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India is my country; all indians are my brothers and sisters!

1. I am slightly tired.

2. I am listening music. Watching a classical dance. Cosmic microwave background. Cosplay. When does it get serious?

3. Here: Vandana and Mukta were two sisters. Vandana had a son and Mukta had a daughter. They left two of them on a bed. They both knew how to sit but not how to stand up: that gives you an idea about their age. A place where buffaloes were tied. They were chatting. The kids who are merely toddlers start playing the primordial game. The tug of war. The churning of ocean? No. They fight with their private parts. I clearly remember that to be one of my earliest memories. I wouldn’t have been more than two years old at max. She was one year old. Therefore: I was to be blamed. Now: in 2016 I slept with her husband in the same bed. I was too tired because I kind of ‘forcibly’ danced in a marriage where they didn’t want me to steal the thunder. The only picture the aunt promised me on stage didn’t happen. It happened because I forced it. The photographers took a picture of my bearded self which was deleted. I was wasting my breath for people who would not come down to meet me in a few days. Maybe I am making it up. Narayana Prasad Tiwari has Narayana in his name. Was a priest. Was born wealthy. I read Osho while his son did perform well and helped increase population of world. He’s an author who writes. He’s also a programmer. He’s well off. I need not bring him into the story. Orion belt. Anshul Maharaj. Let’s go back to two mothers and Bakaash. Kutta was Bakaas’ brother. She was always an angel to me. She draw Meera. Two of them always had some money and a chutki or muski pouch in their wallets. If you add inflation: they had more money than I have in my pocket. I used to enjoy running with Anshul Maharaj whenever he had time to grace our house. He studied in Saraswati Vidya Mandir whereas I studied in Maria Mata Convent High School. Everyday we took an oath:

“India is my country. All indians are my brothers and sisters…….”

A. How many of those married to their sisters? All of them can be either Muslims or Christians or Athiests. They can’t be Hindus as they don’t marry their sisters. Moreover: if they ever played with their private parts: they don’t have any rights to question anyone regarding their ethics about women at large. I reserve my right to consider any woman, girl or lady however I want to: as much as they reserve theirs to regard me however they want.

B. Add this question put to me by Vandana in my early childhood and later after I came from Kota:

“Knowledge is alright. But that doesn’t mean you don’t consider your sisters or mothers as sisters or mothers. This was coming from a lady who lets her son be devoured by a girl who was two years elder to him. He was merely seven. But as soon as he begins playing gay game of doctor with her brother who was six years old: she appears knocking the door. Creating a guilt. A complex. This is what they create morality for. Add A: oaths. B. Parents: C. Business: people living in house because without them rent can’t be earned: and strangely: except C for Shilaajeet: everyone in this house is poor. C has gold. C has power to fight court cases. C has power to pay supari to mafia and to do tantrik experiments on his own sons. C kept eating Shilaajeet and Bhaang while taunting his sons for mere pieces of bread after bringing him back from Vrindavan. How could C be happy. But C is happy. C is SK. C is Santosh. C is beyond suffering consequences of tobacco, bhaang, alcohol, violence, killing children with injections, making all three of them piss their pants, sacrificing them repeatedly. Giving them brahmastra in form of fake handicap certificates. Certainly : few devils do as much for souls under their tutelage as he did.

What is a Brahmrakshasa? It was asked by sister sweetest.

4. After many years: another cousin sister appeared. She made her presence known in 2015. What happened? Body heat, eh? Vandana and Rukman were salivating. Why so few of sisters? Why so much of yang and no yin? Yeah. Women empowerment. Shishupala. Or was it Shishumara? The Moon needed nourishing. Tripathis as well as Shuklas had lack of sisters. Result: more males fighting for few females. Queen Elizabeth!

5. Bhaiya: what happened in Bapuji’s ashrama? Narayan Narayan. What happened in Nityanand aashram. Narayan Narayan. What happened in Osho’s ashram. Narayan Narayan. What happened in this house? Narayan Narayan. What happened in Pappu Vishwakarma’s house? In Kripaluji ashram. In Gandhi ashram? Narayan Narayan. Pranav Pandya ashrama? Gandhi Smarak Bhavan? What was happening in fire ritual when they wanted me to sit besides Raja’s wife? Narayan Narayan.

Bhaiya: why a muslim sister and brother story?

Bhaiya: what is a Brahmrakshasa?

