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1. I had momos worth ten rupees. They were not as good as momos in the Dussehra fair because they were not as fried or crisp because they were prepared on a quick order. I would have preferred Mahajana’s water balls as I needed to re-enter the stadium.

2. I don’t want my prediction to be true: it’s merely based on patterns so far: after elections are over: Corona is used as an excuse for another lockdown. Feel good is related to exercise. The art of winning elections is making people feel entertained at the times of elections. I voted but once and it was for Hema Malini: it was in Vrindavan under pressure of Mahanta of Jagannath Ghat who was a goon converted into Mahanta. He used to insult and beat people in his ashrama on a regular basis and took their labours for free himself enjoying luxury. Unless I voted : he would have ensured that my stay over there was difficult and I was not able to stay in Vrindavan under romantic adventurous devotional melodramatic guise. That’s what he did after a few months when I had decided to go to another Ashrama after getting initiated from another master.

3. The pleasure has a limit and its opposite. It’s always at someone’s cost that someone else feels pleasure. Call it sacrifice, call it cooperation or anything else. It’s the Truth. Peace or bliss beyond duality doesn’t let the body fall unless you’re in a heaven wherefrom you don’t fall ever again. So far I haven’t been to any such.

4. The causal layer needs digging. Some call it darkness, some others call it enlightenment. It’s a point or a layer or a wall or a television or a background where knowledge and ignorance lose meaning. It’s the free fall. It’s where you lose gravity. It’s the field where wrongdoing and rightdoing lose meaning.

5. The reason why Hindu texts like Bhagvata disparage the understanding of space and enlightenment is: archons being all powerful get worshipped via channels which are religions and genuine: like humanity. The fear, sex, desire, ambition, music and countless modes keep you under one belief or other.

6. I verily say it: if the way of fog accompanied with my study conferred understanding of Buddhism and astral travel along with Hindu counterpart of the same upon me: there’s no reason why I should consider it to be a path where you are stuck with titans, goblins, ghouls and demons. Unless: I never lived among gods. Then: I never have anything to compare with this life other than the variations in past. And yet: I have a firm understanding of death, life and inbetween.

7. The cause why police ground and college grounds are associated is obvious: athletes come from only those two arenas in a civil area. Someone like me who did play a lot in childhood but had most of the family members in the business of prostitution are not likely to stay in shape for long. Police line door is kept open for long. Police and military are given charge of the city and martial law : draconid meteor shower.

8. I had a difficult time coming to terms with this: while I had no difficulty with Corona: as I had lived better than most of my life during this period: I wondered why they would keep stadium closed. The answer is in ninth.

9. Family. The depression strikes hard when all Sanghi attack you together. The poem in 2017 had title Sangha for Buddhistic communes but it was interpreted to be BJP Sangha. The original three point program was to give refuge to practitioners. This new Sangha like Raju Shrivastav comedy only took you to a corner and beat you up good. Spied on your smartphone after taking your thumb and eye prints in the name of national security. I stopped writing and reading and could never forget how PMO girl was involved in it.

10. The causal body is merely uncovering of your hidden connections based on memory. Why all avatars of Vishnu sleep on a mystical serpent named Ananta? It’s also called Shesha or remnant. It’s memory which always remains. It’s not in your body or mind. It’s outside and inside and everywhere. It’s where you sleep: in memories. When Ramana says: sleep is Pragya : the third state: it’s actually a sage sleeping on remnant memories.

11. Turiya or Turiyateeta are one when you become fearless enough to burn one and every book of knowledge if need arises. Why archons prohibit the way of mist: why it has remained a mystery and true dimension of healing? Because it’s where treasure of knowledge is hidden. It’s where dark controllers live. Who torture you with 440 volts if you don’t comply. Hence Buddhas return to balance after penance.

12. If you know that 4 hours, 4 days or 40 days are same: why would you imitate passion or fasting of Christ, Buddha, Gandhi or anyone else? It’s the understanding of time which liberates by grace.

13. I never met anyone who was searching for liberation like me. I only read about them in books. I found it…then I found freedom from death by all accounts. I think there’s not just one death or one void or one time as far as the knowledge body goes. That’s why Gorakhnath and others talked about many voids.

14. It’s not about creating positive memories as law of attraction would let you believe: instincts go deeper than that. The whole body of gnosis must have all memories and all their possible variations if one were to understand truly the subject of mastery over death and life.

