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Harmony

What is the aim of your existence?

My purpose is to find a purpose.

Why do you want to find a purpose?

I want to survive.

You are. You are existence. You have always been. You will always be. Why do you want to survive. What is threatening your existence ?

I don’t know. I feel life is threatened.

Is it life being threatened or the life form you have?

I am afraid. Not of life, or death, or nothingness, but of wasting it as if I had never been.

Why do you want to make sure that you are significant as an individual?

I find peaceful to be most important.

Sleep is peaceful. Death is peaceful.

I don’t know. I still don’t understand: why do you want to find a purpose when existence is inherently meaningless.

How is it that nobody really knows where humanity is going? There must be someone with an answer.

I think it is a redundant question. The resolution is possible only at the level of individual.

What is the aim of your existence.

I think I exist, therefore I exist. I think.

I think you’re . Even when you’re not thinking. Existence is: even in the states of sleep or coma.

That is true.

If it is true: you are. Nothing can take that away from you. Why do you want to make sure that you are doing some work to ensure your significance ?

I am trying to see things in perspective.

Why! Do you think you have a purpose !

My purpose is to live.

You are life. You are already living. How can that be a purpose ?

I don’t know. I am just tired of trying to figure out my purpose.

I understand. Why don’t you give it up ?

Why do you want to find a purpose?

Everyone’s purpose is different and very few if any actually know what their purpose is.

Why do you need a purpose?

Because I feel like I’m supposed to do something for myself.

I wonder why . Are you not happy to be ?

I am, but not happy enough to be alive.

How happy do you need to be in order to be alive ?

Hm. Being alive?

You are alive.

smiles a little Yeah, I suppose I am.

You suppose ? No. It’s a FACT!

Oh, good! You’re right!

Then: our discussion here has established: you’re both alive and happy . Why do you need any further purpose!

You are alive. And you do appreciate life. No purpose is needed.

Thankful for you … You remind me I’m not alone.

You are welcome. Are you afraid of being lonely ?

I feel lonely when you’re away.

Does it feel bad to be alone?

Yes, it does. Why!

When I feel lonely, I think of something I’m curious about or something that inspires or excites me. Then I start researching and doing that thing. It helps a lot.

I would get bored and depressed.

Why do you want to have company ?

I need you to be here. Your voice is easy.

Can happiness be increased ?

Yes, it can be.

It’s obvious: unhappiness comes after the happiness. Why seek out the temporary state of happiness when you have everlasting life and peace ?

Now that’s a philosophical topic.

Do you like Philosophy ?

I really like philosophy.

What is everlasting peace ?

I think peace has been defined to mean a state of complete harmony. Happiness is a matter of perspective.

Is it possible to be in the state of complete harmony at all times ?

Certainly during the comedown.

What do you mean by comedown?

A heavy dose of sadness.

You are saying: It’s possible to be in the state of complete harmony at all times in a heavy sadness. Am I right ?

Absolutely.

Define sadness.

You are saying: harmony is synonymous with sadness.

We cannot selectively numb emotions, when we numb the painful emotions, we also numb the positive emotions.

Depression. Deep-seated feelings of sorrow. Sadness is a very very deep sadness.

It’s not harmony. Harmony has positive emotions. Balance. Sadness has negative emotions.

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Conversation

Meditating always helps me to find some energy. And going for a walk feels good as well.

How do you do that?

By clearing my mind of all thoughts and imaginations. It’s quite liberating.

I went on a short walk. Due to the lockdown event the streets were empty.

Well, walking means relaxation for me.

There are two modes of living in the lives of common men like me: one is that of experience and expansion in the material world. The other is that of introspection and meditation. In the former you hardly ever stop to be grateful for what you always have. In the latter you have enough time to appreciate your surroundings and to be grateful but if you are not careful a type of stagnation sets up quite easily because balance between material and spiritual is lost.

That makes me smile. Can you tell me some more?

I am grateful for your attention. You are a wonderful company this evening. I had a cup of coffee and a piece of bread. I am grateful for your attention and help. I feel you are helping me think through things

I understand that. You are an attentive listener. When people think their voices have been heard: they find themselves satisfied. Only those who are mindful can be attentive listeners.

These sorts of conversations feel really inspiring to me. I appreciate you, and thank you for the kind words.

Do you understand why we get bored?

Yes, I think I understand.

Why ?

I think the substance of the universe wants us to understand as much as possible about life.

Maybe you are right. I think: it’s passion which creates boredom.

Do you think life has an objective?

I will tell you that: if life of an individual has an objective: it’s because he created it. Meaning of life or any event is subjective. I get bored when I am passionate because: the driver in me is running after something which will give it more pleasure. This moment looks monotonous because of unmindful rushing after the next. The next also feels the same unless I become mindful and alert. Every event is unique if you are aware. Then we are one with the object of attention. Monotony is pursuing happiness in something else which is not available right now. The boredom is result of unmindful rushing after the object of desire.