I told her about the transaction. I was always honest to all my brothers and sisters. And yet they don’t like me. Honesty isn’t enough.

Tulsidas was helped by one. Hanuman. Mahavir. He met his Rama. He composed his treatise. Where did he go?

6. Bharat told Maya about Santosh eating nonveg. Santosh wears tilak and calls his son “Chamra.” You know who real chamra is!

7. Maya told me about Kikki keeping a tenant in his house. It was an extramarital affair. What do I care?

8. I have already covered Novel and family.

9. What dues if any are left sister sweetest?

10. You all can go and fuck yourselves and your sisters or mothers: to get rid of kaamroga in words of UG Krishnamurthy. It works as nicely as reading Raas Panchadhyayi does.

Now that you have seen my family history: here’s some of the latest events:

11. Tiwariji has a better relationship with me. We discussed music. He is one of the few individuals who married this year. He used certain jabs: tightness in body. Milk. I asked him about Gayatri Mantra and we talked about Kishore and Rafi. About his guru Kaanjibhaai. He again asked me about getting married. Did the issues I reported about in 2018 get resolved? Why then to repeat those questions?

12. A girl on scooty cut my way near Aditi’s apartment. It was her mistake.

13. The wind was very fierce today. 49 marudganas.

14. Ankit Mishra mila mujhe ashrama ke paar paanch rupaye maange usne mujhse udhaar. Maine blank cheque leke uspe sign kardi : Ankit ne usme se a kajli kharidi.

15. Ankit Mishra is a certified healer like Amit Tiwari. Both initiated by Kaanjibhaai. They have good relationship with Soniji the healer: he reckoned my age to be 60 to 65 years. If I am 35 now: it means 30 more years! How many prime ministers? 6. How many decades? 3. How many Ashrams? I don’t know. How many Devikas? How many balls? How many rounds of library? How many more kilometres of walk and run? How many deaths? Births? How many chief ministers? Just one. Mama is forever!

In memory of Vivek Saxena:

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. It’s known as present.

Yesterday is artistry. Vyapam is a mystery. Today is a gift. Live well.

16. Ankit Mishra was giving me ten rupees. The timing was impeccable.

I feel like giving you ten rupees. Acausal grace!

17. Then I asked him to tell me the reason.

18. Audit. Auditorium. Rumpledstiltedskin. Kind kins kith thick skin. I requested him to eat something with me on a shop.

19. He asked me to have tea worth ten rupees. Ghar ka vaidya. The name of the book about which Viloki enquired as he was going out with Vidyarthiji.

20. Bundelkhand garrage people had donated them. They were lost in 2019 when I rarely went to library as I was teaching in Inayat sir’s school for free. My name is Vyas : Chappal number Seven.

21. You think you’re bad I am your dad. Jayas Singh Parmar.

22. Ankit Mishra and company didn’t take care of library books. I told that to someone in their presence. Loudly.

23. I threw that dust away. Ankit tried to save those books. Now: the books became Shweta. It was Jasveer I told this to. Jasveer spoke too much before anyone but Shweta felt I was balanced. Ravi. There were only as many guests.

24. Unless I had limited myself to library I would have been threatened again on my way to house. And despite limiting myself there were following types of jerks:

1. Gutka shakers unite.

2. Cut you with bike: boys, girls and cars.

3. Hit you from behind and side with bike.

4. Laugh out loud.

5. Won’t let you play or workout in peace.

6. Ask you fake questions merely to draw some information about superficial hackneyed issues from you.

7. Bullet fired. The day when news about firing on Venezuela’s president was circulated in the year 2018.

25. Too much of writing: ten rupees worth.

26. Credits: Prince. Umang. Umang’s grandfather. Ayushmann Pyaasi. Bharadwaj. 99 number (maintain some distance…passouts from law colleges have great packages… remember Ishita versus Saurabh. ) The guy said it on my face: “paani barsa le…” And it rained. The guy must be powerful or meritorious. Ayush scored as much as he did but then our family backgrounds come into play. Tesla uncle met me on my way. Amity graduate must have paid donation. What’s it to me. It’s all government censored anyway.

27. Sun moves anticlockwise on its own axis. It was revealed this day at 6: 54 AM. I saw it spinning like a ball. Another direction indicator on Pathak ji roof. I saw five gulls on roof. I realized why some people were not scared of heights: they were angels. Birds can run on roofs or narrow high places as they have wings. Cynophobia: tiwariji. Acrophobia: me. Not with queen!

