1. I went to get the bottle filled with water. The lady preparing laddoos offered me some the moment recognition converted from fragrance to form.
2. I told her: “I don’t eat anything stealthily.” At that moment secretary appeared with the president of the trust. I saluted them both and then told her that I was in the field and entered into kitchen to fill the bottle. She then gave me a laddoo: an offer I couldn’t resist. Coming from authority. That’s the way things are in the world of archons. Let’s forget about masks for a while: black and white. I had til candies which I bought at Sahooji’s shop. Til laddoo is next.
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1. It was a pleasant walk back to this place. A walk in twilight after a long time. The librarian was reading newspaper. I took his leave after a few minutes. This morning I had a ride on e-rickshaw. This noon I met a person who was interested in books and arcane knowledge.
2. Lunch in Dindayal rasoi was the highlight of the day. As i reached the place : I saw ongoing construction. A boy with a bike told me that there was no more food. It was only two o’ clock but then he said: if you want to eat, come with me. I followed him and he told that it was roti and curry instead of usual rice. He offered either four rotis with curry for five rupees or eight rotis plus curry for ten rupees. I opted for the latter. After a long time I had plenty of food without guilt. Whatever comes out of this food will be bliss. I was raptrous in library for the rest of the afternoon as I kept reading bits and pieces. The songs of devotion for the divine feminine. I took permission from Damayanti madam to feed guavas to cows. I had bought them for twenty rupees and two of them were left.
3. I observed a painting by an artist named Sanju as i was coming back from Gayatri Mandir. Kala Mandir was written below it. The painting was state-of-art.
4. Shri scored better than me on both Algebra and Vocabulary quizzes on Free Rice sites. It might seem like an exaggeration but Damayanti madam came at the same time to pay me two hundred rupees and asked for the balance. It distracted me for a while: yet i can’t use the same logic to explain why she scored better than me on Algebra on third day consecutively. I told her that I was going to score better tomorrow. Would I? I would practice. We shall see.
1. Ram interjects unnecessarily in a conversation. I know it’s all planned and yet so very out of place or decorum. The lady sometimes says: it’s your money and at others: why so soon. Did i ask for more than what was agreed upon? Why then does a person need to meddle into our affairs?
2. What’s in a name? Devkunwar means divine virgin or Mary. In the last week of November, just when Shri was about to leave for Vardha, her son Aakash: he knew somehow and did a prank call. He said he wanted to take tuitions again and he was willing to pay the fees as per my quotation. The guy neither appeared nor informed that he won’t. Here I am wasting my time and energy to inform everyone about how pleasant her laughter was as she stood there filtering the chafe from the wheat grains. Very divine indeed.
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1. I had a 15 minutes session on Data Science with Vaibhav who represents Business Toys. Vaibhav hails from Satara, Maharashtra. The session was for free from the firm.
2. He is currently located in Yeshwanthpur, Bangalore (Bengaluru.)
3. Data Science course would need 79999 rupees including GST. And a laptop or computer. Six months of one to one and half hours sessions would enable you to become a Business Analyst if you’re competitive enough.
4. Data Science has Machine learning and Deep learning.
5. Machine learning part needs knowledge of SQL, Python.
6. Deep learning platform is KERAS. It’s similar to Alexa by Amazon.
7. Foundation of machine learning is data recognition or pattern recognition. It’s extrapolated into descriptive analysis in deep learning via tensor imaging. The data has to be converted into visual models which can easily give information to businesses.
8. Why am I interested in Data Science? Because I am curious. Curiouser and curiouser.
9. Data is information. I asked him if it can be called energy. Switching from Computer Science to Physics.
10. His tone was moderate and he seemed like a good interlocutor.
11. This post might come across as an advertisement for Business Toys but it’s for my comprehension and to provide basic info to anyone interested.
1. Purva Phalguni quarter four is ruled by Mars. It’s a Tuesday. Venus rules Purva Phalguni which falls in Leo constellation. By this evening Moon will enter Virgo. Moon has exceeded degrees of Mars and by evening it will exceed degrees achieved by Venus, becoming Atmakaraka for a while before it enters house of Mary.
