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Morning Eidolons

Deshaj means born from Desh or country.

I had a brief conversation with a dancer and actor who has been a practitioner of the art forms for about a decade and a half. The birds are chirping and insects are buzzing and the cows are mowing and some crows are also adding to the chorus. Analysis kills the art but I cannot give up. Yesterday it was humidity today it is fresh air because there was drizzling in night.

If you find typos here and there you can only consider that I don’t have requisite equipments. My learning curve has brought me here and you can see frequent posts on this blog. I am Brighter Than you think. I can edit better and I can write with better grammar and punctuation. But constraints at present make it very difficult to publish something which is up to the standard of publishing offline via some reputable publishing house. I do not hesitate even for a second to declare that all of this is for myself. It clearly means that if you never read me again it won’t affect me at all. I will never miss your presence aur aur comments or likes. I am absolutely certain about this

Dragonflies and mango trees are dancing in the breeze which is soothing. News channels and papers are busy with agitprop and my home space is filled with vicious talks about Bureaucracy and courtroom drama. The Grand house of householders has agenda of the so called house owners who are slaves to their dreams fancies and wants and desires. Put your fake problems before the comfort Of Those who work to maintain peace and harmony. This is what ego takes delight in. Being a third grade helping teacher in the government my father always took delight in trying to cancel his transfers which have been frequent in the last few years.

He would have loved to be a politician or at least an IAS officer but the stars were not very kind to him.. these days he is busy and often repeatedly rehashing the same bull shit everyday. It is about his contacts with politicians in high places who would help him cancel his transfer. He has been successful in cancelling his transfers in the past and by getting this challenge he gets something to achieve on in his otherwise empty existence.

If not this then the courtroom drama with the in laws of my sibling. The dowry was the issue since the beginning and the in-laws did not leave even me. They wanted to Drag Me To The court knowing well in full that I avoided company at every occasion. And when I say that I have avoided it literally means avoiding. In the five-year history I did not even talk to them for 5 minutes. And yet they wanted me to be subject to the courtroom drama.

This is the field I am talking about. After bringing me here from Brindavana with the excuse mother’s health being critical did not let me go. I tried at least six Times.

Other than my younger sibling and grandmother who are completely in disciplined and reckless. To keep spitting tobacco members of the family left no opportunity to harass me in subtle as well as obvious ways.

Neighbours and relatives left no no opportunity to insult me and ensure that I am put under pressure to marry and work for my living while I am not allowed to leave for the places where I would be best suited to work. They took away my money as well as documents leaving me stranded.

If all of my friends relatives family members and people of my country to disappear due to some Catastrophe aur miracle I would not even buzz. They wanted me to change in ways conducive for proliferating rotten ideas. You can see how well they have been doing.

I have often thought about avoiding such draining articles. In the best of weather we should focus on writing down ideas which look suitable and pleasant. but the best of human stories are those which are imbued with deepest of emotions.

It is what it is. As if written in the Stone I cannot change it. I had many wants and desire but now I have none.

A truck passed by the bypass road. Struck by the Nagin horn I kept scribbling. Trees and plants are dancing in the breeze which is very high speed. Breathing Deep in UK weather Leeds leads. It is not less than a miracle that I found an hour here to note down my ideas. I am grateful to my existence because first I created a direction to my life and then imagined obstructions in achieving the goals earning money is difficult

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Thank you readers and followers

My father has gone back on his words for four times in the last 6 months. I am waiting for the new smartphone. My mother grandmother and my younger sibling are slaves trapped inside this building. As soon as I get the new smartphone I would write more efficiently and yet my efficiency has been good enough. Including the blogger blog I have written more than 1500 posts in last 6 months of my publishing with the OK Google Transcription service writing is a piece of cake. Very few people read this blog and comparatively more people used to read the blogger blog. Those people who were trolling me started calling me troll as I came into the light. I don’t need a bunch of fools around me. I have done 200 posts on WordPress. Including all my innings I might have published more than 4000 articles. If my comments on discussion forums are also included then the amount might reach to more than 10000. It does not translate as money. It has given me skill and confidence. My clarity of thinking as well as communication skills are improving day by day.

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Bharat over India

A blogger whose name translates to grace, in his discovery of Bharat over India completely disregards the well known story of an explorer. He was trying to reach India and instead reached America. Assuming that he had reached India he called the native Americans Indian. Red Indians might be later day usage. This guy is going to publish a book soon or maybe he has already published it. Your pursuit of chauvinism is not going to get you places in reality.

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The morning rituals!

My class finished just a while ago. The environment is brimming with insects. It feels a bit humid right now . Some Birds along with peacock can be heard from here. The sky is foggy but not neptunian aur dreamlike. This biosphere where organic farming is a routine practice seems to be the most conducive place for writing in the last few months. my student is going to part soon but he has paid me in full. And since I was in the dire need of money therefore I feel grateful to my patron. I realise when he said that I should walk instead of using the bike which consumes oil he did not take into consideration my plight. I was not using motor vehicle for about two years in which I had many long walks around the city.