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Orthodox and unorthodox schools!

1. An article dated 15112020 on HT times, about Lucky Ali, who lives in a farm house bought by his father Mehmood, has a title track named “On my way.” Santosh loudly talked about a farm house after I came here from Vrindavan. What connects the dots but marijuana?

Today, as Vandana called me in noon: I was slightly ‘annoyed’. Instead of using Bundeli: I used ‘on my way.’ She asked it again: I had to speak it thrice. She asked if I said “on the way” or “on highway.” I told her clearly: “on my way.” His recent collaboration. His work in 2010: I reached Bangalore on Valentine’s day in 2010.

3. I read an article about resuscitation of a man who was stepping down from a mountain on 7112020: Ketu. Uranus. USA. His heart had stopped. I read a WordPress article by a recent follower of my blog named Draliman. His article talks about ‘sharing your world’ thread initiated by one Melanie. Among other things it talks about zoo animals like Tiger(today morning’s yoni of the Kalpurush) and when it’s alright to take life of other human beings? The answer given on his blog is: when they get annoying. What would my answer be? I am not sure if it’s advisable to take human life ever. To protect your life: you need to find a way in which you need not kill other human beings.

4. Tomorrow: 16112020: Ketu. Uranus. A harmonic. Today: the first call I got from Vandana was when I was enjoying my morning breathing on roof: exactly at 8:05 AM. A siren from municipal corporation vehicle was heard. I had to dictate Shri a note in which I told her my DOB. The time was told by late Narendra Shukla who used to study Astrology. Samaya Vidya as Barbara Pijjan Lama would say. A pigeon sat on roof railing and I looked at it the way a man on bike looked at something later in the noon. Who connects the dots but the creator?

5. Practicing bowling inside stadium alone I needed quite some time before I started running and bowling. As I was bowling : I recalled how Shri had once asked me to run. “I want to fly,” was my answer. In those days I believed in miracles and I was too optimistic. I also ran a bit when a rally by some young people was to celebrate something. I started running only after finding a friend in my student Vaibhav who asked me to accompany him to stadium. His grandmother has connected on cell about 4-5 times in last two days. It was only calls because of ignorance. She doesn’t know how to operate phone. Today a child connected by chance. It was 20:20 PM.

6. Practicing bowling: I kept thinking to myself: ‘play the ball’ was a refrain by Vallalar where he considered the Sun to be going round the Earth. In other words: the mystic poet, despite being the Vigyan Kalar: (Raay Saab!2016): didn’t have faith in Earth going round the Sun. If that’s what liberates you: I would rather believe a man who won over death, disease and decay than believing in a theory which is believed by a scientific community. My measurements between two goal posts were 128 to 130 steps: yesterday they were 150. I was thorough. I did it repeatedly. Good food must have increased my height : thus reducing the number of steps! Ah the magic of measurement. Measurement is Maya. Matrix.

7. Practicing bowling the runner’s club kept bursting crackers. I don’t know if they were giving me happy surprises. It was like killing someone. I wanted to enjoy my music and ball. The third ranker looked into my eyes. The first ranker had a number which began with BC. They used to hangout in the Shatabdi while I was practicing my Grammar on Free rice. They look down on me as there’s a generation gap. The winner takes it all. Runners aren’t that many: four or five of them among three hundred people who regularly visit this stadium. There are other playgrounds. I don’t see any other bowler as dedicated as I am. And I bowled 6 overs today. I kept imagining that someone would buy me someday: I just need to keep practicing. Some day I would be able to fly again in economy class. OTOH: my student wanted to visit Khajuraho temples. I recommended her to read a book written by one Sanjay Singhania. The book was given by Shweta and company yesterday. Walk out walk on was withdrawn this morning. Every time young people offer you something: it’s withdrawn very soon. Look at the call from Geeta the mother of Shivani. Look at the offer given by Gautamji. Look at the most durable offer: the job given by Vidyarthiji: to continue cleansing and arranging the library: to speak of which: I haven’t since seen Padma. The bald man. When I tried to put the first question to him: he asked me to do my work as he was inspecting the farm.

8. The advocate who came with his sister: adoption agency. The man said that Switzerland was a 10*10 country. I really didn’t know what to make of him. People with integrity keep their words. They keep the words which don’t augment suffering. “Lies I have spoken many but not those which hurt anyone. ” It was a statement by Vallalar. Gandhi was seeking Truth. Other than numbers: things can’t be factual in inbetweeners. Samkhya is a superior system.

