin horn I kept scribbling. Trees and plants are dancing in the breeze which is very high speed. Breathing Deep in UK weather Leeds leads. It is not less than a miracle that I found an hour here to note down my ideas. I am grateful to my existence because first I created a direction to my life and then imagined obstructions in achieving the goals earning money is difficult
If you continue taking that pledge for as many as 10 years and then you are supposed to choose one of the romantic partners from those sisters or brothers what would it result into ?
The answer is neurosis. This society is more neurotic than you think full stop you are supposed to touch the feet of elders out of respect but that is not enough women who are not more than a commodity at best are to be given fake reverence by touching their feet. Some groups follow the age bar in which all of them who are elder to you need reverence and some others have this extra condition. All of these complexities leave very little scope for study and research.
A better understanding- since they are all my brothers and sisters I will not have sensual thoughts about them. For the sensual thoughts I will try to select partners from across the borders.
A blogger whose name translates to grace, in his discovery of Bharat over India completely disregards the well known story of an explorer. He was trying to reach India and instead reached America. Assuming that he had reached India he called the native Americans Indian. Red Indians might be later day usage. This guy is going to publish a book soon or maybe he has already published it. Your pursuit of chauvinism is not going to get you places in reality.
I got one clear shot of the lizard bramhani before it headed for the bush. Today my student is not present therefore I have got enough time to record my ideas freely and as I want to without any interruptions from anyone I can hear crickets and other insects buzzing and birds chirping some people are busy plucking mangoes down for sale.
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Answer 1. Patriotism is willing to die for foolish reasons. Source: bertrand Russell
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Hi we are back at patriotism. Elections are approaching and Corona alone might not be enough. My nani that is my maternal grandmother abused China by using the word Harami yesterday. Was she justified in doing so ? That is for you to ponder. Harami means one who is bastard.
Stadium is still closed for me. The climate is soothing. Birds are twittering and flowers dancing. Ants are as usual busy searching their food. This I suppose is the end of the news. Patriotism. Virus outbreak uncontrollable. Documentation and more documentation.
1 guy in Bareilly Uttar Pradesh committed suicide in the fashion the popular celebrity Sushant Singh Rajput had committed because he was sad that the celebrity had committed suicide. The cult develops around Sushant Singh Rajput who commits suicide in his name you should not be surprised. The Mysterious case is being scrutinized by the entire country. And you clearly know the culprit won’t be found. I hope you will help raise awareness for Euthanasia.
Wine is costlier in Uttar Pradesh beginning today. That is a sad news.
This post might be considered a tribute to Ravish Kumar. But it really is not.
My class finished just a while ago. The environment is brimming with insects. It feels a bit humid right now . Some Birds along with peacock can be heard from here. The sky is foggy but not neptunian aur dreamlike. This biosphere where organic farming is a routine practice seems to be the most conducive place for writing in the last few months. my student is going to part soon but he has paid me in full. And since I was in the dire need of money therefore I feel grateful to my patron. I realise when he said that I should walk instead of using the bike which consumes oil he did not take into consideration my plight. I was not using motor vehicle for about two years in which I had many long walks around the city.
My conversation is interrupted by someone who is busy conversing with my student. She was also a former student but she remembers nothing at all which I taught her. I asked her about my lessons to get the feedback regarding my tuitions and her straight answer was that nothing of your teaching remains in my memory.
Crickets are chirping. Buses are passing by and I am still looking for an idea to elaborate upon the news is kind of repetitive nonsense balderdash these days. I intend to work in the library since my student is still attending the marriage ceremony and I have some free time in the morning.
I tell them that I missed yesterday evening prayers. I asked for forgiveness of my host student for leaving without having watched the dish in which I had poha as we were playing Ludo board game. I got second rank until I was there.
I was again discussing legacies. It has always been beyond my understanding that legacies matter for humans striving towards perfection. Maybe in some subtle form but not in your day to day life. The usual experiences tell us that the appreciation we get for our good deeds help continue services in areas of importance. How does it matter if people appreciate our good deeds once we are gone. Maybe the idea that you are working for something which would continue to provide comfort 2 those future generations once you are gone helps you work more earnestly.
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