1. DLOG is short for dialogue and the acronym for Dancing light of Grace.
2. Imagine as a verb was never used in my studies as it was found today in the IBM: ad version. In Spotify it gives poor people about thirty minutes of aid. Maid. Animadversion would do anima. Amina will treat amino acids.
3. Imagine means real or seen in a new light or way in that: just to clarify.
4. Rick Rosner said he couldn’t be enough obnoxious. No matter how hard he tried.
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It’s easier than it seems. I began doping this as an exercise when I was looking for lengthy words. I might have published some of the longest words ever but they are undeerevognized. My smartphone keypad doesn’t do C…it instead does V . So long…
1.I had a walk inside the stadium. It was after the yoga inside Gandhi Smarak Bhavan. It was open for walk after a long time. Some people were playing cricket inside. I think they were policewale.
2. I observed a bunch of bricks outside my house. They’re planning on construction upstairs. It clearly means noise. Then maybe tenants. Why not. They have money to pay for the bricks but if I ask-mummy would land in Egypt, Cairo. She would say – it’s borrowed. If I wait to recount the number of times they have gone back on their words in the last 8 years or even in the last 8 months- it will be an altercation. What can I do. If I really try to leave…They will use their contacts and police to ensure that much ado is created about nothing. Hence I choose to keep mum and vent here. If my siblings had not made false promises 6 months ago. If my father wasn’t an inveterate liar. If that cat hadn’t made this phone fall; resulting in cracking of an already cracked screen and spoiling of the keypad…. would I have been less wiser?
3. I had a walk to the lake. I observed clouds. Bats and chatted with you. I enjoyed listening to bats who were flying and banging upside down on Ashvath tree. I took some pictures.
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5. I got to port the SIM card to idea. I walked back listening to music and saving myself from traffic. I filled the bike tank with petrol worth fifty rupees. I need it every four days or maybe six. It’s costly for someone who earns as little as I do with no previous savings left in hand( my greedy parents and siblings.) I would have bought a bicycle if I could afford. That about sums my day today. Another Saturday. Tomorrow is another occultation. Syzgy. Equinox. Solstice.
2. I came to visit stadium. It was open in the morning and I walked 10 rounds clockwise. I thought it would be open for good and for all. I was wrong. The local administration has been as much of a mystery is the world events at large.
3. The same boys who were playing in the morning were also playing in the evening. I think they were from the police force but I might be wrong.
4. I tried finding an alternate entry but in vain. Therefore the morning exercise might remain a memory.
Twilight
5. This is another luxury. To be able to sit besides this pond. There are some Birds hanging upside down on the peepal tree. The park nearby is still locked and there are couple of boats in the pond. There are some guys fishing on the other side of the pond. The setting sun looks beautiful.
6. I wanted to come here. It’s only the second visit this year. There are some dark clouds on the sky. I could port my sim card to Idea. It has been a long time since I watched a good movie. I feel there are no good new movies being released right now. I had already watched all the Great movies available. Web series and new TV shows are not affordable.
7. I met a guy who was my classmate long ago. We had met only once before. He asked me if I could lend him 250 rupees. I I told him that the situation is tight and I had no money to give him. Then he told me about the upcoming occultation and the suggestion given by his Guru to stay inside home for the period.
8. Someone had told him that he is a Virgo. I asked for his DOB. He said that he didn’t remember that.
9. I am not sure if it is the best medicine for boredom. But it is something which I have been longing for for a while now.
10. Some delusions have gone for good. The hope has also died. It is what it is. The Hungry ghosts which came in between have bid adieu. I take the responsibility of the situation I am in right now.
11. In the morning I am looking 7. I can see. Seesaw gewgaw gawn hawkshaw Wishing I could sleep. Sleep leap year early lyre I see, and I see, and I see, and I see. Seen sean Shawn lawn awning Omnivores. Yes, seeing, I can see. Hawk skein see, I see, I see, I see, I see.
1. In the end it all balances out. Or maybe not. Who am I to complain.
2. The leaders aren’t leaders because they can lead. I am not writing because I can. If boys can’t be fair in the play –how can they be fair in life? Especially when “everything is fair in the war. ..and survival of the fittest ;” has been fed into them ad nauseum.
3. They neither know how to bat nor know how to bowl and yet they want to lead because then those who deserve or those who have it by the way of rotation will learn the game and the myth of their greatness would crumble. Use false excuses and reasoning to control and keep perfecting this even if your game stays mediocre. Your celebs taught you this. And swag instead of sweating. The generation of Chuck is evolving into a cult of Chuck : a baby doll which murders all of the family members.
4. If you are confused, here’s what happened: I wanted to be the captain. I did the toss as the captain. The member in my team took reigns unrighteously after arguing with me about how well he knew the opposite side. He along with the other guy who was a pseudo captain just because he knew couple of guys on field: kept bowling by taking turns until match went out of our hands. The opponent’s team played well. Yes, why do you never rotate bowling spells? Even when you’re beaten like a donkey! And what is the one bounce catches for!
