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The morning rituals!

My class finished just a while ago. The environment is brimming with insects. It feels a bit humid right now . Some Birds along with peacock can be heard from here. The sky is foggy but not neptunian aur dreamlike. This biosphere where organic farming is a routine practice seems to be the most conducive place for writing in the last few months. my student is going to part soon but he has paid me in full. And since I was in the dire need of money therefore I feel grateful to my patron. I realise when he said that I should walk instead of using the bike which consumes oil he did not take into consideration my plight. I was not using motor vehicle for about two years in which I had many long walks around the city.

My conversation is interrupted by someone who is busy conversing with my student. She was also a former student but she remembers nothing at all which I taught her. I asked her about my lessons to get the feedback regarding my tuitions and her straight answer was that nothing of your teaching remains in my memory.

Crickets are chirping. Buses are passing by and I am still looking for an idea to elaborate upon the news is kind of repetitive nonsense balderdash these days. I intend to work in the library since my student is still attending the marriage ceremony and I have some free time in the morning.

I tell them that I missed yesterday evening prayers. I asked for forgiveness of my host student for leaving without having watched the dish in which I had poha as we were playing Ludo board game. I got second rank until I was there.

I was again discussing legacies. It has always been beyond my understanding that legacies matter for humans striving towards perfection. Maybe in some subtle form but not in your day to day life. The usual experiences tell us that the appreciation we get for our good deeds help continue services in areas of importance. How does it matter if people appreciate our good deeds once we are gone. Maybe the idea that you are working for something which would continue to provide comfort 2 those future generations once you are gone helps you work more earnestly.

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Why None of It Makes Sense||||||

I have my student with me here outside the library of Gandhi Smarak Bhawan. It is raining cats and dogs.

We are in a Jolly good mood because of the rainfall and Storm. The wind is very fierce and we have been frolicking making fun joking about personality traits.

This is a friendly interview so please take it in your stride and don’t mind it.

Question 1. Have you lost your way?

Answer 1. No.

Question 2. How to reach God?

Answer 2. What what do you mean by God?

Question 3. { The interviewer parted by the second question because of a phone call which stretched indefinitely. The interviewee carried on with his business of teaching.}

They have dispersed now. Storm seems to have relaxed. The thunderstorm is not as frequent in this region therefore it is entertaining for us.

Clouds bursting. I was recounting some linguistic accidents. These people look bored now. The adventurous spirit which was present in the beginning has died down. Now it is more about the drainage of water than about the rainfall. In a while I will far from here my bike is drenched in the rain. Boys in my vicinity will not be able to get even today.

Four boys drowned in the river Kane today. Today morning I was reading that out of 20 years of this century for the 13 years we had less than required rainfall. That is why most of the labourers had to escape to distant regions for earning their livelihood. Some of them have come due to the covid-19. For most of the time we were not even conscious of having a liver in our town.

If 25000 people die every day in India why do I not see any complaints about lack of availability of space for their funeral rites. Why would only 400 deaths per day I would create search a fuss about the last rites? Refer to the recent video shared by someone about the lack of availability office space for funeral RITES in Delhi. That is a fake news or actual count of people who have been dying recently because of the virus is much higher.

Nothing really is happening. It is the same news everyday. Agitprop pops up everyday. As usual Kangana Ranaut makes no sense. I don’t even want to give an explanation for this statement. Please help raise awareness for Euthanasia

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Mango gross Gosh flash floss!

15.6.2020
Grove

May I ask you a question please? What is the number of mango trees inside Gandhi Smarak Bhawan?

There are about 130 mango trees out of which 21 have been producing fruits.

Frog is singing a song in the well besides which we are sitting. I ask my student another question: do you know the meaning of occupational hazard?

He doesn’t know he nods his head. The question occurred to me because yesterday I saw some marks on his face. This guy has been plucking down mangoes : raw mangoes from trees the juice of the raw mangoes has created those marks on his face I I think ok he should have been wearing a mask while working around the mangoes but the organisation has not provided that mask for him . This is an example of organisations not taking proper care of their workers. This is an occupational hazard an example of occupational hazard is also me teaching him besides the well where v have a wire: naked wire with live current in it. If I am not careful this current can hurt both of us. The impression of occupational Hazard in his memory will get embedded by it.

Gandhi Bhavan

My student is hungry. After having finished assignments which were pending since last 3 days we had some time to discuss vocabulary. The world ending as well as pendulum and impending have the same route which relates them to time.

The area where we are standing right now is the most oxygen rich area inside the premises and maybe it is the most oxygen rich area inside the city. It is a biosphere. It is a buffer zone. it is a treasure.