15. For example: madman, dancer or Natarajan is formless vast effulgence of Grace also known as Vishnu or Narayana or Vaasudev by Vaishnavas. The consistent coding or programs to embed them in your psyche is to protect you from threats of inbetween where you are left in space which fills you with negativity or ultimate pain of swoon.

16. The selftalk is usually considered to be lack of socialization. Psychopath and sociopath. But it’s only refuge for those who know the reality of costly heavens. You create stories and live in them: that’s the only way to survive when you are against all odds. That gives you immense respect and compassion towards all beings.

17. To be honest: to gain perfect and most compassionate understanding of all states: that of a king, a ruler, a priest, a worker, a poor man, a beggar, an ill man, a dog or a slave, a wise sage, a girl, a boy, a neuter and a ghost, an alien etcetera : you need to experience all of them one by one. You also need to be stones, trees, walls and machines: then and only then you can say: I have a perfect understanding of all karmic webs. Then they don’t bind you. But it means something impossible. You can’t repeat your emotional mood of morning in evening. As soon as you are fed you forget the hunger: though repeated hunger or fasting only makes you aware of pangs of all life forms: making you moderate. All such coding in the causal layer is result of countless number of learning patterns.

18. A fool is one who repeats same mistake twice. I think whoever said that was a fool himself. Bring me any great person whose biography is available and I would show you him or her repeatedly doing same things until life threatening forces are used against them in various aspects. Thus : fundamentals are expressed well in philosophy but you need too many repetitions to master them : in different scenarios different lessons emerge. In a way it’s never the same mistake since you never bath in the same river or spacetime continuum again: you keep listening and learning from different mistakes.

19. 1.Three modes of nature: truth or harmony. Passion or energy. Inertia or darkness.

2. The father, the son and the holy ghost.

3. The satchitananda: truth. knowledge. bliss.

4. Bramha. The creator. Vishnu the preserver. The Mahesh: dissolver or terminator.

5. Aleph. Meme. Shin.

6. Triplets: why do you have this system? It’s because of mapping onto three dimensional structure: length, breadth and height or depth.

7. Truth body. Emanation body. Bliss body.

8. There are unifying and analyzing agents and languages creating creative or destructive versions of religions. Destructive versions ultimately merge into dissolving: chaos becoming intelligence.

9. Islam. Buddhism. Judaism. Christianity. Hinduism. Jainism are all book based religions along with Sikhism. The book might be in form of cloud Atlas or a tattoo or a microchip or binary one zero one zero…

An Appeal!

1. It’s an appeal to myself.

2. When I become able to relate or understand the nature of this problem.

3. I should come back to read it here or in the causal body. Or via Akashic records and resolve it for all who have it.

4. Why do I need to switch between Vocabulary.com and Free Rice?

5. Since I had no means to save money or get a good source of employment despite my multiple efforts : earnest seeking in the last three to four years: I found the Free Rice to be the only open source, noncommunal and secular source where I may learn many languages or subjects and also donate some rice via sponsors.

6. I felt embarrassment once: opening an advertisement page was needed. I gave up on that too. Then: it dawned on me: so many psychics, Russian Mafia, local mafia and such along with thought police were after me. Whatever I wrote was circulated irrespective of statistics shown. This confirmed that : at least those people, if they’re really for righteousness and for life: they will ensure that for every such effort by me many reasonable and not miraculous efforts are done to alleviate hunger of others. It ensures that even if I beg for food: I would deserve that as long as I have given some of my time for charity for a long time systematically.

7. Databases of Vocabulary.com and Free Rice are limited. You tend to get bored. You need revision because you also forget words but they can’t keep up with most contestants. My correspondence with Vocabulary.com wasn’t very productive. They do have agenda. Both of the sites are run by most powerful groups on planet.

8. I merely wanted them to tie up. If they became one website or the vocabulary.com started donating say rice or wheat or books for kids: I would not need to play on both of them and switch over.

9. I understand: the way I put suggestions do seem naive and when you go into details you might find that two sites might have very different objectives in mind(education of two types? Duh, education can be of countless types.) I haven’t come across better initiatives where you don’t need PAN card, bank account, driving licence and so on to be charitable and you also learn new words.