2. I saw many pigeons as I bowled in Shatabdi. I was late. I saw 14 Chepla birds going South. They indicate a cycle. I saw an army personnel on a bicycle in green pagdi going towards Chhatrasal Carrefour as I was entering academy. I bought a black mask worth twenty rupees. A wire was lying broken outside the old Gyandeep stationery.
3. Shiva came to drop Rukman. She’s now an aspirant for MBA. She wanted to become an anchor and a pilot. She had a brief stint at MMHS as a teacher. She says she finds preparation for MBA to be easier now than what it seemed before. Now they have more colleges and more options. Richa Gupta cracked it easily. I used to teach her words using Michael Quinion’s World Wide Words. Of all the students I have taught vocabulary to: Richa was smartest. She was deep and in the induction she used words to mean that people shouldn’t treat other people as objects. She didn’t know that it becomes absolutely necessary to do so in some walks of life. She had a Virgo Moon and Scorpio ascendant and she was my first friend on Facebook. In fact she invited me to join Facebook. Her husband also has a Virgo ascendant with Virgo Moon. They’re rich people.
4. Dhruv is now working out with Yash. It’s good that they’re working out even before they reached college. I worked out in college for about three years in Suresh Soni’s gym. I took cretin in those days for a while which had fish extracts. I knew what I was doing. I also had bread which had egg as a component when Prashant Gupta brought it in Mahaveer Colony house.
5. I always felt lack of food and space. Leonardo Da Vinci always felt lack of time. We are all striving after something or the other.
6. It’s eighth day of dark half of lunar month as per Hindu calender. I could see Moon in the Southern direction. The pentagon in the star hanging on Church of MMHS has five three pointed stars. The pentagon is red whereas stars are white. The core represents heart or red drop whereas white triangles represent white drops in trinities. Red drop absorbs white ones and bliss is born. Logos is a negative energy or a positive power based on whether you adhere to Archons or Gnostics respectively. I asked Shiva if she would be able to refer me to Maria Mata staff. She said I might have a chance in next session. It might be a long wait. You don’t know what’s going to happen next.
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1. This day seems to be more eventful than i expected it to be.
2. It’s 15:02 PM. I might be a strike breaker. I had a word for it. The dark skin which comes on your wound after it begins to heal. Scab is the word. It’s because i feel hungry already.
3. All protests are symbolic.
4. I took pictures from the spot where they’re sitting in protest against farmer’s bill and MSP. Kajal ki kothri mein kaiso hi sayano jaay…….
7. Whenever they talk about fasting i begin feeling more hungry.
8. I suggested the plank guy to put a dot on Hai to make it plural: Hain. He did it after the second suggestion and directive from madam.
9. Imran Akhtar Beg met me outside ATM again. I called him by name. We had a discussion. I recalled having forgotten my ball in the Shatabdi ground.
10. He might take Spoken English classes from me beginning from 11.12.2020.
11. Another reminder of how we remember different aspects of our friends:
A. He recalled our college days. I used to see him with Anil as they were pursuing their MCA. He also recalled our Cricket practice in middle school.
B. I recalled his being a top scorer in handwriting competition. I tried many formats, copied many styles and sometimes Abhishek Narayana Sinha used to appear with a pencil and copied just four lines which used to fetch him first, second or third rank.
Imran was genuinely a good human being. I hope he’s still a good human being. When i used to ask him where he used to get his fair notebooks from: he used to tell: from depot my father brings them.
I could never comprehend where this depot was but his father definitely took care of his studies well. No wonder he has been gainfully employed for a long time.
12. I had a dream. A dog which became a lion vanished in East. Became a star. Dog star? I saw seven sisters. They’re still here. Though Shri says they’re seven : they’re eight as i have observed them often. Vidyarthiji says it’s Bayaa also known as Ghengha. It’s an expert in nest making but its eyes are yellow. They give it an appearance of anger.
After the vanishing of lion i came out of the Pooja Room in house. I move towards right to parent’s room and see many students. It was after chaos. I couldn’t make heads or tales of the dream.
2. Update: i am not sure if the ground belongs to Maharaja Chhatrasal Autonomous College or Pandit Dev Prabhakar Shastri college of Technology. It has no bearing on my bowling practice. 30 balls. 12 hits. 5 overs.