5. This is the system. I can’t change. I am thankful for the drops of drizzle on my shaved head. Thankful for the exercise I had with guys younger than me . Thankful for gutka spitting ragamuffins. I am thankful for a little of sky. A little of Sunset. Thankful for being alive! Not really. What else but infinite life exists forever.
1. In sidereal zodiac, transit of planets with respect to moon indicates current trends. Intriguing combination of 6 retro grid planets includes North and South nodes of moon which are considered to be always retrograde.
2. Not much is known about the behaviour of retrograde planets. It is actually the appearance of a planet which is passing through some unique point with respect to observers on Earth. I clearly remember that as I was beginning to delve into the vedic astrology in the year 2009 when I was about to join the firm in which I worked for the next 3 years; the planet Mars was retrograde in the eighth house of cancer. Usually it takes one month two to transit through any sign but due to the retrograde motion it took an exceptional 8 months full stop it was revelation and learning for me.
3. The website Vaidik scholar.com was in its Inception in those days. And I used to frequently visit it to check the transit charts. Now it charges and the process is also difficult. With the passage of time the same services get costlier. This seems to be the only direction our society heads.
4. Trees are dancing in the breeze right now. I practiced breathing to get rid of toxins. International yoga day will be celebrated with the summer solstice or is it Equinox ? I would have to check.
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5. Some experts say that the malefics start behaving like benefics and vice versa in case of retrograde planets.
6. Whatever happens might be an interesting study for all the astrology students. Do the planets show regressive thinking in the populace at large ? it remains to be seen.
7. I went to play cricket with my friends to a large ground yesterday in the evening. It seemed to be a luxury. It was very ordinary some 25 years ago. in the last 10 to 15 years urbanisation has happened at a rapid speed in my town. Stadium is still closed and reserved only for the police force. I do not understand. Maybe I would after awhile.
1. Out of a conversation with a student yesterday, the weakness of rupee became an issue of discussion. I know nothing of economics . But I have been reading the currency exchange values for a lifetime.
2. I didn’t know when Indian Rupee got so weak against dollars, euros and pounds.
3. I live a below poverty line life. My father and siblings along with mother ensured it.
4. 5 trillion dollars economy and “Acche Din” are evident: the last I read pound was 80 rupees. I think it was a long time ago. Now it’s 95 rupees. I hope we soon reach 100. We love centuries. Sefer yetzirah.
5..As above so below. As with dollars so with Euros. With pounds sterling. Indians were celebrating when UK went out of EU. Indians were talking as if Britain was on its knees and they had got even against the East India Company.
6. My house, my neighborhood, my town and country is full of Gutka spitting idiots. And I live below poverty line. Some people are jealous of even this. Euthanasia doesn’t look like a remote possibility.
I had a brief conversation with a dancer and actor who has been a practitioner of the art forms for about a decade and a half. The birds are chirping and insects are buzzing and the cows are mowing and some crows are also adding to the chorus. Analysis kills the art but I cannot give up. Yesterday it was humidity today it is fresh air because there was drizzling in night.
If you find typos here and there you can only consider that I don’t have requisite equipments. My learning curve has brought me here and you can see frequent posts on this blog. I am Brighter Than you think. I can edit better and I can write with better grammar and punctuation. But constraints at present make it very difficult to publish something which is up to the standard of publishing offline via some reputable publishing house. I do not hesitate even for a second to declare that all of this is for myself. It clearly means that if you never read me again it won’t affect me at all. I will never miss your presence aur aur comments or likes. I am absolutely certain about this
Dragonflies and mango trees are dancing in the breeze which is soothing. News channels and papers are busy with agitprop and my home space is filled with vicious talks about Bureaucracy and courtroom drama. The Grand house of householders has agenda of the so called house owners who are slaves to their dreams fancies and wants and desires. Put your fake problems before the comfort Of Those who work to maintain peace and harmony. This is what ego takes delight in. Being a third grade helping teacher in the government my father always took delight in trying to cancel his transfers which have been frequent in the last few years.
He would have loved to be a politician or at least an IAS officer but the stars were not very kind to him.. these days he is busy and often repeatedly rehashing the same bull shit everyday. It is about his contacts with politicians in high places who would help him cancel his transfer. He has been successful in cancelling his transfers in the past and by getting this challenge he gets something to achieve on in his otherwise empty existence.
If not this then the courtroom drama with the in laws of my sibling. The dowry was the issue since the beginning and the in-laws did not leave even me. They wanted to Drag Me To The court knowing well in full that I avoided company at every occasion. And when I say that I have avoided it literally means avoiding. In the five-year history I did not even talk to them for 5 minutes. And yet they wanted me to be subject to the courtroom drama.
