I talked to the water. It’s quiet. The birds are singing and humming. If only I had discovered this freedom before. Carrying the current in my pockets with wisdom of the yore.
The kittens in the kitchen. And the statue in the pond. It’s as normal as it gets. Nothing extraordinary.
The burning bush was reflecting in the pond as I looked at the lake from the penthouse. Then it was everywhere. It was always present or always present after the year two thousand and three. It was a matter of recognition. Highlighting the obvious background harmony.
Bells still ring in the nearby temple. I was dehydrated and starving when I last Sat here in search of the mystic peace. Now it’s not about the law or about the people. It’s about the pure body of bliss and gnosis.
I love reading myself more than anyone else. I love the sound of my own voice. I love everything about myself and I am not talking about essence or ranking. I am talking about my everyday reality. This moment and being.
1. As soon as the count of cases reaches to 10, the area would become a red zone. One less. All business was needed stadium is as close as ever.
2. Having spent 1000 rupees at Dr. Dileep Tripathi clinic just a few days ago my mother is again feverish.
3. Younger sibling has vomitted a record 5 times within last 30 days. Two of them was inside the room. He couldn’t even manage to reach out to the bathroom.
4. This is 46 degree centigrade here. I absolutely detest such high temperature and can’t really compose poetry. I am fed up of Corona virus pandemic which is a charade by illuminati. Unforeseen unprecedented. I am waiting for the zombie apocalypse. I have thrived all emergencies. I am already beyond death.
5. The image was taken this noon.
6. I have many plans about experiments with space time and am looking for Starjade-the deutronomy prophet online who was a regular interlocutor in the last decade. If any of you by any chance comes across this person kindly let me know via email or comments.
1. This is what scorching Sun feels like. The hot hell. The clouds against hazy skies are too scanty to contain the heat from reaching the Earth. Moreover: the night bounces back some radiation which is retained by the haze which is devoid of any moisture. You envy snowfalls and you make believe that with profuse sweating some of your sins would also burn. That future summers won’t be as hot. But it never works.
2. I tried making the little girl laugh with some stories : fictional enactment of an ice-cream seller sleeping because of hot summer. Her uncle gently knocks at his door to buy some and brings it back with some cold drinks. There are no permanent resting places neither any permanent sources of income.
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3. I couldn’t curl the mosquito net back. The boy on the footpath had taught me but I seem to have forgotten. Mosquitoes didn’t bite my skin but they kept clouding my vision for many hours. It barely had space to stretch my legs yet air upstairs wasn’t as heavy as inside the room.
4. Kids keep playing on and off. They are subject their parents who are subject to whims of government who is subject to some mysterious phenomenon or a one world government conspiracy.
5. My business is thriving at present. I have invested and gained. My voice is a pleasant voice. Meaningful noises are paradoxical calculations. I plan nothing. Nothing happens.
6. This side of the town feels like the Texas of the No Country For Old Men
7. A shepherd is driving a bunch of seven goats towards pastures in the South West. A man with a red eye on a bicycle passes by towards East.
8. The shrubs are dancing and the limbic system is being titillated too often these days. It’s the seething blood of reptilian humanoids. The shin.
I know it’s not a discussion forum. I also know that I am not likely to get an answer. I intend to increase my post count.
I have heard about bees disappeared results in world war or was it draught or apocalypse. What about Mosquitoes. I don’t have a Vivekananda concentration but you wish. My life would have been infinitely richer without them.
Bodhisattva precedes a full blooming consciousness of Buddha. The vow to stop just before the Nirvana out of compassion. Is it merely accumulation of merits or something else. Shaiva Siddhanta limits the number of souls. That model is incompatible with Multiverse theory. Both can’t be true. How can Abrahamic religions espouse both multiverse and creator God. If indian theory of multiverse is compatible with quantum realms: the Bodhisattva is merely an archetype, necessary not indispensable. Since you stop before Nirvana you are deluded in to believing that someone needs to be saved. If there are innumerable beings you would never cross over. And if not crossing over was superior to Nibbana. You know Nibbana wouldn’t have existed. I am clearly aware that unfathomable ein sof can not be expressed. This is best I can do at this point.
Meaning: I tell you a secret. Nothing is greater than human.
[ From Chapter two: Highest Excellence of Human, Indra Chandra Shastri, Udyogashala Press New Delhi, courtesy: Library of Gandhi Smarak Nidhi.]