10. I thank Jhonson O’ Connors of Generic Electrical for publishing annotated bibliography highlighting the verbal advantage which didn’t happen for me his family and son own Wordsmart Challenge. I got zero success with good vocabulary in my country. My rights were revoked and possessions seized. I really don’t know why. You may reckon by reading this article.

Gayatri Mantra Plus Anurag Sagar!

1. I had a nice meal and am wrapped under a shawl listening to Gayatri Mantra. This is a way to count blessings. When goings get tough, tough gets going means : tough changes with the change. Resilience.

2. Tough is not literally tough but adapting to changes. Yet: an element of Dharma is based on being stubborn bull: Taurine.

3. I gained first merit in only one of the jams. Can’t complain. I played ten of them with as many as fifty to seventy players in some of them, but as usual the ones with hundred players crashed: ” waiting for host to start the jam.” I might create some jams but where are people willing to join? Same thing as on other social media. Hence: I keep going through same jams. I have taught dozens of kids and told them about this website but couldn’t find even four or five to make a team which could play couple of games with me. Similarly : why I ball alone in stadium. Those with bats feel I am rude but if I let them play the ball will soon be lost and then it all comes to buying another for I don’t know the magic of materializing a ball.

4. I gained 1000 likes on this blog. It certainly has something to do with my participation on Blogger’s World. I thank all common members and uncommon members. I reached to the conclusion after trial and error : I needed to be an author here: the people I interacted most with in the last few years on WordPress were living luxuriously while I was begging and living on social welfare. I can’t monetize anything because government and private all offices have become same: they ask countless questions: use document and scanning to spy on you and control but when it comes to give you privacy or peace of mind: which translates as making you employed without slavery, giving you right to be independent in choice of living, letting you travel or open a bank account: there’s no help whatsoever. Moreover: if you don’t make money offline : chances are: you won’t make it online either.

5. The lasting pointers by parting sister-in-law were : why do parents not keep kitchen and store open? They still ring true. One is: the younger sibling always had a problem following laws. If the kitchen is left open all night: everything will be finished. No milk will be left for Mooslee or Shilaajeet. I need warm water and milk to survive winters. But the eight to ten hours long night and rest of the time with rude voices won’t let me have that. Well, the house was built by Shilajeet for Shilaajeet in Shilajeet. So be it. I was never helped to gain a respectable employment but consistently forced to accept things as they are. Sister-in-law also jabbed about my rushing to get food: because it gets finished: the vultures hate you living: and they have as many shades as you can imagine.

6. If I take a loan to buy a gas cylinder and a burner: it means I might continue to take loans for getting the cylinder filled. Ideals are age old. Grandmother, parents should have gone to Sanyasa and Vaanprastha by now but they are busy fucking each other over and over again. Look at the shameless politicians who should have gone to jungles or taken renunciation: all they do is to manipulate the meaning and to suit it to their ends: in the end they are right. For example: Modi should retire at an age of 71 as per BJP manifesto but he would continue like Shahid Afridi who never aged after 14 years until his retirement. I know that Mahakala grace can do that but…

7. How would taking loans to further take loans make me feel happy or richer. I not only paid loans on bike worth 72000 rupees and laptop worth 47000 rupees but also bought a guitar worth 7000 rupees which became a property of this household when I renounced. Then I was again a householder somehow without any right on materials. What a strange world you live in. The caution money was eaten up by sibling and bank account siezed by Shilaajeet.

8. I do hope that sister-in-law doesn’t come back and they get divorce settlement. New sister-in-law will create a new settlement. Either way I am here to merely witness without taking part in anything. I had warned the youngest about his getting humiliated if he goes for a householder’s life. He told me about being beaten by his father and elder brother with shoes when I returned from Dileep’s marriage. I asked him to be courageous and leave this premise: to which I was given a Chakravyooha charlatan treatment. I don’t like to be fucked merely by close relatives: it should be municipal corporation, country, religions and beasts : then it’s the TRUTH. Narayana.

9. I told him this: if it’s WRONG: I am willing to take my words back. His dreams of becoming an officer were not fulfilled. He was insulted regularly. They couldn’t let him go to coaching institutes. He couldn’t muster courage. They needed gutka shaker slave with fake Hindu values. The Panchali they need is going to be a servant of this house like he is. And these snakes merely want to reincarnate again and again in the same clan to guard their rotting treasures. He will be humiliated by his wife all his life for the want of dependency on her family. He has to say Raja, raja, raja, raja, imitating his father over the call countless times: in the end it will be the Raja not him doing the Rani. So let go of Rani. Let go of the handicap. Let go of the Hridesh Khare myth. Let go of the in-laws who will magically make everything right. Best you could do was to take my ideas and concoct them against me. That was the all creativity you could ever display.

