Bodhisattva precedes a full blooming consciousness of Buddha. The vow to stop just before the Nirvana out of compassion. Is it merely accumulation of merits or something else. Shaiva Siddhanta limits the number of souls. That model is incompatible with Multiverse theory. Both can’t be true. How can Abrahamic religions espouse both multiverse and creator God. If indian theory of multiverse is compatible with quantum realms: the Bodhisattva is merely an archetype, necessary not indispensable. Since you stop before Nirvana you are deluded in to believing that someone needs to be saved. If there are innumerable beings you would never cross over. And if not crossing over was superior to Nibbana. You know Nibbana wouldn’t have existed. I am clearly aware that unfathomable ein sof can not be expressed. This is best I can do at this point.
Making Art With Secrecy@
Secrecy cyborg organized zed eye.
Private eye veteran Anschluss.
Ussr srodingers vay
Sena enactment axyomorin
Rinsed sedona .
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Narmada, Death, Pigs, Polythene, Vishakhapatnam, Suicide and Narada!
1. We had a brief discussion on effect of Corona. We seemed to agree on improvement in air quality. Narmada and Godavari couldn’t be cleansed even after big movements and activists like Medha Patkar sacrificed their lives for the cause. Godhead heard them and Narmada is cleaner. It works in mysterious ways.
2. Deaths:
Look at the tally. Today’s newspaper says 2 crore children will be born this year. Even in USA it would be 30 lakh births. USA being the top contributor to the Deathalymoixs would gain at least 26 lakh lives this year. Population explodes further in India. Old people were dying before. Why use the guise of a Virus managed by the states and central government with the help of a system of journalists who are either sold or are too scared to see the naked emperor roaming the streets without clothes.

3. Polythene and Polymer
Styrene gas leak on Thursday in morning hours, killed about 11 people and many others including police and rescue team as well as flora and fauna in the 5 kilometres area surrounding the chemical factory owned by a South Korean company. The factory was previously owned by default magnate Vijay Mallya. It’s an irrelevant info. Like this: Vishakha constellation influence ends and the event happened in Vishakha Pattnam. Pattnam means a bandargaah or a port. Vishakha means sub-bra ch. With Narada Jayanti the month of Jyesh tha begins. The biggest heaviest Dharma as Sun drinks most of the water from your body and you absorb greatest amount of Sunlight. Mythical hero of Mahabharata epic who was named Yudhisthira had this constellation. His name can be broken down into: Yudh and Sthira, which means the one who remains steadfast among vicissitudes or in the face of war. He went to heavens with his body. He ruled Indraprastha for 36 years.
Coming to normal: breaking off of the tangent: polyethylene or single use plastic ban is the government sponsored joke of this decade. Like flying cars being available to all and sundry by the year 2015. Smartphones are indeed available to most of us and I thank those who envisioned a 2020 with many hands using most modern computers in their pockets. I really do. Internet had improved my knowledge base and now smartphone is the only tool to meaningfully connect with cross ethnic groups. But where are the flying cars? That was a fiction like Arthur C. Clarke’s odysseys culminating in 2016.
I have to mostly remove single use plastic from drainage system outside my house as I burn the garbage. Most of the garbage is polythene bags. Why did they announce that they were going to ban it? Another suggestion is to not show warnings for alcohol and cigarette smoking and drinking. Be it TV or movies or packs or bottles. Don’t do that. People know the risk. My father, a chain smoker since the age of 14 years is 55 now. He filled an unspeakable amount of poison in our young lungs since childhood and we were suffering from bronchitis asthma etc. He looks hail and hearty. Don’t print warnings for everyone knows that Liquor and other toxins can’t be banned. In my walks someone or the other spits just as they see me walking. Sometimes it’s throng of people and now I know it’s not offensive. UP and Madhya Pradesh are states of Gutka eaters and paan masala guys who do as they please for they had attained Bramhjnana. They keep coughing and sneezing all day long and never take care of their bodies which have been sold to Devil and its advocates.
