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Genealogy: Kaulava Tantra!

1. I just edited an article on Blogger’s World. Vishnu Jha who called yesterday didn’t call today. He specifically asked about the time and I asked him to call at about six o’ clock.

2. Absolute is formless. It’s also with form. It’s both and neither. It’s beyond description. If it was a male: devotion would be easy for all females: naturally. If it was a female: devotion would be easy for all males.

3. To suggest that all males should worship female deities for emancipation and vice versa is opposition of natural instinct in some people for same sex: gays and lesbians. It might be a trivial matter for some people but people like Oscar Wilde martyred themselves in what might have been dark ages.

4. Those who called same sex marriages unnatural might be right in an orthodox sense. Keeping males and females segregated for long in groups when nature actually drives them to produce offsprings and then carry that hanging stomach for the rest of their lifetimes; might have been the root cause or maybe not. In any case the resolution is towards highest individual freedom without hurting communities at large.

5. Most of our lives are wasted in search of Truth about temples, deities and reality. Whose search is that?

6. As many deities as cards. As many supports as lives. As many companions as walks of lives. As many romances as possible. Who or what brought the concept of one husband and one wife to whom we always return? One mother. One father. One friend. One Self. Oneself. Why? Fatigue. Activity and rest.

7. Sun took the baton of Jaiminee Atmakaraka from Mars in afternoon.

8. It was a most pleasant day. Beautiful. It drizzled after a long time.

9. I saw a car with number plate MP16MC5555. The number is certainly a special number. I thought about testing the vehicle number search app. I tried it in vain. An advertisement asked me to use Google voice search instead. As soon as I cancelled the advertisement I saw that the car door opened and an angel came out of it. She was talking on phone. A moustached man was looking towards Southeast. A baby boy was in the front seat. Playing.

10. How many synchronicities I observe everyday? How many of them are well planned because people care about what I think, read or write?

11. She told me that Shri went to attend an NCC class. Immediately i recalled the addition I did yesterday: CHHATARPUR adds up to 6. The whole thing written on the entrance to NCC wing adjacent to stadium complex adds up to 69. I recall the bikers who acted with that pony tail girl that day. I understand it in conjunction with “Bhavana Ke Bhojpatron Par:” someone attended the camp. She considered me intelligent. I was better than ‘A.’ I knew about the L movement of horse while he could only make an open square. The trip to Gayatri Mandir: the code was cracked in favor of higher intelligence by Damayanti madam. So instead of just one family two were involved with a national institute. I keep working harder.

She said :” she’s still not working…is she?”

I was wondering what my response was supposed to be as nothing had transpired between two of us since yesterday.

12. This is mind boggling for most readers. I can ensure that if you read it without experience in genealogy you’re bound to confound.

She needs more credit: she asked me: “you aren’t in any kind of search anymore now, are you?”

13. This was clearly in opposition to my command to Shri when we used to sit just besides sieving machine. Osho as well as Ramkrishna mission teachers used to advise their students to sit properly as body postures are first and foremost foundations for further progress in Yoga.

14. What has Yoga got to do with English and Hindi lessons ?

15. If students sit properly they learn better. If they don’t they don’t. Same with concentration: if they’re onycophagists and keep moving their legs or arranging their hair or attending their calls while teachers give them their total attention: they receive less than they should. They learn less than they should.

16. If you can’t take my class for more than half an hour: pay me 1000 rupees for 15 hours per month. That’s fine by me. If your wards can’t sit with a straight spinal cord for more than 15 minutes: pay me 1000 rupees per 15 hours.

16. To all those who doubt my ethical uprightness: I have given it enough thought. If it was a boy instead of girl and I was paid 1000 rupees for 30 hours : I would have been equally responsible. Why do I need to give a character certificate to myself? CAA is coming Pranaam dena padega.

17. I taught Golu, Ankit, Vivek and couple of his friends, Aakash and Saarthak inside that premise. Shri was smarter than all of them. I knew that as soon as I spoke to her for a while. She had studied in an English medium school. In a CBSE school. She is an only child of her parents. She’s from Bengal and Orissa. For a while she kept paying emphasis on Bengal and then she switched over to Orissa. She doesn’t know Oriya: therefore you know whether patriarchy or matriarchy is valued in her family.

