Oumuamua mou oubliette
Oumlette latte attelier
Dark matters
Matters lite
Chihuahua hua hua
Chthonic nictus Convictus
Convivial vial altar tarra plain
Oumuamua
It happens.
1. I received a delayed notification on instagram today. The only person who likes my posts had liked it 6 hours ago but the notification i received was exactly when i came out of Deendayal Rasoi.
2. End of the story.
The Sun That Slips Into Your Skin…
Must be a mad son,
A son of a ditch,
A hitch, a key,
It should slip on your skin,
As it dances,
For your skin is translucent,
Slipper disk,
A supreme risk,
A walk brisk,
Frisk
Madison sonneteer leer
Eery tear wear away
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Big Shots!
1. Gates is positive about better scientific advances in 2021 but won’t tell anyone that time travel already exists despite all the theories given by Hawking to support otherwise.
2. I would get a t-shirt by organizers of Bundelkhand marathon 2021 on Rahul Dravid’s birthday or eve of National Youth Day. I was thinking about the need as i really can’t afford to buy a shirt at present and today i saw a tweet by Shoaib Akhtar in answer to a fan who asked him to choose a better batsman. A synchronicity made possible because it would be Dravid’s birthday soon.
3. I read the first verse from Himtarangini by Makhan Lal Chaturvedi. As i was doing that the librarian spoke about Maithili Sharan Gupt and the next book i picked for registration turned out to be Yashodhara. I saw a name plate yesterday evening and another couple this noon on my way to Gandhi Smarak Bhavan. The first plate belonged to Madhya Pradesh Bhartiya Janta Party state minister. Since i have seen that plate at other occassions and i know the street it came out of : the person lives in my vicinity or comes to meet someone living in my vicinity. What’s with the revenue department. Two cars within a day. Director general.
4. Jack Ma has gone missing. Billions couldn’t save him in China. Adani group isn’t supporting Ganguly as brand ambassador because of heart attack though he is supporting BJP. It’s a strange world and fortunes change within a minute.
Conversations with the Moon!
Hello Moon,
Good afternoon!
Monsoon too soon,
Perchoon perchance chanceon,
Chancellor lord ordained dense marksmanshipwreckedemarcation
Cation anion onion
Ion on ion on and on
Noisome meshuga gasconade bragbro
Bromide Idempotentate tattletale telltale
Ginger ale
Germane mail
Don’t ail,
Anymore,
It’s a chore now-a-days!
Prompt: same as title by My Valiant Soul on instagram
Image credit: myself.
Onion roots!
Three of them were sowing onion roots in the field. Eastern side near cowshed. I needed cudgel. I asked them if it was the season. They confirmed.
How do we keep getting onions whole year then?
Those are Kaanpuri.
They answered.
Obviously, they come from stores.
One of the ladies tied a heavy bunch of woods-she wanted my help to put them on her head.
She has two daughters and no husband or brother to take care of her.
It was difficult to pass the exit.
She was carrying more than she should.
Or so i thought.
She would walk to her house with that load on head. Many miles.
After a long day of hardwork at fields.
Then she would need to cook food for her daughters.
Deendayal Rasoi Day 18!
1. Potatoes, chickpea and tomatoes curry in Deendayal Rasoi. Very delicious, without excess of salt or chilly. Fresh hot rotis and rice. I requested for a second serving of curry and they delivered it. The kid was taking dump outside, near bench. Open defecation! Then he kept calling some word loudly merely to hear the sound of his own voice to which I waved my left hand time-to-time as right hand was busy breaking rotis and then mixing rice with curry. Then i gave up and only continued with eyebrows. He also got mild after a while. The guy i had given ten rupees note to asked my name and i told it as it should be pronounced ideally. He corrected the surname with his pronunciation, which is, the trendy pronunciation i have heard all my life. One means white or brilliant and the other means born of brilliance. Since i was never born the identity doesn’t matter. Case closed.
2. There were kids playing cricket. Some snack stalls were beginning to flourish until Saturday. Sunday is a big market over there. The field beside the Deendayal Rasoi is very dirty. Lots of garbage. All I can do for now is to put a ten rupees detergent powder as my contribution which is used to wash plates. Not vim bar. The water cooler of 2018 accompanied billboards. Billboards are still there but most people who eat there are happy with tap water. I carry the water i bring. There was some registration drive outside the town hall. All that for ten rupees. It’s a good community.
3. Yesterday evening as i was walking in the Shatabdi ground i continued to play vocabulary jams on vocabulary.com. i wanted to access YouTube for some work. As soon as i opened the app i saw an advertisement for live streaming of a program by Sawan Kripaal Roohani mission. I watched the program in which message given by Saint Rajinder Singh ji was being translated in another language. I heard it for a while and it looked tiring because of the translation delay. I moved on but i knew that i was going to notice some vehicle or the other today related to that stream of consciousness.
4. Today as i reached Gandhi Smarak Bhavan, i called the person i had borrowed ten rupees from. There are some people on a tour. The front of the van has ‘Ram Raja Sarkar’ written on windshield and the back has ‘Radha Swami’ written on it. The Radha Swami group was initiated by Rai Saligram as told by Tulsi Saahib of Hathras and Sawan Singh ji Maharaj initiated the faith in which Kripaal Singh ji emerged as a great missionary. The place where i went to take initiation was Kripaal Baag in Delhi. Like any cult, conditions are almost impossible to follow. Grandfather’s mission is being propagated by grandson. His father was the pontiff until he could serve. The same thing is observed in other faiths like Gayatri pariwar and in usual political parties. It’s not a rule but in general it’s the state of affairs.
