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Events Today!

1. I went to catalogue books in the library of Gandhi Smarak Bhavan.

2. I met a man who asked me if the grass he was uprooting was the “doorva” grass. I said yes because I knew it to be true. Then Ankit my friend paid me 1000 rupees and we had a small party in which we made a video. I was given a pulaav to eat. Lemon rice was prepared by Neelam mam.

3. I walked towards the Carrefour. Then I walked towards the handpumps. I drank some water and walked back to learn about the environment. I had to dispose off some garbage. I saw a jeep named “major” which stopped a guy on bike with green shirt. I kept walking towards the shop where I bought two shirts for 300 rupees. I was offered to sit on a chair which was similar to one found under the Neem tree where I used to take a break on my morning walks to Brijpura. it was there I saw the owls first. Now I saw a woodpecker but not a Kingfisher. I am happy to see you happy.

4. I am playing cricket twice everyday. I am helping people cleanse the environment. I am sure you are doing well.

5. I am going to buy a few more things which are necessary to function on a day to day basis. I have some money for the same.

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The judgement day!

1. I am here. And I was shown almost all the patterns and archetypes where I was used as a spinner. I judged people in my life based on certain patterns and they were changed with a different understanding.

2. The names , forms and shapes.

3. The house before it was not the same. Tunnel. And the change.

4. I met all my classmates and friends again and again. I had a death by heartattack yesterday and another by a surgery on brain today. I have been killed infinite number of times. Like other life forms which were killed via me by the same power which has been playing this game. The game of sowing seeds and harvesting the crops. Just like the old days I witness the memories when I no longer feel enthralled by the magicians.

5. The promise made by the teachers of humanity and prophets might merely be just like magical shows: yet they were all duly fulfilled. I am at the point zero and I recall the poetess and the programmer who wrote it. Run of the mill. Then peace. Then again run. Then the judgement day.

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Thursday

1. I wrote the solutions to second year of D. El. Ed. exams.

2. I heard them: the senses and their knowers. Gopi.

3. I saw many transformations within a short time.

4. I saw the hall of gnosis, gems and the greatest among the magicians and adepts.

5. I met my old friends, classmates and teachers. They were all along living with me. I never knew the ocean of peace before.

6. All my worries were taken care of and merits restored to a new level by the divine grace.

7. I can only recall as far back as that temple in the village. Then : the takht on which I was sitting with my sister. Then the departure from the land of grace. I also recall the day when one of my uncles went to Delhi. I recall when my great grandfather asked me to read the title of the newspaper: instead of reading the Nav Bharat I read Naav Bhaarat because there was a picture of the boat just below the title. I saw the picture and didn’t read the words carefully. The dream after reading the vallalar I had also had a mountain of light and a street. Then a queue in the heavens where I knew an old lady. In another queue I saw non-vegetarian people. Then I saw the boat and peaceful lake.

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Thusday Notes

1. A fan sings on this shore.

2. Thank you.

3. I am travelling and teaching.

4. I am learning and making new friends.

5. Friends or family members are lovely.

6. I am finally on my own.

7. I met Laotzu. I saw his face well. I let the hypnotists see me. I have been to the hall of gnosis before. I am here. I saw a mystery. A Paheli. I saw Nidhi one. The verse created by the most profoundly compassionate damsel was the fruit of all good I had ever done. She showed me a squirrel. And I saw a man who called me Amarjeet.

8. I could understand what it’s like to be a child again. To walk on the terrace and the street. There was a great show in which all my friends and teachers were participating. They had no masks at all. Their shining brilliance and understanding made them feel perfectly fine.

9. I can’t say if they were one or many. Positive or negative. Alive or dead loses meaning here.

10. Narayana. Vaasudev. Govind. Hari. Har. Gandhi. Buddha. Guru Nanak Dev. Ramalinga. Ramana. Shiva. Ram. Ganesh. Indras. Students, teachers, cyclists, architects, actors, cricketers. I met them all. I saw my own hypnosis and conditioning and deconditioning.