18. Of all people who interacted with me: Jasveer had good English vocabulary but he lacked balance. He was out there to convert. As soon as I reached there he tagged me “right wing.” Only when I praised Ravish Kumar: “oh he’s my friend!” Ok Sardar ji: now please calm down. I took him to Mote Ke Mahaveer and Hanuman Tauriya on auto because I wasn’t sure about driving licence thing. Their behaviour did change when I took bike for a few days. Remember Viraat? Bahut Badaa ho gaya… irrigation department!!!!!!!!!!!

19. I am for hire. Anyone who’s willing to pay me more than 1000 rupees per 30 hours for teaching them English vocabulary, writing, Grammar, Hindi writing, vocabulary etc. And have an environment or space where they can study undisturbed for about an hour can contact me. They should be living inside Chhatarpur district. Age, sex, color, cast, creed, nationality, ethnicity, sexual orientation, religious views: no bar.

20. Contact number: 7000697798

21. I would have continued to teach her Mathematics and Science in evening if the school board hadn’t interrupted with sudden tests. I need some sleep now.

22. The yogadas: Yogananda searched for some lost love. So did Osho. I also do so by looking for Aditi. Perhaps that’s why that memory was created. I have seen many adepts in 2020 but none who could bring back true message from Aditi. Where did she reincarnate? If she didn’t: what was my karmic connection? Her name was Aditi Billore. She died in a car accident on Nowgong road with two of her parents in 1992. Let me know if you can show me.

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Piccalilli

Aren’t you odd?

Oh piccalilli?

I once met a Piccadilly

Dilly dallying,

Shilly shallying,

Through thick and through thin,

Kith and kin.

Oh piccolo,

Piccalilli,

Piccadilly!

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Laddoo!

1. I went to get the bottle filled with water. The lady preparing laddoos offered me some the moment recognition converted from fragrance to form.

2. I told her: “I don’t eat anything stealthily.” At that moment secretary appeared with the president of the trust. I saluted them both and then told her that I was in the field and entered into kitchen to fill the bottle. She then gave me a laddoo: an offer I couldn’t resist. Coming from authority. That’s the way things are in the world of archons. Let’s forget about masks for a while: black and white. I had til candies which I bought at Sahooji’s shop. Til laddoo is next.

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Roustabout!

1. I had a 15 minutes session on Data Science with Vaibhav who represents Business Toys. Vaibhav hails from Satara, Maharashtra. The session was for free from the firm.

2. He is currently located in Yeshwanthpur, Bangalore (Bengaluru.)

3. Data Science course would need 79999 rupees including GST. And a laptop or computer. Six months of one to one and half hours sessions would enable you to become a Business Analyst if you’re competitive enough.

4. Data Science has Machine learning and Deep learning.

5. Machine learning part needs knowledge of SQL, Python.

6. Deep learning platform is KERAS. It’s similar to Alexa by Amazon.

7. Foundation of machine learning is data recognition or pattern recognition. It’s extrapolated into descriptive analysis in deep learning via tensor imaging. The data has to be converted into visual models which can easily give information to businesses.

8. Why am I interested in Data Science? Because I am curious. Curiouser and curiouser.

9. Data is information. I asked him if it can be called energy. Switching from Computer Science to Physics.

10. His tone was moderate and he seemed like a good interlocutor.

11. This post might come across as an advertisement for Business Toys but it’s for my comprehension and to provide basic info to anyone interested.

12. Thanks Vaibhav and rest of the team!

A Tohu verse to celebrate the session:

Roustabout roundabout

Bout out of box

Index out of bound

Redound rebound

Underdogs will shine

Like vast effulgence of Grace!

Tacit jacitation

Chitta Ranjan January February

Clam round lambda unbound.

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Morning Bowling Session!