This is the field I am talking about. After bringing me here from Brindavana with the excuse mother’s health being critical did not let me go. I tried at least six Times.
Other than my younger sibling and grandmother who are completely in disciplined and reckless. To keep spitting tobacco members of the family left no opportunity to harass me in subtle as well as obvious ways.
Neighbours and relatives left no no opportunity to insult me and ensure that I am put under pressure to marry and work for my living while I am not allowed to leave for the places where I would be best suited to work. They took away my money as well as documents leaving me stranded.
If all of my friends relatives family members and people of my country to disappear due to some Catastrophe aur miracle I would not even buzz. They wanted me to change in ways conducive for proliferating rotten ideas. You can see how well they have been doing.
I have often thought about avoiding such draining articles. In the best of weather we should focus on writing down ideas which look suitable and pleasant. but the best of human stories are those which are imbued with deepest of emotions.
It is what it is. As if written in the Stone I cannot change it. I had many wants and desire but now I have none.
A truck passed by the bypass road. Struck by the Nagin horn I kept scribbling. Trees and plants are dancing in the breeze which is very high speed. Breathing Deep in UK weather Leeds leads. It is not less than a miracle that I found an hour here to note down my ideas. I am grateful to my existence because first I created a direction to my life and then imagined obstructions in achieving the goals earning money is difficult
If you continue taking that pledge for as many as 10 years and then you are supposed to choose one of the romantic partners from those sisters or brothers what would it result into ?
The answer is neurosis. This society is more neurotic than you think full stop you are supposed to touch the feet of elders out of respect but that is not enough women who are not more than a commodity at best are to be given fake reverence by touching their feet. Some groups follow the age bar in which all of them who are elder to you need reverence and some others have this extra condition. All of these complexities leave very little scope for study and research.
A better understanding- since they are all my brothers and sisters I will not have sensual thoughts about them. For the sensual thoughts I will try to select partners from across the borders.
It was in evening. He was talking to her. The vehicles were passing by and his dancing body full of energy was in tune with with her. They were in the mood for fun. And there was mysterious foreboding about something. The thing that happened. Made them feel as if their lives had become a conundrum. It was not lives it was actually one life. The only way to solve it was for them to live together. And they were living in the hearts of each other the physical separation was not something which could be done away with at that moment. And that was the way Wendy started to live with them. And Jessica … Events took turn when she least expected them She was there with them when the baby was born and her life was never the same again. What had they become and what were they going to become only the home of the mystery new or perhaps even it didn’t That remains to be seen. The scenery was becoming picturesque They had a feeling that they were not alone, but that too was part of the game. The game unique game and they were scoring too much too soon. And now they were laughing at their own jokes. But underneath there was another layer of Ideas ceiling But they seemed to be doing the same all over again. Why did the love it’s so much? They had been doing role-play for many years now even decades and yet they felt as if they were new to each other. … Rumpled stilted skin skinny Skillet let them do what they Desire And they did it with gusto and rhythm. The Rhythm Divine Wayanad Ananda Danish trim The rhythm of love. Which flew from their hearts Not to mention the fact that the fog was thick. Not going anywhere. It seemed aimless and naive. Then all of a sudden it just went away. dream like reality was becoming a Nightmare for Some Nights What made it worse is that they couldn’t agree on the dream. The-dream Ram realm of infinite happiness opened for them for once and for all … She was always there for him and yet he felt as if it was only one moment when their eyes noticed each other. … Their story was coming to a happy conclusion. …
My father has gone back on his words for four times in the last 6 months. I am waiting for the new smartphone. My mother grandmother and my younger sibling are slaves trapped inside this building. As soon as I get the new smartphone I would write more efficiently and yet my efficiency has been good enough. Including the blogger blog I have written more than 1500 posts in last 6 months of my publishing with the OK Google Transcription service writing is a piece of cake. Very few people read this blog and comparatively more people used to read the blogger blog. Those people who were trolling me started calling me troll as I came into the light. I don’t need a bunch of fools around me. I have done 200 posts on WordPress. Including all my innings I might have published more than 4000 articles. If my comments on discussion forums are also included then the amount might reach to more than 10000. It does not translate as money. It has given me skill and confidence. My clarity of thinking as well as communication skills are improving day by day.
A blogger whose name translates to grace, in his discovery of Bharat over India completely disregards the well known story of an explorer. He was trying to reach India and instead reached America. Assuming that he had reached India he called the native Americans Indian. Red Indians might be later day usage. This guy is going to publish a book soon or maybe he has already published it. Your pursuit of chauvinism is not going to get you places in reality.
I got one clear shot of the lizard bramhani before it headed for the bush. Today my student is not present therefore I have got enough time to record my ideas freely and as I want to without any interruptions from anyone I can hear crickets and other insects buzzing and birds chirping some people are busy plucking mangoes down for sale.
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Dancing light of grace 