4. Pigs without Pepperwork:
Today 1000 labourers arrive here from Delhi. My father in a team of 5 is working to enlist the people who are diagnosed for the symptoms of Corona by the medical staff. I had downloaded the Aarogya Sethu application by the Ayush department of India. I took the survey and it declared me healthy. The blue tooth thing didn’t work as there were no cases (how could there be?) Hence I deleted the app. It had asked me if I was willing to volunteer for service to the cause and I said yes. Nobody approached me. I offered my voluntary services to enlist people with my father this morning as I want occassionally to escape this complex where trapped air has mostly the frustrated blabbering of my siblings, mother, father and grandmother. They have lost their jobs and feel insecure about their futures. By escaping from this complex for a few hours I would have breathed in some fresh air but the stadium as well as ashram are still locked. Where do I go? No matter where I go people look at me with suspicion and mockery. Mostly because of the clothes I wear as I use only a pair of them for being minimalist and I need to wash them as my parents haven’t spent even 2K on my clothes in a year. They had promised to take care of basics and not to interfere in my meditation. They left no stone unturned to ensure that I was not able to leave for another destination which might have been Tamil nadu, Hardwar or Rishikesh. Now I need to prove my worth on a daily basis to get a few crumbs.
Gist: they are like leaders who keep only the promises which are conducive to winning the elections.
Fear of death, fear of humiliation, mind control using police, media and battery as well as technology are key aspects of 21s century regime.
Municipal corporation promised to remove pigs. There are at least 25 pigs outside my house on a regular basis. There were none 5 years ago. Why are they proliferating? Neighborhood complains about not being able to feed cows who are useful animal.
4. Narada Jayanti
Marks the birth of sage Narada who is considered divine and an incarnation of lord Vishnu. He’s undoubtedly one of the most popular devotees in India. Only Hanuman, Dhruva and Prahlad come anywhere close to his impeccable reputation. Narayana, Narayana on his lips with a pair of cymbals and Veenaa in his hands, he’s the epitome of devotional Love. He features prominently in all of the greatest mythical stories. For example: he’s present as a counselor to Sage Vyasa in the Bhagvat Puran. He was the one who inspired him to create a song praising dancing darkness of grace. Bhagvat is a testament of grace. A song full of divine love. Narada is also present in Valmiki”s transformation event. He changed his heart by meeting the divine sage and became a creator of immortal epic of Ramayana. Narada is also present in the story of Dhruva and Prahlad. Vashishtha might come closer to the reputation of the divine journalist who was equally respected by angels and demons. With a time machine I would have loved to walk with Narada a few miles: hearing him chant Narayana, Narayana. The sage who gave Paanchratra and Narada Bhakti Su tra. My most humble obseianxe to one of the greatest among renunciates.
5. A bird chirped sweet as I woke up. It’s still twittering. Mrig Yoni, Devagana, Kolav Karana, Bramhin Varna, Gemini Ascendant with Mercury being the Atmakaraka in Sagittarius in Navamsa. Prati pada of Krishna Paksha begins. Jyesh tha month begins. Mercury rules the constellation. It’s Dharma dominant.
6. A labourer had to walk 1000 kilometres from Soora t Gujarat to Panna. He collapsed in Chhatarpur where he was taken care of by the medical staff and a gentleman gave him 500 rupees to help him.
7. A 37 year old government employee hanged himself to death in Panna. Reasons unknown. May he rest in peace. Please help raise awareness for euthanasia. Thanks for reading.
Time taken: 1 H 33 M.
Euthanasia
1. Since I contemplated suicide multiple times, my heart is saddened by the news of youngsters committing suicide in local newspapers. Euthanasia should be birthright of every human being and animal.
2. In my evening walk I saw a foundation stone for ward number 23.
The inscription has a name:
Harihara Gandarbh.
The name should have been :
Harihara Gandharva.

3. Gandharva is a category of beings often talked about in Hindu literature for their skills related to music and dancing. In aforementioned case I am sure I read his name as the suggested correction on his nameplate outside his office. It might sound pedantic or persnickety but when the name is on a stone inscription it ought to be accurate. Isn’t it?
Cosmic Equations!
With left hand on bishop,
He hopes,
To make his world a better place,
A returning player,
He smiles,
With curlicues,
He puts all the illuminated ones,
In danger,
They cry ‘merxy!’
As he says-” Check mate!”

Radiance!
1. Sun is shining brightly. Vegetable sellers are still passing by and birds on nearby trees sing.

2. I burnt some garbage. Smell of charred rubber is in the air. I had my second bath and now I need to write and read to make this day a significant one. I read few verses by Ramalinga Paradesi who assures again and again of physical immortality being a fact for him and he’s not alone.
3. Atmakaraka Mars is going to enter into Aquarius as per sidereal zodiac system and many planets would become retrograde within a week. Moon also enters the sign Virgo by evening.