5. The conditioning which takes place in the supervision of some parents requires children to be with them since beginning. Then the inheritance spiritual and material is given if they comply with their code of conduct. It’s a lot of bullshit if you ask me. Bullshit. Dogshit and horseshit. The journalist we talked about was there accompanying the people in van.
Note: i own my words, images and shite!
United Nations World Food Programme Free Rice Help Alleviate The Hunger in the world!
I just raised 143000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps
The End!
Tocsin teredo
Toxin two kids
Two squirrels
Alarm bells
Seven sisters
Seven sages
Ten pages
Gaping holes
Ping pong balls
The End
Language Log! Pronouns.
1. I asked her to wish them.
2. She asked him to wish them.
3. He asked him to convey the message.
4. Three different days, three different scenarios, three different messages. One witness, one initiator, one recorder, one order.
Light, Camera, Sound and Action!
1. There was a report about multicolored monoliths appearing at various places. It reminded me of Stanley Kubrick’s 2001: A Space Odyssey.
2. While developing models for study of life and students I began with journey, game, school, dream and war models. Yesterday, at the conclusion of ceremony organized by Madhya Pradesh Hindi Literature Unit, the anchor recited a verse to mean that it is a journey and we shall meet again. I recalled Rumi’s Caravan.
3. In the play model: lights, sounds, camera and action is an often repeated pharse. It tells you about primary foundation of play as a model similar to any other models.
4. Light can be of many types. Sunlight, Moonlight which is a reflection of Sunlight or electrical light, electromagnetic light, biochemical light as produced by fireflies and finally the dancinglightofgrace.
5. Sounds can be of many types. Heard word is either produced by collision or without collision. The one with collision has a physical presence of objects in your vicinity whereas the other one is an echo. It might be an extrasensory perception. These can be humane or natural. Artificial or divine or demonic.
6. The logos is inner sounds. It’s written word for those who live in Truth realm universe. If there’s no erroneous hearing : it can also be heard word.
7. Whether seeing is believing or hearing is believing or it’s more complex than that: decides what takes you to your true home in the Truth realm universe in your journey.
8. Witness is camera. It’s knowledge without judgement until it’s a must. It’s forgiveness. It’s Akashic records.
9. Action is Karma or doing or movement of energy which always returns to harmony or higher order. In case of individuals who live in the truth realm: a higher order replaces the chaos which is replaced by smaller and smaller chaos towards higher and higher orders.
10. Without firm conviction given by gnosis you can’t be at peace. It’s akin to bliss of deep sleep. The duality is always a play between the opposites, a zillion shades of contrast. Nonduality can’t be traced, found or pinpointed to . Reality is a mystery and yet this solipsistic Nonduality can find harmony in artistic expression of sublime beauty. As you contemplate and focus identities, the pinholes through which light, sound, camera and action activates the psyche or universal mind, brings them to light of awareness, you realize that every identity is a complete perfection interevolving with other identities into a higher perfection which is novel in its expression yet in keeping with the foundation.
11. A universe comes into being with every identity and as this identity keeps growing in truth, knowledge and bliss it overlaps other identities. It enters into mind of others and others come into its mind which is actually universal mind. Both of them interdependent and arising conditionally. As long as characters engross you they’re given reality by your light which activates them. It’s more complex than mere desire to enjoy, witness or control because it’s above all: desire to be or exist or live. Beyond it there’s neither desire to live nor to not live, which is actually its natural contrast as love and hatred accompany each other.
12. All this for me? Yes. Only for you. There’s no one else but you!
Time can’t heal timeless wounds!
1. Walked 80 minutes and played vocabulary jams on vocabulary.com. Walking without bag on back is easier. It is possible to complete marathon by using walk and run approach in turns. One of the challenges is to wake up in time on the day of marathon. My heels have cracks and toes have injuries and bruises because of excessive walking. But it’s not new. Time can’t heal timeless wounds.
2. Received 1123124 ranks but not in that order. Moon wasn’t visible today.
3. I own all the images. Though it used to be useless. Who owns what and for how long, yadda yadda.
4. PC and Stephen were missing today. Vimal Rajendran, Yang and another guy whose name is difficult to spell played well.
5. Got shaved. Had to borrow ten rupees. Returned 5 rupees that i had borrowed from the PUBG guy. The game got banned but memories are enough to run a mobile restaurant for youth!
6. We had some discussion in library. I didn’t know it rained in New Delhi. The clouds increased temperature here.
7. Made 100 rupees as a freelancer towards a job which was not completed. Learned to use Paytm. The call which was supposed to last 20 minutes took 2 hours 20 minutes. In 2011 i published a half-baked treatise named ‘A Cookbook For Genius’ on a freelancing site which gave me 25 coins. Then i had a full time job in Cognizant Technology Solutions and yet i couldn’t earn as a freelancer. People from Nigeria and other African countries quoted such low prices that they were immediately hired. I was new. I don’t know how long i can continue but once i am out of this pit i would never be able to forget how deeply entrenched i had become here because of these ancient relationships. You think they’re resolved but complexes keep coming to surface until your identity gets completely changed or you become all-in-all.
Dancing light of grace 