1. Face the music is one of the sayings with music being something which doesn’t just entertain but it does uplift. Martin Heidegger addressed musicality of being in his book Time and Being. Heidigger was a better philosopher but Nietzsche was more influential in Hitler’s contemporaries or so thought Osho aka Acharya Rajneesh Mohan Chandra Jain. Laotzu said that too much music deafens the ear and here he used it in a positive sense as we know by a Sanskrit saying “ATI Sarva tra varjayet.” Which means excess is always prohibited. Or excess of a good thing is actually a bad thing.

2. I used earphones or lead to avoid the environmental music until I developed the reserve to face the music easily. I may resort back to it in need but my eardrums have disintegrated and regenerated by excessive and prolonged listening. There is no doubt about two things: in the last 17 years, I have heard to more music and words than I have voiced. It might be a ratio of 5: 1 with inflation adjustment and I have written more words than I have read in journals, blogs and websites. Here ration of reading versus writing might be 1:6. Both these imbalances of reading writing versus speaking listening need readjusted because towards balance and equilibrium points the compass. I need to also gain balance towards being severe in my donations. I would continue to donate my time but with an intentional vector which rides on carrier wave of physical immortality and deathlessness. I feel with due diligence the goal can be achieved provided I continue to work for it.

3. May second, twenty twenty means roots two and two respectively. Moon rules the day. Saturday is 100, perfect day of Shabbat dinner. Unlike mercury which is too work like. This day pleases both Moon and Saturday. The Moon Matrix as propounded by Bhagwad Geeta, Warner Bros, and David Icke among others plays via help of these two adepts. One is a good cook and cop 21 who operates via drugs like marijuana and shrubs, herbs as well as water. The other is the bad cop catch 22 who regulates you via chastising via hierarchical structures which are based primarily on salutations and credit. If you saluted or not you were doomed both ways. The easy way is right way until you forget it was easy or destrier. Then you realise what it means to live with a dead mind like grays until you don’t and by then you have had many liver transplantations.

4. Ramalinga Paradesi asked why nails and hair grew. Science may have an answer but his intention was to draw your attention to details for virtually graphic reality of holographic universe depended on it. Why Jain monks get rid of all hair and even Buddhist too whereas Hindu monks insist on keeping the tuft. I realised that Mahakaala had a great game down the rabbit hole with red pills and I realised that by his grace by slaving for him for long. The game in human body is dependent on hair, clothes you wear(weir) and a bit on what you eat and you have no idea about how deep it runs unless you take a walk in the marketplace or in your hometown. It’s strange Japanese fashion a few centuries ago included shaving eyebrows off.

5. This morning as I saw a marjarie on roof I said to it in Sanskrit:

” it’s a saying in Sanskrit: wherever ladies are worshipped, gods dwell. But where they’re not worshipped all actions become fruitless. Now I replaced the word Naari with Cat, and yes, I replaced a Sanskrit word meaning women with another English word meaning cat and sang it to cat who was looking curiously and alertly at me as I was doing rapid exhalation breathing aka Ka Paal Bhaati. Literally meaning “shining skull”: the shining skull makes your skull and skin glow as it reinforces the apana among five fold Prana of Prana, Apana, Vyana, Samana and Udana. In 2003 I read in a book by Osho that Buddha worked on a breathing technique which conquered death. Prior to that I had read about it in “Gayatri Mahavijnana” by Shriram Sharma. The sixfold cleansing rituals in the system of Patanjali had this one to remove toxins via sweat, urine and feces as it helped remove constipation. Baba Ramdev popularized this technique along with alternate nostril breathing in 2004-2005 and I was able to save my life after the freezing of brain and motor currents in the year 2012. It helps activate the solar plexus which is where 72000 subtle pathways meet. Holding the middle path of Sushumna makes you humbly reach the supreme peace and bliss but you need to keep walking. Rama to Ramadev and Buddha to Vamadev all taught this subtle path of Sushumna and ofcourse the Kumbhaks both internal and external which converts into Anandmide your internal THC, tetra hydro carbadinnol which is the natural high of meditation practice.

The cat sat quietly then. Mishras are Egyptian descendents who mix techniques. Cats were worshipped as deities once in ancient Egypt.

6. My initiation master insisted on not disturbing the motor currents or Pranayama kosha while working on manomaya as well vijnanmaya kosha simultaneously by handling only the sensory currents. I had some complexes in the motor currents region because of my practice prior to initiation and it took me some 6 years to comprehend why Saint Matt or Gnosticism emphasizes to stay away from Pranayama. Nanaka also emphasized on keeping hair: they were building an army of warriors then and now warfare shifted to psychic realms. Ramavhari Manas by Tulsidas means the Ramayana or Devasura war in the subtle mind.

7. To elaborate a bit upon the 6: the Panchayat tradition by Narada and other sages has Vaasudev-Sankarshana- Pradyumna-Aniruddha as the descendants of divinity in your earthly realm. These four correspond to inner organ or conscience as Chitta-Ahankara-Mannah-Buddhi. With functions like blissful expansion, dark uniting of subject and object or restful sleep, waxing and waning desires to create and procreate and discrimination as well as divine expansion aka necessary evil. The reference is from Kapil Dev”s Samkhya Yoga as given in Bhagvat Puran canto third.

8. In the Upanishads waking, sleeping and dreaming are ruled by Vaishvanara, Taijas and Praagya respectively whereas fourth is the witness of these three. All sacrifices and oblations are to Vaishvanara or Agni or Mahakaala who is the Chieftain of day like Sun God. The dream realm is ruled by the Taijas or Vaasudev who is actually Vasudev or lord of dream realm. In the sense Bhagwad Geeta is only about lucid dreaming. Pragya is lord of sleep and unless one appeased lords Rudras, Sankarshana or Ananth, Sesha and other Nagas are propitiated one can’t have a wakeful sleep nor a restful sleep. Narayana or Buddha or Vishnu being a perfect human is protected by the life force or motor currents which reside in the ahamkara or darkness. Thus Pranayama is helpful to give you traction but to transcend you need to praise the dancing light of grace and detoxify yourself on a regular basis as well as help others around you.

9. Narrow path means via sensory currents controlled following the golden light of grace as you don’t perturb the motor currents. You get agitated on broad path as too many people meet on that. Rest later.

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