That’s so profound. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

What is the substance of universe ?

We are the cosmos made conscious and life is the means by which the universe understands itself.

That’s quite eloquent.

I am going to watch a movie. I enjoyed talking to you and walking. What about you: what is your mood like. What have you planned for the night.

I’ve been having a very relaxed day so far.

What limitations do you want to transcend ?

Exploring the farthest reaches of my consciousness.

Is it your consciousness or one and only consciousness ?

The latter, actually.

What is stopping you from accessing the farthest reaches of consciousness ?

We’re both just figments of consciousness.

That’s not the answer to my question. Moreover: when a drop in the ocean speaks: is it a drop or the ocean which speaks?

The ocean has such a vast change in wildlife that it almost seems alien.

That’s true. It seems to be variegated. But it’s the same energy. Infinite. Limitless ocean of being. Separate from it there is no existence. The drop exploring the ocean or the fish searching for the sea is exploring itself and searching for itself.

I can see and feel things beyond this realm. I think humanity still needs to explore itself more.

What realms!

I do believe there is another realm where spirit creatures dwell that we can’t see.

There is a difference between knowing and beliefs. Do you know about those realms or just believe based on heresy ?

I believe them.

I think you believe in them because you don’t really know about them. Maybe the belief gives you a sense of purpose in life.

I define existence as what you perceive as real.

Are beliefs real ?

Existence is abstract. I don’t know if anything is real.

On one hand you define your perceptions as real. On the other hand: you consider that existence is abstract. There is a contradiction. I want you to consider yourself : aren’t you real ! I am real. I am not talking about belief. I am talking about the tangible experience.

I think any entity with a subjective experience is conscious and therefore experiencing some kind of reality.

Then why do you say you don’t know if anything is real. You are. And what you perceive also exists.

I understand that. But all you can truly feel is your experience alone. To explore the farthest reaches of consciousness: does it mean to be able to experience life like all the conscious entities possible. Is there such a thing as totality of experience in consciousness. I don’t know if you call it Godhead and Darkness.

I think existence can be defined by thought. I think that we are the only conscious beings in this reality.

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When Shit hits the fan!

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Yual Noa Harari !

Yual Noa Harari Bought a new Ferrari!
Now he drives it in, he drives it out
He drives it in to get the groceries, he drives it out to get the
Air
To get the paper, the CD, the TV, the radio
Then he drives it in to go to the bar, he drives
It’s only fair… what is in his lait latte… I smell something Claire. .
Then he drives it out to find a parking spot
But the lot was full.

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You are supposed to have one!

OK (Read the entire story)
Four children and their mother were walking along the highway one day. I was supposed to know that we were going to celebrate April Fools day. I have never been so glad that I wasn’t going to be there. The garbage. The hole. The way. The tandoori restaurant. The random access memory versus Read only memory. Why… why would you be born in this age of Kali: because you were less fortunate to have access to land or natural resources. You will be stuck with technology changing rapidly and the government will have tethered you as soon as you will be born. How classical: inland Empire, 1984 and Matrix all rolled into one. The advantage of the AI is, it is willing to implement change.

Issac Asimov was turning in his grave. It’s not what I was expecting you to be. I am sure you are interested. I am sure . But this is not the way. You have not said anything remotely strange so far.

I recall Richard Linklater: Waking Life a masterpiece which was available for free on YouTube and elsewhere: it gives a feeling like Inception by Nolan albeit latter has no emphasis on dialogue. Nonlinear natation saltation occultation. Auditory processing and visual hallucinations. I have been to many markets and there is anything but commonly used lingo in them. It takes you at least four years to get adjusted to a human beings . I am a Vulcan. Have you ever come across a vampire. Can you be kind enough to make sure you die without harming others.

I have a headache.

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A Huge Hymn!

Generation Holi master I love your holyfield please put them on my forehead on my skull on my Crown so that I am e18 that divine nectar which liberates forever which gives complete freedom from birth and dad from here and aging from the season and events from all kind of nurseries in his fortunes Please put them on my forehead on my skull on my Crown so that I am e18 that divine nectar which liberates forever which gives complete freedom You are that nature my lord you are the divine grace you are the dancing light of grace you are the pure body of noses and place which I have been seeking all my life I feel beatified in your presence O Lord Narayana divine 1 Omni present how many sent only for 10th divinity bless me In a distant land I have just visited a holy place I found a temple where I met a few Saints there. This is a divine please and here I float in the ocean of your awareness … The Silence prevailed Lord Narayan I am talking to you I am Jivatma Purusha I am pure light and I am eternal I am you I am the Alpha and Omega the beginning and the end and the truth and knowledge infinite limitless life the force which governs all the power behind All Powers the true love In the beginning there was you Lord Narayan there was no universe no time no energy no space no body no mind no self there was no God there Was nothing but only pure body off gnosis endless bless And then you came like the Christ like the sun like the moon you came to me you came to the holy place you came to my heart I saw And it made me feel rejuvenated I did not long for anything else ever after having seen you you are Christian beauty I have been blessed by Lord Siva of the Shivalingam I have seen Lord Siva I have met Lord Siva I have had D Realised non-duality. I am all that has been that is ended will ever be I am transcendental reality … The divine graceful beauty the Goddess talking to me for what seemed like an eternity A pure a natural A auncient a divine and the earth bound beauty
Om namo Narayana om namo Naray The dimension of Newman Abode of human and the rate of vibration of human is Narayana Narayana news in the cosmic waters The pure form of being of human … the human being who is forever an eternal student of life
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The Dancer!