10. The previous in-laws waited for the birth of a female child to get their claim on wealth. The new ones would do the same. And since according to Tiwari Ji the andakosha of the person in concern was destroyed during a bike incident it would need another surgery. Like previous in-laws waiting five years for seed for another baby girl. What’s bad with life; ever more- poor quality life where sandwiched between village and town people you long for more porn, more gutka more tambakoo ?

11. We are on the third storey now. We are competing with Tripathis and Sampat. We will show how filthy our minds, stomachs and brains are. We will, we will, get you!!!! Narayan Narayan. I am the biggest among hypocrites: because I started reading newspaper during the lockdown. I wasn’t allowed to sleep during eight years since 2012 in Peace because old lady refuses to die and young man sleeps only during the day: to educate them on current affairs: I began reading newspaper: the result was his vomitting everytime. What a hypocrite and cunning bastard indeed! Grandmother masturbates: that’s the best of Vedic knowledge. Father takes Mooslee and Shilaajeet while two of the children beg for food. Third one uses fake handicap certificate to maintain his job and fight a court case against another bunch of fake Hindu people. This is me versus who? I really don’t know. I am tucked inside a warm blanket listening Gayatri Mantra.

Team Blue With Minus 165 points!

1. I emerge as the jam leader after getting 2, 2, 3 and 4 ranks on Jam. Until PC who is from Massachusetts didn’t leave I remained merely a runner up. Then I got another second rank. Having not read enough fiction in English language makes me lag behind.

2. The most strange thing: team red scoring 2000 in minus. Both ships sank. Mine sank lesser!

Another Story!

1. I paid Vandana two hundred back. Hundred more to be paid on the first of November.

2. One lady in the Gandhi Smarak Bhavan kitchen and a man at the milk dairy asked me about the tally counter that I was wearing on my hand. I explained it one way to the lady : it was short. She asked if I had hurt my hand. The man in the dairy needed more explanation.

3. I had a nice meal for I had money and I could buy an earphone.

4. I need to sleep but I also need to publish a post on Blogger’s World.

5. An Uttar Pradesh bike with Rajjan written on front stopped outside the ATM near Choubey Colony entrance. They asked me the address of SVN nursing college. One of them was spitting gutka. He asked if Galla Mandi doesn’t match with the address.

6. I really don’t know if they were genuine. Most probably fake. They merely needed to find out the way I told address. I was a source of knowledge. I did think that it was many days since anyone asked me directions.

7. Part of the reason was: they might have read my previous post and considered the Vaibhav Choubey Galla Mandi to be the same guy who was my student. It’s a gross error on their behalf because it happened four years ago and my student was a new guy.

8. There are three shades in pavillion besides the main. The Western one has pillars and walls covered with messages and stories.

9. The graffiti advertisement by Panchal art is one such work with contact number. But you can also read the chit chatter between young kids who can barely write either Hindi or English. One of them wrote:

“I like you but don’t want to get entangled in a mess from where there’s no getting back. You have already seen my house. But I am sorry!”

Bay bay(bye bye)

I omitted the details for their safety. Their classes and names are also written on those pillars. Outside stadium is office of Bajrang Sena which is a sister concern of Bajrang Dala. If it had caught them exchanging messages : you know what comes next? Shehnai. They might even bear the cost. It’s cultural heritage.

10. Gulzar’s Dil Se(A. R. Rehman)song has some lines which describe such a scenario: there are wars and communal disturbances. The verse says: there are bondages in relationships. Wires made of thorns. Gates made of stones and walls; and yet creeps flower and groves bear fruits : you get characters and stories.

11. I hope this thread ends here.

A Story Worth Reading !

1. Though it rarely happens: one of my employers paid me in full when I asked for only an advance. The student is going to take a leave for about one month. Her behaviour has been strange but I can understand. I bought an earphone worth fifty rupees from a shop I used to buy earphones from about four years ago. Since I am wealthy( after paying three hundred back to Vandana I would still be left with more than one hundred rupees!) I only have eight hundred more rupees left as a payment towards the services delivered to the second employer. Constantly changing world and employment. Scarcity of work or complete slavery were options. I chose the first one and feel free.