4. Shabbat for Jews and Mass day for Christianity was honoured by multinational companies as they had a 5 day work week. I need to find work and for that I need an online account and for that I need a PAN card and for that I need to apply with tonnes of documents. It all boils down to paperwork, CGA and to National Security Register. Now you can’t even sagely run off to Himalayas and live in the fresh air in a hut on plant leaves and herbs. Government sponsored monks are good monks rest are rest.
5. For three days in a row the newspaper has been publishing account of one Dilip Pande from Jhansi who is working on behalf of Ravi Sharma, member of the legislative assembly, Jhansi, to distribute food for all needful people in his vicinity. Such appreciable tasks are acts of compassion which according to Ramalinga help one become a candidate for receiving divine grace of dancing lord.
6. Acharya Nirbhaya Sagar Ji is also helping his students on Dera Pahadi with his divinity. I lived in a Jain family’s house in Kota as a tenant in 2003 and I also had a Jain friend in college and before leaving for Chennai in 2009, I lived with him for about a month and a half in Pune, he was a nice guy and non-violence as well as scientific aptitude of Jainism and Buddhism has made them forerunners along with Kabbalah in the 21 century.
7. Watermelon is a big melon.
Me loan Nolan.
Melange lanugo langouste
Ousted ted stalks celery.
8. The peddlers were recording for the radio. Courtesy David Lynch, Ved Vyasa, and others. Those new: all you speak and listen as tangible and intangible becomes radio. And all on radio and television is also radio. And all seen is video. Those two are prime modes of modus operandi. Other three are touch, taste and smell. You give to yourself whatever you give.
9. Rates of vegetables are fluctuating rapidly like pandemic casualties and weather reports. I have barely written anything today and I already feel sleepy. This is what food and sunshine does to you in the tropics.
10. Warblers are trilling the field of eternity and drilling machine makes a shrill noise. Where else do I turn to for solace, if not to birds? Throats of pigs like four wheelers screeching breaks and hoarse throats of my family members and neighbours, mostly because of gutka paan masala and onion unions are not worth being listen to beyond acquiring the requisite information for day-to-day functions. Banned materials are being sold via black markets. There must be millions of police officers, leave alone general public, who can’t live without tobacco, liquor and other chewing items. How do you suppose such laws can be enforced and by whom and for which end, how’s it even related to a pandemic or virus which has 13 strands as mysterious as the 13 dimensions.
Time taken: 58 Minutes 58 seconds.
Face The Music!
1. Face the music is one of the sayings with music being something which doesn’t just entertain but it does uplift. Martin Heidegger addressed musicality of being in his book Time and Being. Heidigger was a better philosopher but Nietzsche was more influential in Hitler’s contemporaries or so thought Osho aka Acharya Rajneesh Mohan Chandra Jain. Laotzu said that too much music deafens the ear and here he used it in a positive sense as we know by a Sanskrit saying “ATI Sarva tra varjayet.” Which means excess is always prohibited. Or excess of a good thing is actually a bad thing.
2. I used earphones or lead to avoid the environmental music until I developed the reserve to face the music easily. I may resort back to it in need but my eardrums have disintegrated and regenerated by excessive and prolonged listening. There is no doubt about two things: in the last 17 years, I have heard to more music and words than I have voiced. It might be a ratio of 5: 1 with inflation adjustment and I have written more words than I have read in journals, blogs and websites. Here ration of reading versus writing might be 1:6. Both these imbalances of reading writing versus speaking listening need readjusted because towards balance and equilibrium points the compass. I need to also gain balance towards being severe in my donations. I would continue to donate my time but with an intentional vector which rides on carrier wave of physical immortality and deathlessness. I feel with due diligence the goal can be achieved provided I continue to work for it.
3. May second, twenty twenty means roots two and two respectively. Moon rules the day. Saturday is 100, perfect day of Shabbat dinner. Unlike mercury which is too work like. This day pleases both Moon and Saturday. The Moon Matrix as propounded by Bhagwad Geeta, Warner Bros, and David Icke among others plays via help of these two adepts. One is a good cook and cop 21 who operates via drugs like marijuana and shrubs, herbs as well as water. The other is the bad cop catch 22 who regulates you via chastising via hierarchical structures which are based primarily on salutations and credit. If you saluted or not you were doomed both ways. The easy way is right way until you forget it was easy or destrier. Then you realise what it means to live with a dead mind like grays until you don’t and by then you have had many liver transplantations.