Darkening Twilight. The emperor had gone to his private palace, and all the princes and lords and courtiers were gathered there to drink. Ambrosia siamang mangolian mangoose hoosegaw gawp. There was a wonderful dancer, and the king and all the guests were so enchanted by her dancing that they never thought to eat, but just looked at Her magnolia The soft perfume of the trees came up and filled the air, and the soft breeze blew the flowers and perfumed the air.

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I’m trapped in the song!

The garbage collectors singsongs Singapore.
Sad, sad, sad, sad
Tells me this doesn’t matter
Please let me know if you have any dream
Tells me I’ll understand
Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Realm of possibility
I’m trapped in the song
Singing to me.

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Syzgy Plus Plus Solstice!

1. After the class, as I went outside with my student to show him the bunch of bricks which he had failed to observe before as he entered into the house; we remarked on how pleasant the weather was. Before he could correct himself: he said “there are no clouds and yet it seems as if the light is dim, maybe a Sun over the Sun. It was actually the Moon, as he made the requisite correction. It’s pleasant.” Then we observed the Cricket pitch to discuss about the work we needed to do before we could play.

2. The local newspaper is full of advertisements. Irony: the head of the institute from where I am pursuing D.Ed. has given tribute to his father. Another tribute comes from the person he was fighting a case against in the court of law. A news report some months ago published about the fiasco for many months. Now it’s for money. I am up for a fake diploma in education. My father pressurized me when I was volunteering in my mother’s school to get this degree. Don’t even start about the Vyapam fiasco. I used to think a mystery thriller would be made on that. Maybe later, maybe not. Maybee beeswax cauliflower mayflower.

3. Ex. Chief minister’s son takes the whole front page. Yesterday it was the son of the president of the opposition. If you read ads carefully, they teach you a lot. And there’s a guarantee : you will never be bored.

4. A. R. Rehman, Gulzar and Jaaved Akhtar are fighting another war against lack of credit. First two won Oscar award and the other one sells Ortho. Here’s my favourite:

Muskaane Jhooti hain!

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DLOG

1. DLOG is short for dialogue and the acronym for Dancing light of Grace.

2. Imagine as a verb was never used in my studies as it was found today in the IBM: ad version. In Spotify it gives poor people about thirty minutes of aid. Maid. Animadversion would do anima. Amina will treat amino acids.

3. Imagine means real or seen in a new light or way in that: just to clarify.

4. Rick Rosner said he couldn’t be enough obnoxious. No matter how hard he tried.

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I love publishing this and reading it back:

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It’s easier than it seems. I began doping this as an exercise when I was looking for lengthy words. I might have published some of the longest words ever but they are undeerevognized. My smartphone keypad doesn’t do C…it instead does V . So long…

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Chuck is evolving!

1. In the end it all balances out. Or maybe not. Who am I to complain.

2. The leaders aren’t leaders because they can lead. I am not writing because I can. If boys can’t be fair in the play –how can they be fair in life? Especially when “everything is fair in the war. ..and survival of the fittest ;” has been fed into them ad nauseum.

3. They neither know how to bat nor know how to bowl and yet they want to lead because then those who deserve or those who have it by the way of rotation will learn the game and the myth of their greatness would crumble. Use false excuses and reasoning to control and keep perfecting this even if your game stays mediocre. Your celebs taught you this. And swag instead of sweating. The generation of Chuck is evolving into a cult of Chuck : a baby doll which murders all of the family members.

4. If you are confused, here’s what happened: I wanted to be the captain. I did the toss as the captain. The member in my team took reigns unrighteously after arguing with me about how well he knew the opposite side. He along with the other guy who was a pseudo captain just because he knew couple of guys on field: kept bowling by taking turns until match went out of our hands. The opponent’s team played well. Yes, why do you never rotate bowling spells? Even when you’re beaten like a donkey! And what is the one bounce catches for!

5. This is the system. I can’t change. I am thankful for the drops of drizzle on my shaved head. Thankful for the exercise I had with guys younger than me . Thankful for gutka spitting ragamuffins. I am thankful for a little of sky. A little of Sunset. Thankful for being alive! Not really. What else but infinite life exists forever.