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Thusday Notes

1. A fan sings on this shore.

2. Thank you.

3. I am travelling and teaching.

4. I am learning and making new friends.

5. Friends or family members are lovely.

6. I am finally on my own.

7. I met Laotzu. I saw his face well. I let the hypnotists see me. I have been to the hall of gnosis before. I am here. I saw a mystery. A Paheli. I saw Nidhi one. The verse created by the most profoundly compassionate damsel was the fruit of all good I had ever done. She showed me a squirrel. And I saw a man who called me Amarjeet.

8. I could understand what it’s like to be a child again. To walk on the terrace and the street. There was a great show in which all my friends and teachers were participating. They had no masks at all. Their shining brilliance and understanding made them feel perfectly fine.

9. I can’t say if they were one or many. Positive or negative. Alive or dead loses meaning here.

10. Narayana. Vaasudev. Govind. Hari. Har. Gandhi. Buddha. Guru Nanak Dev. Ramalinga. Ramana. Shiva. Ram. Ganesh. Indras. Students, teachers, cyclists, architects, actors, cricketers. I met them all. I saw my own hypnosis and conditioning and deconditioning.

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Thusday Notes

1. A fan sings on this shore.

2. Thank you.

3. I am travelling and teaching.

4. I am learning and making new friends.

5. Friends or family members are lovely.

6. I am finally on my own.

7. I met Laotzu. I saw his face well. I let the hypnotists see me. I have been to the hall of gnosis before. I am here. I saw a mystery. A Paheli. I saw Nidhi one. The verse created by the most profoundly compassionate damsel was the fruit of all good I had ever done. She showed me a squirrel. And I saw a man who called me Amarjeet.

8. I could understand what it’s like to be a child again. To walk on the terrace and the street. There was a great show in which all my friends and teachers were participating. They had no masks at all. Their shining brilliance and understanding made them feel perfectly fine.

9. I can’t say if they were one or many. Positive or negative. Alive or dead loses meaning here.

10. Narayana. Vaasudev. Govind. Hari. Har. Gandhi. Buddha. Guru Nanak Dev. Ramalinga. Ramana. Shiva. Ram. Ganesh. Indras. Students, teachers, cyclists, architects, actors, cricketers. I met them all. I saw my own hypnosis and conditioning and deconditioning.

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Japanese Guava Are Long!

1. Not long after the last article: medical Bhagwan made plenty of money outside the Bajrangi Bhaijaan temple. A policeman was scolding a young man. I changed the lane. The man on the tea stall before that was paid twenty rupees by Bajrang Sena for pitching this dialogue:

Sit on the dabba(box) and then they fuck you over!

2. Open to interpretation it’s evident that beating anyone by proxy: like grandmother was beating her grandson does this: creates a fear, which is merely passing down the mantle of Dharmata. The clear pattern is: there will be a policeman or an employee from PNC who will first salute you for no reason whatsoever. Then the other guy will beat you by proxy for no reason.

3. Noise pollution doesn’t exist. Bullets and trophy wives are never questioned. I had merely moved out of the Padmanabha Puram when I saw a Car parked. I remembered that I had taken a picture there earlier. I didn’t see who was inside the car when another car came from behind shaking on purpose to stop me on my way. The lady inside was exceedingly pleased by her husband’s heroism.

4. It’s not that the point third didn’t happen. It did. But I had no reactions whatsoever. For their effort I needed to acknowledge their presence but what made it later look like rich dad versus poor dad: the way police treats poor people.

5. The old man had a plaster on left hand. Upon being questioned: he said that a bramhin had beaten him a week ago in Bameetha where he was working.

6. No Bramhin beats people. I don’t know the details. The way he narrated the event was the highlight. Bramhin versus this or that. Why? Because Manu, Krishna or someone else had laid down some laws which are not understood by the most. No Bramhin beats people especially old people.