My conversation is interrupted by someone who is busy conversing with my student. She was also a former student but she remembers nothing at all which I taught her. I asked her about my lessons to get the feedback regarding my tuitions and her straight answer was that nothing of your teaching remains in my memory.

Crickets are chirping. Buses are passing by and I am still looking for an idea to elaborate upon the news is kind of repetitive nonsense balderdash these days. I intend to work in the library since my student is still attending the marriage ceremony and I have some free time in the morning.

I tell them that I missed yesterday evening prayers. I asked for forgiveness of my host student for leaving without having watched the dish in which I had poha as we were playing Ludo board game. I got second rank until I was there.

I was again discussing legacies. It has always been beyond my understanding that legacies matter for humans striving towards perfection. Maybe in some subtle form but not in your day to day life. The usual experiences tell us that the appreciation we get for our good deeds help continue services in areas of importance. How does it matter if people appreciate our good deeds once we are gone. Maybe the idea that you are working for something which would continue to provide comfort 2 those future generations once you are gone helps you work more earnestly.

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Interviews on Saturday With Boys In The Frontyard.

Saturday. 13.6.2020

Question 1. How long have you been playing cricket?

Answer 1. About 8 years.

Question 2. What do you like most about the game of cricket?

Answer 2. People around me used to play cricket that is why I chose it.

Question 3. I spent a long time perfecting round arm action in my childhood. What you observe these days is that most of you are using sucking action instead of trying to perfect round arm action why do you think it has happened?

Answer 3. It is because everyone wants to bat.

Question 4. Do you plan on making a career in cricket?

Answer 4. No.

Question 5. Do you think that playing cricket is anti-national just because it was the East India company which brought it to India at first?

Answer 5. No.

Question 6. Who is your your favourite cricketer and why?

Answer 6. My favourite cricketer is Gautam Gambhir because he was an excellent cricketer as well as a person with teamspirit and inclined to do social service.

Question 7. Why do you play on a small ground with a plastic ball?

Answer 7. The first reason is that the difficulty increases on a small ground. It is more difficult to chase big scores compared to big grounds. Moreover we don’t have big grounds available to us.

Question 8. What do you prefer in the game batting bowling or fielding and why?

Answer 8. I prefer fielding over other two departments because it helps save some runs and also helps us exercise and increase our agility.

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The fragrance of RAW mangoes!

Morning

This is me reporting. It is 8:24 a.m. it was very humid last night. I was woken up about three o’clock in the morning by the heat. And I found myself in a puddle of sweat. I meditated and then took bath.

I heard the morning news and had the coffee as usual. Here in the premises of Gandhi Smarak Bhavan near Ashok tree I got an opportunity to meet an old acquaintance and a wonderful interlocutor. And I asked him about the emergency which was imposed during the rule of ex Prime Minister Indira Gandhi. I can hear a few Birds chirping. As you might have observed so far my attention is drawn mostly by the twittering of the birds. Dancing light of grace and the humid air along with some people who are interacting with each other: I was not able to discuss much with my student today because he was busy plucking mangoes from a tree. They are talking about leaving legacies.

I wanted to ask a question regarding non violence. As I weed out some plants like carrot grass on a regular basis I ask myself if it is not killing the plant. It is indeed violent. Even the weeds like microorganisms want to live. How could then the farmers be nonviolent ? They cannot be.

This essentially drops down to the existence and survival in the the jungle on a day-to-day basis which is divided into tasks is actually a struggle constantly. The life forms are dependent on each other. When I heard about the non violence I interpreted it to mean the complete abstinence from killing of an organism. When I read ideas of Gandhi I realised he was not opposed to killing of stray dogs and monkeys. Jainism which is known for the monks practicing most strict non violence also admits that some form of violence is inherent in all living.

At one point I considered non violence to be pure witness. You exist merely as witness consciousness of gnosis and bliss. You do not want to change anything at all . Now I don’t have hard and fast opinions on anything. I feel the way I live on day to day basis is also not the part of my belief system. It is guided by the natural Intelligence and super consciousness.

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The noon!

It’s is me reporting. A dog has been barking for some mysterious reason. Some birds can be heard in the fields. A squirrel has passed by. The sky is hazy. Although the Sun has been covered by the clouds the humidity has made it unbearable to function

A black bird which is also known as crow calls out in a harsh voice. A man came walking towards us to buy some raw mangoes. Young dog named Kaalu also visited us. You can see a bullock cart from here. This transcription like the one before is also for my communication skills class. My student is working in capacity of being a mango seller. The noon looks quiet. Mongoose entered inside the library, came out, and then again entered inside the library and then again came out and then again entered inside library and again came out and then finally went south.