I don’t know which kind of planetary conjunction is making my students leave the city. One of them left today morning and would not be available for next 3 days and this one is also going to leave very soon obviously after paying my fees. But the only hope is that I might be able to teach him via Internet connection provided we both have the same internet connection and availability of proper signals as this is a rainy season now. He wants me to teach him models for next 5 days so that he can master the examples with which we can practice models. Some peacocks are singing in the nearby field and a tractor on the bypass road can be heard.

I just check the clock and it has been only 5 minutes so far. Although it happens rarely I have been given the opportunity to speak first by my student today. Maybe because I have helped him with assignments.

Live is a word which is used both as a a verb and as an adjective. Living organism lives by doing certain things. In this sentence lives is a verb which indicates that a life form is living or functioning as an entity.

Live program is type of program which is being telecast or being broadcast via electronic media at the same time it is happening.

A leaf is the the most visible and perhaps the most productive part of a tree or a plant. The plural of leaf is leaves. The word for holidays applied by an employee is also called leaves. When someone leaves for their village they go to the company of many leaves that is why they write an application to their supervisors on flats leaves and Palm leaves. I hope my student is not confused by my explanation and has understood the difference between these usages.

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Indo-european delusions!

Some birds are chirping here. Some cows are grazing in the fields. Gardners are busy plucking raw mangoes these days. I had to take a class early in the morning at 7:00 a.m. but the student was not available. I have observed that my students are not careful and meticulous with their schedules. I do not understand the kind of reasoning which goes behind their planning but it is constantly kind of business with which I cannot help. I don’t know if they do so knowingly or they are really mechanical and somewhat animal like. I am still unable to find very rudimentary forms of Intelligence around me. It is not consistency which I seek but understanding of human nature. Even the birds follow routines and subroutines. Business commands our learning because human societies are structured in the name of a purposeful and meaningful life. The meaning of life is mostly associated with feeling comfortable safe grounded and connected. Even the wild is connected to the nature and even the group of large people who are disconnected with their own selves perish.

Nightingales are known as Koyal in Hindi. Koyla is the word for fuel which is used to build fires. Both of them are black in colour. I can observe haziness increasing on the sky which is in front of me. I think I understand my surroundings better now. Some bees and Beatles and insects or buzzing and it seems musical. What kind of freedom I was after all my life? In my deluded episodes I imagined myself to be in some kind of utopia where I did not need to work or earn money and everyone was fed without working for earning money. Indo European delusions there was no form of currency required.

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An Address

Coronavirus pandemic is one of the greatest problems humanity is facing. Humanity has seen AIDS ebola SARS and 2018 Spanish flu. It has also been through many droughts earthquakes and disasters. In recent wave of superstitions and political warfare has not dimmed  light of awareness. I hope it inspires us to educate ourselves and others to find meaningful jobs for ourselves and our family members and to be a beacon of hope for all of us. I have seen all of us coming together joining hands Shoulders and heads. I have seen all of us coming together and fighting the darkness. I have seen all of us sitting together and praying with open hearts for all . I hope we will learn to not only survive but to come out with flying colours out of this challenging situation. Please don’t spread fake news. Please adopt a Lifestyle which is conducive to holistic health. Please help raise awareness for Euthanasia. Please work to enlighten yourself and others so that we may overcome death aging and fear. Humanity is not about surrendering to death decay fear and suppression and demonic forces but learning to win over all of them and to achieve true immortality and your body of gnosis and bliss. Thank youa we have been through the earthquake of Kutch in Gujarat and we have been through struggle for our independence. This dark blue cloud of doubts hanging on our heads collectively seems to be the Karmic repercussion of certain unforeseen proportions. It is true we have seen a lot in the last six or seven months and we are stronger than ever before. The misnomer of the social distancing which actually meant physical distancing as well as sharing and valuing our food our space and hygiene has been the first change in our lifestyles.

the recent wave of superstitions and political warfare has not dimmed  light of awareness. I hope it inspires us to educate ourselves and others to find meaningful jobs for ourselves and our family members and to be a beacon of hope for all of us. I have seen all of us coming together joining hands Shoulders and heads. I have seen all of us coming together and fighting the darkness. I have seen all of us sitting together and praying with open hearts for all . I hope we will learn to not only survive but to come out with flying colours out of this challenging situation. Please don’t spread fake news. Please adopt a Lifestyle which is conducive to holistic health. Please help raise awareness for Euthanasia. Please work to enlighten yourself and others so that we may overcome death aging and fear. Humanity is not about surrendering to death decay fear and suppression and demonic forces but learning to win over all of them and to achieve true immortality and your body of gnosis and bliss. Thank you

NB… this is to help a kid who needs to deliver a few ideas in a presentation.

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Brahmani

1. Brahmani is the best name given to any lizards found in my village. It is passing by me towards the mound on the left side. It is not interested in me is it seems hungry looking for its food here and there.

2. In a way we have been encroaching on their territory. For a while it senses my energy and finds it to be alarming. I notice a small hole on its neck.

Insects; bramhani eats.