4. Ramalinga Paradesi asked why nails and hair grew. Science may have an answer but his intention was to draw your attention to details for virtually graphic reality of holographic universe depended on it. Why Jain monks get rid of all hair and even Buddhist too whereas Hindu monks insist on keeping the tuft. I realised that Mahakaala had a great game down the rabbit hole with red pills and I realised that by his grace by slaving for him for long. The game in human body is dependent on hair, clothes you wear(weir) and a bit on what you eat and you have no idea about how deep it runs unless you take a walk in the marketplace or in your hometown. It’s strange Japanese fashion a few centuries ago included shaving eyebrows off.
5. This morning as I saw a marjarie on roof I said to it in Sanskrit:
” it’s a saying in Sanskrit: wherever ladies are worshipped, gods dwell. But where they’re not worshipped all actions become fruitless. Now I replaced the word Naari with Cat, and yes, I replaced a Sanskrit word meaning women with another English word meaning cat and sang it to cat who was looking curiously and alertly at me as I was doing rapid exhalation breathing aka Ka Paal Bhaati. Literally meaning “shining skull”: the shining skull makes your skull and skin glow as it reinforces the apana among five fold Prana of Prana, Apana, Vyana, Samana and Udana. In 2003 I read in a book by Osho that Buddha worked on a breathing technique which conquered death. Prior to that I had read about it in “Gayatri Mahavijnana” by Shriram Sharma. The sixfold cleansing rituals in the system of Patanjali had this one to remove toxins via sweat, urine and feces as it helped remove constipation. Baba Ramdev popularized this technique along with alternate nostril breathing in 2004-2005 and I was able to save my life after the freezing of brain and motor currents in the year 2012. It helps activate the solar plexus which is where 72000 subtle pathways meet. Holding the middle path of Sushumna makes you humbly reach the supreme peace and bliss but you need to keep walking. Rama to Ramadev and Buddha to Vamadev all taught this subtle path of Sushumna and ofcourse the Kumbhaks both internal and external which converts into Anandmide your internal THC, tetra hydro carbadinnol which is the natural high of meditation practice.
The cat sat quietly then. Mishras are Egyptian descendents who mix techniques. Cats were worshipped as deities once in ancient Egypt.
6. My initiation master insisted on not disturbing the motor currents or Pranayama kosha while working on manomaya as well vijnanmaya kosha simultaneously by handling only the sensory currents. I had some complexes in the motor currents region because of my practice prior to initiation and it took me some 6 years to comprehend why Saint Matt or Gnosticism emphasizes to stay away from Pranayama. Nanaka also emphasized on keeping hair: they were building an army of warriors then and now warfare shifted to psychic realms. Ramavhari Manas by Tulsidas means the Ramayana or Devasura war in the subtle mind.
7. To elaborate a bit upon the 6: the Panchayat tradition by Narada and other sages has Vaasudev-Sankarshana- Pradyumna-Aniruddha as the descendants of divinity in your earthly realm. These four correspond to inner organ or conscience as Chitta-Ahankara-Mannah-Buddhi. With functions like blissful expansion, dark uniting of subject and object or restful sleep, waxing and waning desires to create and procreate and discrimination as well as divine expansion aka necessary evil. The reference is from Kapil Dev”s Samkhya Yoga as given in Bhagvat Puran canto third.
8. In the Upanishads waking, sleeping and dreaming are ruled by Vaishvanara, Taijas and Praagya respectively whereas fourth is the witness of these three. All sacrifices and oblations are to Vaishvanara or Agni or Mahakaala who is the Chieftain of day like Sun God. The dream realm is ruled by the Taijas or Vaasudev who is actually Vasudev or lord of dream realm. In the sense Bhagwad Geeta is only about lucid dreaming. Pragya is lord of sleep and unless one appeased lords Rudras, Sankarshana or Ananth, Sesha and other Nagas are propitiated one can’t have a wakeful sleep nor a restful sleep. Narayana or Buddha or Vishnu being a perfect human is protected by the life force or motor currents which reside in the ahamkara or darkness. Thus Pranayama is helpful to give you traction but to transcend you need to praise the dancing light of grace and detoxify yourself on a regular basis as well as help others around you.
9. Narrow path means via sensory currents controlled following the golden light of grace as you don’t perturb the motor currents. You get agitated on broad path as too many people meet on that. Rest later.
Time Taken: 1H 15 M.
Grateful!