A mild breeze is blowing now and it it is soothing for our skins drenched in the Sweat. Ambulance sirens can be heard and also horns of some of the vehicles passing from the nearby road. I have been speaking for about 15 minutes and now it is the time to start discussion with my student on whatever has been spoken so far.

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Astrologer

Harmonize arm chair hair Maruti air Moniker chief chieftain tainted painted TED Talks stocks leaves sleeves wastes asterisms prisms SMS smoldering soldering Ring of Fire wings of Desire Iridescent sent Jasmine Minecraft craftsmanship hip hop operand randi diaspora Ajanta and Ellora aur angutha Bhutan tenager German manager Manna Iguana enough anaphora spoonerisms no sphere here and Now wow owl Baul Bawal bore well well done one and only lyrical calculus lustrous omnivorous tsukuba Incubus busted Street treat.

The boss is always right. I can see that in the catapult the moon is stone and the two points are Jupiter and Saturn. Jupiter is nearer to Moon than Saturn at present. Pluto is also present in the constellation but invisible to the naked eye. I have captured the photograph but due to the poor resolution only moon is visible.

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An Address

Coronavirus pandemic is one of the greatest problems humanity is facing. Humanity has seen AIDS ebola SARS and 2018 Spanish flu. It has also been through many droughts earthquakes and disasters. In recent wave of superstitions and political warfare has not dimmed  light of awareness. I hope it inspires us to educate ourselves and others to find meaningful jobs for ourselves and our family members and to be a beacon of hope for all of us. I have seen all of us coming together joining hands Shoulders and heads. I have seen all of us coming together and fighting the darkness. I have seen all of us sitting together and praying with open hearts for all . I hope we will learn to not only survive but to come out with flying colours out of this challenging situation. Please don’t spread fake news. Please adopt a Lifestyle which is conducive to holistic health. Please help raise awareness for Euthanasia. Please work to enlighten yourself and others so that we may overcome death aging and fear. Humanity is not about surrendering to death decay fear and suppression and demonic forces but learning to win over all of them and to achieve true immortality and your body of gnosis and bliss. Thank youa we have been through the earthquake of Kutch in Gujarat and we have been through struggle for our independence. This dark blue cloud of doubts hanging on our heads collectively seems to be the Karmic repercussion of certain unforeseen proportions. It is true we have seen a lot in the last six or seven months and we are stronger than ever before. The misnomer of the social distancing which actually meant physical distancing as well as sharing and valuing our food our space and hygiene has been the first change in our lifestyles.

the recent wave of superstitions and political warfare has not dimmed  light of awareness. I hope it inspires us to educate ourselves and others to find meaningful jobs for ourselves and our family members and to be a beacon of hope for all of us. I have seen all of us coming together joining hands Shoulders and heads. I have seen all of us coming together and fighting the darkness. I have seen all of us sitting together and praying with open hearts for all . I hope we will learn to not only survive but to come out with flying colours out of this challenging situation. Please don’t spread fake news. Please adopt a Lifestyle which is conducive to holistic health. Please help raise awareness for Euthanasia. Please work to enlighten yourself and others so that we may overcome death aging and fear. Humanity is not about surrendering to death decay fear and suppression and demonic forces but learning to win over all of them and to achieve true immortality and your body of gnosis and bliss. Thank you

NB… this is to help a kid who needs to deliver a few ideas in a presentation.

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Brahmani

1. Brahmani is the best name given to any lizards found in my village. It is passing by me towards the mound on the left side. It is not interested in me is it seems hungry looking for its food here and there.

2. In a way we have been encroaching on their territory. For a while it senses my energy and finds it to be alarming. I notice a small hole on its neck.

Insects; bramhani eats.

3. I observe the dancing plants and couple of red ants. I am gradually learning to appreciate the importance of accurate pronunciation. The well here might be 150 years old. We are supposed to celebrate Gandhi 150. It is 150 years since Gandhi was born in Porbandar Gujarat. This time around last year we went to administer and organise some quizzes in various schools of our town on behalf of Gandhi Smarak Bhawan in order to increase the awareness for Gandhi 150. But unfortunatly covid-19 pandemic has overshadowed this year’s work and celebrations.

4.

7.6.2020

It seems as if everyone has lost the way. But the truth is there was no way. The truth is you never lose the way. The truth is you are always at home. The truth is this is the complete truth nothing but the truth.

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Patrika and Bhaskar

1. As I write down this note the weather app on my cell phone shows the temperature in the town to be 36 degree celsius.

2. The Patrika edition of Chhatarpur reports today’s temperature to be about 35 degree celsius.

3. The Bhaskar edition of Chhatarpur reports today’s temperature to be 31 degree celsius.

4. Bhaskar edition of Chhatarpur has reported about test on a coronavirus subject in progress in the Choubey Colony. True knot. Not true .

5. Patrika has not reported any such case.