And even that ancient tablet of Jewish mystics which I came across in my dark night online had gods and demons at level 4; humans at level 1. If a reader is aware of a wiki page with such a table: kindly let me know via comments or email so that I may bookmark the same.
1. Shani or Saturn was born as a progeny to Chhaya or Shadow when Sun, his father misconstrued her to be his wife, who, unable to bear his Taijas left to do penance. As to why she left a shadow behind remains a mystery. After coming to realise that he has given birth to Saturn out of the wedlock the Sun cursed the Shadow. Her son was unhappy with his father due to that.
2. Jyestha Amavasya or the new Moon is the date as per the Hindu lunar calendar.
3. On May 22, 2020, Friday, a rare stellium of Sun, Moon, Mercury and Venus happens in the sign of Taurus which is an outgoing Earth as well as exaltation sign of Moon and Mool trikona sign of Venus.
4. Saturn is in its own sign Capricorn with debilitated Jupiter. This is also a rare conjunction.
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6. Atmakaraka Mercury is in its friend’s sign and in Leo navamsa. Saturn is a hard Taskmaster who is happy if you perform your duties well.
7. Oil of til would be used to burn lamps under Ashwath tree today at the time of Twilight. Scorpion ascendant. Naga Karana. Debilitated Jupiter plus retrograde Venus, Saturn and Setting Sun. Moon which has waned indicate: Ouroboros with a coiled tail. An interesting study about the recent times.
8. Aum Shan Shanaish charaay namaha is the mantra for offering sacrifice to Saturn.
1. After the prayer meeting we went on a walk to remember. Three kids on bike. The driver gave his handle up loose before the house of the food inspector. The immediate cause was a piece of cloth lying on road. The deeper cause– they are returning players.
2. The bench to sit down for a while seemed like a luxury. Twilight was extremely soothing today. There were military or police people walking inside the stadium. It’s open for business like galla mandi. There is some strange logic in work here- exercise is bad for health. Business is good. What would I do–zilxh.
3. A dyslexic teacher on bicycle with tomatoes in a carry bag was speaking to another on bike. It was about tuitions.
4. I took some photographs in peace. I recall one Urdu poem–
Kisi ko mukammal jahan nahi milta,
Kabhi jameen nahi milti to kabhi aasmaan nahin milta.
5. The discussion turned to the imaginary disease and virus. USA would soon touch 100000 deaths. They have tested about 130000000 people : about one third of their entire population. India has tested only a fraction of people and sacrifice has only been that of the 3500 people. All data given by my friend. If it’s not factual I am not responsible.
6. It’s predicted[citation needed] that a virus is likely to arrive by October.
7. Since we have been slow in testing we would be happy in being slow for vaccination as well.
8. I had an ice-cream and noodles. This is the peak of luxury since 2017. I am employed by a college kid who bumped his head into the wall. He wasn’t chasing the ball as in football stadium yet he got bruises and his head might be hurting. He was running with a bat. I took his vocabulary quiz and found him eligible for my help. Coaching classes are not open for this season. But if business can be open : I am eligible for a coffee and a bike ride. At least I am not raising my voice for Euthanasia. What Euthanasia? They are already dead.
9. And I am back to romancing with mosquitoes -need of another bath. Does that count as a luxury. Yes.
10. Temperature- Sassy Yassy says no need for secrets. The reduction has been many degrees in average temperature of this town. And it has rained every month since last year. I don’t know what is changing the climate so drastically. It’s still not as pleasant as Bangalore.
1. A dull page dedicated to experiment minister by ex chief minister. In local newspaper today.
2. It’s usually good to stay out of the way of politicians.
3. Rajiv Gandhi was handsome.
4. I worked as an IT employee.
5. It was a raging storm the evening he died. Unlike anything I had ever seen before. I have seen many since then. His death did make him more popular than a conventional one would have. It was a tradition-Gandhi , Indira, Rajiv. You know Amitabh Bacchan would have liked to die instead of Rajesh Khanna in Anand. He kept dying in Sholay and others. Like Jesus. Martyr syndrome.
6. I didn’t have the maturity to comprehend Liberation Tigers of Tamil Eelam.
7. I do hope I am not beaten by the police and military this time around. The last time around when I remarked about Rahul Gandhi winking for Modi and both being members of illuminati, wilderness builderbergs I was silenced by police which was sent from Uttar Pradesh.
8. Though I also kept wondering if that was because of my porn history articles. Check chess maye link June jejunebugs bunny nyayaverserk.
9. I will definitely continue with poorn history articles once the country or the world becomes stable ay large.
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