Existential Nightmares

I was halted by a small piebald dog. It had a belt around its neck and it was wagging tail. I asked it what the matter was and it jumped around barking. It was an old grudge and yet it was wagging its tail.

The chaturthi Moon is like a pelting stone for Venus and Mercury. I am tired of remarking on grandness of virus. Old people swear by their ancient bones : it’s bigger than anything else. It’s bigger than East India Company.

Chaturthi Moon besides Street lights.

A truck driver asked me directions. I find myself to be one amongst many : dependent on mercy of police , militia and state who seem to act as if on a whim. The mass hypnotists are thriving and some of them are thrilled to this addiction of making a tool of others.

Pick any random magazine from AWG. It might be an article about the environment as it was 25 years ago. It uses the same language as present day journalists do.

I had given upon desire to live. It’s not virus or being separated from my people. It’s the absolutely wonderful ludicrously facetious state of affairs in which so called intelligentsia delights. I can’t do anything whatsoever to open their eyes to gaping truth of monotonic ictus.

Ottoman Empire.

Otorhinolaryngology,

John logging bearded deadline,

Ohr mho hour horus rustic

Tic tac toe oeillade lad ladle,

Addlepated addler lupine pinewood,

Woody Allen Ginsberg rinsed,

Lentil lense incense burner,

Nerdy denmarksman shipwrecked,

Dirty harry,

Don’t tarry,

To parry a blow,

Or a lowlife dide,

Alidade Aubade forbade Brocade,

Call Eastwood,

The Wood.

Inspired by: Dr. Harshavardhan, Woody Allen, Clint Eastwood, Dawood Ibrahim and David Lynch.

Header image courtesy : Gandhi Smarak Bhavan, Chhatarpur, Madhya Pradesh, 471001.

Tohu Minus Three.

Indignant indigo

An ant on penant

Penchant for chanting

Hantai junta

Pronounced Janta

Hunter hunter

Digs deep into pigs

Weeps week

Weak sweepstakes

Takes : one, two and three.

No lunch for free,

Bunch of abstemious raconteur up the hill with hypnotic trance.

International internship interment internment internet interest!

Interment: internment.

Daft: drafter: terse severe reverse reserved devastating tingling lingas gatecrashing hinged zed eyes winged Angel gell well.

Internship: hip-hop gossamer mercurial shipwrecked rialta.

Lariat at the rate of terrace. The race for terra cotta miniver verisimilitude of etude deutronomy laws eschatology gym gimcrack rucksack backpack acknowledged ledgerdemain maintenance and support.

Books Waiting For My Company!

Meera Ala …

And…

Indian Painting.

Other than the two books by National Book Trust of India, I also bought Mangal Prabhat by Navjeevan Trust. All three for hundred rupees. The first book is biography of Meera the mother of Puducherry. The second is the history of painting in India in middle ages. The third is Gandhi’s revolutionary ideas.

I bought them from Gandhi ashram shop. I wanted to buy some books by Amritlal Vegad. The subject being his adventures across Narmada. Limited stock didn’t allow me to buy them. I can read them for free as I volunteer to maintain the library.

I am unable to visit library because of the need to play cricket in evening. As you can see play has taken over Wordplay. For a while.

I live in a strange town. I live with zombies. All scared to their deaths.

How could zombies be scared of death? Or kakbhagodas in pagodas, zigzag ziggurat ratbaggery ratsasan for the matter in hand or two in time slime rime permafrost bingo.

Galla Mandi is open because government is working against Mandi. Stadia are closed for walking. Studies show that fresh air might help us but blind IAS officers are acting on whim.

They know if stadia is open I would soon open many new records to only break them myself. I might sound like Moriarty or Raw one but trust me, government has done enough against masons to be villainous for next 19 years.

My voice might not seem to be powerful for the lack of theatrical clouds. You would see soon enough for I meant everyone well.

Mosquitoes espalier moose Syracuse excuse meme mega gasoline.

Danseuse masseuse Usenet

Netsuke nettled kettle

Tenet Benet Benedict Cumberbatch

Cucumber una bomber

Acanthoid lycanthropy

Scandent indent entomologist

Logistics logoi oily lyrics

Oeillade ladle ladder rungs

Tabor taboret rey tigereye

Eyeball snowball ballpark private eye

Grippe gripe ripe frippery

Kevin Perry

Timothy leery

Eerie rye

Bye and bye

Sly sky Kyle leeway wayward naumachia chiasmus Muskegon Michigan Ganymede gonfalon falchion falcon Cavill villager Germaine country tryst stylus lustrous tumultuous omnibus succubus busted colophon honeycomb discombobulated odalisque seraglio lionized zed eyes.