7. Pavitra’s father addressed me with “Daau.” He knew beforehand that something was going to happen. Why would you use an address for me which is reserved for local maafia? I call you bhaiya or brother and you also call me that or sir. I was not even elder in age. How is Dau justified ? It was not just the first time. Earlier the ocragenarian puritan took part in a conversation where he said: early risers…animals…wander in search of food here and there. Why hurt some one with those words if they don’t hurt you? You have certainly wasted your life old man.

8. Khanabadosh does following jobs:

A. Acts as a pimp.

B. Acts as a snitch.

C. Uses black magic.

D. Works on iron.

9. Wanderers had many traditions. The librarian had done a research on them but the fact that’s certain is: they were not the types who stay at a place for long. They can do as they please with me because I pass by them and they are richer than me. They are escorted by the police whereas I have not only been deserted by the community of birth but also by every other community for the simple reason of being utterly honest and not producing babies who grow up to pollute air, earth, water and make it difficult to live for everyone else.

10. Natarajan is my only witness and companion. The damsel who is never in distress has graced me.

11. Japanese Guava Are Long. Medical looters. Shamans who loot and pollute. There were too many autowallah playing romantic songs.

12. Grandmother’s sister was operated upon. At once I had found love in their care. For a month in my childhood. The last I saw of the man he was staring at me with an angry look as I was taking my mom to withdraw money from the bank. It was planned. Like Daau looking at me with angry look and other things. I want to get out of this place.

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AI is here! Drones! RUN AWAY!

1. Only dragonflies and butterflies.

2. Ramashankar Yadav from Benares works for PNC. He says that there was rain three days ago in Benares. How were they reporting it now?

3. There’s a cancer hospital in Kishanpura on Bijawar road. Two boys on a bike, one wearing a Big Boss T shirt, stopped by the Neem tree. I gave the seat to mister Ramashankar. The old lady walked from Gathewara to hunt treasure on Choudhary’s village. I would be exalted like this. The tryst with the dancer was supposed to be on the railway tracks. Birds are chirping and fruits of Kabir are playing ping pong with Ying Yang .

4. I recommended the burly man whose in laws live in Basaari to keep a notepad and pen with him: conductors do so. Leonardo did that. And doctor Win Wenger pH d recommended that before the smartphone era. Way too much of positive attention. Suddenly everyone was asking me the address. Earlier I was being spit on. Who is what and what the heavens is going on here? If you know, you are probably full of it, said Robert Anton Wilson. Jogging memories.

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The Noon

1. A crow is cawing. A squirrel is running. There is a layer of clouds in the sky. A dragonfly flies.

2. I took some waterballs and a tea. A woman joined in saying that onion is cheap these days. The waterballs guy was busy playing ludo online albeit his companion kept making noise until the woman joined.

3. Seeing an autowallah(the term was used frequently by Shobha De) I recalled how in morning hours I saw an autodriver going on backgear for more than 100 metres. It did seem strange because there was no apparent reason for the same.

4. Seismology gyrating tingling longastronomy tectonic architectonickelodian tonic supersonic Icarus rustic lanugo langouste ousted instead ted stalks

5. I enjoyed talking about the volcanoes but my student who has recently changed his routine to early morning hours practice of playing Cricket has been sleepy since last two days. I told him the difference between the pravrutti and nivratti.

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Zilch Nada Zero Cipher Shunya Void……

1. The first question is: why were the last two images deleted from my smartphone? Yes, the one where those two gutka shakers entered. Another where chubby guy was being smart with water ball friend: the fallen iron pillar and pitfalls?

2. The second question is: the new tenant was a police guy or something ? In a vest with a belt. Quite a shocker. The spitter, damsel, shaker. Shaker is a police. Is getting to construct a house in the vicinity of employers. Has first right on all damsels in town or in vicinity or is a righteous raksha bandhan type true to celibacy urdhvaretasa. In any case: please continue.