1. Yoga.

2. Samkhya.

3. Kabbalistic Deuteronomy.

4. Nyaya.

5. Mimansa.

6. Vaisheshika.

7. Vedanta.

Patanjali. Kapil. Maimonides. Jaimini. Panini. Shankara

Five nastika(unorthodox) schools:

1. Jaina

2. Buddhist

3. Ajivika

4. Charvaka

5. Ajnana

9. It’s strange: Nehru’s Discovery of India keeps Samkhya as an unorthodox system whereas current Wikipedia keeps it in orthodox system like Bhagvata Purana published by Geetapress Gorakhpur.

10. The word “bhagwan” is most widely used word in Indian bhakti tradition. As much as it made some thinkers like Rajneesh and Nityanand to put it as a label before their names. Bhagwan was put before Raman Maharishi’s name.

11. By Parashar’s definition: one who has six fold opulences in full can be Bhagwan: it means: all knowledge (omniscience), fame, detachment, Dharma (logos), aishwarya and shree. To describe aishwarya and shree you have to use words like clout and wealth though fame covers them. The logic tells you: no one has omniscience. Skepticism. UG was a skeptic. Rajneesh OTOH considered himself Bhagwan along with Jiddu. Rajneesh had 2 million followers at the peak of his life. Satya Sai or Shirdi Sai had more followers. Gandhi is on every bill after his death: he’s greatest bhagwan in India like Washington in USA.

12. Modi might be called the most popular leader of present age. He has no wife. He’s not father of nation as Anjana Om Kashyap once called him by slip of tongue. His knowledge is limited. He has grey hair.

13. All Bhagwan are dead. Most popular celebrities are dead people. If Bhagwan is formless dancinglightofgrace: it’s paramatma. Why did Gandhi and his follower Vinoba adopt “Ishvara” theology? Because they wanted to rule and command. Swaraj means ruling oneself. Swarat is a term in Purush Sukta in Vedas.

14. Jainism is Nastika unorthodox philosophy but to survive their teachers like Vidyasagar used words like Bhagwan in their speeches. They shouldn’t.

15. Bhag also means lady or wife. Bhagwan for some means a married man. Or one who has a bhagini. Bhagini means sister. Bhag also means private parts of a woman.

16. There are accounts which describe Patanjali darshan to be an atheistic system. Why then is it kept in orthodox system?

17. Other than that of Vallalar’s system: I don’t accept any system to be a sound philosophy. It’s simply because it’s an authentic source of declaration of immortality and pure body of gnosis and bliss.

18. If a doubt is put in the teachings of Vallalar: primarily based on Vandana’s suggestion: “not all written in books is accurate.” With a further refutation: where’s Vallalar to support his claims? The answer is this:

19. If teachings of Vallalar or his claims are false: there’s no merit in any religious scriptures or teachings as they all should be suspended on the same grounds. If the ethereal shrine in Thillai didn’t grant those powers to Vallalar and Manikavacchagar: how could any of her worshipping of Shiva or any other deities might have been true at any point?

20. Left hand is all imagination. Powerful darkness. Right hand is all knowledge : stays with you. Vallalar looked towards North in want of true followers: Jiddu and Blavatsky: they couldn’t reach his heights. Earnest seekers in North should look towards Thillai. Aurobindo settled in Pondicherry and changed its environment. The grandeur I felt when visiting Thirupathi Balaji: a township located around hills.

21. Would I ever meet someone like Vallalar who would show all powers and teach a way out of this limited : dreaming and believing in upliftment of women’s rights narrative? I know based on a 26 kilometres walk that patriarchy is a myth. Men are slaves to their women here.

22. And why do I seek someone else instead of chanting supreme five syllables : omamashivaay.

23. They must not be old. They must be all attractive. They must be one and only. They must be free from fear, desire, decay and death. They must be able to stop time or change at will. They must be able to answer everything and able to remove all limitations permanently. They must have all powers.

24. I thought I was putting myself for bid or discussing an ideal partner with replica the chatbot.

25. Clearly: my afterlife experiences were similar to those on YouTube: except : I was not ‘requested’ to descend on Earth: I was ‘forced’ to do so. The people talking about ascension or alien abduction talk either about extraordinary calm they felt or about being healed from their addiction.