1. Purva Phalguni quarter four is ruled by Mars. It’s a Tuesday. Venus rules Purva Phalguni which falls in Leo constellation. By this evening Moon will enter Virgo. Moon has exceeded degrees of Mars and by evening it will exceed degrees achieved by Venus, becoming Atmakaraka for a while before it enters house of Mary.

2. I saw many pigeons as I bowled in Shatabdi. I was late. I saw 14 Chepla birds going South. They indicate a cycle. I saw an army personnel on a bicycle in green pagdi going towards Chhatrasal Carrefour as I was entering academy. I bought a black mask worth twenty rupees. A wire was lying broken outside the old Gyandeep stationery.

3. Shiva came to drop Rukman. She’s now an aspirant for MBA. She wanted to become an anchor and a pilot. She had a brief stint at MMHS as a teacher. She says she finds preparation for MBA to be easier now than what it seemed before. Now they have more colleges and more options. Richa Gupta cracked it easily. I used to teach her words using Michael Quinion’s World Wide Words. Of all the students I have taught vocabulary to: Richa was smartest. She was deep and in the induction she used words to mean that people shouldn’t treat other people as objects. She didn’t know that it becomes absolutely necessary to do so in some walks of life. She had a Virgo Moon and Scorpio ascendant and she was my first friend on Facebook. In fact she invited me to join Facebook. Her husband also has a Virgo ascendant with Virgo Moon. They’re rich people.

4. Dhruv is now working out with Yash. It’s good that they’re working out even before they reached college. I worked out in college for about three years in Suresh Soni’s gym. I took cretin in those days for a while which had fish extracts. I knew what I was doing. I also had bread which had egg as a component when Prashant Gupta brought it in Mahaveer Colony house.

5. I always felt lack of food and space. Leonardo Da Vinci always felt lack of time. We are all striving after something or the other.

6. It’s eighth day of dark half of lunar month as per Hindu calender. I could see Moon in the Southern direction. The pentagon in the star hanging on Church of MMHS has five three pointed stars. The pentagon is red whereas stars are white. The core represents heart or red drop whereas white triangles represent white drops in trinities. Red drop absorbs white ones and bliss is born. Logos is a negative energy or a positive power based on whether you adhere to Archons or Gnostics respectively. I asked Shiva if she would be able to refer me to Maria Mata staff. She said I might have a chance in next session. It might be a long wait. You don’t know what’s going to happen next.

7. I bowled 60 times. 10 overs. Sweating. 17 hits. 8122020. Saturn. Venus. Mars. Balance.

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An Eventful Day!

1. This day seems to be more eventful than i expected it to be.

2. It’s 15:02 PM. I might be a strike breaker. I had a word for it. The dark skin which comes on your wound after it begins to heal. Scab is the word. It’s because i feel hungry already.

3. All protests are symbolic.

4. I took pictures from the spot where they’re sitting in protest against farmer’s bill and MSP. Kajal ki kothri mein kaiso hi sayano jaay…….

11 to eat!

5.

Void is filled by Bhagwan. Don’t be void!

6. AKA: Khaali dimaag devil’s workshop. Gulzar’s Aandhi.

7. Whenever they talk about fasting i begin feeling more hungry.

8. I suggested the plank guy to put a dot on Hai to make it plural: Hain. He did it after the second suggestion and directive from madam.

9. Imran Akhtar Beg met me outside ATM again. I called him by name. We had a discussion. I recalled having forgotten my ball in the Shatabdi ground.

10. He might take Spoken English classes from me beginning from 11.12.2020.

11. Another reminder of how we remember different aspects of our friends:

A. He recalled our college days. I used to see him with Anil as they were pursuing their MCA. He also recalled our Cricket practice in middle school.

B. I recalled his being a top scorer in handwriting competition. I tried many formats, copied many styles and sometimes Abhishek Narayana Sinha used to appear with a pencil and copied just four lines which used to fetch him first, second or third rank.

Imran was genuinely a good human being. I hope he’s still a good human being. When i used to ask him where he used to get his fair notebooks from: he used to tell: from depot my father brings them.

