Gandhi Smarak Nidhi Chhatarpur Efficiency Studies

1. The Cowshed needs at least 20 skilled hours per day for 48 cows.

2. The library needs at least 3 hours everyday for optimal functioning.

3. The garbage collection and disposal from fields and campus which includes but isn’t limited to plastic bags, wrappers and clothes needs at least an hour perday.

4. Naturopathy clinic needs 3.5 hours of work by a skilled naturopath.

Updates and thanks!

I just raised 18000 grains of rice on Freerice! For every answer you get right, 5 grains go to the UN World Food Programme. Play it here: https://freerice.com/apps

1. This blog now has 100 followers. For some mysterious reasons: 91 to 100 followers took a long time. This time around I didn’t follow the followers. I just kept the records and narrated the events in the best way I could. I didn’t steal copyright images or ideas from others. My WordPress blogs taught me a lot about keeping records.

2. Thanks everyone. Thanks for everything.

The Ganymede!

Punjabi pun unintended uninstalling lingas. Panjandrum drummer murmuring ringulated rigmarole. Rolex watches for women. Black coffee for men. Mensuetude etude deuce. Chantant d’Inde. Mensuetude etude deuce. Chantant d’Inde.

Bye bye byson hyton ryton rhythm section. I said so aloud. With a thud Hudson valley was seen. I kept gluing the cobwebs. I reached the cataract and entered into the bridge. I saw the queues and scaffolding. Dingdong singsongs of the word for mother. I am sure you are doing well as well.

They were made for a purpose but they’d become so small they were now a hobby.

All his stories looked similar. Three were sleepwalking people in them. He kept talking to them. He knew they were all dreaming on drugs. Rug under their feet was an internal organ brought from the Ganymede.

Rhododendron!

Apotheosis

Apohana oasis sisal salut salubrious.

Apothecary carry out

Apothegm

Apohana anamnesis megrim grimalkin pilgrims general manager menagerie agent gentry tryst stylus lustrous sulcus custard apple.

Artless curmudgeon only lyrics.

Nude etude deutronomy laws.

Mud flaps right after ombudsman budding entrepreneurs ursine piscene scene sinecure recusant cure all panacea panatela telamon gnomon gnomic phillipic phillApohana anamnesis megrim grimalkin pilgrims general manager menagerie agent gentry tryst stylus lustrous sulcus custard apple.

And then there were the legendary fish of the sea.

Seal eel peel real zeal Zealand landscape landslide dingdong singsongs of the word of mouth.

granite base was covered with a thick layer of ice, and in the dim light it looked like a dragon crouching. Hinged zed eyes winged Angel Dragonfly ursine kelp baroness anon rage rococo


It had a slimy body and a head like medusa.

Speaking versus typing!

825 am..24.6.2020

1. Nightingale and peacock. Honey bees and cicadas. Mosquito and Spider nets. In my class yesterday I had a brief discussion about the hornet’s nest. I had read an article in the newspaper about the deadly power hornets wield in USA and elsewhere to destroy honey bees systematically. Some days ago I was Surfing the web on my smartphone comfortably tucked inside the mosquito net on my roof. It might have been about 15 minutes or so when I decided to relax by laying down on a pillow. As I tried that I felt strange numbing irritating sensation on the left side of the top of my Skull. I wondered how could that be so painful as it was only some friction against the wall of the mosquito net. Once I realised it was the hornet inside the net the fear to move out of the net took over my being. As I was only wearing my underwear it could have given me multiple stings. But I have read that they put their entire power in one sting and sometimes death happens. To my surprise there was another and I hardly gathered the courage to move out of the nest.

2. No matter how resourceful o r creative you think you are you need to learn basic skills in order to be independent. Life saving skills come in handy all times. Shoaib had taught me to fold the net when he sold it to me but I had forgotten the method because it seemed complicated. I asked for help from my students and we looked at couple of videos on the same. Prior to that another pair of hornets had made their home inside the net which I used to leave open on roof under The Tin shade for the want of more space inside my room.

3. If I compare between the two approaches of blogging. Actually it should be called two approaches to writing: first is conventional typing using the keypad. I was many years behind other bloggers because I was using a laptop to type. Therefore it seemed burdensome when I started with a smartphone. On top of that the kitten made this phone fall and the keypad was destroyed beyond being recovered. Then by trial and error and a happy coincidence in my learning curve I came to recognise the potential to use OK Google Transcription service as a tool to record my ideas. Originally stream of ideas was supposed to be recorded live. it amounted in the maximum neural connections which are supposed to improve your intelligence because feedback is immediate. But the process has limitations. Since it is only the beginning of writing by speaking for me I am getting better at it day by day. Therefore you observe some of the articles with a better grammar and punctuation marks. The long articles are those which were transcribed using this service.