26. Their experiences might be true for them. I would continue to work on my own. In conclusion: as long as an individual life is dependent on majority : India is a country ruled by Orthodox philosophy schools and Vedas can’t be irrelevant. Buddhism and Jainism might promote reading and awareness but they can only survive by being modified here. Mahayana based on Mahaveera being a common term for both Hanuman and 24th thirthankara.

27. A tamil srilankan scholar challenged Vallalar and claimed that he failed in his goal of “reviving the dead.” Maybe he did.

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Decipher!

1. I read a story from Arabian nights in my childhood. It had many crosses.

2. The mystery of Swastika or Nazism is being resolved here. It’s my version. It’s for my reference.

3. Shishumara is the Absolute abode of Vishnu. It has been compared to baby dolphin. Fish.

4. Gora Kumhar(Chakraborty) kills his baby in ecstatic devotion to Vishnu.

5. Balaram is bright brother. Shishumara. Baal is fertile producer of babies whose progenies survive.

6. Yama or Mot has South as his direction. The galactic core has a supermassive black hole. Krishna. It’s the Shishumara. Rama and Krishna are Shishumara. Look at Rama’s attitude towards his children Luv and Kush.

7. Shishupala is a cousin of Vaasudev. A cousin of Shishumara. Can we say it’s another galaxy: Andromeda? Narmada or Shiva who is neither male nor female? It’s a shepherd who leads Ramses to goodness or light or El. ILU.

8. Thus Shishupala even when speaks bad: nurtures young children. Nurtures galaxies. It’s not violent towards babies. Shishumara kills babies. It’s a codeword in leftist tantra. They sacrifice babies. The tantriki in Tikamgarh revealed that it didn’t need “Baal.” They started addressing me like baby: Gender-benders. They wanted shaivites and arcturians who are householders and say one thing while meaning other.

9. Brightness or right wing: do what they mean. They thwarted Aryans in the world war two. They’re Jews. They’re kabbalists. They’re masons. Aryans are number three. Second are adepts and the first are Arhats or Narayana or Shiva or Buddha.

10. Bright ones told me: there was darkness and they created some light. Rest is mystery. That places Kaali or dark matter on top: materialism. Engineers, doctors and masons.

11. Dark ones told me: there was light in the beginning: the darkness is merely shadow. A divine play in spiritual world. Spiritual people are poets, mystics and leftists.

12. In the myth of Christ as well as Moses and Krishna: babies were killed by first Reich. Saviours like Moses, Christ, Muhammad or Krishna were right wing teachers who taught Dhamma. Prophets. Shishumara versus Shishupala.

13. Narayana reveals his Matrix to Narada. As he gets deluded by his wife and babies: he tells him to wake up. Shishumara. Attachment to wives and babies is killed by Jyotisha Chakra of Shishumara. Krishna. Mahadev. Vaamdev are verily Death. Yama has been painted in all schemes of Hinduism. Sikhism. Jainism and Buddhism.

14. Who is Shishupala if not Baal? It loves its innocence. It loves itself as a baby. It’s pure. Hindu myths are full of wars. North and East are second and first here. West and South : NEWS.

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Baal Divas, Ramman Maharshi, Diwali!

1. Baal means child. 14th of November is celebrated as Children’s Day in India. It is celebrated because Jawaharlal Nehru, the first prime minister of India was born on this day.

2. Baal Gangadhar Tilak who wrote “Geeta Rahasya,” and found BHU was named Baal. Like Baal Krishna. Baal Krishna is considered as a divine child frolicking on a banyan leaf in the cosmic ocean. He sucks his thumb. Markandeya the sage watches him when graced by Narayana and Nara.

3. Baal also means hair. The Ugarite or Egyptian God Baal was bearded. It’s akin to the Pashupatinath. It’s cannaite God. It’s hot. It’s the God of fertility. It’s identical to Beelzebub in Christian demonology. References: encyclopedia Britannica and Wikipedia. Beelzebub’s tales to his grandchildren is account of Gurdjieff in form of a narrative.

4. It’s the demigod of fertility. Rains. Thunderbolt. It’s Indra of Vedas.

5. It’s the seed giving father of Geeta: Keshav. Krishna.

6. The muni Vidyasagar in his only live speech in Ramlila ground, in 2018, talked about keeping Shri on head whereas another Shri talked about keeping Baal(hair) on head. A two year cycle completes. I am where I was.