2. I played four jams this morning: rankings: 1112. Unless Stephen had come: I would have scored first rank in all four. I enjoyed bowling ten overs. Samose. Samose and kachori are getting costlier but we are paid one fifty or three hundred rupees per tuition and work is scarce to come. What happened to economy and opportunity?

Party with religious groups: like I did last night: except popcorns and momos everything was for free: I reckon:

Ramleela –Live ticket in an open theatre worth 1000 rupees per person.

Air: invaluable.

Water: invaluable.

Harmony and security: invaluable: though some younger people were suspicious of me. And you know why! I was confident because I have been visiting stadium for about two months: doing what is supposed be proper behaviour over there: sports and recreation.

Personally: my net worth is almost zero. The last good movie I watched in the Anurag City Centre had merely four members in theatre and another had a hall full but I was supposed to create rains instead of watching the movie.

3. How many threads do I need to join to create an event worth narrating? Maybe three or four. It depends on authors. I consider it kabbalistic you call it divine. I saw another Kingfisher and a nightingale as I was exiting out of the stadium. The thread of story begins in the point four.

4. Vaibhav Choubey Galla Mandi had the Einstein quote “Imagination is more powerful than knowledge,” striked out on his t-shirt. It means: Einstein was wrong. It means: the world is real. It means: knowledge is more powerful than imagination. Vaibhav was standing near the police line entrance to stadium. It was Eastern entrance. Satyam was with me. My heart had stopped working. My head was exploding with pain. I showed him and he accepted: my heart had stopped.

5. I was ordering popcorn pack. The policeman whom I had been observing on a regular basis ordered the man counting the gutka pouches which he laid on popcorn pouches. It might mean anything: that eating popcorn is akin to eating gutka: with a difference that popcorns don’t spoil walls or teeth. You don’t need to spit. You can prove anything provided you have the power.

6. Today morning the autorickshaw man gave money to the puncture shop owner. I recalled how Vaibhav had asked for another five rupees after having taken twenty rupees in two days. I had refused. The puncture shop owner made a remark about darkness. My blog was read by someone and message conveyed. He does read newspaper but I don’t know if he reads my blog too. My comment had a foundation of Hinduism which regards the Sun’s southern movement as creating smaller days and bigger nights. Darkness increases: festivals let you relax but you don’t understand the full import of them. My attention was taken to gutka pouches: he wasn’t selling them before. Vaibhav was actually in a fair. Playful and enjoying as much as I was when I ordered popcorn. Or similar. There’s no way to match.

7. Four days. Four threads. Saarthak. Autowallah. Meaningful: the name of the lady who wanted to mount a water bottle for her son. When I was letting her son play she needed to make a superficial acquaintance. Now they are five threads. I don’t know who really reads these but unless some delusion struck me: the policeman, the puncture shop owner and some others will get to know of five threads. Beneficence. This is the art being created with hardwork. The policeman, the gutka counter, the puncture shop owner, Vaibhav who first requested me to come to academy, his grandmother, etc were all in it: probably to make me prepared to get married to a fat girl. If it was a way to civilize me: you see how well it works. It’s red pill.

8. The library and the other parts of Gandhi Smarak Bhavan have whisky or wine or brandy bottles. They might be part of an exhibition or act like those steps on North West pavilion which had condom pouches a few days ago or maybe they were drinking and wanted me to know that being farmers they need to drink to relax. It’s fine with me for I lived with flatmates who used to drink. I knew that those who worked in Deshaj Gaushala and field needed to drink. Gandhi or Tolstoy might also have drunk one way or another.

9. All the characters come from real life or this dream. And events are woven. It took energy to do that and gradual patterns. Police, repairing people, editors, press, psychonauts and hackers. If I rate this: it’s one of my best stories with morale: balance.

10. I utilized library time for writing because I was expecting my student to visit as she said over the call. But she didn’t. Online classes are random in nature. I would have been left with no energy or willingness to write if I wrote in noon. I am sure : this story will be read at least by one person and appreciated.