1. Numnah numbat numskull
2. Battue Tuesday daylight
3. Numdah howdah dahlia
4. Mahomet Mahogany Ganymede
5. Snood snoop nude dune
6. Underwater tonesure sureshot atonement mentation mensuration sussuration cocksure cockalorum cockroach coach approach fibroach.
7. Shrive Shriram thrive three ram
8. Dehiscence scene embo point an Anschluss drayfuss fustion ionised Sedona Donna Madonna midriff riffraff far-off offerings ensures resplendent dentists that accept your offer.
9. Canxoon canon cannon nonplussed xenon headlights koinoia Nobita.
10. Postiche pastiche chestnut
11. Agouti Tim tympanic panegyric.
12. Omphaloskeptic tic tac toe
Wimbledon wimble done
Nimble limbus blenny blend fun
Secern seccedent cadenza segue
Say gway
Sage way
Jambeau
Brown bear
Satyabhama Hamas Bahamas
13. Eight weight
Wight ghat ghaut
Autarkic Icarus lanugo
14. Lucerne Lucifer
Infernal decipher
Pheromones moniker
Nested nikker.
15. Raga ragamuffin Finnish tiffin
Murex codex Durex ibex
Exedra drastic ictus convictus
Tussock okra Arkansas chhokra
16. Boobialla
Atheists a the sis.
A the ling. Isinglass.
17. Palimpsest gazump gazebo
Bovine vineyard ardent boulevard
Umpires on pyres resonant antennas
Nashville lemming Ming Dynasty amazing Jing Inglewood ping pong table gabled fable cable car carmine Minecraft crafting tingling lingas
Time consumed: 36 minutes.
For Goat The Title is Ramses!
1. I feel excellent today.
2. Rishi Kapur passed away. He was a big celebrity. RIP.
3. Neighborhood was quiet until it wasn’t quiet. The boy was shouting his throat out. The mom was being reasonable and slightly goading.
4. I asked for a new smartphone. They said this one was a reward for my cleaning the house before Diwali. I cleansed and they gave me a second hand already hacked device with cracks on screen. I didn’t ask for it but now I need a better smartphone to write better. Earlier I used a laptop and used to wonder how someone blogged using smartphone with tiny screens, now, I count the blessings of being able to focus sharper.
5. Sky has some haziness. Not enough to provide solace. Birds and kittens talk to me sometimes. I mingle well with those on night rounds to keep the fort intact and I do it better when I don’t have a smartphone in the pocket of my runners.
6. I asked them– “Do you remember, a banyan tree used to be here, in this complex, pointing to the field nearby?”
“We haven’t been here for that long–was the answer” as expected.
7. I recalled later–mango tree it was. It had given innumerable carries for us as kids, even when we kept pelting stones at it. Now a young Neem tree is dancing in its place.
Hidden Den marksmanship
1. Hidden den endangered species.
2. Vyaghramsesquinsy symcock syncopy Opus dei sensus mei.
3. Ideaohore horus Honduras duress.
4. Restaurants rant Anschluss grants.
5. Frangipani Brazil frazil gozirra.
6. Zinc oxide zipper pocket watch necklace.
7. Lasor beam amoebae Aubade alidade.
8. Thymus mustard ardent dentistry.
9. Syrian Sirius sirocco sussuration.
10. Rating ceruse ruse Syracuse.
11. Currant jelly bean currently.
12. Zen clapperclaw scofflaw Katzenjammer marmalade hammer.
13. Thirteen minutes ago gosammer mercurial victory.
Time Stamp: 27. 4. 2020.21:11OM:
Time Taken in composition: 35 minutes.
Magical Calculus Lustrous Succubus!
1. Magical magus gusto stored.
2. Red education ions galore.
3. More lores resplendent chores.
4. Glassdoor Orangutan tanager multiverse.
5. Verisimilitude etude deutronomy prophet.
6. California Caliphate lip-sync zonesing.
7. Birds fly very high.
8. Omnibus sulcus custard powder.
9. Derelict ictus tusselated laterad.
1o. Wall-E, Wallmixy, Xymie, Xylum.
11. Lumpsum fulcrum curmudgeon buldgeon.
12. Games mesmerizing Jing amazing.
13. Ganymede gonfalon falchion ionic.
14. Red pill down the hill: Tohuhonolulu:
Lulukasamesolimosinesoidallyingandolierodomonyayaverserkeringullyonomaubergineeleewayinnardoablennyangangammashunduenneagrammanseuyudenmarksmanshiosoireenavyaya.
2o minutes. 26.4.2o2o.