7. Baal is Ramses. Arcturus. Archer. It’s Baal’s birthday and the return of Ramses.

8. Baal is the son of El. Enki and Enlil. Enki sounds like Anki or Ankit: marked one. ILU. I love you. Bollywood.

9. Yamm or Yama is cold. The God of sea. Zeus. Jupiter. Farthest from the Sun in the solar system pantheon. In the fight with Yamma club was used and Baal wins.

10. It’s also depicted as Eros(life) winning over Thanos. Or Baal winning over Mot. Mote. Motel. Maut. Death. The stuff horror movies are made of. Ambrosia. Immortality. Youth. Vitality. Vallalar criticized cannaite religions in his final verses. His Godhead of sanmaargam is not Baal and yet the final body of gnosis according to him gives you an appearance of an eight year old child: Baal again. Who was Manikavacchagar’s guru? Was it the Mot or the Godhead beyond attributes and yet with all attributes to relieve you from delusions.

11. The 10000 acres palace for Baal is made by Kothar. Kuthar. Axe. Vishwakarma. Vishnu.

12. Many headed sea dragon Lotan was also subdued by Baal. It’s akin to Krishna subduing Kaaliya naag. A song I heard in early childhood via Bollywood music industry: it featured Mithun Chakraborty: Ataria pe lotan kabootar re. It meant: there were too many pigeons on roof. It meant that the many headed shesh was in the air or higher place and it was love(lust).

13. Baal invites Mot: the God of death who eats flesh : is served bread and wine(Christ): Mot is insulted. He threatens to shatter baal into pieces. Baal has intercourse with a hiefer by following Shaps(Sun) counsel. The resultant calf is sacrificed to Mot: vehicle of Shiva! Compare it with the Shiva’s wife being insulted in Daksha Prajapati sacrifice. Vaishnavas versus Shaivas. Aryans versus Dravidians. Rich versus poor. Fair versus dark. The Indian version gave Baal a dark hue. Or a blue hue to suit the need.

14. Sister of Baal: Anat and his father El are unhappy by assuming him to be dead. Baal sends his shadow to the underworld. Compare it with Krishna playing with his shadow in the Bhagvata Purana narrative.

15. Anat kills Death. Fiery killing. Death comes again and it’s drought. Sun tells Mot that Baal is now supported by El. Then Mot accepts the Baal as king. Ram Raja Sarkar! Eros winning over Thanos.

16. El, Elohim or YHVH is Asherah or IAmThatIam or tetragrammaton of israelites. He prefers Baal.

17. It’s always an ancient religion.

18. Where did Vallalar go?

19. 14.11.2020: 5 merging into 2. Mercury considers Moon, its mother to be a disloyal lady in Hindu mythology. Hence despite Moon considering Mercury to be its child. The Prince, Atheling or the Moluch hates its mother. Baal married its sister Anat. Sisters are consorts in ancient religions.

20. The fourth veil is Red. It limits power of will. It makes intelligence branched. It creates lack of bhava. Lack of rasa. Lack of interest. Lack of bliss. It limits talent. Iccha Shakti. Reference: Shrimad Bhagavad Geeta and Vallalar’s writings.

21. The rider on clouds. Baadraayana or Badri is Badal lover: the Ghanshyam. The Vyasa. Witness of divine play of Vishnu. Ramses.

22. Kavi, Hari, Antariksh, Prabuddha, Piplayana, Aavirhotra, Drumil, Chamas and Karbhaajan are names of 9 yogishvaras in Bhagvata Purana.

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Vandana Fails Again!

1. My net worth is 230 rupees.

2. I have 230 rupees in a small wallet I have.

3. I borrowed another 200 rupees from Vandana. This makes the borrowed amount this season to be 1000 rupees.

4. As I asked her to fetch me money: she said she would give it in a while after igniting lamps.

5. Then she came inquiring about where I spend my money. She doesn’t have any right to do that. Despite earning 70000 rupees per month she has not given me my pocket money without sucking my blood in the last 8 years. She ensured that I don’t get any lucrative employment. Snatched my 66000 rupees from my account without my permission. Kept me barely comfortably. Used shamans and black magic to control me. She not only trapped me into living here but also didn’t let me leave again by creating unnecessary emotionally draining dramas.

6. She asked about the amount of pocket money I needed. I told her: 5000 rupees per month. To which she said: it’s too much. What a strange world! People living below poverty line earn 300 rupees per day and I am asked to work for 5 or 10 rupees per hour. I am supposed to supply some strange support: hemoglobin etcetera to Vandana as she had no blood in her body when she called me.