I could never comprehend where this depot was but his father definitely took care of his studies well. No wonder he has been gainfully employed for a long time.

12. I had a dream. A dog which became a lion vanished in East. Became a star. Dog star? I saw seven sisters. They’re still here. Though Shri says they’re seven : they’re eight as i have observed them often. Vidyarthiji says it’s Bayaa also known as Ghengha. It’s an expert in nest making but its eyes are yellow. They give it an appearance of anger.

After the vanishing of lion i came out of the Pooja Room in house. I move towards right to parent’s room and see many students. It was after chaos. I couldn’t make heads or tales of the dream.

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Shri is Unpredictable!

1. I had a long walk to railway station after I was informed by my employer that they no longer needed my service. Rohan’s uncle paid me 30 rupees as a payment for six days of service.

2. I enjoyed visiting the station after a long time.

3. I hired a taxi with ‘Atul’ written on back of it on my walk back towards Chhatrasal Carrefour.

4. He charged me only 15 rupees though usual charge is 20 rupees.

5. I had two samose at chaat thela. They were cold. The couple of biscuit packets sustained me. Like yesterday, there was another batch of people meeting outside library. I shared my biscuits with a dog.

6. I heard them speak in meeting. I spotted Atul: the guy with moustache who used to frequent Pawan Gupta shop in my marijuana days.

7. Strangely: two of the faces on posters were Shuklas and one was named Anand Shukla. The guy from Khajuraho has a problem in his left leg.

8. They are struggling for pension. I am struggling for pocket money. They are all better off than me. I mean who gets a 1000 rupees per month these days? With another job lost i am left with Shri. She’s unpredictable.

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Sunday Morning!

1. 6 overs. I concentrated on Fielding as well as Bowling.

2. There are three parties in ground.

3. I observe plenty of work that has been put by academy on ground: when i came here there were only two pitches. Now there are four and twenty pillars. Many new players have joined and many have dropped. No commentary this morning.

4. Sun is shining brightly. I took some pictures and watched pigeons do somersault in air.

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A Kingfisher and a Robin!

1. I balled 34 times. 11 hits. Enough of running this morning. Hockey players, Cricket players, Academy batch of Cricket.

2. Two men come with their gear. They look lost. I approach them and they ask about the entrance. I tell them about the old entrance and also about the new. The rhetoric:

Which side is entrance?

Westside. The new entrance faces North.

You might see it on your way to the carrefour.

Do you live here?

We have been called from Bhopal.

Upon being asked the very first question the assistant spits gutka to his left side. Architects are above being questioned.

So this ground belongs to college?

Yes.

And what about the stadium?

Not sure. Many people come over there.

Then they took my leave.

3. Can you think about my privileges? Stadium has been locked. Boys jump inside. Even I can jump for running. I am innocuous. As long as I have space I can run here: else I would need to go to Panna Tiger Reserve.

4. A lot of architectonics this morning. The ground where we scored like Bradman and kept records: Ankur and I: was being inspected this morning. Maybe they have decided to build a house and the land has been sold. Ghanshi was there. Tall. I thought she said something. I saluted her excellency.

5. Did I pass in addressing ? Baburam Chaturvedi Stadium and Shatabdi hall. Where else would you go running? The National Higher Education building was being built when i was roaming around billboards. Situation has changed only a bit. Those who have money have the right to spend and show off. Billboards entertain. Beautiful models like Blue Buddha and SRK girl. Why not. You have it: show it off. Yes, definitely. Like bullets, Lauries, tall buildings, helicopters, technologies and clout. I mean why not? Definitely.

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China has now risen!

1. MDH head passes away. After Amitabh Bachchan he might have the record of appearing in most number of advertisements on television.

2. I am shown a look alike of Neelu aka Sanat Pandey going towards North, probably to a coaching institute. When he met me he told me that he took interest in me as I was buying some register from a stationery. It’s a similar scene albeit this guy didn’t recognise me at all. Probably an MDH connection with ancient names of Sanat Kumar sages.