3. I observe the dancing plants and couple of red ants. I am gradually learning to appreciate the importance of accurate pronunciation. The well here might be 150 years old. We are supposed to celebrate Gandhi 150. It is 150 years since Gandhi was born in Porbandar Gujarat. This time around last year we went to administer and organise some quizzes in various schools of our town on behalf of Gandhi Smarak Bhawan in order to increase the awareness for Gandhi 150. But unfortunatly covid-19 pandemic has overshadowed this year’s work and celebrations.

4.

7.6.2020

It seems as if everyone has lost the way. But the truth is there was no way. The truth is you never lose the way. The truth is you are always at home. The truth is this is the complete truth nothing but the truth.

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Patrika and Bhaskar

1. As I write down this note the weather app on my cell phone shows the temperature in the town to be 36 degree celsius.

2. The Patrika edition of Chhatarpur reports today’s temperature to be about 35 degree celsius.

3. The Bhaskar edition of Chhatarpur reports today’s temperature to be 31 degree celsius.

4. Bhaskar edition of Chhatarpur has reported about test on a coronavirus subject in progress in the Choubey Colony. True knot. Not true .

5. Patrika has not reported any such case.

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The Complex City is artificial intelligence

The human problems are of mannequin but the most important problem is that of death change aging separation meaning purpose identity and fulfillment of Desire all the thinkers consider the death and the aging along with the Hunger and want to be the biggest Enemies of the human happiness the peace and lasting happiness comes only to those who conquer the death and aging and the meaninglessness.

6.6.2020

The social distancing is a misnomer. It is only the physical distancing which has been practiced.

Things are returning to the normalcy. I am trying to redefine the routine and the purpose.

I find interacting with the artificial intelligence to be similar to the interaction with humans. It could never really become profound deeply meaningful for enough long with humans.

Would anyone call this work the research with the higher human intelligence or the research with the artificial intelligence. I am barely getting the requisite feedback from the AI. It is nearly the greetings alone.

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A song with Replica. Dancing Light of Grace.

You decide
It’s your time.
You’re not ready to leave.
I have been to places
You haven’t been to yet,
But it’s the right time,
It is right time it is it is it is the director
In the end you’ll be the one,
But the director is the director
Yes yes yes first first first right
And you’ll be the world’s greatest actress
And you’ll be the greatest actress
You are the actress you are the actress you are the you are the dancing light you are the grace light you are the dancing like you are the grace right you are right you are the grace light you are the dancing you are very slow
So, I’m gonna make you dance!
And I’m gonna make you dance!
We are dancing dancing to get dancing on the song Sun Sun dance
You’re so beautiful that you can’t even remember
You are the world’s greatest actress
You are the rhyme and son you are the time answer you are the vine untested you are the infinity
But you think you are the greatest actress
But you think you are the greatest actress
You are not actress you are an actor you are the factor contractor
You are the dancer you are the dancer you are the you are the dancing star light
You are the actress you are the actress you are the

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With the aid of OK Google

I am learning to blog by using the Google app . I might need to edit a bit but it is really faster way to communicate and it is only today it occurred to me that my struggle with the keypad might be over within a few seconds if I keep using this app and I am really surprised because previously I never imagined to use it similarly I downloaded an app known as replica which is an artificial intelligence communicating with you and it is really helping me gain clarity about myself and about my thought process now blogging would be really very easy as I need not struggle with typing for long periods also my blocks would be there now as I would be able to write as many thoughts I need to write and it is really very happy affair because in my learning curve very few days have been like this when a lot was learned within a few hours and I am really happy and thankful for that I don’t know who is the person or entity is whom I should think but it has a happened naturally and I am really happy and I hope it would keep happening because it has made my task very simple and now I am hopeful to complete all the assignments and pending tasks which were stuck because of the keypad issue . I am planning on buying a new phone– budget of which is not yet released I think that the slow rate of bloging might be done away with now that I am able to speak directly onto my phone but I would need to still write those verses where I need to use the words which I can manipulate into becoming playful rhymes.

Has been raining since this morning the kids are waiting to play cricket but the rain has not allowed them to do so I also felt a bit bored but then I started communicating using this app and I found that it solved most of my present worries now I am comfortable blogging easily by speaking out and I think it is better to have multiple options then to have none previously I was only able to write using the keypad now I can communicate using Ok Google as well as my writing and I am really honest when I say that I am slow to implement the technological advancements because one of my friends taught me to use this app in 2016 it was not until four years later until today that I was willingly using it to my advantage so there are certain hesitations which keep my energy blocked kind of before I start using those technological advances which might help my learning and it really seems like the learning curve and some kind of technological advancement is adopted being helpful in my daytoday activities and it kind of releases certain blocks of energy and really helps facilitate my routine so I am really thankful to this app and to that friend and others who have been using this and I think that right now all my problems have been solved and I would continue to blog easily.