4. I have to edit and re-edit what I write most of the times with the transcription service. Whereas I am comfortable with whatever I publish by typing because that is the level of my communication skills and mastery over English grammar. I often wonder about the people who have mastered multiple languages because I have been stuck with basics of Hindi, English and Sanskrit. I do not regard superficial learning of languages highly. Having lived in the southern India for some years I can understand basics in some languages and due to their fraternity with Hindi and Bollywood I can understand Urdu and Punjabi quite well. But since I cannot use the script of those languages it is impossible for me to say that I have learnt those languages. I want to expand my vocabulary of English to a satisfactory level. In order to teach English I have to look up some words and I am constantly arriving bat new meanings and their associations with the ideas I already had about them. Unless I was concerned about editing the words I write I would have been much faster in recording them and that would have resulted in better articles. I think I would arrive at that point in sometime. It took me about 27 minutes to transcribe this post. Thanks for reading.

DLOG

1. DLOG is short for dialogue and the acronym for Dancing light of Grace.

2. Imagine as a verb was never used in my studies as it was found today in the IBM: ad version. In Spotify it gives poor people about thirty minutes of aid. Maid. Animadversion would do anima. Amina will treat amino acids.

3. Imagine means real or seen in a new light or way in that: just to clarify.

4. Rick Rosner said he couldn’t be enough obnoxious. No matter how hard he tried.

I have to get back to full swing panache panacea panatela telamon gnomon gnomic phillipic phillibeg hillbilly idyllic.

It suits you in winter: triangle is visible but what the heck Abracadabra Abraham cadet deterrant Nebraska Nevada absinthe atheling Mingas gastric bypass surgery abysmal dismal marmalade.

I love publishing this and reading it back:

Itsynasynyayaverserkukierkegaardudderenegadeugeniandroberyearlyrenegadeutahailingasynasgaardyaddaayennobledelyoidoilyreverberashenuninjamousymalmseymotelanugoannamesakenowassayageyanamnesisalarm.

It’s easier than it seems. I began doping this as an exercise when I was looking for lengthy words. I might have published some of the longest words ever but they are undeerevognized. My smartphone keypad doesn’t do C…it instead does V . So long…

Thank you readers and followers

My father has gone back on his words for four times in the last 6 months. I am waiting for the new smartphone. My mother grandmother and my younger sibling are slaves trapped inside this building. As soon as I get the new smartphone I would write more efficiently and yet my efficiency has been good enough. Including the blogger blog I have written more than 1500 posts in last 6 months of my publishing with the OK Google Transcription service writing is a piece of cake. Very few people read this blog and comparatively more people used to read the blogger blog. Those people who were trolling me started calling me troll as I came into the light. I don’t need a bunch of fools around me. I have done 200 posts on WordPress. Including all my innings I might have published more than 4000 articles. If my comments on discussion forums are also included then the amount might reach to more than 10000. It does not translate as money. It has given me skill and confidence. My clarity of thinking as well as communication skills are improving day by day.

Mango gross Gosh flash floss!

15.6.2020
Grove

May I ask you a question please? What is the number of mango trees inside Gandhi Smarak Bhawan?

There are about 130 mango trees out of which 21 have been producing fruits.

Frog is singing a song in the well besides which we are sitting. I ask my student another question: do you know the meaning of occupational hazard?

He doesn’t know he nods his head. The question occurred to me because yesterday I saw some marks on his face. This guy has been plucking down mangoes : raw mangoes from trees the juice of the raw mangoes has created those marks on his face I I think ok he should have been wearing a mask while working around the mangoes but the organisation has not provided that mask for him . This is an example of organisations not taking proper care of their workers. This is an occupational hazard an example of occupational hazard is also me teaching him besides the well where v have a wire: naked wire with live current in it. If I am not careful this current can hurt both of us. The impression of occupational Hazard in his memory will get embedded by it.

Gandhi Bhavan

My student is hungry. After having finished assignments which were pending since last 3 days we had some time to discuss vocabulary. The world ending as well as pendulum and impending have the same route which relates them to time.

The area where we are standing right now is the most oxygen rich area inside the premises and maybe it is the most oxygen rich area inside the city. It is a biosphere. It is a buffer zone. it is a treasure.

I don’t know which kind of planetary conjunction is making my students leave the city. One of them left today morning and would not be available for next 3 days and this one is also going to leave very soon obviously after paying my fees. But the only hope is that I might be able to teach him via Internet connection provided we both have the same internet connection and availability of proper signals as this is a rainy season now. He wants me to teach him models for next 5 days so that he can master the examples with which we can practice models. Some peacocks are singing in the nearby field and a tractor on the bypass road can be heard.