Peignoir neoteric rickshaw Hawkshaw scrimshaw hawker Chieftain tainted fiefdom domicile

Wordplay of the day!

Caryatid tidbits doing foin without

Bit coin .

Dreck Mandrake Madeira made era

Mad ida diadem pingala alacrity.

Rinse sequin Quincy springe.

{ Observing the word Atheling in the third chapter of Alice Adventures…By Lewis Carroll I realized it was akin to methinks not a recent invention. }

Sick duck wick wicker

Kerchief chieftain kickbacks

Snip snap Knick knack

Acknowledge zed eye iodied doddering.

Gracile miasma tensile plasma

Smartphone smarmy army

Moxie eidolons onslaught

Laughter terse omniverse

Berisi mili tude of an et ude.

Six sigma ursine cinema

Nematodes despondent entomology

Gyrating thing hongee gee

Hinged education in noisome mesuga

Sugar coated yes men mensueyude yes stalks .

Guilty as charged!

I needed to admit my guilty pleasure:

Let the whole world know: I have thrived in the last six months beyond my wildest dreams. As Tesla said in an interview: I have only gained and gained. Not weight offcourse but all the rest.

Should I have a survivor’s guilt?

I shared models of life to educate myself:

War. School. Prison. Dream. Journey. Work.

They overlap yet it’s the prison which made me feel my darkest fears. Solitary confinement is as much of a joke to me as Corona. I challenge Red Onion or any other state prisons to lock me up for experiment.

I once entered the parking lot of Cognizant solutions where lift dropped you but didn’t pick you up back unless someone came to take you. That was one of the mini deaths of being in a box for five to ten minutes but I would have stayed there for as long as body allowed itself : Rajkumar Rao’s trapped gives the vicarious experience of eating rats and becoming a non-vegetarian to save one’s life.

How many years before Zombie Apocalypse or Ramalinga Paradesi?

It’s still Purge and Contagion. Two Hollywood movies did better than all of India’s political and media houses combined together: add minority report and inception and you’re done. I downloaded project Gutenberg and it was crazy crap. I need some real science fiction movies to dream but new ones are not being made and olden are golden.

I am more free than most. Means i belong to those who have brought about the calamity? Thanos the nose. Populace lac lace embrace

Caravan!

It’s the world family day.

2. It’s something or the other everyday

I have been a nomad since my earliest lives. I belonged to one and to all. In every group I was the first one to break the sectarian bias. Though I favour Ramalinga vegetarian and vegan movements I can clearly understand why cannibalism and wrong turns exist

4. I only have my body and it’s microcosm as well as macrocosm. Contention point with siblings was always lack of any grounding regarding pursuit of family objectives. Why do neighborhood families have taller buildings: because they need them. Why does USA manufacture more weapons? I got accustomed to village life which had fresh air and plenty of space. Now technology which is incompatible with space is available only to very rich and very famous and yet they succumb to Cancer and other diseases. Ramalinga left with a fragrance of camphor in that room. Where did he go? He said he entered into all bodies. Didn’t all those who succumbed to Cancer or other diseases? No. Because their thirst and hunger lives on whereas Ramalinga or Gandhi left monuments which act as tome to me.

Is whole world really a family ?

Truth be told: adept is one who needs no food, water or respect nor company or help.

I have needs: clothes. Water. Entertainment. Events. Help. Company.

I can’t roam around this city without good clothes or a lot of food and water.

South East

Those who say the whole world is a family must decide first who or what is the world. I am the world and the family.

Those who haven’t attained pure body of gnosis and bliss have no right to say that the whole world is a family. They are serving a doctrine, a media house, a policy or a nation state or themselves to sell their shoddy goods.

Time taken!

1. I am without an agenda or agitprops. A Kingfisher goes North with an insect in its beak. Neelkanth is the name given to lord Shiva and this culture relates this bird to the myth of lord holding poison in his throat so that others may enjoy ambrosia which was churned out of the ocean of gems.

2. Like my old neighbours and family I keep repeating same things: that I was born on Friday the 13. Travelling to psychic realms or to distant places or around the city to fetch ideas on which you can write something novel is costly: I can’t afford even to read books for long. They need life force time and energy and fresh air along with plenty of food and all of them are scarce in my vicinity. Hence rehashing and repackaging the old garbage in new windows. Triskaidecaphobia.

3. Very few people talk about death. And I see no life in their eyes nor flesh on their cheeks. They’re all gingers and don’t admit.

4. Ritual, routine and mannerisms aren’t either true or false: they are requisite information for dreaming. Nightmares are made of violations.

5. Whatever you hold dear is holding you back from dreaming and it’s not awakening people strive for: it’s freedom to dream. Living and dying is dreaming. Being is dreaming as there is no present moment or now. Only a simulation of current sponsored by the time cafe.

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