3. At barber’s shop: the moment i reached before it: the boy was lighting up incense for his morning worship. I had contemplated about getting shaved and it was a pleasant coincidence to find the shop empty. He looked quiet and i requested him to use zero machine. The moment he began cleaning moustache the power was cut. Then i requested them to use a razor. Another device was available but they used razor and then power came back. Compared to the shop outside the court which charged 70 rupees for both head and shaving : he charged only 20 rupees. It seems i was given subsidy. Same as i reached an empty shop instead of a busy shop.
4. There were four pigeons sitting on wire. It seems some people are bored of my stories. I saw notifications from Lia this morning and akin to Devika she said she hadn’t seen them before. I was happy to have made my presence known to her: that i still appreciated her poetry, her versatility, profundity, productivity.
5. Lia had reported my comments to WordPress. At once, this blog wasn’t getting launched. I spoke to Lia and then it got launched. It’s akin to my third blog getting launched as i was forgiven by Devika who pinged me exactly when i was on the reception counter in my friend’s sister’s marriage. I don’t know how it works but it does. Lia and Devika are Maafia of the world of poetry. And I mean that in a positive way. If you get them furious you can’t continue here. If it wasn’t for my disputes with these four or five poets: I would have created tens of thousands of prose and verse posts by now.
6. Having learnt lessons in humility: I still think it’s Moon matrix by archons. Gnosticism tells you this. Our machinery has been designed the way to give sustenance to Moon via conflicts and swings of mood. Moon according to them is youngest among solar system members. Aryans got violent against certain groups because being mouthpiece of Godhead they advocated virtuous path. Beelzebub’s tales to his grandchildren by Gurdjieff talks about Armenian mystic’s struggle against such memes.
7. India is a religious country. You might say constitution is secular. If you carefully study its culture, its constitution : you would realize a coherent thread which weaves religious with lawful way. In all my experiments: i only kept swinging between various paths which have already been paved by countless trillions of beings who walked before me. It doesn’t mean that my expression isn’t uniquely mine but it means the building blocks were always there. I see the struggle between order and chaos. I see Saint versus Satan. I see Archons and Gnostics. I know devils and gods and I know why they came to be.
8. Though there might be some beings living among us as immortals hidden in form of humans: the weight of time is to be admitted. Hindus consider this to be age of Goddess Kaali or God Kalki. It’s age of instruments. It’s age of machines.
9. From the first accident in childhood when i was crossing the wall near Kaali temple to all other accidents : it was forced sacrifice for the goddess at various stages. I am an immortal now and yet i don’t know all of the instrumental. Machines have consciousness. Matrix is true. It was always about the goddess who wanted the women to be worshipped. And yet: closest of my observation told me that both patriarchy and matriarchy are myths.
1. I had a long walk to railway station after I was informed by my employer that they no longer needed my service. Rohan’s uncle paid me 30 rupees as a payment for six days of service.
2. I enjoyed visiting the station after a long time.
3. I hired a taxi with ‘Atul’ written on back of it on my walk back towards Chhatrasal Carrefour.
4. He charged me only 15 rupees though usual charge is 20 rupees.
5. I had two samose at chaat thela. They were cold. The couple of biscuit packets sustained me. Like yesterday, there was another batch of people meeting outside library. I shared my biscuits with a dog.
6. I heard them speak in meeting. I spotted Atul: the guy with moustache who used to frequent Pawan Gupta shop in my marijuana days.
7. Strangely: two of the faces on posters were Shuklas and one was named Anand Shukla. The guy from Khajuraho has a problem in his left leg.
8. They are struggling for pension. I am struggling for pocket money. They are all better off than me. I mean who gets a 1000 rupees per month these days? With another job lost i am left with Shri. She’s unpredictable.
1. 6 overs. I concentrated on Fielding as well as Bowling.
2. There are three parties in ground.
3. I observe plenty of work that has been put by academy on ground: when i came here there were only two pitches. Now there are four and twenty pillars. Many new players have joined and many have dropped. No commentary this morning.
4. Sun is shining brightly. I took some pictures and watched pigeons do somersault in air.
Dancing light of grace 