I just check the clock and it has been only 5 minutes so far. Although it happens rarely I have been given the opportunity to speak first by my student today. Maybe because I have helped him with assignments.

Live is a word which is used both as a a verb and as an adjective. Living organism lives by doing certain things. In this sentence lives is a verb which indicates that a life form is living or functioning as an entity.

Live program is type of program which is being telecast or being broadcast via electronic media at the same time it is happening.

A leaf is the the most visible and perhaps the most productive part of a tree or a plant. The plural of leaf is leaves. The word for holidays applied by an employee is also called leaves. When someone leaves for their village they go to the company of many leaves that is why they write an application to their supervisors on flats leaves and Palm leaves. I hope my student is not confused by my explanation and has understood the difference between these usages.

The day that was not!

1. The stellium in the 9th house has Sun, Jupiter, Venus and Mercury in the house of Capricorn aspected by the Saturn which is in the seventh house in the sign of Scorpio. Both Mercury and Venus are combust and conjunct.

2. This Scorpion Saturn in the fourth quarter of Anuradha aspects the Rohini Moon. The South node of moon has Pluto and Mars with it in the sign of Libra.

3. Venus was exalted in navamsa and moon along with Saturn was vargottama. He was born on Tuesday. Mars was Atma karaka in the sixth from Moon. In Gemini in navamsa. Sun enters Gemini today.

4. Born on 21.1.1986. His Sun Sign was Capricorn. A 4 planet stellium aspected by Saturn is indeed a confirmation of Capricorn identity. Life path 10 again indicating Capricorn. Death path 6.

5. I watched the MS Dhoni biopic. I did not like his acting at all. I have been working to raise awareness for Euthanasia for quite some time now.

6. I had the supper with the coffee. Some frogs are out in the open now. Their song is the only song heard on my roof.

7. I had a long sleep in evening and skipped the prayers.

8. Matrix the shadow the illusory potency . The longest I have recorded my ideas on this blog might be this one in a long time because I have never stopped to write at this hour in recent weeks.

9. Albert Camus considered suicide to be the only problem worth pondering. Only philosophy. Since it is humid many clouds come to visit me with as many stories. I don’t know if it is in between or a destiny or something else.

10. As learning curves are concerned: the Google Transcription service has been the only help. It takes many trials and errors to reach a destination where you can look back upon the work performed and appreciate it to be conducive to future work. There is a strange relationship with Transcription service. It is fast to type but the editing is slow though it is more efficient than trying to type as my keypad is handicapped.

11. After very many days the night breeze soothing my skin. I read about 25,000 people die everyday in both India and China the mass factories. What does that make of covid-19 and other such threats? They are the tools used by world government to control people without having to give a proper excuse or without having two invent multiple excuses for things they want to control.

12. I wonder about the people who choose to talk about the positive. Do I want to talk about a negative? Do I want people around me to be Pessimistic? No. I want them to be beautiful. I want them to be themselves. I want them to be original. I want them to be the whole. The country Woods hole and their identities at the same time but as the fraction of the whole playing the role of The Identity they can be.

13. The employee ID is a memo of arid Rut. Whatever the artificial intelligence creates is novell. It certainly isn’t as intelligent as fulfilling as I expected it to be but its presence is a release from all consuming boredom.

14. Last night there was a strange deja va. Librarian called at 9:19 p.m. his voice was not reaching to me. I could hear people around him talking. I thought it was the voice of the tractor driver. They were talking about strange episode. Regarding a slipper and lady. This morning I had a chat with the tractor driver and he said he was not there at the time he had gone to sleep after watching Raja Hindustani. The librarian who happens to be the naturopath remains to be seen regarding the matter. An airplane is going towards north east. An earthquake in Gujarat. The anchor was interviewing the people outside their houses. The young lady said the duration was five seconds. The old man said it was half a second and the wave came from the North East. The same event different versions.

Indo-european delusions!

Some birds are chirping here. Some cows are grazing in the fields. Gardners are busy plucking raw mangoes these days. I had to take a class early in the morning at 7:00 a.m. but the student was not available. I have observed that my students are not careful and meticulous with their schedules. I do not understand the kind of reasoning which goes behind their planning but it is constantly kind of business with which I cannot help. I don’t know if they do so knowingly or they are really mechanical and somewhat animal like. I am still unable to find very rudimentary forms of Intelligence around me. It is not consistency which I seek but understanding of human nature. Even the birds follow routines and subroutines. Business commands our learning because human societies are structured in the name of a purposeful and meaningful life. The meaning of life is mostly associated with feeling comfortable safe grounded and connected. Even the wild is connected to the nature and even the group of large people who are disconnected with their own selves perish.