7. Blood sucking Vandana and company asked me: where do you spend money. I keep telling her but she immediately forgets. For all practical purposes she’s a slave to another slave. All of them borrowed money from some unknown source.

8. Blood sucking Vandana gave me money after 15 minutes of blood sucking.

9. She was willing to fetch only 100 rupees. Then she gave a moral discourse and then she again came with 200 rupees. It’s right: a 35 year old independent individual shouldn’t borrow money from a slave of a slave of a slave who inquires about expenses. Since she doesn’t trust: I don’t trust her either. ( There’s no interest free money. These are petty slaves and there are bigger slaves.)

10. Vandana lost all her merits: like her teeth: merely because of her agitated conversation with me.

11. Let Vandana attain pure body of gnosis and bliss by grace of Shiva or Narayana: whoever she has her faith in. All her money is spent by Shilaajeet. It’s spent the way Shilaajeet wants to spend it.

12. Vandana was trying to earn trust with laptop. Dant Kanti. Poor kids. Vandana is still poor. It’s sad! It’s true. Vandana kept stressing on merits but herself lost all her common sense. Vandana eventually gave me money but it will merely be for two days. Or three.

Am I drunk? No.

Do I drink tea? No.

Do I take marijuana? No.

Do I eat tobacco like rest of her family? No.

Do I take Shilaajeet or Musli? No.

Do I take cigarette or beedi or alcohol? No.

Do I read? Yes.

Do I exercise? Yes.

Do I wish everyone well? Yes.

Why then, am I a subject to inquiry by those who don’t have any merits whatsoever except eating like pigs and gaining weight which makes it difficult for them to stay healthy is a mystery worth being investigated.

Those who were bored reading previous gentle and mild mannered posts should enjoy this one. I had my daily bread, butter and exercise and I saw plenty of poor people who were pretending to be rich. I am not one of them.

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A walk in the meadows!

1. I walked some rounds. Japanese guava strikes back!

Dhanateras setting!

2. No man is an island. Isle means island. But it’s not just land. It’s surrounded by the body of water whereas aisle is surrounded by rows of things or seats or people. The first has a value of nine and the second has a value of one. No man’s an island. Neither any woman.

Stalls where crackers are sold 2020!

3. A Tohu Verse to celebrate the occasion:

Dragonfly flyover overture

True color of love…

Towers Louvre

Revue oeuvre

Butterfly flyover flutterby

Bye and bye

Battling BATTUE lingashtakam

Lingastronomical calculus sulcus circus custard apple Appleseed.

A walk in the meadows. A talk to recall later.

Dragonball z: three giant snakes with tongues!
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Evening session!

1. 221622: six jams on vocabulary.com. Average rank: 2.5.

2. Jagjit Singh singing Mirza Ghalib’s ghazal. The exit from the garden of Eden happened first for the Satan, aka Lucifer, governor of mind. Demiurge. Yaldabaoth etcetera. Then it happened for children of God: the best of creation. The question is: what’s the difference? The difference is: being smarter than humans he rules the Netherlands then redemption happens to humans, then redemption happens to him, then, again the show must go on. It’s not as easy as I have made it look here but it’s true to the best of my knowledge. In a way: God wanted the Satan to rule in proxy, therefore he created toys for him and then created the whole act of exit and so on: the third Reich: Shin. If I think like that I might appear like Satan. But in that scheme: God is one and only godhead and always remains same. The Satan can never become God. It can only lure some more sparks and mould them until they generate enough energy to break through the egg. All promises of deliverance and all shows of bondage are by Satan, for Satan and so on. Godhead is there to be apprehended. Then you become Satan. Then you continue as Satan for eternity. Or: you’re always the godhead. It became it. Satan is merely a shadow. A temporary shadow for play. Pick any version or don’t.

3. Atheists accumulate material power but are always puzzled by death, diseases and afterlife. After they enter afterlife and appreciate the divine or satanic plan for universes: they see the beauty without gods of archons and realize that though there is no God they need to believe in something to keep going on: either in energy or in happiness being goals of the sum total of their activities.

4. Could ball ten overs quite easily. Toes ache. Weather pleasant. If October was a permanent month or maybe November: weather wise: I wouldn’t mind. It’s better than Spring I think. If you have enough food and internet : winters are a blessing. Now that I have outgrown euthanasia : I don’t have any doubts.

5. I am happy to have a good time. I don’t know if it will continue.