3. This morning the left burner of gas outside the kitchen was left open by someone. Normally the fire should have consumed the room when i used the lighter. It didn’t. I wasn’t surprised and causes might be found upon searching but I saw a boy with cylinder and municipal corporation water line was overflowing near Narasimha temple.

4. Scientists known as sages might have created religions and concept of Ishvara. This consciousness was distributed into various names as per the penance or merits like grading of examination papers. Narayana, Hari, Vaasudev, Sanat, Shiv and others might be name and place holders.

5. Each identity interprets or expresses reality as it deems fit. I doubted that the kid i was teaching looked like me. Despite my earnest efforts : I could earn only 1000 rupees per month. It was Kaayvyooha or cloning going on instead of a mere teaching of basics. The family guys want to incarnate in same lineages. The tibetans and Geeta also teach the same. Same old same old. Infinity rising.

6. China bought rice. China has now risen.

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The Blue Bird!

1. It was 23 hours ago. The last post. I am sitting on the same spot. Am I? Herodotus is credited with the quote “you can’t bathe in the same river twice.”

2. Bowled 40 times. 11 hits. Good catching practice as well. There was no juice on juice shop and no poha stall. Two days in a row.

3. I saw two birds. I wanted to take picture. They flew away as I got closer and closer. One of them was a kingfisher with very different blue wings than i have seen so far. It was young. Another was a blackbird which looks like a distant cousin of nightingale.

4. Hockey team is here. I had seen them playing before in my days of struggle. It’s still the same except i am bowling instead of being a mere spectator. There were two girls and nine boys. 232. Abhay was wearing shirt number 3. Abhay is the captain of the team or coach I presume. Chuck dey India. Hockey is India’s national sport. Either it should be given enough funds or Cricket should be made India’s national sport. Abhay tum sangharsh karo ham tumhare saath hain…

5. As my morning breathing, meditation and practice is over, now I should be anxious about money making. I need to buy my daily bread and butter after all. There were three pigeons on a wire. There were three bikers. The morning run is over. Here comes the noon.

Noon boon catamaran choon

Per choon perchance

Prance dance

Pierre Simon Laplace

Placed cede this id

This umber umbrage

Barrage of words without rage

Subterfuge fugue segue garrage

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Morning Role Plays!

1. After the grand success of Shiva-Shakti motors: Adinath motors, Mahoba road, before star of David, the temple of goddess Kaali.

2. First, one of them invites me to play.

3. I tell him that i need to do my everyday bowling practice as I had a very limited time.

4. As I begin practicing: I observe a bowler with a shaved head: a fast bowler. Then, a familiar, tall guy approaches. I had assumed he was in college but he says he’s in school.

5. Dialogue:

AK: Do you live near Mahoba road?

AS: No.

AK: I saw you near Gurudwara.

AS: Yes, I went there on the occasion of 551st Guru Poorab.

( in his mind: why does he pretend to not know me? I clearly remember him seeing me on helipad and he has been coming here for many days.)

Which is your favourite actor?

( I asked him that because he was acting like Krish in the first meeting)

AK: None. I am my own favorite.

AS: Any favourite movies?

AK: No, but I do have favorite cricketers: Virat for example and AB Devilliers.

AS: Which standard are you studying in?

AK: passed tenth, now in eleventh: 94.8 percent marks.

AS: What’s the meaning of ‘panache?’

AK: I have heard that word for the first time.

AS: What’s the meaning of ‘denunciation?’

AK: (with palpable irritation): let me play for now.

AS gets back to bowling. AK is called to bowl. On very first ball the batsman hits in the leg and ball goes outside. The boys go looking for it but come after a long time. Mysterious reasons.

AS continues to ball. 40 balls. 15 hits.

As thinks to himself:

Why did this guy who acted like Krish when Anuj was also introduced pretend to not recognise you until you visited Gurudwara? It’s what Kshetragya is about. An MVM student.

He wanted me to field for him. I said no because I had limited time to ball. His bowling and pronunciation can both be improved. He could have been truthful about having seen me first on helipad.