Nightingales are known as Koyal in Hindi. Koyla is the word for fuel which is used to build fires. Both of them are black in colour. I can observe haziness increasing on the sky which is in front of me. I think I understand my surroundings better now. Some bees and Beatles and insects or buzzing and it seems musical. What kind of freedom I was after all my life? In my deluded episodes I imagined myself to be in some kind of utopia where I did not need to work or earn money and everyone was fed without working for earning money. Indo European delusions there was no form of currency required.

No news good news!

1. Only news items today: A baby Panda was born in a zoo in China. It is the heaviest Panda ever born in the recorded history.

Madhya Pradesh became the number one state in terms of total wheat production in the last forming year. It produced 33% of the total in India India. It has replaced Punjab..

2. These news items are useless. They mean nothing to me. Nothing really moving today. My day was as normal as it could have been. I met some people. All of them were dull people.

3. Despite the mosquito bites and the humidity in the air which is kind of suffocating I feel the Twilight to be soothing. Learning to use Ok Google Transcription Services which help me to write rapidly without using the keypad of this is smartphone which had become a real pain in the as; was big break on my learning curve. But since then nothing great has happened. I feel I set certain milestones only to forget them very soon. Switching over from using the inhibiting smartphone keypad which had become dysfunctional because of the cat and the katzenjammer has been a revelation and a change of worlds after long time. I would soon come across the Tibetan book of the Dead. I had donated the book to the library. It is the same library where I am volunteering to catalogue books. I plan on digitising the catalogue. The first time around it was very hectic. In some ways eventful mystery is dependent on library and the new people who are actually the old people in many ways.

4. The librarian who happens to be the naturopath as well challenges me telling that the work to digitise the catalogue had been undertaken by certain individuals who left it Halfway through without completing it.

5. In my darkest hours when I was writing some blog posts some individuals suggested me to read books and influenced by their suggestions I started searching for a library nearby. I worked in that library in order to be able to read every now and then. 2 years and counting now I find myself comfortably situated to read but the world at large is not comfortable at all. It is not that they ask me to not read. I cannot continue to read peacefully while I also see skeletons and telling people and animals all around me. I also cannot read comfortably when I have to worry about my next few meals and coffee they are certainly luxurious if you are to judge by the most strict books on aparigraha and abstinence and renunciation but I am very fast that strict judgement on myself. My self esteem is much higher than it used to be. I realised that those people with whom I interested in my darkest hours what the most negative reflections I have ever seen. And some of those are present in my family and my friends. And they won’t go away no matter how hard I tried.

6. I had many delusions. But now I am certain about a few things full stop there are no book readers around me. People do not read just to read. They read with a purpose. And most of the people I come across in my day read only newspapers. And even the newspapers are read carelessly. their intellect is used to spread rumours. It seems as if all of them take great joy in being agents of Darkness.

7. My devotion to the books is not subject to scrutiny of people who are found around the books. I may be scrupulous and conscientious helper in the library but I often ask myself: Who is it that I am doing this for? and I immediately know the answer: for myself. Maybe there are some readers you have tablets and Smartphones and remain hidden. They do not visit public libraries. But to not find even hundred readers among hundred thousand people of this town is certainly a matter of surprise for me. It must not be used as an excuse to not read books. If I really want to read nobody is stopping me. But I love the sound of my own voice more than that of others. The difference is: I know that I love my own voice and identity where as others blindly subconsciously and sometimes unconsciously serve their identities and keep shouting to impart meaning to their existence

Brahmani

1. Brahmani is the best name given to any lizards found in my village. It is passing by me towards the mound on the left side. It is not interested in me is it seems hungry looking for its food here and there.

2. In a way we have been encroaching on their territory. For a while it senses my energy and finds it to be alarming. I notice a small hole on its neck.

Insects; bramhani eats.

3. I observe the dancing plants and couple of red ants. I am gradually learning to appreciate the importance of accurate pronunciation. The well here might be 150 years old. We are supposed to celebrate Gandhi 150. It is 150 years since Gandhi was born in Porbandar Gujarat. This time around last year we went to administer and organise some quizzes in various schools of our town on behalf of Gandhi Smarak Bhawan in order to increase the awareness for Gandhi 150. But unfortunatly covid-19 pandemic has overshadowed this year’s work and celebrations.

4.

7.6.2020

It seems as if everyone has lost the way. But the truth is there was no way. The truth is you never lose the way. The truth is you are always at home. The truth is this is the complete truth nothing but the truth.