Courtesy: police department. Cricket academy. Vaibhav Choubey Galla Mandi. WordPress. Win Wenger PhD. S. S. Khare. Bob Dylan. Devika Mathur. Sister Haycinth. Kabbalists. Saarthak’s mother. Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi. Wine Shops. Ramlila committee. Baburam Chaturvedi. Shrinivas Shukla. Chhatrasal. Saint Rajinder Singh. Kabir. Nanak. Secret Russian Mafia Police. Vladimir Putin. Rajasthani Red Light Workers. Vaasudev Krishna Yadav. Akshay Kumar.

Grand Success!

1. It was the only public event in which I participated in the year 2020. It was a grand success.

2. Yesterday evening: someone working on lighting told me that it was supposed to finish within one hour: 6 to 7. It actually finished by about 8:30. Which means a ninety minutes lag. It was enjoyable.

3. There were at least one thousand people. There were stalls for momos, popcorn, icecream both inside and outside the stadium.

4. There was a water tanker on the Eastern entrance.

5. The organization was done by Ramlila committee Galla Mandi. The head of the committee was apologizing for lack of arrangements : it surprised me because I felt it was almost perfect.

6. Music was excellent.

7. Acting was top notch: especially by the actor playing Ravana: a veteran. His ability to laugh a devilish laugh comes with great practice.

8. Police was alert like municipal corporation workers. I felt for the first time to be in a public place without being cornered. It might be because I have been visiting stadium for about two months since it opened.

9. I was feeling low when I woke up in noon. Attending this mega event, taking pictures, bowling and having some salty popcorns and momos made me feel much better. I may say that I never felt better in public this year. I am absolutely healthy.

10. The event was an entertainment event. I spent 50 rupees within one evening: which is way too much if you look at my income: one thousand rupees per month. I need to buy milk and bread everyday to stay fit and healthy: which cost nine hundred rupees per month. I hardly have money for getting my mobile recharge vouchers. This is: when I have earnestly tried to coach students in English and Grammar for about a year. Whoever said that you get work if you’re sincere : might be wrong. It doesn’t work that way.

11. The event will be etched in my 2020 memory: along with the Chelpa bird, Vallalar, Narayan Vaasudev, Gandhi Smarak Bhavan library, Vrijpura walks and Blogger’s World author access regained. I have gained more than I lost but without assurance of future.

12. I have no doubt about being immortal. No doubts about having travelled in time. No doubts about being widely popular (infamous.) I was given a terma by Padmasambhava which I completed by 2020. I have a better understanding of unity of material and spiritual worlds. Though I clearly fathom why death, fear and sex are taboos: like left hand tantric rituals: I can’t fully reveal them to many people without first selling my soul to governors of this universe. Which also gives me freedom: to be free from having violated any teacher’s injunctions in past, present and future. Only the most deserving can gain access to the hall of gnosis and bliss.

13. I regained the shape and strength after a decade of trial and error but the ugly face of documents being controlling devices by family, cabals, companies and governments was revealed with full effect this solar year. I was trained to be a man of letters and then renunciation of a peculiar kind took away from me all the basic necessities. Most of my teachers were people who were well off and took a great deal of support from people in government or aristocracy. I took only the needful. None of my teachers, perhaps with an exception of Kabir could live as humbly as I did. This doesn’t mean that there aren’t people around me living more humbly: but means that my spiritual teachers who had a published body of works were all well off.

14. I had to borrow another 100 rupees from Vandana. I have to now pay 300 by the first of November plus I need to buy a new earphone as this one has one of its plugs dysfunctional. The size of the Oppo A53 model earplugs was way too much for my ears : why?

Kingfisher!

1. I had some sleep using white noise.

Face of Ravana: 10th head is mule!
Torso of Ravana!
Legs of Ravana! Crackers!

2. I used to see Kingfisher on Dussehra. One of the granduncles used to show the importance early morning. I had been going on walks in August and September but here I have been working on bowling inside stadium and didn’t observe any kingfishers. Today morning: as I was relaxing after having bowled: a kingfisher was spotted. What are the odds? Divine.

3. Air is getting cold. You need some caution regarding water and air consumption. I read Laladyad’s verses for my student. The poet from Kashmir was said to be one of the very few ladies like Meera who attained perfect enlightenment and sang verses. I did ask her whether she found verses by Kabir to be more effective and she agreed. Kabir was prolific: like Tulsi and Shoor.