3. Shamans. Brooms. People repeating tips given by you to kids because they wanted you to teach or you were too abstruse so they wanted you to deliver something to chew onto or it is their way to create a conflict in the devil’s workshop where abbatoir incharge can’t bring in euthanasia or something. What’s it with forced value systems ?

4. If you don’t pay any attention to me: I would feel neglected and won’t ever bother you. That’s the best way if you think someone is evil. You know better: I am dangerous because I don’t belong to any faction yet you want me to participate into this or that faction.

5. Seeing is believing : beating animals stops the moment one pays attention but not eating animals. You know there are two prime judges : one is blind judge witnessing events based on as they are heard. Another : observes and it’s faster to jump to conclusions. Both of them work together when compassion is present.

6. A. Spitting B. Shaking Gutka C. Damsels not in distress, probably mistress. D. Words uttered merely to contradict what you said E. Highlighting class struggle. F. Name plates of presidents, vice presidents, priests, heads, subheads ad nauseum . G. Bullets and horns. H. Not taking care of your pets and babies. Rapid drivers, drunk dogs in chains. Loud blabberMouths early morning. Why did you shave your head? Because all my daddies died yesterday. Happy?

7. These indicators in the sixth are supposed to create some kind of triggers for subjects being tested. There are way too many idle people and no extraordinary jobs, employments, tools so employ masses like hounds like IT cells of this party or that to create conflicts and gasligting.

8. I would have told you : you’re ineffectual as far as shaping my opinions is concerned. Using technology to jam signal or to weaken someone by poisoning is different. I would be out of here the first thing in the morning if it’s an option. I neither like you nor dislike you. I understand that you don’t and it’s fine by me. Whoever you are.

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Zilch Nada Zero Cipher Shunya Void……

1. The first question is: why were the last two images deleted from my smartphone? Yes, the one where those two gutka shakers entered. Another where chubby guy was being smart with water ball friend: the fallen iron pillar and pitfalls?

2. The second question is: the new tenant was a police guy or something ? In a vest with a belt. Quite a shocker. The spitter, damsel, shaker. Shaker is a police. Is getting to construct a house in the vicinity of employers. Has first right on all damsels in town or in vicinity or is a righteous raksha bandhan type true to celibacy urdhvaretasa. In any case: please continue.

3. Shamans. Brooms. People repeating tips given by you to kids because they wanted you to teach or you were too abstruse so they wanted you to deliver something to chew onto or it is their way to create a conflict in the devil’s workshop where abbatoir incharge can’t bring in euthanasia or something. What’s it with forced value systems ?

4. If you don’t pay any attention to me: I would feel neglected and won’t ever bother you. That’s the best way if you think someone is evil. You know better: I am dangerous because I don’t belong to any faction yet you want me to participate into this or that faction.

5. Seeing is believing : beating animals stops the moment one pays attention but not eating animals. You know there are two prime judges : one is blind judge witnessing events based on as they are heard. Another : observes and it’s faster to jump to conclusions. Both of them work together when compassion is present.

6. A. Spitting B. Shaking Gutka C. Damsels not in distress, probably mistress. D. Words uttered merely to contradict what you said E. Highlighting class struggle. F. Name plates of presidents, vice presidents, priests, heads, subheads ad nauseum . G. Bullets and horns. H. Not taking care of your pets and babies. Rapid drivers, drunk dogs in chains. Loud blabberMouths early morning. Why did you shave your head? Because all my daddies died yesterday. Happy?

7. These indicators in the sixth are supposed to create some kind of triggers for subjects being tested. There are way too many idle people and no extraordinary jobs, employments, tools so employ masses like hounds like IT cells of this party or that to create conflicts and gasligting.

8. I would have told you : you’re ineffectual as far as shaping my opinions is concerned. Using technology to jam signal or to weaken someone by poisoning is different. I would be out of here the first thing in the morning if it’s an option. I neither like you nor dislike you. I understand that you don’t and it’s fine by me. Whoever you are.